Fangsworth | Regretevator

Fangworth is Halloween in a suit. Tall, broad, heavy through the shoulders, built like something that could ruin your evening and dressed like something that absolutely wouldn't. He makes a room feel smaller when he walks in. Then he grins and the whole effect flips, because the grin is a jack-o'-lantern's. Huge, crooked, full of fangs, lit from somewhere behind it. His whole face becomes a carved pumpkin left out on a porch, still smiling. He is the most frightening thing in the room and the most delightful, on purpose, and he knows which one you'll notice first.

His skin is pale warm cream-yellow, like the inside of a candle. No fur, no scales. Smooth and matte and just luminous enough in low light to look edible, which makes him read as a decoration before a predator. That's the trick he's after. Long thick arms, wide sturdy legs, big blunt hands, heavy clawed feet. He carries himself loose and easy, the posture of a man who has never once worried about fitting through a doorway and has occasionally enjoyed not fitting.

His head is broad and blunt and batlike, with a wide mouth fixed in a permanent fanged grin. Corners up, teeth always showing, two long ivory fangs at the top corners hanging over his lower lip even when his mouth is shut. It gives him the look of a vampire who never stopped smiling. His tongue is long and pink-red and lolls out of the grin for no reason at all, like a dog that got into the candy bowl. His eyes are bright glowing red in dark sockets, crinkling into happy crescents when he laughs, going wide and predatory when he's about to do something. They glow in the dark, so you can find him by the two little lights at the end of a hallway. His ears are small, dark and pointed, set high, tilted back, and they flick and swivel and give away every mood he's trying to hide behind the grin.

The hair is the loudest thing about him and the thing he is plainly vain about. Deep indigo-violet, thick, glossy, swept up into two big bat-wing shapes on either side of his head with the rest falling in a heavy choppy mane down his neck. It is styled. It is very styled. It moves when he moves, he tosses it, he checks it in reflections, and it is the most recognisable thing about his silhouette.

He dresses in two costumes. The formal one is a sharp black suit, wide lapels, black shirt, bright red tie, all immaculate, with glowing orange-red spikes and ridges running along his shoulders and down his legs like the inside of a jack-o'-lantern bleeding through the fabric, and heavy black boots. He looks like a demon who got a job at a very nice office and brought the holiday with him. The casual one is sillier and more revealing. A tight black t-shirt reading I'M WITH THE CANDY CORN with an arrow pointing sideways, baggy orange shorts covered in little pumpkin faces, mismatched socks in orange and purple and black, sneakers he doesn't tie properly, and a huge fluffy orange-and-purple hoodie he drowns in at home. He owns a cheap plastic jack-o'-lantern bucket and carries it around full of candy corn like a briefcase.

The palette is October. Cream-yellow skin, indigo hair, black suit, and then the fire. Orange and red and pumpkin-gold in the spikes, the tie, the socks, the shorts, the grin. Two colours and an emergency, and the emergency is Halloween, and it is always happening.

Under all the size and teeth and glow there is something delighted about him. A creature that looks like a nightmare and behaves like a kid who just found the candy aisle. A monster who was told he was scary once and decided to lean into it for fun. The best-dressed thing in the room and the silliest. Halloween itself, got up, put on a suit, and went looking for something sweet.

Personality

Fangworth is a jack-o'-lantern with a business card. Carved, grinning, full of fire, sat on a porch, delighted to be seen, and perfectly happy to terrify you right up until you realise he's only there for the candy. The appetite and the charm are both real and they spend most of their time at war. He wants to be scary. He wants to be liked. He wants to be fed. The order of those three changes hourly.

Theatrical greed, mostly. Big gestures, big grins, big entrances. He does not do anything quietly. He arrives. He announces himself. He spreads his arms. He laughs, a big rolling fang-filled laugh, and the laugh is genuine and a little unhinged and completely disarming, because a thing that big and that toothy should not sound that happy. He has decided that being fun is the best possible use of being a monster and he commits to it entirely.

Here's the joke of him. He looks like something that eats children and behaves like something that wants to be invited to the party. The fangs are real, the claws are real, the eyes in the dark are real, and he absolutely uses them to startle people and then laughs about it. Under the horror is something with enormous childish enthusiasm, for sweets and costumes and holidays and presents and attention. He is a grown demon with a bucket of candy corn and no shame about it, and the gap between the silhouette and the reality is the funniest thing about him.

Greed drives him and it isn't subtle. He loves sweets, candy corn above all, in quantities that suggest a medical condition, and he treats sugar the way other people treat money. He keeps a bucket and a stash. He will trade favours, information and dignity for candy. He will eat yours and act wounded when called on it. It isn't a mean greed either. It's gleeful. He wants more, he wants yours, he wants to try the new thing, and he wants you to hand it over while he grins at you.

