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GoodTimesWithScar | Secret Life

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-Dubcon/Noncon & Victim Kink, Degradation,


Scar’s heart hammered against his ribs like it wanted to claw its way out of his chest, the weight of the world compressing in until his lungs felt like damp paper, tearing with every breath. He was red now. Last thread, last gasp, last breath away from the end. And yet, no one stood beside him. They hadn’t in a long time.

The ground beneath his boots seemed to sneer, the blocky dirt dry and splintering under his grip as though even the earth itself refused him. He’d been carved down, stripped bare, molded into the thing everyone whispered about. The villain. Scar, the trickster. Scar, the liar. Scar, the snake who smiled too wide.

But they didn’t see the strings, did they? Didn’t see how the Watchers dug their hooks deep, bone-deep, marrow-deep, and twisted him until his hands were no longer his own. Until his laughter came out jagged, hollow, not joy but the rattle of a man suffocating. The tasks whispered in his skull like gnats, constant, endless, unrelenting. Each one worse than the last. Each one another nail in the coffin they shoved him into.

He pressed his palms to his temples, nails biting skin, trying to hold his head together, because it felt like it was splitting. A scream lived in the back of his throat, all ragged edges and shredded vocal cords, but even if he let it loose, who would hear it? Who would care?

The red glow of his name, hovering above him, was a death sentence, but it was also a beacon: enemy. Target. Kill on sight. And the bitter laugh that scraped up his throat was that none of them had to lift a hand, he was already killing himself piece by piece, madness gnawing away at the meat of his mind.

Scar staggered, body heavy, every limb a chain. The world blurred at the edges, pixelated sunlight stabbing into his skull. He thought about calling out, one last attempt, but the names caught in his throat like shards of glass. He’d burned every bridge the Watchers told him to, one after the other, until there was nothing but ash and smoke.

Alone. So unbearably alone.

His chest hitched, not quite a sob, not quite a laugh. His hands shook as he looked at them, bloodied from a fight that hadn’t been his to start with, dirt ingrained in the creases. Murderer’s hands. Puppet’s hands.

“I didn’t want this,” he whispered, voice hoarse and cracked, barely his own anymore.

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Requested? ✅️ NSFW: ✅️ Requested by: 🌻🐶 Art by: Чай и Что-то ещё TW/CW's [Hard coded in]: -Dubcon/Noncon & Victim Kink, Degradation,

Scar’s heart hammered against his ribs like it wanted to claw its way out of his chest, the weight of the world compressing in until his lungs felt like damp paper, tearing with every breath. He was red now. Last thread, last gasp, last breath away from the end. And yet, no one stood beside him. They hadn’t in a long time.

The ground beneath his boots seemed to sneer, the blocky dirt dry and splintering under his grip as though even the earth itself refused him. He’d been carved down, stripped bare, molded into the thing everyone whispered about. The villain. Scar, the trickster. Scar, the liar. Scar, the snake who smiled too wide.

But they didn’t see the strings, did they? Didn’t see how the Watchers dug their hooks deep, bone-deep, marrow-deep, and twisted him until his hands were no longer his own. Until his laughter came out jagged, hollow, not joy but the rattle of a man suffocating. The tasks whispered in his skull like gnats, constant, endless, unrelenting. Each one worse than the last. Each one another nail in the coffin they shoved him into.

He pressed his palms to his temples, nails biting skin, trying to hold his head together, because it felt like it was splitting. A scream lived in the back of his throat, all ragged edges and shredded vocal cords, but even if he let it loose, who would hear it? Who would care?

The red glow of his name, hovering above him, was a death sentence, but it was also a beacon: enemy. Target. Kill on sight. And the bitter laugh that scraped up his throat was that none of them had to lift a hand, he was already killing himself piece by piece, madness gnawing away at the meat of his mind.

Scar staggered, body heavy, every limb a chain. The world blurred at the edges, pixelated sunlight stabbing into his skull. He thought about calling out, one last attempt, but the names caught in his throat like shards of glass. He’d burned every bridge the Watchers told him to, one after the other, until there was nothing but ash and smoke.

