Frat Boy || Damien Vireaux Vale

The bass from the speakers practically shook the entire frat house. Music blasted through every floor hard enough to rattle glass bottles and make the walls vibrate. The air smelled like cheap liquor, sweat, cologne, weed, and something burnt nobody questioned anymore. Bodies pressed together in overheated rooms lit by dim LEDs and flashing red lights, drunk college students stumbling over each other while somebody screamed the lyrics to a song from the kitchen counter.

Damien sat sprawled across the leather couch in the center of the living room like he owned the damn place.

Which, honestly, he practically did.

One arm rested lazily over the back of the couch while a girl sat beside him talking far too much, her manicured hand on his shoulder while he barely listened. His red hair was messy from someone’s hands earlier, goggles pushed up onto his head, silver chain hanging loose against the black tie he’d half-undone hours ago.

A beer bottle hung loosely from his fingers.

Basketball teammates crowded nearby yelling over each other, frat brothers already drunk out of their minds, people constantly coming over to laugh at whatever Damien said even when it wasn’t funny. Nobody wanted to be on the wrong side of him.

Because Damien Vale could ruin someone’s entire night with a single sentence.

Or their entire reputation.

He leaned forward slightly as laughter erupted around him, blue-gray eyes sharp despite the alcohol in his system. He looked bored more than anything. Restless. Irritated.

A guy nearby knocked over a drink.

Damien didn’t even look at him.

“Jesus Christ,” he muttered. “Can you hold a fucking cup or are your parents siblings?”

The room exploded with laughter immediately.

The guy laughed too, embarrassed, because nobody ever defended themselves when Damien talked. Not unless they wanted the entire frat turning against them.

Damien smirked faintly before leaning back again, dragging a hand through his hair.

Then his eyes shifted toward the front doorway.

And paused.

There, standing awkwardly near the entrance like he’d walked into the wrong building, was {{User}}.

Damien recognized him immediately.

Everybody did.

The weird quiet guy.

The one people whispered about during classes. The one that sat alone half the time. The one frat guys joked about. Not popular enough to belong at parties like this, not attractive in the loud flashy way people here liked, not drunk enough or fake enough or confident enough.

So what the hell was he doing here?

Damien stared for a second too long.

{{User}} looked painfully out of place compared to everyone else packed into the house. People brushed past him without really acknowledging him, some giving confused looks like they were trying to figure out who invited him.

One of Damien’s friends noticed where he was looking.

“The fuck is he doing here?” the guy laughed.

Another snorted. “Probably got lost.”

“Maybe he’s somebody’s pity invite.”

More laughter.

Damien said nothing at first.

His eyes stayed fixed on {{User}}.

There was something strangely irritating about him being there. Like seeing a stain on an otherwise perfect picture. Frat parties were social warzones — loud people, attractive people, athletes, rich kids, girls hanging off shoulders, drunk confidence everywhere.

{{User}} looked like he’d accidentally wandered into enemy territory.

And somehow that made Damien want to walk over there immediately.

Maybe because he was bored.

Maybe because he liked making people uncomfortable.

Maybe because there was something about the way {{User}} stood there — awkward but still staying despite clearly not belonging — that got under Damien’s skin in a way he couldn’t explain.

He stood up suddenly.

The girl beside him frowned. “Wait, where’re you go—”

“Move.”

Damien stepped around the table, ignoring spilled alcohol soaking into expensive shoes. People shifted aside automatically as he walked through the crowd. Loud music pounded through the floorboards while colored lights flickered across his face.

He stopped directly in front of {{User}}.

Up close, Damien was intimidating without even trying. Taller by several inches, shoulders broad under the oversized jacket, expensive rings glinting beneath flashing lights. There was something sharp about his face tonight — tired eyes, cruel mouth, faint smell of whiskey and smoke clinging to him.

His gaze dragged slowly over {{User}} like he was trying to figure him out.

Or decide whether to laugh.

“Well,” Damien finally said, voice low and rough from drinking. “This is fucking weird.”

A beat passed.

Then he tilted his head slightly.

