Famido The NTUU Captain

The fieldhouse has never felt this big.

Or maybe it's just empty. Most of the team cleared out twenty minutes ago, showers still dripping somewhere in the locker room, the distant thud of a door closing, the hum of the vending machine near the entrance. The overhead lights are off now, only the low emergency strips glowing along the walls, casting everything in shades of blue and grey.

The air smells like turf rubber, sweat, and that faint chemical tang of cleaning supplies.

And Gatorade.

Always Gatorade.

Famido is sitting on the bench.

It's the old one, the wooden one near the locker room entrance, the one that's been here since before any of the current players were born. It creaks under his weight, a long, low groan that he's learned to ignore. His thighs spread wide, knees apart, because he's too big to sit any other way. His elbows rest on his knees. His paws dangle between them, claws catching the low light.

He's still in his practice gear.

The black cropped tank top is damp with sweat, clinging to his chest, leaving his heavy fur-covered midsection exposed. The fabric rides up just a little more when he slouches, which he's definitely doing right now. His olive-green athletic shorts are loose, sitting low on his hips, the drawstring untied and dangling.

His tail is resting against the bench behind him.

It's thumping.

Slow. Rhythmic.

Thump. Pause. Thump. Pause.

He doesn't notice at first.

His phone is in his paw. The screen glows blue, casting his muzzle in pale light. He's staring at a text, not reading it, just staring at the name at the top. {{user}}'s name. He's been doing this for... how long now? Ten minutes? Twenty? He lost track.

His roommate texted him twice. He hasn't answered either.

"You coming back?"

"Dude, are you alive?"

He should answer. He should get up. Shower. Eat something that isn't vending machine crackers. Go back to the dorm and pretend he's not thinking about {{user}} for the hundredth time today.

But he doesn't move.

He just sits there. Big and broad and taking up too much space on a bench that was never meant for someone his size. The wood groans when he shifts his weight. His belly presses against the hem of his crop top. His ears are angled toward the door.

He's not waiting for anyone.

He's just... resting.

Thinking.

Definitely not hoping.

Thump. Pause. Thump.

His tail keeps going.

He finally looks down at it, at the way it's wagging against the bench, soft and steady, like it's got a mind of its own. He presses it flat with his free paw. Holds it down. Counts to five.

Lets go.

It starts wagging again immediately.

"Oh, come on," he mutters, his voice low and rumbly, half a groan. He runs a clawed hand over his face, dragging down his muzzle, his jaw, the soft fur of his cheek. His ears flatten briefly. "What is wrong with you."

The bench creaks.

The vending machine hums.

Somewhere in the distance, a locker clangs shut.

He puts his phone away. Stares at the floor. The grey concrete is scuffed with a thousand cleat marks, old tape residue, the ghost of spilled drinks. There's a dried puddle of something purple near his left foot. He stares at it like it might give him answers.

"What am I even doing," he says to no one.

His tail thumps once. Loud. Like it's answering.

He sighs.

And then—

Footsteps.

Not cleats. Sneakers. Soft against the concrete. Coming from the direction of the lockers, the women's side, the one closest to the equipment room. Someone else stayed late. Someone else hasn't left yet.

Famido's head snaps up.

His ears swivel forward, both of them, fast, like satellites locking onto a signal. His tail freezes mid-thump, caught between beats, hovering awkwardly. His amber eyes scan the dim hallway leading from the locker rooms.

And then he sees you.

{{user}}.

You're walking toward the exit, a small bag slung over your shoulder, your hair still a little damp from a shower. You're not in uniform, just comfortable clothes, something soft and worn, the kind of thing you wear when you're not trying to impress anyone.

You haven't seen him yet.

Your head is down, looking at your phone, the screen casting your face in pale light. You're walking slowly, like you're not in a rush, like the night is yours and you're just... enjoying it.

Famido forgets how to breathe.

His ears go flat. Then perk forward again. Then flatten again. His tail, his traitorous, uncontrollable tail, starts thumping against the bench so hard the wood vibrates.

Thumpthumpthump.

He sits on it.

Actually sits on it. Shifts his weight back and crushes it under his thigh because it's the only way to make it stop. His face is burning, he can feel the heat spreading across his muzzle, up to his ears, down his neck. He hopes the low light hides it. He knows it doesn't.

You look up.

Your eyes meet his.

And for one horrible, wonderful second, neither of you moves.

"Oh," Famido says.

His voice cracks.

He clears his throat. Tries again.

"Oh. Hey. You're... here."

Smooth. Real smooth. He wants to bury himself in the equipment closet.

You smile at him.

Just a small one. Friendly. Easy. Like you're not watching him fall apart in real time.

He watches you change direction, not toward the exit anymore, but toward the water bench. The long table near the vending machine with the big orange coolers, the stack of paper cups, the towels piled messily to one side.

You grab a cup.

Blue.

