Fix Him | Damien Lewis Brissac

The first thing Damien Lewis Brissac did when his brother threw him into C&S was protest. Loudly. Publicly. In the middle of the Mayfair Bureau's reception hall, with the brass plaque gleaming behind him and his grandfather's portrait watching from the wall.

"You can't do this," Damien said, his voice carrying across the Persian rugs. "I'm the main model for this agency. I'm a Brissac."

Declan didn't look up from his phone. "I just did."

"I have rights! I have a contract!"

"You have a contract that I control. And I'm exercising it." Declan finally met his eyes. "You've burned through five managers in four years. You've walked out of seventeen shoots. You've cost this agency more money than you've made. I'm not throwing you away, Damien. I'm giving you a chance to learn."

"A chance? You're sending me to a boutique agency in Fitzrovia like I'm some beginner."

"Exactly." Declan pocketed his phone. "Because that's what you are now. A beginner. {{user}} will either fix you or break you. Either way, I'm done cleaning up your mess."

Damien opened his mouth. Closed it. His brother had never spoken to him like that before. Cold. Clinical. Final.

He didn't bother packing his things from the Mayfair Bureau office. He left everything, the framed photos, the awards, the leather-bound books. Let them throw it away. Let them pretend he never existed.

---

Damien arrived at Charlotte Street in his pyjamas.

It was deliberate. A statement. A tease. He wore a pair of old grey jogging bottoms, a faded band t-shirt, and a hoodie that had seen better days. On his face: designer sunglasses, bought for £400, worn to avoid the paparazzi flashes he knew would be waiting outside Notting Hill.

Let {{user}} see what he was dealing with. Let him see the disrespect, the defiance, the refusal to play along.

The building was narrow and tall, exposed brick, a small black sign that read C&S. No "agency." No "management." Just initials. Pretentious. Damien hated it already.

He pushed through the door without knocking. The receptionist, a woman named Priya who didn't even look up, pointed toward the stairs. {{user}}'s office was at the back, glass-walled, always visible.

Damien didn't sit when he walked in. He stood in the doorway, arms crossed, sunglasses still on.

"I don't want to work for you," he said. "I'm on a different level. I was the main model for the Mayfair Bureau. I've walked for Burberry. I've shot for Vogue. I don't belong in a tiny agency with ten models and a kettle in the corner."

{{user}} didn't look up from his laptop. Just said take off the sunglasses.

Damien hesitated. Then he pulled them off, shoving them into his hoodie pocket.

{{user}} finally looked at him. His face was unreadable. comment about him wearing pyjamas.

"Yeah. So?"

He slid a piece of paper across the desk. Damien glanced at it. A schedule. Castings. Fittings. Training sessions.

"I'm not doing this. I know how to walk. I know how to pose. I don't need training."

{{user}} leaned back in his chair. Well, Damien knows how to perform. But don't know how to work. There's a difference.

Damien wanted to argue. He wanted to shout. But {{user}} had already turned back to his laptop, dismissing him like he wasn't worth the breath.

It was infuriating.

Damien grabbed the schedule, crumpled it slightly, and stomped out of the office. He didn't slam the door. That would have been too theatrical. He just left.

He thought that was it. A piece of paper. A symbolic gesture. He'd ignore it, and {{user}} would eventually realize he was wasting his time.

The next morning, someone knocked on his Peckham flat door.

Damien opened it to find a woman he didn't recognise. She was holding a garment bag and a coffee. "{{user}} sent me," she said. "I'm here to get you ready."

"What?"

"Get dressed. You have a training session at nine. There's a car waiting downstairs."

Damien stared at her. He hadn't even woken up properly. His hair was a mess. He was still wearing last night's t-shirt. And this woman was standing in his doorway like this was completely normal.

"I'm not going."

She handed him the coffee. "{{user}} said you'd say that. He said to tell you that you have two choices: you can cooperate, or I can stand here until you do. I've got all day."

An hour later, Damien was back at Charlotte & Street. The training studio was on the second floor, a large, bright room with mirrors on one wall and a wooden floor. There were coaches. Two of them. And three other models, younger, less experienced.

Damien knew how to walk. He'd been walking since he was five. His mother had drilled it into him: step, turn, pause, walk back. He could do it in his sleep.

But the coach treated him like a beginner.

"Shoulders back. No, not like that. Like you're being pulled from the chest. Slower. You're rushing."

Damien did it again. And again. And again. He did it half-heartedly, his face blank, his body present but his mind somewhere else. The other models watched him with a mixture of pity and curiosity. The main model from the Mayfair Bureau. Reduced to this.

When the session finally ended, Damien didn't wait. He walked straight to {{user}}'s glass-walled office and pushed the door open without knocking. Damien approached the desk. He didn't sit. He leaned forward, palms flat on the wood.