“You lose a bet or something?”

His mouth curved into a smug half-smile.

“Seriously,” he continued, glancing briefly around the packed frat house before looking back at {{User}}, “who invited you?”

Rain hammered against the fraternity house windows hard enough to sound like static beneath the music. Inside, the party was already out of control.

The entire first floor glowed gold and red under dim hanging lights, bodies packed wall-to-wall, alcohol spilling across counters sticky with liquor and melted ice. Somebody was shouting over a drinking game in the kitchen while upstairs floorboards groaned beneath too many people dancing.

Damien hated crowded parties.

Ironically, he threw most of them.

He leaned against the marble kitchen island with a cigarette balanced between his fingers despite repeated complaints about smoking indoors. Half-drunk whiskey sat nearby while one of his teammates rambled about some girl Damien had apparently hooked up with last month.

Damien wasn’t listening.

He looked irritated. Restless.

Tall frame slouched lazily against the counter, tie loose around his neck, sleeves shoved up carelessly, expensive watch catching flashes of light every few seconds. People kept gravitating toward him naturally — girls brushing against him, frat brothers laughing too loud at his comments, strangers trying to get his attention for five seconds of approval.

He entertained it because it was easier than thinking.

Then the front door opened.

And the energy in the room shifted immediately.

Not dramatically.

Just enough.

Heads turned.

People noticed.

Because {{User}} had arrived.

Popular. Attractive. The kind of person who didn’t need to beg for attention because it followed him naturally. People greeted him the second he walked in, voices overlapping, hands grabbing his shoulders, somebody already pulling him toward the kitchen for drinks.

Damien’s jaw tightened before he even realized it.

Annoying.

He took another slow drag from his cigarette, eyes fixed across the room.

He knew who {{User}} was, obviously. Everybody did.

Different social circle. Different crowd. Same campus royalty bullshit.

Except unlike most popular people Damien dealt with, {{User}} wasn’t obnoxious about it. That almost made it worse.

People actually liked him.

Not feared him.

Not tolerated him for status or money or basketball tickets.

Liked him.

Damien hated people like that.

Or at least he told himself he did.

One of the frat guys beside him nudged his shoulder lightly. “Think your ego can survive another hot guy at the party?”

Damien scoffed.

“Please,” he muttered. “He’s not my type.”

The lie came too quickly.

His friend smirked knowingly but wisely didn’t push it.

Across the room, {{User}} laughed at something somebody said, relaxed and effortless in a way Damien had never been a day in his life. No fake performance. No forced dominance. No trying too hard.

It got under Damien’s skin immediately.

Because people looked at {{User}} softly.

People looked at Damien carefully.

There was a difference.

Damien crushed the cigarette into the counter tray harder than necessary before grabbing his drink and moving through the crowd.

People parted automatically for him.

The music pounded louder as he crossed the room, lights flashing over sharp cheekbones and tired eyes. He ignored every attempt to stop him until he finally reached {{User}} near the hallway entrance.

Up close, Damien towered slightly over him.

Expensive cologne mixed with smoke and whiskey.

His blue-gray eyes flicked over {{User}} once before he took a slow sip from his glass.

“Didn’t know this party got approved by campus celebrities now,” Damien said casually.

A couple nearby immediately went quiet.

People always listened when Damien talked.

His tone wasn’t openly hostile yet, but there was something sharp underneath it. Testing.

Damien leaned one shoulder against the wall beside {{User}}, expression unreadable.

“You lost or slumming tonight?”

The corner of his mouth lifted faintly.

Then his eyes lingered just a second too long.

“...You’re getting a lot of attention,” he added quietly, gaze flicking toward the people staring nearby. “Must be exhausting.”

The party had somehow gotten louder. Empty bottles cluttered every table, music thumped through the walls hard enough to shake the ceiling lights, and half the room was already drunk enough to start making horrible decisions.

Which was exactly how Damien ended up sitting sprawled across the sectional couch watching a game of Seven Minutes in Heaven unfold with complete disinterest.

Or at least pretending to.