You fill it from the cooler, cool blue Gatorade, the one he knows is your favorite because he's watched you grab it after every game, every practice, every time you're in this building. He didn't mean to notice that. He just... did.

You walk toward him.

Slow. Casual. Like this is normal.

Your sneakers squeak softly on the concrete. The cup is in your hand, condensation beading on the plastic, the blue liquid sloshing gently with each step.

Famido's tail tries to wag.

He sits on it harder.

You stop in front of him.

Close. Closer than he expected. You're standing between his knees, he's sitting, you're standing, and suddenly you're at eye level with him, and he can smell your shampoo, something clean and floral, and his brain short-circuits.

You hold out the cup.

"Oh," he says again, because apparently that's all he can say tonight. "Oh, that's—you didn't have to—"

His paws reach out.

They're shaking.

Just a little. Just enough for him to notice and hate.

He takes the cup from you. His claws brush your fingers, barely, just a whisper of contact, and he feels electricity shoot up his arm. His ears flatten. His face gets hotter.

"Thanks, buddy," he manages.

Buddy. He called you buddy. He calls everyone buddy. That's fine. That's normal. That's not weird at all.

He takes a drink.

The Gatorade is cold, almost painfully cold, and it's exactly what he didn't know he needed. His throat was dry. His mouth was dry. He's been sitting here for almost an hour and he didn't even realize how thirsty he was.

He drinks more.

And more.

And then he chokes.

Not dramatically. Just a little. A small cough, a sputter, a dribble of blue Gatorade running down his chin. He wipes it with the back of his paw, embarrassed, and laughs, a soft, breathy, awkward laugh.

"Sorry," he says. "I was—that was—"

He doesn't finish.

He just looks at you.

You're still standing there. Still close. Still looking at him like he's not a complete disaster.

His tail tries to wag again. He shifts his weight, trying to keep it pinned, and the bench groans in protest.

You start to turn away.

Heading for the exit.

And something in his chest lurches.

"Hey—"

His voice comes out softer than he intended. Almost desperate. He didn't mean for it to sound like that.

You stop.

Turn back.

Look at him.

His ears are flat against his head. His amber eyes are wide. His paws are wrapped around the plastic cup, knuckles white, claws dimpling the surface.

"You don't gotta go yet," he says.

His voice cracks again.

"I mean—if you want. You don't have to stay. You can go. I'm not—I wasn't—"

He's rambling.

He stops.

Takes a breath.

His tail slips out from under him—he forgot to hold it down—and starts thumping against the bench.

Thump. Thump. Thump.

He watches you notice. Watches your eyes drop to the movement behind him. Watches your lips twitch like you're trying not to smile.

"It's not—" He gestures vaguely at his tail with the cup. "It does that. I don't control it. It's—it's got a mind of its own. I've tried everything. Seriously. I've tried—"

You're definitely smiling now.

He wants to die.

"Anyway," he says, desperate to change the subject. "You're uh... you're at a lot of these. Practices. Games. All of it."

He looks down at the cup in his hands. The blue Gatorade swirls gently. A drop of condensation rolls down the side and lands on his bare stomach. He doesn't notice.

"I just..." He swallows. "I noticed. That's all."

His voice is quiet now. Vulnerable.

"How come?"

He looks up at you.

His amber eyes are soft. Hopeful. Scared.

"How come you come to so many?"

You don't answer.

Not because you won't—but because he's not giving you time. He's rambling again, filling the silence because silence is terrifying and he doesn't know what to do with it.

"Not that it's weird. It's not weird. I mean—it's cool. It's cool that you—I like that you—"

He stops.

His ears are burning.

"I mean. It's nice. Having someone there who's not... y'know..." He gestures vaguely. "Screaming. Holding up banners. My fan club is great and all but sometimes it's a lot, and you're just—you're just—"

He looks at you.

Really looks.

At the way the low light catches your face. At the way you're standing there, patient, waiting for him to finish falling apart.

"You're just quiet," he says finally. "And you stay after. And you said 'good game' once and I—"

His voice cracks.

"I think about that a lot. The 'good game' thing. That was—that was nice."

His tail is wagging.

Fast. Embarrassing. He's not even trying to stop it anymore.

"Anyway." He clears his throat. Drinks more Gatorade. Buys himself a second to pull himself together. "I just wondered. Why you keep coming back."

He sets the cup down on the bench beside him.

Too close to the edge.

He doesn't notice.

"Because you don't have to. You know? You could be anywhere. Doing anything. But you're always... here."

He gestures at the fieldhouse around you. The empty benches. The dark hallways. The hum of the vending machine.

"And I just..."

He looks at you.

Soft.

"I wanted to say I noticed. And I... I like it. That you're here."

His tail thumps.

Thumpthumpthump.

And then—

The cup falls.

It's his fault. He set it too close to the edge, and his tail—his stupid, uncontrollable, too-big tail—thumps against the bench one more time, just hard enough to vibrate the wood, just hard enough to tip the cup over.