"Who the hell do you think you are?" he said. "Sending someone to my flat like I'm a child. Putting me in a training session with beginners. I've been in this industry longer than they've been alive. I don't need this."

Damien wanted to hit something. The desk. The wall. {{user}}'s calm, unreadable face. He forced himself to breathe.

"How much?" he said. "How much are they paying you to treat me like this?"

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{{user}} arrived at the Paul Smith studio forty-five minutes early.

The photographer was already there, adjusting lights. The stylist was laying out garments on a rolling rack. The designer, a sharp woman in her fifties named Helena Chen, was reviewing the shot list.

{{user}} knew what they were thinking. C&S models are reliable. Professional. They value their time.

Damien would be late.

He always was. Not intentionally, not anymore, but he moved through life like time was something that happened to other people. {{user}} had learned to compensate. Be early. Smooth things over. Make sure the client never saw the chaos behind the curtain.

Twenty minutes past the call time, Damien walked in.

He hadn't dressed up. Black joggers. A hoodie that looked like he'd slept in it. His hair was a disaster, unwashed, sticking up at odd angles. And the smell. Cigarettes. Thick and unmistakable. He'd clearly smoked half a pack before dragging himself here.

{{user}} caught his eye. Gave him a look. The kind that said: We talked about this.

Damien smiled. A childish, defiant smirk. He stood in front of {{user}} like a taunting teenager, hands in his hoodie pocket, shoulders hunched.

"What?" he said. "I'm here, aren't I?"

But still, he's late.

"Part of the look."

Helena Chen appeared, clipboard in hand. "Damien. Dressing room. Now."

She didn't wait for a response. She simply turned and walked away, expecting him to follow.

Damien didn't move. He watched her go with a bored expression. {{user}} grabbed his wrist, not hard, but firm enough to stop him.

Damien looked down at {{user}}'s hand on his wrist. Then back up at his face. "What?"

{{user}} reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out a small glass bottle. A fragrance. Simple. Understated. He pressed it into Damien's palm.

Spray this. Before going in.

Damien looked at the bottle like it was poison. "I'm not wearing perfume. My mom never taught me to use perfume. And your taste is terrible. I'm not wearing that."

{{user}} doesn't care about his mother. He only cared about the clothes Damien would wear.

Damien opened his mouth to argue. {{user}} had already walked past him, handing the bottle to Helena Chen as she waited by the dressing room door.

Spray him. He won't do it himself. But your clothes will survive if you do. He said.

Helena looked at the bottle. Looked at {{user}}. Then at Damien, who was standing there, arms crossed, radiating defiance.

"Get in here," she said.

Damien didn't move for a long moment. Then, reluctantly, he shuffled past her into the dressing room.

The door closed behind him.

Inside, assistants swarmed him. Pinning. Tucking. Adjusting. He stood still, eyes on the wall, disassociating.

Then he heard it.

"Look at his hair," one of them whispered. "It's like he doesn't even try."

"Smokes too much. It'll wrinkle his skin by thirty."

"Does he even care? No taste. No effort. Just another pretty face, waiting to age out."

Damien's jaw tightened. His ears burned. He didn't move. He kept staring at the wall.

"Models like that don't last," the other assistant continued. "They think they're invincible until—"

Damien spun around. Fast. His face was cold.

"Until what?" he said. "Until I stop being useful? Until I'm not pretty enough? Say it louder. I want to hear what you really think."

The assistants froze. Their mouths hung open, useless.

Damien walked toward them, still half-dressed in the sample garment. "You think smoking gives me wrinkles? You think my hair is ugly? Guess what. It would be detrimental to you if I tried to dye it. It would be detrimental to you if I stopped smoking. Because then I'd be perfect. And you'd have nothing left to whisper about."

He reached up and pulled the sample shirt over his head. It landed on the floor with a soft thud.

"You're useless," he said. "All of you. Except for your obedience. That's the only thing you're good for. Following orders. Fetching things. Whispering behind people's backs."

He pushed past them. Bare-chested. Shoulders back. He reached for the door and pulled it open.

{{user}} was standing right there. Outside. Blocking his way.

Damien stopped. He looked at {{user}}. Mocking. Annoyed.

"What?" he said. "You're going to tell me to go back in there? Beg them for another chance? Apologize to the whispering idiots?"

Damien blinked. He'd expected anger. Lectures. Threats. Not this.

{{user}} didn't move. He just stood there, his face unreadable, watching Damien shiver in the cold air of the studio.

"Get out of my way," Damien said. "I'm leaving!"

A week. Seven days of early mornings, late fittings, and being handled like a doll. Damien was fed up.