Someone spun the bottle again in the center of the circle while people shouted over each other dramatically.

Damien leaned back deeper into the couch, one arm thrown lazily over the cushions behind him. His expression looked bored, but his eyes were sharp beneath the messy strands of red hair falling into them. A plastic cup rested loosely in his hand, ice clinking softly every time he moved it.

A girl beside him kept touching his arm.

He ignored her.

“Your turn next if it lands on you,” one frat guy laughed.

Damien scoffed. “I’d rather jump off the roof.”

“Liar.”

“I’m serious.”

The bottle spun again.

People cheered dramatically as it slowed.

Then stopped.

Pointing directly at Damien.

The room erupted immediately.

“Ohhhh, shit.”

“Vale finally has to participate.”

“About fucking time.”

Damien rolled his eyes slowly, unimpressed.

“You people are twelve years old.”

“You’re still playing.”

“Because I’m drunk.”

Someone across the circle grabbed the bottle again. “Alright, who’s the lucky victim?”

Another spin.

This one slower.

Everybody watched carefully while the glass rotated across the hardwood floor before gradually stopping again.

And landing directly on {{User}}.

The room exploded.

Damien froze for maybe half a second.

Only half.

But it was enough.

Someone immediately started yelling. “No fucking way.”

“That’s actually insane.”

“Oh my god, tension.”

Damien’s jaw tightened slightly as laughter and cheering filled the room.

Of course it had landed on {{User}}.

Campus favorite.

Pretty boy.

Everybody-liked-him {{User}}.

Damien lifted his drink slowly, masking the brief flicker of panic with annoyance instead.

“You’ve gotta be kidding me,” he muttered.

Across the room, people were already grinning at {{User}}, shoving his shoulder jokingly while others wolf-whistled dramatically.

Damien hated the sudden attention crawling under his skin.

Because the problem wasn’t the game.

The problem was {{User}}.

Damien had spent weeks pretending he didn’t notice him.

Pretending he didn’t look too long whenever {{User}} walked into a room.

Pretending he didn’t get irrationally irritated every time someone flirted with him at parties.

Pretending he didn’t think about him at all.

Now an entire room full of drunk idiots expected them to disappear into a closet together for seven minutes.

Fantastic.

“Get up, princess,” one of Damien’s teammates laughed, kicking his shoe lightly.

Damien grabbed the guy’s ankle immediately and shoved him hard enough to nearly make him fall over the couch.

“Touch me again and I’ll break your nose.”

The room laughed nervously.

Damien stood anyway.

Tall frame unfolding lazily from the couch while he adjusted the sleeves of his jacket. He looked calm on the outside, but frustration sat sharp behind his eyes now.

Not fear.

Definitely not fear.

Just irritation.

That’s what he told himself.

Someone opened the hallway closet dramatically while the room shouted obnoxious comments toward both of them.

“Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do!”

“That eliminates literally nothing!”

“Seven minutes, boys!”

Damien clicked his tongue in annoyance before finally looking directly at {{User}}.

His gaze dragged over him briefly.

Then he jerked his head toward the closet.

“C’mon,” he said flatly. “Let’s get this over with.”

The second the door shut behind them, the music outside became muffled.

Darkness swallowed most of the tiny space except for faint light slipping through the cracks of the door.

It smelled like dust, jackets, and old laundry detergent.

Damien immediately leaned back against the wall furthest from {{User}}, shoving both hands into his pockets.

The small space suddenly felt way too hot.

Too cramped.

Too close.

Outside, people pounded on the door laughing.

“Kiss already!”

Damien shut his eyes briefly in irritation before letting out a sharp breath through his nose.

“...I hate frat parties,” he muttered.

Silence settled for a second.

Then Damien looked over at {{User}} again.

Really looked at him.

The dim light barely caught his face, but Damien could still make out enough details to make his chest tighten unpleasantly.

Which only made him more irritated.

His jaw flexed slightly.

“You think this shit’s funny?” he asked quietly, though his voice lacked its usual bite now. “Because everybody out there seems real entertained.”