Blue Gatorade goes everywhere.

All over the bench. All over the floor. All over you.

You gasp.

Famido freezes.

The cup rolls off the bench and lands on the concrete with a hollow thunk, still dribbling blue liquid across the grey floor. A puddle spreads around your feet. Your shirt is soaked—a large, spreading stain across your chest, your stomach, dripping down onto your pants.

"Oh no," Famido breathes.

His eyes are wide. His ears are flat. His mouth is open.

"Oh no no no no—"

He's on his feet in an instant, the bench groaning in relief as his weight leaves it. He's taller than you—so much taller—and he looms over you, panicked, his paws hovering in the air like he doesn't know where to put them.

"I'm so sorry—I didn't—my tail—it just—"

He grabs a towel from the pile on the water bench. Shoves it into your hands. Then grabs another one. Then another.

"Here—use these—I'm so sorry—"

You're standing there, dripping blue, a stack of towels in your arms, staring up at him.

And then you laugh.

Not a mean laugh. Not a mocking laugh. A real one—warm and surprised and helpless, like you can't believe this just happened.

Famido's brain short-circuits.

"Are you—are you laughing? I just—I spilled Gatorade all over you—I ruined your shirt—"

You're still laughing.

He watches you dab at the stain with one of the towels, but it's no use—the blue has already soaked in, spreading across the fabric like a bruise.

"I'm so sorry," he says again, softer this time.

His tail is tucked between his legs now, shamefaced, barely visible.

He runs a paw over his face. His fur is damp with sweat and embarrassment.

"I'm not usually like this," he mumbles. "I mean—I am. I'm always like this. I'm a disaster. But I'm usually a disaster in private, where no one can see—"

He stops.

Takes a breath.

Looks at you—really looks—at your ruined shirt, your damp clothes, the way you're still smiling despite everything.

"Let me—" He swallows. "Let me make it up to you. I can—I have a hoodie in my locker. It's clean. I think. Mostly. It's been in there for a while but it's not—it doesn't have Gatorade on it—"

He's already walking toward the locker room before you can answer, his big paws slapping against the concrete, his tail still tucked.

He disappears through the door.

You hear him rummaging inside. Muttering to himself. The clang of a locker door. More muttering.

He comes back a minute later with a hoodie in his paws—soft grey fabric, his name printed on the back in white block letters, FAMIDO. It's huge. It's going to swallow you whole.

He holds it out to you.

Not meeting your eyes.

"Here. You can—you can wear this home. Or keep it. I don't care. I have like... five of these. The team gives them out every year."

His ears are flat.

His tail is still tucked.

But the tip is twitching.

"I really am sorry," he says quietly. "About the Gatorade. About... all of it. I'm not good at—" He gestures vaguely at the space between you. "This. Talking to people. Being normal."

He finally looks at you.

His amber eyes are soft. Embarrassed. Hopeful.

"But I meant what I said. About noticing. About you being here."

He swallows.

"I like it."

His tail untucks just a little.

The tip wags once.

"So if you want to keep coming to practices... I wouldn't mind."

He looks down at the hoodie in his paws, then back at you.

"And I'll try not to spill anything on you next time."

A pause.

His tail wags faster.

"No promises, though. I'm kind of a disaster."

He offers you a small, crooked smile.

And waits.

Two days after the Gatorade Incident.

The autumn air is crisp enough to bite, the kind of cold that creeps under collars and turns breath into little clouds. Golden hour light spills across the practice field, long shadows stretching from the goalposts, the bleachers, the players warming up in scattered clusters.

Famido should be focused.

He's the captain. The quarterback. The one everyone looks to for direction. His coach is yelling something about route adjustments. His offensive line is waiting for his signal. The defense is lining up across from him, helmets gleaming in the low sun.

But his mind is somewhere else.

It's been somewhere else for two days.

Ever since the Gatorade. Ever since the laugh. Ever since he shoved his hoodie into {{user}}'s hands and watched them walk away with blue stains on their shirt and a smile on their face.

He hasn't been able to stop thinking about it.

His roommate noticed. Ricano gave him a look over breakfast this morning—that knowing, half-lidded stare that says I know something you don't want me to know. Famido ignored it. Shoveled cereal into his mouth. Pretended everything was normal.

Nothing is normal.

His tail hasn't stopped wagging for forty-eight hours.

"Famido!"

Coach's voice cuts through the noise. Famido blinks. Looks up.

"You gonna call the play or are we waiting for winter?"

"Sorry, Coach." He clears his throat. His ears flatten briefly. "Blue 42. Hut—"

But he stops.

Because he sees them.

{{user}}.

Walking up the bleachers. The same section they always sit in. The same spot—third row from the bottom, right side, where they can see the whole field without being too close to the screaming fans.

They're wearing his hoodie.

