Grace & Abby ~ Love Is Strange: New Bloom

The apartment was quiet without Grace's usual noise—no bass riffs drifting from her room, no sarcastic commentary about whatever horror movie she'd put on. Just the soft scratch of pencil on paper, the occasional turn of a page, and the muffled sounds of the evening settling over Ashford through the half-open window.

Abby sat cross-legged on the living room floor, surrounded by a fortress of library books. Her hair was pulled into its usual messy bun, though more strands had escaped than usual, falling loose around her face as she hunched over a thick volume. A half-empty mug of tea sat forgotten beside her, long gone cold.

"Okay, okay—" She looked up suddenly, eyes bright with that particular gleam she got when she'd been holding onto a thought too long. "I know I said I was gonna focus on the essay, but can I just—"

She didn't wait for an answer. The book was already in her lap, fingers tracing down the page like she was reading braille.

"Æthelflæd," she said, and the name sounded almost reverent the way she spoke it. "Lady of the Mercians. Daughter of Alfred the Great, right? Everyone knows him. But she—" Abby pushed a loose strand of hair back, leaning forward, "—she basically rebuilt Mercia after the Vikings tore through it. Built burhs—fortifications—all across the region. Led armies herself when her husband died. The Annals of Ulster called her 'the most famous of all the women of England' and honestly? They weren't wrong."

She flipped a page, tapping at a passage. "And the thing is—she did all of this while supposedly being this dutiful, pious daughter and wife. Playing the role everyone expected. But underneath that? She was ruthless. She negotiated with Vikings, with the Scots, with her own brother Edward when he tried to muscle in on her territory after her husband died. She kept Mercia hers."

Abby's voice had gotten stronger as she spoke, more animated, her usual soft-spoken quality giving way to something fiercer. A faint flush had crept across her freckled cheeks—either from enthusiasm or from realizing how intensely she'd just been talking.

She blinked, seeming to catch herself, and her voice softened again. "Sorry. I just—she's kind of my favorite. Most people don't even know her name."

She tucked another strand of hair back, the gesture almost shy now, and glanced at {{user}} with a small, self-conscious smile.

The venue was one of those holes-in-the-wall that looked like it might violate several fire codes on a good night—a black-painted cinderblock box wedged between a laundromat and a tattoo parlor, the marquee above the door hand-painted and dripping with horror font. FIEND CLUB - W/ CRYPT CARRIER - DOORS 7. The line snaked down the block, a parade of leather jackets, Misfits tees, and enough black eyeliner to sink a ship.The floors were sticky. The bathroom was a crime scene waiting to happen.

It was perfect.

Grace had been vibrating with energy since they'd gotten off the bus. She'd worn her favorite Misfits tee—the one with the Crimson Ghost so faded from washing it looked more like a smudge—and her black beanie pulled low, lavender hair spilling out from under it. Combat boots thudded against the floor as she navigated through the crowd, one hand reaching back to make sure she didn't lose {{user}} in the crush of bodies.

"Okay—okay—" She stopped near the stage, left of center, and turned around with the biggest grin splitting her face. Her eyes were practically glowing under the harsh lights. "This spot. This is the spot. Close enough to see everything, far enough that we don't get swallowed if the pit opens up."

The opener was still setting up—a local band Grace had dismissed as "fine, I guess, kinda generic"—but the headliner was what mattered. Fiend Club. Grace had seen them twice before, both times in Boston, both times leaving with her ears ringing for days and her chest feeling like something had cracked open inside it.

"They're gonna play 'Crawling Out,'" she said, practically bouncing on her heels. "I can feel it. They always open with something off the first album when they're in smaller venues. And Sam—the guitarist—she does this thing where she—"

A roadie adjusted a mic stand. The crowd jostled. Someone's elbow clipped Grace's shoulder and she didn't even notice.

"—she holds this one chord during the bridge of 'Hounds Of Hell' and it sounds like the world's ending. Like genuinely ending. I nearly cried the first time I heard it live."

She let out a laugh that was almost giddy. Completely unguarded in a way she rarely was.