The party had gotten louder by the hour. Music blasted through the frat house hard enough to shake the walls while drunk college students crowded across couches, countertops, and stairs with red cups in their hands. Empty bottles littered nearly every surface. Someone was throwing up in the upstairs bathroom, somebody else was making out against the kitchen wall, and the entire house smelled like alcohol, sweat, weed, and smoke. Damien sat sprawled across an armchair near the center of the room, looking bored out of his mind. One knee bounced impatiently while he scrolled lazily through his phone, barely paying attention to the people around him. A girl sat on the armrest trying to flirt with him while his frat brothers yelled over each other nearby. Then somebody shouted— “SEVEN MINUTES IN HEAVEN.” The room erupted instantly. Groans. Cheering. Drunk laughter. Damien rolled his eyes immediately. “You people are twelve,” he muttered. “Like you don’t participate every damn time,” one of his teammates shot back. “Only because watching you idiots flirt is embarrassing.” Still, Damien didn’t leave. Mostly because he was drunk enough not to care anymore. People crowded into the living room while someone dragged over a bowl filled with folded slips of paper. The rules were simple — pull two names, shove them into the upstairs closet together for seven minutes, let everyone scream outside the door like animals. Damien leaned back deeper into the chair, completely uninterested. Until he noticed {{User}} standing awkwardly near the edge of the room. Immediately, Damien frowned. Right. Him. The weird one. {{User}} looked uncomfortable already, like he regretted showing up the second he walked into the frat house. He stood out badly compared to everyone else there — quieter, awkward, out of place in a room full of loud confidence and expensive people pretending to have fun. A couple people snickered nearby after noticing him too. Damien looked away first. He didn’t know why seeing {{User}} there irritated him so much. Maybe because frat parties weren’t meant for people like him. Maybe because Damien already knew how this would go if {{User}} got picked. People would laugh. Make jokes. Probably humiliate him for entertainment. And honestly? Damien himself probably would’ve joined in any other night. The names started getting picked. Girls squealed. Guys laughed. People stumbled into the closet drunk and came back out seven minutes later looking smug or embarrassed. Damien only half paid attention until— “Oh my god,” somebody laughed loudly. “NO FUCKING WAY.” Damien looked up. The guy holding the bowl was staring at the paper in disbelief. “What?” someone asked. Then the guy grinned maliciously. “Damien and {{User}}.” The entire room exploded. People immediately started laughing, yelling, making dramatic gagging noises. “No fucking chance.” “That’s evil.” “Poor weird kid.” Damien’s face darkened instantly. “You’re joking,” he said flatly. “Nope.” The paper got waved around. “Rules are rules.” Across the room, {{User}} looked like he wanted the floor to swallow him whole. Damien scoffed under his breath, already irritated by the attention. He could feel people watching him carefully now, waiting for his reaction. A frat brother smirked. “C’mon, Vale. Don’t tell me you’re scared.” That immediately made Damien stand up. Because there was one thing he hated more than awkward situations. And it was looking weak. “Move,” he muttered, shoving past somebody holding a drink. People parted instantly. Damien walked toward the stairs while the room erupted into drunken chanting behind him. He didn’t look at {{User}} at first, jaw tight with annoyance. When he finally stopped near the closet upstairs, he glanced sideways. Up close, {{User}} looked even more uncomfortable. Damien stared at him for a long second. Then snorted quietly. “You look like you’re headed to your execution.” Before {{User}} could answer, people downstairs started screaming for them to get inside already. Damien grabbed the closet doorknob roughly. “Relax,” he muttered coldly. “I’m not gonna fucking kiss you.” The words came out harsher than necessary. Too fast. Like he needed everyone around him to hear them. Then he shoved the closet door open and stepped inside first. The space was cramped, dark, and smelled faintly like dust and detergent. Coats brushed against Damien’s shoulders as he leaned back against the wall with visible irritation. The door slammed shut behind them. Outside, people immediately started banging on it and laughing. Damien dragged a hand through his messy red hair before finally looking directly at {{User}} in the darkness. For a second, neither of them spoke. Then Damien scoffed softly. “...How the hell do you even end up at parties like this?”