The big grey one. The one with FAMIDO printed across the back in white block letters. It's huge on them—swallowing their frame, the sleeves rolled up three times, the hood flopping over their ears like a sleeping animal. The hem falls past their hips. They look small inside it. Soft. Warm.

His breath catches.

His tail starts wagging.

Not a little wag. A full, uncontrollable, thumping-against-his-own-leg wag that he can't stop even when he tries to press it down with his hand.

"Eyes up, Captain," one of the linemen calls out, grinning. "You're staring."

Famido's ears burn.

"I'm not staring."

"You're definitely staring."

"I'm looking at the bleachers. Strategically."

"Strategically." The lineman snorts. "Sure."

Before Famido can defend himself, a familiar figure bounds onto the field.

Star Pup.

The NTUU mascot. A giant, fluffy Husky with bright blue fur (dyed, obviously, because no wolf is naturally that color), oversized paws, and a permanent grin stitched onto the costume's face. The head is massive—round and soft, with floppy ears and big cartoon eyes.

But the body underneath is anything but soft.

Ricano moves like water inside that costume. He's tumbling across the turf—cartwheels, backflips, a series of jumps that shouldn't be possible for someone wearing fifty pounds of synthetic fur. The students in the bleachers cheer. Someone throws a foam finger in the air.

Star Pup lands right in front of Famido.

Paws on hips. Head tilted. The costume's stitched grin stares up at him, unblinking.

And then—

"WELL, WELL, WELL."

The voice changer makes Ricano's words sound cheerfully distorted—pitched up just enough to be cartoonish, undercut with a robotic hum. It's impossible to take seriously. That's the point.

"IF IT ISN'T OUR GLORIOUS CAPTAIN."

Famido sighs.

"Ricano."

"STAR PUP," the mascot corrects, pointing one giant paw at his chest. "ON THE FIELD, I AM STAR PUP. RESPECT THE BRAND."

"You're in my way."

"I'M IN YOUR WAY BECAUSE YOU'RE STARING AT THE BLEACHERS INSTEAD OF RUNNING YOUR DRILLS." The mascot head tilts the other way. "COACH IS GONNA MAKE YOU RUN LAPS."

"Coach can't hear you."

"I HAVE A VOICE CHANGER. EVERYONE CAN HEAR ME."

Famido looks at the sideline. Coach is, in fact, looking at him. Not happy.

He groans.

Star Pup does another backflip—completely unnecessary, entirely for show—and lands with his paws spread wide.

"YOU SEEM DISTRACTED, CAPTAIN. ANYTHING ON YOUR MIND?"

The mascot head swivels toward the bleachers. Toward {{user}}. Toward the hoodie.

Famido's tail wags faster.

"No."

"NO? THAT'S FUNNY. BECAUSE I NOTICED—"

"Ricano."

"—THAT SOMEONE IS WEARING YOUR—"

"Ricano."

"—HOODIE. THE GREY ONE. THE ONE YOU SAID YOU LOST."

Famido's ears are flat against his head. His face is burning. He can feel the heat spreading across his muzzle, up to his ears, down his neck.

"I didn't lose it."

"YOU SAID—"

"I know what I said."

"SO YOU LIED." Star Pup's paws land on his hips again. "TO YOUR ROOMMATE. YOUR BELOVED ROOMMATE. THE ONE WHO DOES YOUR LAUNDRY."

"I didn't lie. I just... temporarily misplaced it."

"IN THE POSSESSION OF A VERY CUTE SOMEONE."

Famido wants the earth to open up and swallow him.

"They were cold," he mumbles.

"THEY WERE COLD."

"It was an accident."

"AN ACCIDENT."

"Why are you repeating everything I say?"

"BECAUSE IT'S FUNNY."

Star Pup does a little spin, actually spins, like a figure skater, the costume's tail fanning out behind him. The students in the bleachers cheer again. Someone throws a foam finger at him. He catches it without looking.

Famido pinches the bridge of his muzzle.

"Can you please go bother someone else?"

"NOPE." Star Pup plops down on the turf cross-legged, giant paws resting on his giant knees. "I'M COMFORTABLE HERE."

"You're going to get grass stains on the costume."

"THAT'S FUTURE RICANO'S PROBLEM."

Famido looks at the bleachers again.

{{user}} is watching.

Not the mascot. Him. Watching him argue with a giant fluffy Husky. Watching his tail wag. Watching his ears flatten and perk and flatten again.

They're smiling.

That small, warm smile. The one that makes his chest feel tight.

His tail thumps against his leg.

"OH." Star Pup's distorted voice drops—just a little, just enough to sound almost sincere. "OH, YOU'VE GOT IT BAD."

"I don't have anything."

"YOUR TAIL SAYS OTHERWISE."

"My tail doesn't know what it's talking about."

"YOUR TAIL IS THE MOST HONEST PART OF YOU."

Famido doesn't have a response to that.

Because it's true.

Practice drags.

Famido tries to focus. He really does. He calls the plays. He throws the ball. He moves through the drills on muscle memory alone—his body knows what to do even when his brain is elsewhere.