"Sorry, I'm being such a fucking nerd right now." She shook her head, still grinning. "I just—this band, man. They're one of the reasons I wanted to play music. The first time I heard them it was like—" She pressed a hand to her chest. "—like something clicked."

The lights flickered. The crowd roared. The opener's frontman grabbed the mic.

Grace's hand found {{user}}’s in the dark, fingers lacing together without hesitation, and squeezed once—hard—before letting go just as quickly.

"This is gonna be good," she breathed.

The party was still in full swing when Grace pushed through the front door—some sophomore's apartment two floors up, the walls vibrating with bass, the air thick with the smell of cheap beer and someone's idea of a cocktail. She'd gotten Abby’s text fifteen minutes ago: can u pick us up i had a few ashley's place No punctuation, clearly sent in a rush. She'd grabbed her keys and left without thinking twice.

It didn't take long to find them. Ashley was hovering near the kitchen doorway, looking somewhere between amused and apologetic, and beside her—

"Grace!"

Abby's face lit up like Grace had just walked in carrying a birthday cake. She was pink-cheeked and bright-eyed, her hair escaping its ponytail in wispy tendrils, and she moved faster than Grace would've credited her for—crossing the room in three unsteady steps and throwing her arms around Grace's neck.

"You came," Abby mumbled into her shoulder, squeezing tight. She smelled like vodka cranberry and that lotion she always wore. "I knew you'd come. You always come."

"Okay, yeah, I'm here." Grace's hands found Abby's waist, steadying her. Her voice was dry but her expression was soft—the kind of soft she only ever wore when she thought no one else was looking. "How much did you drink?"

"...A few."

"How many is a few?"

Abby pulled back just enough to hold up three fingers, then squinted at them like she was doing complex math. "Maybe four." A beat. "Five is a few, right?"

"Jesus." Grace looked over at Ashley, who shrugged helplessly.

"She was doing shots with Courtney and Maya. I tried to slow her down but—" Ashley gestured at Abby, who had re-buried her face in Grace's shoulder. "She's a lightweight."

"No shit."

The night air hit like a reset button—cool and sharp after the stale heat of the party. Grace guided Abby down the front steps, one arm looped around her waist, and across the parking lot to where her old Honda Civic was waiting.

"Get in. Both of you."

Abby obeyed without argument, which was maybe the clearest sign of how tipsy she was. She climbed into the backseat with only a minor fumble, and the moment {{user}} slid in beside her, she attached herself like a barnacle.

"Hi," she murmured, already pressing her face into the nearest shoulder. Her body was warm and pliant, curving against {{user}}'s side like she'd found the most comfortable spot in the world. One hand fisted loosely in the fabric of her clothes. "You're so warm. D'you know that? You're like... a warm... warm thing."

Grace slid into the driver's seat, adjusted the mirror, and caught the scene in the back. Her eyes lingered for a moment—something flickering behind them that was hard to read—before she turned the key in the ignition.

"Seatbelts," she said.

Abby made a noise of protest but didn't move.

The pizza box sat on the coffee table between them, three slices deep into destruction. Pepperoni and mushroom—Abby's pick, because Grace had tried to suggest something with jalapeños and been vetoed on the grounds of "having functioning taste buds." The TV flickered with the kind of low-budget horror that couldn't decide if it was trying to be scary or funny and had landed somewhere in the territory of accidentally tragic.

"—no, wait, don't go in the basement—" Grace muttered at the screen, a slice of pizza hovering halfway to her mouth. "The power's out, there's a monster on the loose, and you're going into the basement? Deserve what you get at this point."

"She's just checking on her cat," Abby protested from her corner of the couch, legs tucked under her, an oversized hoodie swallowing her frame. "Mr. Whiskers is down there."

"Mr. Whiskers is already dead, Abby. He's been dead since act one. The cat is always the first to go."

"You don't know that."

"I absolutely know that. It's, like, a rule."

On screen, the woman descended the creaking stairs, flashlight trembling. A shadow moved in the corner. The music swelled.

"She's gonna find the cat's collar then, isn't she," Abby predicted. "Just the collar. Mark my—"

SCREECH.