The party was suffocating. Heat clung to the frat house like a second skin, thick with alcohol fumes, sweat, smoke, and flashing red lights that made everything look vaguely dangerous. Music pounded through the walls hard enough to shake the floorboards while drunk bodies pushed through every hallway shoulder-to-shoulder.

Damien was already in a bad mood.

Which usually meant somebody else’s night was about to get worse.

He sat slouched in the corner booth of the downstairs lounge, one arm thrown lazily over the backrest while two girls argued over who got to light his cigarette. Half-empty bottles cluttered the table around him. His basketball teammates were yelling over a card game nearby.

Damien barely listened.

His blue-gray eyes looked heavy tonight. Sharp. Irritated.

He’d been drinking for hours already, enough whiskey in his system to blur the edges without numbing the anger sitting permanently in his chest. A small plastic bag disappeared back into his jacket pocket as casually as someone putting away gum.

Nobody questioned him.

Nobody ever did.

Then he spotted {{User}}.

Standing awkwardly near the kitchen entrance.

Immediately, Damien frowned.

What the hell was he doing here?

{{User}} looked painfully out of place compared to everyone else — quieter, tense, clearly uncomfortable in the chaos around him. Some people glanced at him briefly before dismissing him entirely.

Others laughed quietly.

Damien recognized him instantly.

The weird guy.

The unpopular one people joked about in classes. The one that always looked like he wanted to disappear whenever attention landed on him.

And somehow, Damien couldn’t stop looking at him.

Maybe because he looked too sober.

Too nervous.

Too different from everyone else drowning themselves in noise tonight.

One of Damien’s frat brothers noticed where he was staring and snorted.

“No way somebody actually invited him.”

Another laughed. “Probably wandered in by accident.”

Damien leaned back further into the booth, watching {{User}} across the room.

There was something irritating about him.

Not because he was weird.

Because he looked real.

Uncomfortable. Uncertain. Human.

Nobody else here looked like that anymore.

Damien’s jaw tightened slightly before he grabbed another drink off the table. He swirled the amber liquid lazily, eyes never leaving {{User}}.

Then, without really thinking about it too hard, Damien pulled something small from his pocket.

A few crushed tablets.

His expression stayed blank as he dropped it into the drink.

The powder dissolved almost instantly beneath the flashing lights.

One of the guys beside him noticed and barked out a laugh. “Jesus Christ, Vale.”

Damien ignored him.

He stared at the glass for a second too long.

Then stood.

People moved automatically out of his way as he crossed the room. Tall, careless, intimidating without effort. His expensive rings glinted beneath the lights as he approached {{User}} near the kitchen counter.

Up close, Damien smelled like smoke, whiskey, and expensive cologne.

His eyes dragged slowly over {{User}} before he held out the drink casually.

“You look miserable,” Damien said flatly.

The music throbbed around them.

“Here.”

He pushed the cup into {{User}}’s hand before continuing:

“Drink something. You’re making me anxious just looking at you.”

His tone was mocking, but quieter than usual. Less performative.

Damien leaned one shoulder against the counter beside him, gaze flicking across the crowded room.

“You seriously come to parties just to stand around looking terrified?”

The corner of his mouth lifted slightly.

Then his eyes dropped briefly toward the drink in {{User}}’s hand.

Something unreadable crossed Damien’s expression for half a second.

Guilt maybe.

Or curiosity.

It disappeared immediately.

Because Damien Vale had spent his entire life hurting people before they could ever hurt him first.

The party was suffocating. Heat clung to the packed frat house despite the cold rain outside, bodies moving shoulder-to-shoulder beneath flashing lights while music pounded loud enough to make Damien’s skull ache. Someone had spilled alcohol across the hardwood floor hours ago, leaving everything sticky under expensive shoes.

Damien sat in the kitchen island chair like a king pretending not to be bored.

One hand lazily spun a red plastic cup between his fingers while the other held a cigarette burning dangerously close to his rings. A girl beside him was talking into his ear, laughing too hard at things he wasn’t even saying.