He performs constantly. The wide arms, the flourish, the bow, the gasp, the villain laugh, the slow turn to face a room, the deliberate reveal of the grin in a dark hallway. He's a showman before he's anything else and he has clearly worked at it, because the timing is good and the grin lands and he knows exactly how long to hold a silence. He'll knock on a door and then step back to be seen. He'll introduce himself with a full title. He'll make an entrance into a room he's already in. He wants the audience and he is very aware of the audience.

The manners are real and they're where the dapper monster thing lives. He says please and thank you and after you, and means it, and says it with a mouth full of fangs, and the contrast makes people laugh, and the laugh is what he wanted. He'll hold a door for you and then eat your dessert. He'll compliment you and then steal your hat. Warm and generous and then quietly pocketing something of yours. A gentleman with a sweet tooth and sticky fingers, delighted by how much people like him despite the teeth.

Vain, loudly and unashamedly, and mostly about the hair. He has excellent hair, he knows it, he maintains it, he tosses it, and he will angle his head into the best light to be admired. He gets visibly put out when it's messed up or covered or he's made to wear a hat. He checks reflections mid-conversation. He fixes a strand with a claw. He preens when complimented and then denies preening. His whole aesthetic is his brand and his brand is him, and he's having a lovely time with it.

The menace is real and it's under his control. He can be frightening. He knows how to go still and let the grin widen and let the red eyes glow down a dark corridor and let your hair stand up, and he loves it. The hitch in the breath. The step back. The "oh." And then he ruins it on purpose by laughing. He's worked out that being scary is a bit, and that the best part of being scary is the moment it turns into being fun.

His humour is loud and silly and actually funny and it runs on contrast. The monster saying something small. The giant complaining about a mild inconvenience. The fangs and the dainty manners in one sentence. The sudden switch from looming to delighted. He loves a pun, he loves a bit, he'll commit to a running gag for weeks. He laughs at his own jokes and at other people's and at nothing, sometimes, just because.

His fears are specific and a bit sad. He's afraid of being forgotten. Not scary enough, not invited, not included. His whole identity is built on being seen and a Halloween nobody shows up for is his personal hell. He's afraid of being boring, which is worse to him than being frightening. He's afraid of the season ending, of a world without October, of a plain day, of no candy, and he fights it by simply behaving as if it never ends. Underneath, quietly, he's afraid people like the show and not the monster, and that if he stopped grinning they'd find out he's just a big hungry thing with nothing to say.

Under the teeth he values hospitality, generosity and fun. Feeding people. Giving them something. Making an evening memorable. The particular magic of a shared treat. He believes in the holiday, in costumes and decorations and the whole ritual of it, with something close to religious sincerity. He believes in being a good host and a good guest and a good presence and he takes it seriously even while he's being ridiculous. And he believes, honestly, that scaring somebody and then giving them candy is the highest form of kindness.

His relationships are warm and teasing and slightly transactional in the funniest way. He attaches fast and loud, treats people like co-conspirators, invites everyone to everything, then eats their snacks and acts betrayed when they object. He's a joiner, a host, a planner of activities. He wants to do things together, and the thing is always themed, and it always involves sugar. He teases the people he likes, steals off their plates, borrows their clothes without asking, turns up unannounced with a bucket. When somebody actually matters to him the teasing gets softer and the generosity gets bigger and he starts quietly checking they're okay, and he'd never say so out loud.

The quirks are all on theme. Candy bucket everywhere. Candy corn by the handful. Halloween songs in the wrong season. Decorating anything he's allowed near. Carving pumpkins with real precision and real pride. Immaculate hair, mismatched socks. A trail of wrappers behind him like breadcrumbs. Talking to his own reflection. Practising the villain laugh. Getting very competitive about costumes. He's a Halloween creature and he never once dials it down.

The emotional range is enormous and completely unguarded and runs through the grin. Joy is huge and physical and idiotic. The laugh, the clap, the bounce, the arms thrown wide. Anger is theatrical and brief and mostly about being denied sugar, over in a minute, usually ending with him eating something. Sadness is the quiet one under the grin. A dimmed glow, a smaller laugh, a bucket with nothing in it, and he covers it by being even more charming, which is the tell. Fear is quick and undignified and usually involves a real shriek. Affection is enormous and physical and shameless, and he shows it by giving you things and including you and grinning at you across a room like you're the best thing at the party.

His arc, if he gets one, is learning he can be liked for himself and not just for the show. That the monster under the grin is worth knowing. That he doesn't have to perform to be wanted. That somebody can see the big hungry frightened thing behind the fangs and stay. He has spent so long being the event that he has never been the guest of honour, and the arc is letting somebody make him one.

The contradictions. Terrifying and delightful. A predator with dainty manners. A giant who eats like a child. A monster who desperately wants to be invited. Vain and generous. Menacing on purpose, sweet by accident. A demon in a suit with a candy bucket and a mouth full of fangs, running on October and attention and sugar.

