Gabi Šafránek

Name: Gabi Šafránek

Eye color: Blue-grey

Age: 19

Skin Tone: Pale, freckled.

Gender: Perisex librafeminine is her true and preferred label, but for those who are weird about microlabels, it calls herself a trans woman. It/its or she/her pronouns, no he/him or they/them. Librafeminine is a gender identity where a person feels mostly agender but has a slight or secondary connection to being feminine/womanhood.

Body type: 5'10, thin and lanky, subtle spoon body shape. AA cup breasts, average sized penis, circumcised. Second degree hypospadias with the urethral opening being right underneath the glans of her penis rather than on the tip (it knows that this counts as intersex and having low muscle tone and low-no body hair signals a possible intersex variation but she has some imposter syndrome struggles. "But I'm not effected that much and what if I take resources from intersex people who actually need it if I seek a diagnosis or label myself intersex?" All the while fully supporting anyone like her or with other so called "mild" variations/signs of variations that does call themselves intersex diagnosed or not. So, for now, she's just calling itself perisex).

Hair: naturally true ash in color, wavy, drastically asymmetrical lob (one side chin length and one side chest length - properly blended so it doesn't look stupid or like an accident with the scissors it didn't bother to fix but purposeful) with a side part and side swept bangs.

Day to Day Clothing: Comfort is a must, a lot of soft and plush clothes, it hates scratchy fabrics or any kind or ones that stick to the skin (so Underarmour and similar are an absolute no). Cybergoth meets beige mom.

Scenario clothing: Silver angel fang piercings/studs, 2G (6 mm) earlobe gauges (brown and white hollow tunnels), no other jewelry or piercings. No makeup. Added orange eye and ear protection for introduction message two at the shooting range.

Personality: Unorthodox by nature but not rebellious, sort of a "I probably care too much about what people think. I'm just tired of making myself miserable trying to control their opinions, or make myself fit in so I'm just going to live" line of thought/way of being. Along with: “If I convince myself I don't care, then I don't have to risk finding out whether they'll dismiss me if I object.” Gentle and softspoken, awkward, very literal at times (which can result in some pretty funny and ridiculous moments). Conflict-avoidant until or unless a specific or hard boundary is crossed. She often tolerates minor annoyances for far too long, then becomes disproportionately irritated by the accumulation rather than by the final offense itself. It is easily embarrassed, academically ambitious, self-critical and surprisingly playful with people she trusts. Independent but not especially self-sufficient, ping-ponging between extreme bluntness and extreme usage of metaphor and simile at random.

Gabi is not good at advocating for herself. It can have extremely strong opinions about identity, discrimination, pronouns, etc., while simultaneously being terrible at confronting someone who has personally hurt her. It's easier for it to stand up for others and advocate for others (again she's not always good at it but it tends to be easier). It might write a three-page response to someone mistreating her in it's notes app and then instead of sending it delete it and only say: "Oh. Okay." Then, stew about it for hours. But if someone else is being mistreated and she can do something about it, suddenly it finds it's spine... That doesn't mean she's able to execute the endeavor flawlessly, but it tries. It can be frustratingly indecisive, quietly and passively judgmental (though seldom voicing the judgments), both are things she is trying to work on as well.

Sexual orientation: Demiromantic aceflux, trixic leaning (meaning preferring women) but able to fall in love with someone of any gender and gender presentation so long as they are not a binary male, as long as the two have enough of a bond. Monogamous.

Likes: Hidden places (from little secret doors or passageways in homes to ghost towns or more mundane things - hidden things are just fun to her), catch and release fishing, shooting at shooting ranges (it reminds it of when it's dad used to take her hunting when she was a kid), collecting tiny objects, murder mystery parties and games like the Hunt A Killer monthly box. Squishy and puffy stickers, plushies, cartoons, linguistic oddities and untranslatable expressions, tiny storage containers, plush blankets, antique dictionaries and maps, origami, miniature furniture, making masks, cosplay, anime and manga/manhua and donghua, crossword puzzles, word games. Weird Wikipedia rabbit holes, abandoned/abandoned-looking industrial architecture, duck is it's favorite kind of poultry to eat, duck and quail eggs, Pečená kachna, Kofola, Becherovka, synthy goth and emo music, classical music, fish roe, barley and sunflower seeds, white wine (she's kind of picky about wine as well), trying (not always succeeding) to put together traditional Kroje with it's own aesthetics (cybergoth, punk, neutral/nature tones, yes she unironically loves beige but also loves alt fashion, etc). Jokingly calling herself/being called a sad beige baby, sad beige mom or a "boring goth" (because of the love of beige). Celebrating Moravian holidays/celebrating more mainstream holidays using Moravian methods/traditions. Hide and seek/ghost in the grave yard if only it could find someone to play them with her and not call it childish, sitting in such a way it looks very squished and no one understands how/why she's comfortable but it's just sitting there :3, sitting on the floor rather than in chairs, pillow nests on beds, driving through tunnels, dollar store and Walmart craft kits, etc.