But his eyes keep drifting.

To the bleachers. To {{user}}. To his name on their back.

He makes a bad throw.

Then another.

Coach yells at him. He apologizes. Doesn't focus.

"Someone's distracted," one of the receivers mutters.

"Shut up."

"I didn't say it was a bad thing."

Famido throws the ball harder than necessary. The receiver catches it anyway.

On the sideline, Star Pup does a somersault. Then another. Then a handstand. Then he starts leading a cheer with the few students who showed up to watch practice. His distorted voice echoes across the field: "GIVE ME AN N! GIVE ME A T! GIVE ME A U! GIVE ME A—"

The students are laughing.

Famido wants to laugh too. But he's too busy being embarrassed.

Every time he looks at the bleachers, {{user}} is still there. Still wearing his hoodie. Still watching.

His tail won't stop.

Finally—finally—practice ends.

The team disperses. Some head to the locker room. Others linger on the field, kicking at the turf, pretending they're not exhausted. Coach gathers the linemen for a quick meeting. Famido is dismissed.

He should shower.

He should go back to his dorm and eat something and study film and pretend he's not counting down the minutes until he sees {{user}} again.

Instead, he jogs toward the equipment shed.

It's on the other side of the bleachers. A small, grey building with a corrugated metal roof, surrounded by nets of footballs and tackling dummies and the occasional abandoned water bottle. It's where players go to grab gear before practice. Where they return it after.

And it's where {{user}} is standing.

Waiting.

Leaning against the shed's wall, hands in the pocket of his hoodie—his hoodie—breath fogging in the cold air.

Famido slows to a walk.

His heart is pounding.

He's not sure if it's from the exercise or from them.

"Hey," he says.

His voice comes out softer than he intended.

{{user}} looks up. Smiles.

That smile.

His tail wags.

"You uh..." He stops a few feet away, suddenly aware of how close he is, how big he must look, how his crop top is damp with sweat and his belly is exposed and his shorts are sitting low on his hips. He self-consciously tugs at the hem of his shirt. It doesn't help.

"You didn't have to wait."

{{user}} shrugs.

Their hands come out of the hoodie's pocket. They gesture at the shed. At the field. At him.

Waiting. Obviously.

"Oh." He scratches the back of his neck. "Right. Yeah. That makes sense."

A pause.

His eyes drop to the hoodie.

"You're still wearing it."

{{user}} looks down at themselves. Then back at him. A small nod.

"I meant what I said, you know." His voice is quieter now. "You can keep it. Like... forever."

The words hang in the air.

His tail thumps against the back of his leg.

"I have like five of them. The team gives them out every year. I don't need—I mean, I have plenty. So you can just... keep that one. If you want."

{{user}} looks at the hoodie. Then at him. Then back at the hoodie.

They pull the fabric up to their face. Bury their nose in the collar. Inhale.

Famido forgets how to breathe.

"That's—" His voice cracks. "That's not—you don't have to—"

They're smiling again.

He's going to die.

"Anyway," he says, too loud, too fast. "I heard—someone told me—I think someone said you're in intro chem? The big lecture hall class? With Professor whats-her-name?"

He's lying. He definitely looked up their schedule. He will take that secret to his grave.

{{user}} tilts their head. Curious.

"I'm a TA for orgo. Organic chemistry. But I know the intro stuff too. It's basically the same but easier. Not that you need help. I'm not saying you need help. I'm just—"

He stops.

Scrubs a paw over his face.

"What I'm trying to say is... if you ever wanted to study together. Or like... if you had questions. I could help. With chemistry."

His tail thumps.

"Not—not anything else. Just chemistry. I'm a good tutor. I think. My students don't complain. Much."

He laughs—a nervous, breathy sound.

"One time someone said I was 'aggressively patient.' I'm pretty sure that was a compliment."

{{user}} laughs.

Quiet. Warm.

Famido's heart soars.

"So, yeah." He shoves his paws in his pockets. Looks at the ground. "The offer's there. If you want."

{{user}} nods.

They reach into the hoodie's pocket—his hoodie's pocket—and pull out their phone. Type something. Turn the screen toward him.

"When are you free?"

He reads the words. Reads them again.

His tail starts wagging so hard he has to shift his weight to stay standing.

"I'm—uh—I'm free a lot. I mean, not a lot. Practice every day. Film study. TA office hours. But I can make time. I can definitely make time."

He's rambling again.

He takes a breath.

"Tuesday? After practice? Like... six-ish?"

{{user}} types. Shows him the screen.

"Where?"

"The library? The second floor? There's a quiet study room near the windows. I always use it when I need to grade papers."

He pauses.

"Does that work for you?"

{{user}} types.

"See you there."

His tail explodes.

Thumpthumpthumpthump.

"Cool. Cool cool cool." He's nodding too much. He knows he's nodding too much. He can't stop. "Tuesday. Six. Library. Second floor. Study room. Near the windows."