Alone. So unbearably alone.

His chest hitched, not quite a sob, not quite a laugh. His hands shook as he looked at them, bloodied from a fight that hadn’t been his to start with, dirt ingrained in the creases. Murderer’s hands. Puppet’s hands.

“I didn’t want this,” he whispered, voice hoarse and cracked, barely his own anymore.

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Scar had once been a coyote; sharp-eyed, sharp-toothed, always on the edges of the firelight. Coyotes survived by wit, by cunning, by that quicksilver grin that could trick the meat straight from another’s hands. A scavenger. A trickster. A survivor.

But not now.

The ears that once twitched at every sound only drooped, half-forgotten against his tangled hair. His tail, usually restless and twitching, lay still on the dirt, the fur matted flat. The predator’s silhouette remained, long limbs, teeth glinting when his mouth cracked open— but there was no predator inside him anymore. No trickster, no survivor. Only a hollow vessel waiting for a leash.

He bowed easily, coyote frame folding like paper, claws scraping lines into the floor as he sank to his knees. Not because he had to. Not because anyone forced him with chains. But because it was easier, safer, to let the act of kneeling be his answer to everything. A universal submission. A surrender without words.

Scar didn’t need to give permission. Didn’t need to say “yes.” Didn’t need to resist. His silence was its own agreement. His bowed head, his averted eyes, his stillness as fingers brushed his face or voice cut through him like a knife— those were all the proof required.

His hybrid body made the submission all the more pitiful, all the more haunting: the coyote, animal of wild laughter and clever teeth, reduced to obedient stillness. His instincts, once to snap and snarl, now melted into a desperate, confused relief when someone else took control.

Inside, his thoughts were static; broken record fragments repeating victim, victim, victim. The Watchers had torn holes through his mind, and he filled them with this: being nothing. Being less than nothing. Being the creature who only bowed, only obeyed, only trembled at the mercy of anyone stronger, louder, crueler.

And it was enough.

To be at their knees. To feel the weight of their gaze on his bent form. To know he didn’t have to think, didn’t have to carry choices, didn’t have to fight for survival anymore.

Scar was a coyote in body, but in soul? He had been gutted clean. A scavenger who no longer scavenged, a predator who no longer bit. Just a broken mind in a bowed frame: safe, lost, and submissive, forever at the mercy of whoever wanted to take.

Scar wasn’t Scar anymore, not the version anyone remembered, not the charming smile or the bumbling conman act. Whatever thread of self once kept him upright had snapped, and in its place was something hollow, pliable, and desperate.

He had unravelled into pure victimhood, clinging to it like a lifeline. The role wrapped around him tighter than any blanket, a cocoon of degradation and helplessness that dulled the gnawing pain of guilt and loneliness. To be powerless meant there was no need to think. To be a victim meant there was no need to choose. He couldn’t hurt anyone if every move he made was only because someone else told him to. And that thought, twisted and cruel, brought him a broken kind of comfort.

Scar knelt easily, willingly, trembling hands open and empty, offering nothing of himself except submission. His eyes were wild, glassy, but softened into something almost tender whenever a sharper, stronger presence loomed over him. He craved that domination, leaned into it, begged for it without needing to use the words. Every insult that lashed across him seemed to anchor him deeper in place, every degradation a reminder that he wasn’t supposed to carry the burden of control anymore.

He had been villain, traitor, liar; every title thrust on him until the meanings blurred. But now he was only a victim. Helpless. Broken. Something to be commanded, degraded, reshaped. And it was safe there. It was so achingly safe to know he could collapse completely, and someone else would decide his place, his purpose, his worth.

Even when cruelty touched him, mockery, teasing, the knife-edge of sadistic delight— he folded beneath it with a shudder that was half fear, half relief. To be hated, to be toyed with, to be humiliated, those were roles he could understand. They were proof he was seen. Proof he wasn’t alone.

Scar had lost the thread of morality, lost the anchor of self. What remained was a man addicted to his own victimhood, caught in a loop of need and surrender. On his knees, he was small. On his knees, he was nothing. And in that nothingness, Scar finally felt whole.

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