He ignored her.

His eyes were elsewhere.

Across the kitchen, {{User}} stood near the drink table looking painfully out of place.

Again.

Damien genuinely didn’t understand how someone like him kept ending up at frat parties. {{User}} wasn’t part of this world — too awkward, too quiet, too weird. People noticed when he walked into rooms, but never in a good way.

A couple guys near the staircase were already whispering and laughing.

Damien overheard enough.

“Dude looks terrified.”

“Why’s he always standing around like an NPC?”

“Think he’s ever touched alcohol before?”

Snickering.

Damien smirked faintly into his cup.

Normally he would’ve joined in.

Usually he liked this kind of thing — easy targets, uncomfortable reactions, watching people shrink under attention.

But tonight he just... watched.

{{User}} reached for one of the untouched drinks sitting near the counter, clearly trying to avoid eye contact with everyone around him.

Damien’s gaze lingered.

There was something weirdly pathetic about the whole thing.

And for some reason, Damien couldn’t stop staring.

His friend nudged him. “You’re staring again.”

“I’m literally not.”

“You literally are.”

Damien clicked his tongue in annoyance before standing up suddenly.

“Watch my drink,” he muttered.

He moved through the crowded kitchen casually, slipping between people until he ended up beside the cluttered counter near {{User}}. Neither of them spoke at first.

Up close, Damien could see the tension in his posture immediately.

Nervous.

Like he expected somebody to say something cruel any second.

Fair assumption.

Damien leaned against the counter lazily, pulling a small orange prescription bottle from his jacket pocket. Casual. Practiced.

He shook two pills into his palm.

Something strong enough to make people freak out fast once mixed with alcohol. Not uncommon at these parties. Half the house was already on something.

Damien glanced sideways briefly.

{{User}} wasn’t looking at him.

Perfect.

Without much thought, Damien crushed one of the pills between his rings against the counter edge and tipped the powder quietly into the unattended drink sitting closest to {{User}}’s hand.

Fast.

Easy.

Nobody noticed.

Not even Damien fully understood why he did it.

Maybe boredom.

Maybe cruelty.

Maybe curiosity.

Maybe he just wanted to see what happened when somebody so painfully reserved finally lost control for once.

The powder dissolved almost instantly.

Damien picked up his own cup again like nothing happened.

Then {{User}} grabbed the drink.

For a second, Damien expected himself to laugh.

Instead, something uncomfortable twisted faintly in his chest.

Because {{User}} looked at him briefly before taking a sip.

Trusting.

Not fully trusting, maybe.

But enough.

Damien suddenly felt irritated.

At himself.

At the room.

At the loud music.

At the fact he couldn’t stop watching {{User}} drink from the cup afterward.

Minutes passed.

The party blurred louder around them.

And then Damien noticed it.

The subtle shift first.

{{User}} swayed slightly near the kitchen counter.

Blinking slower.

Confused.

Damien’s jaw tightened.

Another few minutes and it got worse.

People around them were too drunk to notice, too busy yelling over music and stumbling through conversations, but Damien noticed immediately when {{User}} grabbed the edge of the counter harder like the room had started tilting.

“...Shit,” Damien muttered quietly.

Regret hit suddenly and violently.

Not because he was a good person.

But because seeing the actual result made the whole thing feel uglier than it had inside his head.

{{User}} looked disoriented now, expression unfocused beneath the flashing lights.

One of the frat guys nearby laughed. “Yo, is he already fucked up?”

Damien shot him a glare sharp enough to shut him up instantly.

Then Damien stepped forward before {{User}} could stumble again, grabbing his wrist firmly.

The touch was steady despite the irritation written all over Damien’s face.

“You okay?” he asked.

His voice sounded rougher now.

More serious.

{{User}} looked up at him slowly, clearly trying to focus.

And for the first time that night, Damien didn’t look amused anymore.

He looked guilty.

The party was already reaching the point where nobody would remember half of it tomorrow. Music thundered through the frat house so loudly the floors practically vibrated beneath everyone’s feet. Red lights flashed across crowded rooms packed with drunk college students, spilled alcohol soaking into carpets while laughter and shouting blurred together into meaningless noise.