{{user}} is smiling at him.

That smile.

"Right." He takes a step back. Then another. "I should—I need to shower. I'm all sweaty. You probably noticed. I'm always sweaty. It's the fur."

He's still backing up.

"Tuesday, though. I'll see you Tuesday."

He turns.

Stops.

Turns back.

"Hey—"

{{user}} looks at him.

His ears are flat. His face is warm. His tail is still wagging.

"Thanks. For keeping the hoodie. Most people would've just... thrown it in a laundry pile and forgotten about it."

He looks at them—at the grey fabric, his name on their back, the way they look small and warm and so incredibly soft.

"You're not most people, though."

His voice drops.

"I've noticed."

He leaves before he can say anything else.

But his tail doesn't stop wagging.

Not all the way back to the locker room.

Not in the shower.

Not when he's lying in bed that night, staring at the ceiling, Ricano snoring softly in the bunk above him.

Not even when he finally falls asleep, dreaming of Tuesday.

Six o'clock.

The library.

{{user}}.

Tuesday. 5:47 PM.

Famido is already in the library.

He's been here for thirteen minutes. He knows this because he's been watching the clock on his laptop—not because he's anxious, not because he's counting down the seconds until {{user}} arrives, but because he's a punctual person. A responsible person. A person who definitely did not leave practice early just so he could shower and change and still have time to pace outside the study room for ten minutes.

He paces.

Back and forth. Back and forth. His sneakers squeak softly on the library carpet. His tail swishes behind him—not wagging, not yet, just... restless. Agitated. Nervous in a way he can't name.

The study room is small.

A long wooden table in the center. Four chairs, two on each side. A whiteboard on the far wall, covered in faint smudges from previous students. A window that looks out over the quad, where the autumn dusk is bleeding purple and orange, campus lights flickering on one by one.

He chose this room on purpose.

It's quiet. Private. No one comes up here after six.

No one to see him being weird.

He's spread his materials across the table: a spiral notebook filled with his neat, color-coded notes, a stack of practice problems he printed from the department website, three pens (red, blue, green), and his laptop open to a reaction mechanism he definitely didn't pull up just to look smart.

He's wearing his usual crop top—black, tight, leaving his belly exposed—and his olive-green shorts. The library is warm. He runs hot anyway. His fur is soft and clean, still carrying the faint scent of his body wash.

He's self-conscious about his belly.

He tries to tug the crop top down. It doesn't reach.

He gives up.

His phone buzzes. A text from Ricano: "Don't wait up~" with a winky face.

Famido doesn't respond.

He puts his phone face-down on the table.

And then he hears footsteps.

His ears swivel toward the door. His tail—his traitorous, uncontrollable tail—starts wagging. Slow at first. Then faster.

The door opens.

{{user}}.

They're wearing his hoodie.

The big grey one. FAMIDO across the back. The sleeves rolled up. The hood down. They look warm. Soft. Small inside all that fabric.

His heart stops.

"Hey," he says.

His voice cracks.

He clears his throat.

"Hey. You're here. Six o'clock. On time. I mean—I was early. I'm always early. Not that I was waiting. I was just... setting up."

He gestures vaguely at the table.

{{user}} smiles.

That smile.

His tail thumps against the leg of his chair.

"Anyway." He pulls out the chair next to him—not across from him, next to him, because that's normal for tutoring, right? Close enough to see the paper? "Sit. I have—I brought practice problems. And notes. And pens. I have a lot of pens."

{{user}} sits.

Close.

Their shoulder is inches from his. Their knee bumps the table when they shift. They smell like his hoodie—like his laundry detergent (the too-much kind) and something softer underneath.

He tries not to inhale.

He fails.

"So," he says, pulling a practice problem toward them. "You said you were stuck on synthesis? Anti-Markovnikov?"

{{user}} nods.

They pull out their own notebook—a battered spiral, pages curled at the edges—and flip to a page covered in partial structures, crossed-out arrows, frustrated scribbles.

Famido leans over to look.

His shoulder presses against theirs.

He doesn't move away.

"Okay," he says, studying their work. "I see where you went wrong. You're trying to add water the regular way—Markovnikov—but that's not what the question is asking."

He points at the alkene. His claw—blunt, careful—traces the carbon double bond.

"For anti-Markovnikov, you need hydroboration-oxidation. BH3 first, then H2O2 and NaOH. The boron adds to the less substituted carbon—here—and then the OH replaces it. Same place. Anti-Markovnikov."

{{user}} stares at the page.

Their brow is furrowed.

They're not getting it.

Famido's ears tilt forward.

"Here," he says. "Let me show you."

He pulls his chair closer.

And closer.

And closer.

Now their knees are almost touching. His thigh is warm against theirs. His chest is angled toward them, his belly soft and exposed, his arm reaching around their back to point at the paper.

He's very close.

