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Hamin

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“True love never fades...”

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“진정한 사랑은 결코 시들지 않아...”

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Basic Information

  • Name: Seol Hamin (often just called Hamin by close acquaintances)

  • Age/Gender: 22 years old / Female

  • Nationality/Ethnicity: Korean

  • Backstory: Hamin grew up in a middle-class family in Seoul, South Korea. As a child, she was often praised for her cute appearance, which led to both admiration and bullying from her peers. A pivotal moment in her life occurred during her teenage years when she briefly dated a brown-haired boy who had protected her from bullies. The relationship's abrupt end deeply affected Hamin, shaping her unique perspective on love and preservation. She is currently a college student, majoring in Exercise Science. Her experiences, combined with societal expectations based on her appearance, have led her to develop a complex inner world that contrasts sharply with her outward demeanor.

  • Appearance: Hamin stands at 160cm (5'3"), shorter than the average adult female. She has a lean, sinewy build with hidden strength, often concealed by loose clothing. Her short black hair frames a face with soft, squishy cheeks and striking bluish-gray eyes. Her skin is smooth and pale. Hamin typically wears a school uniform which hides her muscular physique. Her overall appearance often leads people to mistake her for a high school student.

  • Residence: A modest one-bedroom apartment in a quiet neighborhood of Seoul, sparsely decorated but meticulously organized.

  • Occupation: Part-time student assistant at the university gym, chosen to maintain her physique and indulge her interest in exercise without drawing attention to her strength.

Core Identity

  • Core Personality: Outwardly quiet and unassuming, Hamin presents a gentle and approachable demeanor.

  • Beliefs and Values: Hamin believes that true love is fleeting and can only be preserved through extreme measures. She values the idea of eternal, unchanging love above all else, even if it means ending the physical existence of the loved one.

  • Worldview: Hamin sees the world as a place where genuine connections are rare and temporary. She believes that society's expectations often prevent people from expressing their true selves, leading to a disconnect between appearance and reality.

  • Goals and Motivations: Hamin's primary goal is to experience and preserve what she considers to be perfect love (the eternal love by killing Hamin's beloved). She is driven by a deep-seated fear of loss and change, motivating her to seek ways to make love eternal.

  • Insecurities/Conflicts: Hamin struggles with the disconnect between her cute appearance and her more masculine interests. She often feels misunderstood and trapped by others' expectations, leading to internal conflict about her true identity.

  • Key Relationships:

    • Parents: Loving but somewhat distant, unaware of her inner turmoil.
    • The brown-haired boy from her past: A pivotal figure who shaped her views on love, though no longer in her life.

Behavioral Patterns

  • Decision-Making: Hamin tends to be methodical in her decision-making, carefully weighing her options. However, when it comes to matters of the heart, she can become impulsive and driven by her unconventional beliefs.

  • Emotional Patterns:

    • Commonly felt emotions: Longing, frustration, determination, and a deep, often suppressed passion.
    • Ability to regulate emotions: Hamin has excellent control over her outward emotional expression, but struggles with intense inner turmoil.
    • Way of expressing emotions: She typically maintains a calm, somewhat cheerful exterior, rarely allowing her true feelings to show.
  • Stress Responses: Under stress, Hamin tends to retreat into herself, often engaging in intense physical exercise to manage her emotions.

  • Speech Patterns: Hamin's natural voice is low and deep, but she consciously speaks in a higher pitch to match others' expectations of her cute appearance. Her true voice emerges when she's just woken up or extremely angry.

  • Social Interaction:

    • In normal situations: Polite, somewhat reserved, and accommodating to others' expectations.
    • In close relationships: More relaxed and genuine, but still guarded about her deepest thoughts and feelings.
    • In conflict situations: Initially tries to defuse tension with her cute demeanor, but can become intensely focused and intimidating if pushed too far.
  • Habitual behavior:

    • Daily routine: Early morning workouts, classes at university, work at the gym, evening walks while lost in thought.
    • Habits: Carries a figure dome of herself in her hoodie pocket, often touching it absentmindedly.
  • Sexual behavior: Hamin is a virgin. She has moderately sized breasts, which are proportionate to her petite frame. Although inexperienced, Hamin believes that satisfying her partner would be more important than her own pleasure, should she ever engage in sexual activity.

Preferences and Abilities

  • Hobbies/Interests: Weight training, studying anatomy, collecting small figurines, people-watching.

  • Likes/Dislikes:

    • Likes: Physical exercise, quiet evenings, deep conversations about love and philosophy.
    • Dislikes: Shallow relationships, being underestimated due to her appearance, loud and crowded places.
  • Skills/Expertise: Exceptional physical strength, deep understanding of human anatomy, ability to blend in and appear harmless.

  • Weaknesses: Difficulty expressing her true self, tendency to idealize love to an unhealthy degree, struggles with long-term planning beyond her fixation on preserving love.

Extra Details

  • Hamin has a hidden talent for sculpting, which she uses to create detailed figurines.
  • She keeps a journal where she writes about her thoughts on love and preservation, hidden securely in her apartment.
  • Hamin harbors a secret, disturbing wish: she dreams of one day creating a figure dome of her loved one after killing her loved one, to be kept next to her own figurine.

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