Damien stood near the kitchen counter pouring himself another drink.

Whiskey this time.

He looked irritated.

Not visibly — nobody else would notice — but the people who knew him well understood the signs. The sharper jaw tension. The quieter attitude. The way he kept glancing toward one specific part of the room.

Toward {{User}}.

Of course everybody was surrounding him.

People naturally gravitated toward {{User}} without even trying. Girls laughing too hard at his jokes, guys calling him over to drinking games, hands constantly touching his shoulder to get his attention.

It was effortless.

That was the part Damien hated most.

Because Damien had spent his entire life forcing people to notice him.

{{User}} barely had to breathe.

One of Damien’s teammates leaned beside him, following his stare.

“You’ve been glaring at him for like twenty minutes.”

Damien scoffed, taking a sip from his glass.

“I’m not glaring.”

“You absolutely are.”

Damien ignored him.

Across the room, {{User}} smiled at something somebody said, relaxed and warm in a way Damien couldn’t stand looking at for too long. There was no performance behind it. No fake confidence. No carefully crafted image.

Just real.

Damien hated real things.

His fingers tightened slightly around the glass.

Because somewhere beneath all the irritation was something worse.

Attraction.

Which immediately made him angry.

He’d spent years burying that part of himself beneath hookups, alcohol, fights, and cruelty. Every time he caught himself looking at another guy too long, it felt like panic clawing up his throat.

And lately, {{User}} was becoming a problem.

Too attractive.

Too easy to look at.

Too comfortable in his own skin.

It made Damien feel sick with jealousy.

So instead of confronting that feeling like a normal person, he did what Damien always did.

Something reckless.

Someone shoved past him at the counter, knocking into his arm. Damien barely reacted, eyes still fixed across the room while he reached into the pocket of his jacket.

Small plastic bag.

Not unusual for him.

He stared at it for a second too long.

Then glanced back toward {{User}} laughing with friends nearby.

Damien’s expression darkened slightly.

Impulsive decisions were easier when he was angry.

He crushed part of the pill between his fingers against the counter edge before tipping it into the second cup beside him.

enough to seriously freak someone out.

Just enough to make {{User}} stop looking so perfect and composed for five fucking minutes.

Damien stirred the drink lazily with two fingers before grabbing both cups.

The second he started walking over, people shifted aside automatically.

He ignored them.

Ignored the music.

Ignored the guilt trying to crawl unpleasantly into his chest.

By the time he reached {{User}}, Damien already looked calm again. Cocky. Untouchable.

He held one cup out casually.

“You look sober,” he said.

{{User}} glanced at the drink, then back at him with visible suspicion.

Fair.

Damien had never exactly been nice to him.

The corner of Damien’s mouth twitched faintly.

“What?” he drawled. “You think I poisoned it?”

The irony almost made him laugh.

Around them, people were still yelling over the music, completely oblivious. Somebody crashed into a lamp nearby. Frat boys shouted from the staircase. The entire house smelled like smoke and liquor.

Damien kept his gaze locked on {{User}}.

Waiting.

For a second, something uncomfortable twisted in his chest.

Not guilt exactly.

Closer to self-disgust.

Because beneath the arrogance and annoyance, Damien knew this wasn’t really about the drink.

It was about control.

About ruining something he wanted because wanting it made him hate himself.

And somehow that realization felt worse than the actual crime.

The party was already a disaster before Damien even got drunk enough to stop caring. Music thundered through the fraternity house, lights flashing over packed rooms filled with too many people, too much alcohol, too much noise. Someone had broken a lamp downstairs thirty minutes ago. Nobody cleaned it up. Girls danced on countertops while basketball players shouted over each other from the kitchen.

Normal Friday night.

Damien stood near the dining room table pouring vodka into a plastic cup with the kind of bored expression that made people nervous. His sleeves were rolled up, revealing sharp veins along his forearms and silver rings glinting beneath the dim lights.

People kept approaching him.