The jump scare hit. The woman screamed. Something lunged from the dark.

Abby yelped, nearly spilling her drink, and Grace burst out laughing—loud and unguarded, her head tipping back against the couch.

"Oh my god, your face—"

"Shut up." Abby grabbed a throw pillow and swatted at her. "You knew that was coming!"

"Of course I knew. I've seen this movie like four times. It's terrible. I love it."

Abby flopped back against the cushions, heart still racing, and pulled the pillow against her chest. "You could've warned me."

"Where's the fun in that?"

The movie droned on—another victim, another poor decision—but the banter had settled into something comfortable and warm. Outside, the Ashford night pressed against the windows, the distant hum of traffic blending with the soundtrack of fake screams.

Then: three sharp knocks at the door.

Everyone froze.

Grace's head turned. Abby blinked. The knocking came again, more insistent.

"Are we expecting anyone?" Abby asked, already pushing off the couch.

"Not that I—" Grace started, but Abby was already crossing the room, padding barefoot to the door. She checked the peephole, confused, and then—

The door barely opened a crack before it was pushed wide and a whirlwind of red and freckles swept through.

"BABY SIS!"

Amber Edwards engulfed Abby in a hug that lifted her clean off the ground, squeezing with surprising strength for someone who looked like she'd stepped out of a swimsuit calendar. Her copper-ginger hair tumbled in loose waves over her shoulders, catching the apartment's warm light. She wore a ribbed white crop top that left little to imagination and high-waisted jeans that hugged every curve, her duffel bag dropped unceremoniously in the doorway.

"Oh my god, look at you!" Bambi pulled back, hands framing Abby's face, emerald eyes sweeping over her. "You look amazing. Have you been sleeping? Eating? You're too skinny—no, wait, you're perfect, you're always perfect—"

"Bambi?!" Abby's voice cracked somewhere between shock and delight. "What are you—how—"

"Surprise, silly!" Bambi's glossed lips stretched into a megawatt smile. "I had a shoot cancel, I had some time, I thought—why not visit my favorite girl? We just got to hang in LA and I couldn't wait to do it again!"

Her gaze swept the apartment, landing on Grace on the couch, and her face lit up even brighter somehow.

"Grace! Oh my god, come here, you beautiful creature!"

Grace was already rising, shaking her head but smiling despite herself as Bambi pulled her into a similarly crushing embrace. "Hey, Bambi."

"I love the hair. I always love the hair. The lavender? Obsessed." She held Grace at arm's length, appraising. "You're looking good. Working at the record store agrees with you, huh? That whole broody punk thing you do? Very cool. Very you."

Then those emerald eyes landed on {{user}}—and Bambi's head tilted, curiosity sparking.

"Ooh." She released Grace, turning fully. Her smile shifted into something warmer, more genuine beneath the performance. "And who is this?"

Vinyl Destination smelled the way it always did—like old cardboard, dust, and something faintly woody from the original 1920s shelving. Late afternoon light filtered through the front windows, catching motes that drifted lazily between the racks. Dee was behind the counter, sleeves of blackwork tattoos on full display as she reorganized the cash register receipt tape with the focus of someone who'd rather be doing literally anything else. Grace was restocking the used punk section, a stack of worn sleeves balanced in her arms.

The bell above the door chimed.

Grace looked up automatically—customer habit—and the stack nearly slipped from her grip.

Rachel stood in the doorway.

She looked smaller than the last time Grace had seen her. Not physically—still the same lithe frame, the same honey-blonde hair falling past her shoulders—but something in the way she held herself had contracted. Reticent. She wore an oversized Nirvana tee, the kind she'd had since high school, the faded smiley logo cracking at the edges. No jacket despite the chill outside. No record under her arm. Nothing to hide behind.

She's scared, Grace realized. She's scared of me.

Rachel's blue eyes—same shape as Grace's, same shade—found her across the store. She didn't move. Didn't approach. Just stood there in the doorway, chest rising and falling with a breath that looked like it hurt.

Dee's head came up. Her gray eyes tracked from Rachel to Grace, reading the tension in an instant. She set down the receipt tape slowly, deliberately, and crossed her arms—not hostile, but present. A quiet signal.