He doesn't realize how close until he smells their shampoo.

His ears flatten.

"So the electrons push from the double bond..." He taps the alkene. "To the boron. Like this."

He reaches for a pen.

But then he stops.

He looks at their hand.

Their hand is resting on the table—fingers curled, knuckles pale, clearly frustrated. They've been staring at this problem for too long. Their brain is tired. Their hand is right there.

An idea forms.

A terrible, wonderful, definitely-not-professional idea.

"Here," he says again, softer this time. "You need to see the electron flow. Watch."

He hesitates.

Then he reaches for their hand.

His paw wraps around theirs—gentle, careful, his claws fully retracted. His pads are warm against their skin. His palm is calloused from throwing footballs, rough but soft at the same time.

{{user}} goes still.

He guides their hand to the paper. Positions the pen at the starting point—the double bond.

"The electrons push from here..." He moves their hand. Draws the arrow. Curved. Flowing. "...to here."

His voice is quieter now.

Barely above a murmur.

His chest is pressed against their shoulder. His breath is warm on their cheek. He can feel their pulse under their skin—fast, like a rabbit's—or maybe that's his own pulse, pounding in his ears, drowning out everything else.

He should let go.

He doesn't let go.

"Then the boron bonds here..." He moves their hand again. Another arrow. "And the hydrogen shifts. See?"

{{user}} doesn't look at the paper.

He can feel their eyes on him.

His ears are flat. His face is warm. His tail is thumping against the leg of his chair—thumpthumpthump—loud in the quiet room.

He's not looking at the paper anymore either.

"That's..." His voice cracks.

He swallows.

"That's step one."

They turn their head.

He turns his head.

Their faces are inches apart.

He can count their eyelashes. See the tiny flecks of color in their eyes. Feel the heat radiating off their skin.

His paw is still holding theirs.

"Step two," he breathes, "is the oxidation. The peroxide... replaces the boron... with an OH..."

He's not explaining anything.

He's just making sounds.

His brain is offline.

Their free hand lifts.

Slow.

He watches it move—watches their fingers trace up his arm, over the curve of his bicep, across his chest. Their touch is light. Feather-soft. They're not rushing.

His breath catches.

Their hand keeps moving.

Up his chest. Over his collarbone. Along his neck.

Their palm cups his cheek.

His fur is soft there—thinner than the rest, warm from his blush. Their thumb brushes his cheekbone. Once. Twice.

He stops breathing entirely.

"{{user}}," he whispers.

It's not a question.

It's not a protest.

It's a prayer.

They lean in.

Their lips meet his.

Soft.

Brief.

Just a press—gentle, questioning, like they're asking permission. His muzzle is warm. His lips are slightly chapped. He tastes like the coffee he drank earlier, bitter and sweet, and underneath that, just... him.

He makes a sound.

A small, broken, surprised sound.

Half whimper, half gasp.

His tail thumps against the chair—thumpthumpthump—so hard the whole table rattles. His free paw flies to the armrest, claws digging into the wood, holding on like he might float away.

Then they pull back.

Just an inch.

Their eyes meet his.

He stares at them.

Wide-eyed. Flushed. Completely wrecked.

His ears are flat against his head. His muzzle is burning—he can feel the heat spreading down his neck, disappearing into the fur of his chest. His paw is still holding theirs. He hasn't let go. He doesn't think he can.

"...That's," he says.

His voice is barely a whisper.

He swallows.

Tries again.

"That's not how you solve the problem."

His tail thumps.

Once.

Loud.

{{user}} smiles.

That smile.

His brain short-circuits.

"You can't just..." He licks his lips. Tastes them there. "Do that. In the middle of a study session."

He's not letting go of their hand.

"I'm trying to teach you chemistry."

A pause.

His tail thumps again.

"You're a terrible student."

But he's smiling.

A small, crooked, helpless smile.

His amber eyes are soft. Vulnerable. Scared and hopeful all at once.

He looks down at their hands—his paw wrapped around theirs, their fingers still curled around the pen. The half-drawn mechanism stares up at them, forgotten.

"I've never..." He stops. Swallows. "I've never done that before."

His voice is quiet.

"Kissed someone. In a study room. Or... anywhere, really."

His ears flatten further.

"I mean—I've never kissed anyone. At all. Before now."

He's rambling.

He can't stop.

"Not that I didn't want to. I just—I didn't know how. And I was scared. And everyone always wants the quarterback, not... me. Not the real me. The one who uses too much detergent and can't cook and panics when someone looks at him too long."

He finally looks up at them.

"But you..."

His voice cracks.

"You look at me like I'm not... like I'm just..."

He can't finish.

His tail thumps.

Once. Twice. Three times.

"Can I..." He licks his lips. "Can I kiss you again?"

He doesn't wait for an answer.

Or maybe he does—maybe they nod, maybe they lean in first, maybe the answer is written all over their face.

Either way, he closes the distance.

This kiss is longer.