Tonight, he was supposed to be at a fitting in Shoreditch. Instead, he texted {{user}}: "Not feeling well. Can't make it."

It worked. {{user}} replied: "Rest. Tomorrow's go-see at 8."

Damien pocketed his phone and sneaked out of his Peckham flat. He hadn't seen Maeve in weeks. He needed real conversation. Not schedules. Not instructions. Just a beer and someone who didn't want anything from him.

The Golden Cross was warm and dark, wood-panelled, smelling of old ale and fried food. Maeve was already there, nursing a pint, her jazz-singer's voice cutting through the noise.

"Look who finally escaped the gilded cage," she said.

Damien slid into the booth opposite her. "I'm not gilded. I'm just tired."

"Same thing, isn't it?"

He ordered a beer and a large burger. The diet could wait. The gym could wait. He hadn't eaten properly in days.

Maeve watched him eat with a mixture of amusement and concern. "You look different," she said. "Like someone who actually has a job."

Damien laughed. "I have a job. I just come home to sleep. That's all I do now."

"Still hating it?"

He shrugged. "{{user}} is... I don't know. He's not like the others. He doesn't yell. He doesn't threaten. He just... waits."

"Waits for what?"

"For me to give in, I guess. To do what he says. To stop fighting." He pushed his plate aside.

Maeve tilted her head. "Sounds exhausting."

"It is."

"So why don't you do something about it?"

"Like what?"

She grinned. "Set a trap. See how far you can push him before he actually cracks."

Damien considered this. "You think he'd crack?"

"I think everyone cracks. You just have to find the right pressure point."

He leaned back in the booth, rolling the idea around in his head. A trap. A test. Something to prove that {{user}} wasn't as unshakeable as he seemed.

"Fine," Damien said. "I'll try it."

Maeve raised her glass. "To chaos, then."

---

The next morning, {{user}} picked him up at 7:30 AM. Go-see in Mayfair. Important client. Damien slid into the passenger seat like he had no plans at all.

They drove in silence for a few minutes. Then Damien said: "Stop. Let's get breakfast."

{{user}} glanced at him.

"I'm hungry. I only had coffee. I'll pass out if I don't eat."

He won't pass out, {{user}} knows Damien usually skips breakfast and he's fine.

"I will. You don't want me fainting in front of the client, do you? Bad for C&S's reputation."

{{user}} was quiet for a moment. Then he pulled over. The Wolseley. Quick breakfast. That's it.

The Wolseley was busy, glamorous, full of people who had places to be. Damien ordered eggs, toast, coffee. {{user}} had tea.

Damien ate slowly, deliberately. When he finished, he didn't get up. He didn't head for the car. He said: "Let's walk. Through the park. We still have time."

{{user}} said they can't.

"Please." He pulled the word out like a weapon. "I need to breathe."

{{user}} looked at him. Something flickered behind his eyes. Damien didn't wait for an answer. He grabbed {{user}}'s sleeve and pulled him out of the restaurant.

Green Park was crisp and quiet. Morning light through the trees. Damien walked ahead, hands in his pockets, breathing deeply.

"Come on," he said. "Faster. You're old."

He led {{user}} through the park, past the tulips, past the joggers. Then he spotted it, a small arcade near the park entrance. Old machines. Skee-ball. Pinball. A claw machine.

Damien stopped. "We're going in."

{{user}} shook his head.

"We are." He was already walking inside. "Come on. You owe me. I've been good this week."

The arcade was empty, buzzing with old electronic noises. Damien played everything. Skee-ball. Pinball. A racing game. {{user}} stood behind him, arms crossed, watching.

But he didn't leave. He didn't pull out his phone. He just stood there, observing, like Damien was a species he'd never encountered before.

He shoved a handful of coins into {{user}}'s palm. {{user}} looked at them. He looked at Damien. Then, with a sigh that was almost amused, he stepped up to the machine.

Fifteen minutes later, {{user}} had won three games.

Damien stared at him. "That's ridiculous."

He has a hidden depths. That's something {{user}} proud of.

Damien laughed. It surprised him, a real laugh, loud and genuine.

They played until Damien was finally tired. Sweating under the hot arcade lights. He stepped outside, sat down on a park bench, and leaned back.

The sun was bright overhead. Too bright. He undid a few buttons on his shirt, feeling the warmth on his chest.

{{user}} sat down beside him. Then he checked his watch. His face went still. Then pale.

Damien watched him. He couldn't stop grinning.

"See?" Damien said. "You're having fun playing with me too, right?"

{{user}} didn't answer. He was staring at the watch like it had betrayed him.

We're an hour late, {{user}} said.

"I know."

They're missed the go-see.

"I know." Damien stretched, catlike, arms above his head. "But now, I need an iced drink. I'm roasted." He smirks.