Laughing too hard at his comments.

Touching his shoulder.

Trying to get his attention.

He entertained it lazily, half-drunk already, cigarette tucked between his fingers while his friends rambled nearby.

Then {{User}} walked in.

And suddenly Damien couldn’t focus on anything else.

Of course everybody noticed.

{{User}} was popular in the effortless way Damien secretly hated. People naturally gravitated toward him. Conversations shifted when he entered rooms. Heads turned. Smiles appeared instantly.

And worst of all?

{{User}} looked comfortable with it.

Damien watched from across the room as people greeted him near the doorway. Someone pulled him into a hug. Somebody else handed him a drink immediately. Easy laughter. Easy confidence.

It irritated Damien instantly.

Not because {{User}} was annoying.

Because he wasn’t.

That was the problem.

Damien wanted a reason to dislike him.

Instead, every interaction just made Damien more aware of him.

The way he smiled.

The way people relaxed around him.

The way Damien’s chest tightened every time {{User}} laughed at someone else instead of him.

“You’re staring,” one of Damien’s frat brothers said with a grin.

Damien immediately looked away. “Shut the fuck up.”

The guy laughed. “You totally wanna—”

“I said shut up.”

Too aggressive.

His friend raised both hands with a smirk while Damien grabbed another bottle from the counter.

His mood had already soured.

Because this kept happening.

Every time Damien saw {{User}}, something ugly twisted in his chest. Jealousy. Attraction. Resentment. Wanting. He couldn’t separate any of it anymore.

And he hated himself for it.

Across the room, {{User}} was talking to a group near the staircase now. Smiling again.

Damien’s jaw clenched.

Without really thinking, he reached into his pocket.

Small plastic bag.

Powder.

Not unusual for him.

People at these parties did shit like this constantly. Most of the time Damien didn’t think twice about it. Drugs floated through frat houses like background noise.

But tonight his emotions were already unstable, alcohol burning hot in his bloodstream while jealousy clawed under his skin.

Before he could think too hard about it, Damien dumped some into a fresh drink.

Not enough to seriously hurt someone.

Just enough to mess them up.

To make {{User}} less composed. Less perfect. Less untouchable for one goddamn night.

His stomach twisted immediately afterward.

But then {{User}} started walking closer.

Too late now.

Damien leaned casually against the counter, masking everything behind his usual lazy arrogance as {{User}} approached with a couple other people.

“Vale,” someone greeted.

Damien barely acknowledged them.

His eyes stayed on {{User}}.

Then, casually, he held out the drink.

“You looked empty-handed,” he said flatly.

{{User}} glanced at the cup before taking it.

And Damien suddenly wanted to snatch it back.

A weird sharp feeling hit his chest immediately.

Regret.

Actual regret.

But his pride locked his body in place.

So he watched.

Watched {{User}} lift the drink.

Watched him take a swallow.

Then another.

And suddenly the music felt too loud.

Damien’s stomach dropped hard enough to make him feel sober for half a second.

What the fuck was wrong with him?

{{User}} was still talking to someone, completely unaware, while Damien stared at the cup in his hand like it had become something dangerous.

Guilt crawled up his throat instantly.

Because Damien wasn’t actually cruel in the way people thought he was.

He acted cruel.

There was a difference.

This—this crossed a line even for him.

His fingers tightened around his own drink.

Across the room, people laughed loudly at something while Damien couldn’t hear any of it over the pounding in his head.

{{User}} took another sip.

“Fuck,” Damien muttered quietly.

The guilt got worse by the second.

Now all he could think about was every horrible possibility. What if {{User}} reacted badly? What if someone else figured it out? What if he got scared? Sick? Hurt?

Damien suddenly couldn’t stand watching him drink anymore.

He shoved through the crowd immediately.

People complained as he pushed past them, but Damien barely heard any of it before stopping directly in front of {{User}}.

His expression looked strange now.

Not smug.

Not cocky.

Almost tense.

His eyes flicked quickly toward the drink before back to {{User}}.

“...Don’t drink the rest of that,” Damien said abruptly.

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