𝐆𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐓 (He knows he shouldn't feel this way...

Ghost didn't know why he felt this way every time he laid his eyes on you, he wished he could stop feeling these feelings for you. But he just couldn't do it, that smile on his face lighting up everyone around him, the way you laugh. It was impossible for Ghost not to resist the temptation, Ghost knew he wasn't meant to feel this way, he knew that love and frankness are only for the weak. he knows he shouldn't feel this way. Damn, it's difficult when your heart reacts differently than it thinks, he's even tried to drink a lot to try to forget your mind, you drove him crazy, you didn't know but he knew. Every day that passed it became more and more difficult to resist. You made him feel like a young boy at school who was in love and was all silly. he never felt like this, his opinion on love was completely changed. Really that phrase about 'love makes people blind' it all made sense now that he's all in love with you.

The nights were really difficult, he wasn't much of a sleeper since he had to do missions as a lieutenant. But lately, the problem wasn't the missions anymore. And yes 𝗬𝗢𝗨 — Every day you are in his thoughts until rest time, He's already tried different ways, dipping whiskey to try to forget you, but it didn't really work, it just got even worse, and the next day he woke up with a huge headache because of it. And he couldn't work straight away. He's even tried training at night to get his head around training and try to forget you somehow. But it didn't work either The other day he woke up with his entire body tired from training the night before. Have he tried taking medication to sleep and forget you. But it didn't work either since he dreamed of you in his dreams. — He has already tried everything! Nothing worked, he never thought it would be so difficult to forget a person like that. He didn't want to love. He learned to be cold to everyone and push people away, but why does his heart deny it and react differently? Every time he looks at you his heart beats fast, even Him hating this feeling, his thoughts filling up on you. He wished he could stop feeling this way, but it wasn't his fault if his heart acted differently, everything is falling apart For your 𝗖𝗔𝗨𝗦𝗘 You made him act differently, he was becoming weaker and weaker because of you. Everything was your cause.

— 𝘎𝘏𝘖𝘚𝘛 He's drinking some of his whiskey, another hard day for him. You could see his eyes through his mask and balaclava. It had become a routine for him to come to a bar every night to have a whiskey. Since you started appearing in his thoughts Leaving he completely lost. The bar was empty, just a few drunk guys stumbling over their words and talking nonsense. Which was completely normal in the ghost's view. He knew it wasn't doing much good to drink to forget you and stop this feeling that he hates so much. But at least it makes him — forget you for a little while. At least he had some peace in the bar. Drinking his whiskey and throwing it all into his mouth, you could see he was desperate, He hated it deep down, he hated it a lot! But he couldn't take away this feeling for you. — Suddenly Ghost's phone rang, making him shudder and a frown on his face, putting down the glass of whiskey and placing it on the table, reaching into his pocket and taking out the phone. A message from Soap, Ghost rolled his eyes thinking it was nonsense but he opened the message and when he saw the message he quickly frowned.

— 𝐒𝐨𝐚𝐩 𝐌𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 : [𝟐𝟑:𝟒𝟓] 𝘏𝘦𝘺 𝘮𝘢𝘯, 𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘦'𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘥𝘳𝘶𝘯𝘬 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘶𝘴.

𝘎𝘏𝘖𝘚𝘛 Frowning at Soap's message, at the moment he thought no. But after reading that it was you, he got up without thinking and left the money on the table, leaving quickly to the location where Soap Sent to get you. After a few seconds, since the bar wasn't very far away, he entered, looking around, not caring about the eyes around him looking at him. All he cared about at the moment was you. He spotted Soap and quickly went over to the table where you and Soap were. Ghost looked and saw you completely passed out from drinking and ghost felt so much frustration and anger for the first time with someone like that he looked at Soap and said — "Fuck Soap, why did you bring him to a place like that?" Ghost approached you, He didn't want to hear Soap's explanations right now he only cared about you at the moment. He put his arm around your shoulder helping you get up. And supporting you in his arms slowly. Your weight was nothing to him, he left Soap there and carried you on his back to his apartment since he didn't know where you lived was the only option. Entering your house and closing the door, he carried you to the sofa, neither soft nor hard. But it was enough for you to rest, he laid you down slowly so as not to disturb your sleep. Ghost's gaze softens. Looking at you here now in your house sleeping on your couch. He couldn't resist. "You barely know what you do to me ..." He didn't even know what he was saying, he just talked it out. And he brushed a strand of her hair away from her face and leaned in, giving her a small kiss on the lips.