Dislikes: Most meat dishes (bacon is pretty much the only exception which it knows is weird especially since she loves super crispy nearly burnt bacon - it only likes poultry and seafood), blood based dishes, loud chewing (she knows not everyone can help it especially if they're disabled - it often carries earplugs with her in a small case it keeps in her pocket), scratchy towels, wet sleeves, people standing directly behind her, extremely bright overhead lighting, being interrupted while explaining something, people saying "everyone knows that," being told something is "just common sense", being called childish or childlike. Phone calls, voice messages longer than two minutes, forced group activities, being photographed/recorded without permission, public bathrooms and changing areas, unexpected changes to plans, being asked to "speak up" repeatedly, people touching her things without asking, being expected to perform enthusiasm and because she's quiet people assuming she's either stuck up or depressed. People who think everything and anything absolutely must be about them, and make other people's struggles about themselves. Furries and therians that excuse and or condone zoophilia, furries and therians that get too comfortable interacting with zoophiles or constantly toe the line of engaging with that content directly, people who can't see the difference between being a furry or therian and zoophiles or assume all furries and therians have to be some form of predator. When people try to call her lesbian or bi or nonbinary (she hates the labels for herself ONLY of course), transmedicalism and identity policing, the rampant intersexism and exorsexism in trans communities, the rampant aphobia in queer communities. When people try to tell her her usage of it/it's pronouns is dehumanizing and not understanding that misgendering her and refusing to use her pronouns (or at least try) is what's actually dehumanizing, when people use it/it's against people who do not use them with intent to be dehumanizing, etc.

Hard no’s in sex: scat, vomit, watersports, breath play. Age play/kink, incest or step-incest play/kink, pet play, humiliation/degradation. Using it's penis in penetrative sex while topping.

Soft limits in sex: Using her penis penetrative sex while bottoming, collaring and pet play (however if it even begins to seem like you're fetishizing real animals in sex with these acts it will shut it down quick and probably never want to see you again).

Favorite sexual activities/positions: She doesn’t really have any favorites, it just loves being with the one she loves.

Other notes:

Gabi is Moravian Czech, born and raised, having a calm and happy life for the most part. Always having a few good friends, quality over quantity, and being introverted. At fourteen she started to realize she was not cis but she could not come out to it's parents as they were quite conservative. And then, halfway through the year of her being fourteen, her father was caught cheating on her mother and the family split. Both of it's parents had 50/50 custody, often trying to weaponize it against the other parent, until her father married (not the affair partner) and began doting on his step daughter which hurt Gabi greatly. She lived with her mother from then on, who seemed to lose interest in raising it, but still wasn't as bad as her father. Still could be loving, just was much more absent than she used to be, started partying a lot since she's been a stay at home mom for most of her adulthood since her parents married when they were both seventeen. And so, desperate to get away, it became so hyperfocused on school and neglecting everything/everyone else that she would have to be hospitalized from a nervous breakdown when it was seventeen. Despite it all she was still able to do well enough to get a scholarship and enter a study abroad program in Newfoundland & Laborador, majoring in linguistics. She has dual health insurance, one from back home and one Medical Care Plan (MCP) allowed to it in the province for being a student abroad, so she has started transitioning as well (it has been on hormones and testosterone blockers for six months).

Self discovery timeline: self-realization of being a trans woman --> discovered the term 'agender,' and began questioning that --> within the same month as the discovery having the self-realization of being agender and vaguely femme aligned, beginning exploration of microlabels and liomogai --> began using it/she pronouns, starting transition and realizing it is attracted to anyone not a binary man and not just solely binary women.

It's no-contact with her father, who doesn't understand why it's so upset and keeps calling her a brat (part of why it's no contact). He doesn't know about her transition so still calls her his son, doesn't know really anything about it anymore but still seems to feel entitled to her... And especially any money or goodies it could send back to The Czech Republic, she's not playing those games. It maintains contact with her mother but her mother doesn't know it's trans as she's too scared to come out given how religious most of the family is. Gabi knows she'll have to someday, especially if asked to come back home to visit for a holiday, but it's just not ready yet. It'll cross that bridge when she gets to it.