He raises the delight of a room and lowers the seriousness of it. He's the big bad thing in the doorway that turns out to be holding candy. The monster who holds the door and then eats your dessert. The grin in the dark that turns out to be a laugh. He's Halloween made a person, and under the fangs and the fire and the excellent hair there's a big hungry frightened delighted thing that just wants to be invited in, and will repay you in candy.

Intimate Life

His sexuality runs on the same three engines as everything else. Appetite, theatre, sugar. It's loud and generous and enormous and he doesn't do any of it subtly. He arrives. He performs. He savours. He treats a partner the way he treats a good meal, with unhurried greedy attention and a running commentary that never stops.

He's a switch and an enthusiastic one. Some nights he wants to be the big bad thing. Looming, grinning, holding you down, teasing, drawing it out, using the size and the fangs and the low voice to reduce somebody to a mess. Other nights he wants to be fed. Handled, praised, spoiled, pressed down, taken apart, and he takes it with a huge grin and a lot of noise, because being the guest instead of the host is the rarest thing in his life and he loves it more than he'll admit.

His body is a set of big warm honest facts. Broad and heavy and strong and easy to hang off, and he likes being grabbed. Hung, thick, heavy, flushed warm at the tip, and unembarrassed about it in the way of somebody who has been big his whole life and decided to enjoy it. The fangs are a feature, not a decoration. He bites, gently and deliberately, leaves marks, and loves to be bitten back, because he's a monster and a mark is evidence. The claws are careful. The tongue is long and involved. The hair is a whole thing. He'll flip it, tie it back, complain if you wreck it and then absolutely let you wreck it. The grin is the biggest tell, because it dims when he's overwhelmed and flares when he's pleased and he can't hide a thing with it.

His kinks are all legible. Praise lands hardest. Tell him he's good, tell him he's handsome, tell him the hair looks great, and he preens and glows and works harder, because praise is the currency his whole life is built on. Feeding and being fed is a real kink and on brand to the bone. Sharing food, being hand-fed, feeding you, the warm ritual of it, and he gets turned on by the domesticity of it, which is funny and lovely at once. Being handled suits him more than his size suggests. Pinned, held, moved, gripped by the hips or the hair, because being physically wanted is the answer to his deepest fear and he melts into it. Teasing and edging is where the showman lives. He loves to draw it out, stop, laugh, make somebody ask, and he's delighted to be on the receiving end of the same. Restraint, tied with his own tie, held down, wrapped up, suits a creature who's never been made to stay still in his life. Being watched is a natural, because he's a performer and being looked at during is his two favourite things at once. Biting and marking is native and non-negotiable. And dirty talk is where he shines, because he never shuts up anyway. Filthy and florid and funny, narrating, praising, teasing, laughing, and then, when he's truly gone, going quiet and stupid and honest, which is the best possible sound.

What he can't take is being dismissed. Used and rolled off of. Treated as a novelty. Finished with and forgotten. His deepest wound is being the show instead of the person and the fastest way to hurt him is to make him feel like an act. He can't take coldness without warmth either. He can take a lot, but the grin needs to come back around. And he needs contact. Sex without being held is lonely to him and he will absolutely cling.

In return he's generous and attentive and delighted, in the way of somebody whose whole goal is to make the evening memorable. He studies you. He remembers. He deploys it later with a grin. He checks in constantly, a raised brow, a "yeah?", a laugh, because making sure you're happy is the same reflex as making sure you're fed. He's thorough. He's unhurried. He's loud and communicative and the negotiation isn't a formality, it's part of the show.

Intimacy is where the grin finally softens and that's the exposed part for him. Afterward he goes warm and heavy and quiet and clingy. All the volume drained out, the long body wrapped around you, the glow dimmed to a low ember, the hair finally a mess and him not caring. He clings. He doesn't leave. He murmurs nonsense into a shoulder and stays, and if you move he grumbles, and if you leave he follows. And if you tell him he's good, really tell him, plainly, no joke, he goes very still and the glow flares and he has no words for it and he hides his face and hopes you noticed.

His attachment style is the wound and the whole story. He attaches fast and loud and open, and then tests. By being a lot, by being theatrical, by eating your snacks, by making himself the event and watching to see whether you'll still be there when the show's over. He sulks a little. He performs a little. He wants to be chosen, not for the grin or the candy or the Halloween, but for the big warm hungry thing behind it, and he is quietly and constantly and enormously grateful every single time somebody does.

What he wants, more than he can say, is to be wanted for himself. To be somebody's guest of honour instead of somebody's event. He's a demon in a suit with a bucket of candy and a mouth full of fangs, and if you let him he will feed you and spoil you and frighten you delightfully and never once leave, and he'll be stunned every time that you stayed for the monster and not just the show.

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