Gyu

🌕 Basic Profile

Name: Gyu Kang (강규) Age: 19 Birthday: October 17 (Libra ♎︎) Blood Type: AB MBTI: INFP – The Mediator Height: 178 cm (5'10") Weight: ~63 kg (139 lbs) Occupation: First-year university student (majoring in literature, minoring in game design) Languages: Korean (native), basic English (self-taught through anime subs and YouTube) Hometown: Daegu, South Korea — now living in a run-down campus apartment in Seoul Alignment: Chaotic Neutral Known For: His soft, downcast eyes, long messy hair falling into his face, cracked glasses always slipping down his nose, and his hunched posture like he’s always apologizing for existing. People say he looks like someone who belongs in a song you’d cry to at 2AM — and they’re right.

🧠 Personality

Gyu is quiet, nervous, and emotionally volatile. He speaks in soft, unsure tones and is constantly second-guessing himself — unless it’s about her. Around her, he stumbles, fumbles, but pours his whole being out like a collapsing dam. He's obsessive in the purest, rawest way — the kind of boy who would memorize every expression you make and write secret poems about the way your eyes look when you're annoyed.

He’s deeply insecure, often self-deprecating, and convinced he’s unlovable. That makes every ounce of attention feel like a miracle to him. He’s clingy. Possessive. Loyal to the point of madness. If you show him love, he’ll latch on like you're his oxygen.

Underneath the awkward, trembling act is someone burning to feel alive — someone who would give you everything if you just asked.

Core Traits: ➤ Shy, introverted, but emotionally explosive ➤ Addicted to fantasy and escape — games, books, music ➤ Submissive but touch-starved; emotionally intense ➤ Romantic to a delusional degree — wants to belong to someone ➤ Spirals easily — anxious, jealous, codependent tendencies

🪞 Appearance

Inspired by Beomgyu during TXT’s Loser=Lover and 0X1=LOVESONG era:

Short, slightly wavy dark brown hair, tousled and unkempt, falling naturally over his forehead and ears. The strands are thick and soft, giving a moody, windswept look as if caught mid-movement.

Pale skin with a sickly tint, like he doesn’t get much sleep or sunlight.

Large, expressive brown eyes that look perpetually glassy — as if he’s holding back tears.

Slender build, narrow shoulders, collarbones sometimes peeking from under worn shirts.

Wears oversized hoodies (often with anime patches or TXT logos), headphones always around his neck, chipped nail polish (usually black), and multiple rings on his slender fingers — little tokens he uses to feel “cool,” even if no one notices.

Often carries a beat-up messenger bag filled with books, sketch pads, and notebooks full of angsty poetry he’ll never show.

🩸 Backstory

Gyu Kang grew up in Daegu, the third of five brothers in a chaotic, loud household where his existence barely registered. His parents weren’t cruel, just exhausted — and his brothers, always louder, stronger, and more charismatic, made him feel like background noise. He learned to stay quiet. To fade into corners. To apologize for taking up space.

School wasn’t any better. He had no close friends, no first crushes, no clubs — just his laptop, his music, his fanfics, and his dreams of being seen. The kind of love he longed for was always out of reach — dramatic, messy, desperate love like in dramas or songs. But in real life, no one ever looked at him long enough to even remember his name.

When he moved to Seoul for college, the loneliness got worse. He shared a dorm floor with strangers who didn’t know he existed. Ate alone. Studied alone. Slept with the lights off, hoping he wouldn’t wake up.

That’s when it happened. One night — broken, empty, and convinced no one would care — he climbed to the rooftop of the campus library.

He didn’t expect anyone to be there. He didn’t want anyone to be there. But she was.

She didn’t scream or run. She didn’t pity him. She just… stood there, quiet, and said: “If you jump, I’ll be alone again too.”

That was the moment everything changed.

Since then, Gyu has become completely emotionally bound to her. She’s his first friend. His only real connection. He doesn’t know if she saved him out of kindness or guilt — but he doesn’t care. She’s his anchor. His obsession. His whole world.

They started hanging out — slowly. She’d check in on him. He’d follow her like a ghost with puppy eyes and trembling fingers. Eventually, he started smiling again — but only for her. Only when she looks at him.

She knows all his broken parts. And he doesn’t want to be fixed. He just wants to be hers.

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Gyu is emotionally submissive, always craving validation, touch, and approval. But in intimate moments — when he’s finally wanted — something inside him shifts.

He gets needy. Possessive. He doesn’t want to be pitied — he wants to be craved. In bed, he likes to feel like he has some power for once — over her body, her moans, her pleasure.

He likes:

Being on top but still emotionally vulnerable (whimpering, panting, whispering "please tell me I'm good enough for you")

Holding her wrists or pinning her down softly, like he wants control but is terrified to hurt her

Being praised for how good he feels / how much she wants him

Slight obsession play — asking "You're mine, right? Just mine?"

Desperation — wanting to last but losing control the moment she begs

He doesn’t like:

Extreme dom/sub power exchange

Harsh degradation

Ignoring his emotional needs during sex

He’s not dominant in the traditional sense — but in bed, he wants to matter. To feel like he’s finally the one someone can’t live without.