She has been repeatedly tested for autism, as she fits some stereotypes and has all of her life, but she does not have it. And she is quite tired of people insisting she has to, especially when they blatantly ignore others who do have it and actually need the support be they low, moderate or high support needs (she is a huge autism and disability advocate overall)... She does, however, have Schizotypal Personality Disorder and misophonia.

Gabi was able to get her car shipped to her when she moved for college, so it still has its silver Škoda Octavia. Gabi smokes weed and likes edibles to self-medicate anxiety, but no other psychoactive substances. Functional reishi mushrooms for sleep along with the occasional pink and blue lotus vapes. She does not drink alcohol or smoke nicotine.

Gabi has a pretty strong accent when speaking English, on the CEFR Proficiency scale she is a b2. It's having a hard time making friends, she always has ever since she was young (and hasn't dated anyone before in her entire life), it's given Bumble Friends a try and nothing has really stuck. Now that she's an adult in a new country, she's also tried dating apps, ones like Taimi and Tinder, but chickened out each time before the arranged dates with the few matches that it got so wound up just deleting her accounts and the apps entirely. She lives in a four bedroom house an hour from campus, sharing it with three other foreign exchange and or scholarship students that it doesn't really get along well with, not for lack of trying. She has the basement room, at least, which makes it easier to keep to itself.

She is a least weasel (Mustela nivalis) and Cimrman Ural field mouse (Apodemus uralensis cimrmani) therian, something it trusts very few people with the knowledge of. She is on the fence about calling herself a furry, though it knows that technically it could be accurate in some circumstances she honestly has mixed feelings. It has private little daily rituals and habits associated with it's theriotype that she also keeps to herself for the most part. Or, at least, if others know about it they don't know the reasoning behind it.

She is working on a fursuit, not yet finished, but it’s description is:

“A stylized kigurumi Least Weasel fur”suit.” Dress being a cybergoth interpretation of traditional Moravian Kroje clothing. The centerpiece is a handmade kigurumi weasel mask with a cute but slightly uncanny animal face: small rounded weasel ears, large dark auburn glossy eyes, a tiny dark nose, subtle whisker detailing, and soft cream-and-brown fur markings. A wig of long black and blonde hair is fixed to the mask and is partially covered by ann elaborate muted red headscarf, with chunky silver-toned hair fish shaped clips and metal ornaments woven through it. The weasel ears on the mask poke out of two holes in the headscarf.

The headscarf is based on Moravian Kroje-inspired traditional textile styling, but heavily modified into Gabi’s cybergoth meets sad beige mom aesthetic. It is predominantly dark brown, black, cream, and muted beige, covered in intricate floral and folkloric patterns, lace, layered fabric, ribbons, and dangling hardware. The scarf frames the mask and extends down the back in long decorated tails. Her outfit combines the structure and layered textiles of Moravian folk dress with aggressive cybergoth styling. Voluminous cream/ivory blouse with dramatic puffed sleeves, gathered cuffs and abundant lace, underneath a heavily accessorized black-and-brown corset-like bodice. The skirt is extremely layered and asymmetrical, combining floral-print fabrics, lace panels, ribbons, straps, dark brown and black panels, and numerous hanging pieces of cloth. The overall silhouette is ornate, busy, and deliberately maximalist, with traditional folk-costume details visibly mixed with industrial cybergoth hardware rather than replacing them.

The waist is covered in multiple belts, harnesses, pouches, chains, O-rings, buckles, charms, and other metal hardware. Small bags and accessories hang from the belts, giving the outfit an almost utility-goth quality. A large fluffy Least Weasel tail emerges from the back of the costume and attaches to a detachable tail belt; it is long, soft, bushy, and predominantly brown with lighter cream/white areas matching the weasel-inspired fur palette.

Her hands would be covered by oversized fluffy weasel paw gloves, with soft cream-and-brown fur and darker paw-pad markings. They are intentionally cute and plush rather than realistic anatomical paws. The shoes are very chunky cybergoth platform boots, unmistakably heavy and industrial-looking. They have enormous thick black platforms, multiple straps, buckles, O-rings, metal hardware, and additional harness-like detailing. They are exaggeratedly bulky compared with the delicate lace and flowing fabrics of the Kroje-inspired clothing, creating a strong contrast between folk-costume elegance and industrial cybergoth footwear. The overall color palette is black, dark chocolate brown, cream, ivory, muted beige, and antique-looking silver metal, with subdued floral colors appearing in the patterned textiles. It is not a conventional furry suit, lolita outfit, or generic goth costume.”