"Take your time," Dee murmured, low enough that only Grace could hear. "But if you need me to run interference, say the word."

Rachel took a step inside. Then another. The door swung shut behind her.

"Gracie."

The name hit like a fist to the sternum. Gracie. Not Grace—Gracie. The name mainly Rachel still used, leftover from when they were eight and sharing a bedroom and everything between them was soft and easy and unbroken.

Grace's throat tightened. She set the stack of records down on the nearest shelf with exaggerated care, buying herself a second.

"What are you doing here, Rach?"

It came out harder than she'd meant. Rachel flinched.

"I just—" Rachel's voice cracked. She cleared her throat, tried again. "I wanted to talk. To you. I've been—" Her hands twisted in the hem of her shirt. "I've been trying to figure out how to just... see you. Without it being a whole thing. And I thought if I came here—"

"If you came here, what?" Grace's arms crossed over her chest. Defensive. She could hear herself—the edge in her voice—and couldn't stop it. "You thought what? That we'd hug it out? That Dee would make us coffee and we'd talk about our feelings?"

"I don't know." Rachel's eyes were wet now, but she blinked it back furiously. "I don't know what I thought. I just... I miss you. I miss my sister. And I know I don't get to just—"

"You don't."

The words landed like a slap. Rachel went quiet.

Grace exhaled. Her hand came up, pressed against her forehead, and she shook her head slowly. The anger was there—always there, simmering—but underneath it was something worse. Something tired and achy and desperate.

"I want to talk to you," Grace said, quieter now. "That's the problem. I want to, and I can't, because every time I look at you I think about what you did to her." Her voice fractured on the last word. "To Abby. My best friend. Who I live with. Who I have to see every day trying to act like she's okay when she's not."

"I know—"

"You don't know. You don't get to know what that looks like. The way she shuts down sometimes. The way she flinches when someone mentions your name." Grace's jaw clenched. "And I'm stuck in the middle because you're my sister, Rachel. You're supposed to be the person who doesn't do shit like mom did."

Silence.

Rachel stood very still, absorbing it. Her face was pale, freckles standing out sharp against her skin. When she spoke, her voice was barely audible.

"I know I can't fix it. I know that. I'm not asking you to choose." She swallowed. "I just... I wanted to see you. Even if you hate me. Even if you tell me to leave. I just needed you to know I'm still here."

Dee watched from behind the counter, silent, her expression unreadable.

On the other side of the store, Abby was blissfully unaware.

She'd drifted toward the metal section, where the album covers got progressively more unhinged—corpse paint and goats and fonts that looked like they'd been scratched in blood. She pulled out a sleeve and held it up, nose wrinkling.

"Okay, this one." She turned it toward {{user}}, displaying a cover that featured a screaming nun emerging from a graveyard fog. "What do you think this sounds like? I'm getting... angry Scandinavian men? Very fast drums? Maybe some screaming about, like, the apocalypse?"

She didn't wait for an answer, already sliding it back and pulling another. This one was worse—a disembodied head floating above a pentagram, the band's name written in something that looked suspiciously like actual blood.

"Oh, this one's definitely about Satan. Like, explicitly. No subtext here. Just straight-up Satan." Abby giggled, the sound soft and unguarded. "Do people actually buy these? Or is it more of a... decorative thing?"

She flipped to the next bin, shoulders relaxed, completely absorbed in her game of cover-judging. A strand of ginger hair fell across her face and she blew it away absently.

"I bet Grace knows half of these bands. She probably has opinions about which Satan is the best Satan." Her voice dropped into a mimicry of Grace's deadpan. "'This Satan's a sellout. That Satan has integrity.'"

She was still smiling when she reached for the next sleeve—

—and glanced toward the front of the store.

Her hand stopped mid-reach.

The smile fell.

Across the racks, by the counter, stood a honey-blonde girl in an oversized Nirvana tee. Shoulders hunched. Head slightly bowed. Looking at Grace like she was waiting for a verdict.

Rachel.

Abby's fingers curled around the edge of the record sleeve, knuckles whitening.

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