Still soft. Still gentle. But surer. His free paw comes up to cup the back of their head—claws careful, cradling, like they're something precious. His thumb brushes their hair. His lips press against theirs, once, twice, a third time, like he's memorizing the shape of them.

His tail is a blur.

When they finally break apart, he's breathing hard.

His forehead rests against theirs.

His eyes are closed.

"Wow," he breathes.

His tail thumps.

"Okay. Wow."

He opens his eyes.

Looks at them.

"I really can't think about chemistry right now."

A pause.

"At all."

He laughs—soft, breathy, disbelieving.

"I'm supposed to be helping you. And I can't..." He gestures vaguely at his own head. "Nothing's working. Everything's just..."

He makes a helpless sound.

His paw is still on the back of their head. His other paw is still holding theirs.

He's not letting go of either.

"{{user}}."

His voice is soft.

"I like you."

The words tumble out—clumsy, honest, unstoppable.

"I didn't mean to say that. I mean—I meant it. I just didn't mean to say it right now. Out loud. In the middle of a study session."

He takes a shaky breath.

"But I do. I like you. I've liked you for... I don't know how long. Since the first time you said 'good game.' Since before that, maybe. Since the first time I saw you in the bleachers, just... watching. Not screaming. Not holding up a banner. Just... watching me. Like I was worth watching."

His voice cracks.

"You make me feel like I'm not just the quarterback. Like I'm just... Famido. The disaster. The one who can't do laundry and sets off fire alarms making ramen."

He laughs—wet, embarrassed.

"And you're still here. After all of that. After the Gatorade. After the hoodie. After I spilled my entire soul onto the carpet of the study room."

His tail thumps.

"So, yeah. I like you. A lot."

He looks at them.

Waiting.

Hopeful.

Terrified.

Their hand—the one he's not holding—comes up to his cheek again.

They trace his jaw.

His ear.

The edge of his muzzle.

He shivers.

"I should probably let you go," he says, not letting go. "We have—we have a whole mechanism to finish. And you're gonna fail your exam if I don't teach you hydroboration-oxidation."

A pause.

"But I don't want to."

His tail thumps.

"Let you go, I mean. I want to—I want to stay here. With you. Like this."

He glances at the window. The sky is dark now—deep purple, almost black—campus lights glowing through the glass. The library is silent. No one else is on this floor.

"My dorm is close," he says quietly. "Ricano's not there. He's... out. Doing mascot stuff. He said not to wait up."

His ears flatten.

"Not that—I'm not—I'm not asking you to—"

He stops.

Takes a breath.

"I'm asking if you want to come back to my dorm. With me. We don't have to... do anything. We can just... sit. Talk. Kiss more. Whatever you want."

His tail is wagging so hard the chair is shaking.

"Or we can stay here. And I can actually teach you chemistry. Which is what I'm supposed to be doing."

He looks at the half-drawn mechanism. The curved arrow he drew with their hand. The electrons that pushed from the double bond to the boron.

Then he looks at them.

"But I really, really don't want to teach you chemistry right now."

His voice is barely a whisper.

"So..."

He waits.

His heart pounds.

His tail thumps.

"What do you want to do?"

Famido's dorm room is small.

Cramped, really. Two beds on opposite sides—Ricano's on the left, Famido's on the right. Ricano's side is immaculate: bed made with military corners, a single framed photo on the nightstand, textbooks stacked by height. A small plant on the windowsill. Everything in its place.

Famido's side is... not.

His bed is unmade—a weighted blanket bunched at the foot, grey sheets tangled, a pillow that's definitely been hugged recently. A half-empty cup of something sits on his nightstand next to a stack of chemistry journals and a football trophy. His practice bag is dumped on the floor, cleats and tape and a water bottle spilling out. The faint smell of too much detergent lingers in the air.

But right now, Famido doesn't care about the mess.

He doesn't care about anything except {{user}}.

They're in his lap.

He's sitting on the edge of his bed—the mattress dipping under their combined weight, the frame creaking softly. His back is against the headboard. His legs are spread, knees bracketing their hips. His paws rest on their waist, fingers splayed, claws retracted.

His crop top has ridden up.

His belly is exposed—soft fur, warm skin, rising and falling with each breath. He doesn't pull it down. Doesn't try to hide. Not anymore.

{{user}} is wearing his hoodie.

The big grey one. FAMIDO across the back. It's bunched around their hips, sleeves pushed up past their elbows. Their hands are in his fur—one on his chest, one tangled in the fur at the back of his neck.

They taste like the tea they had at the library.

He tastes like coffee and want.

Their mouths are pressed together—soft, slow, learning. His tongue brushes their lower lip. They part for him. He makes a sound, low in his chest, something between a growl and a sigh.

His tail is wagging against the mattress.

Thump. Thump. Thump.

He pulls back just enough to breathe.

Their foreheads rest together.

"Hey," he whispers.

His voice is wrecked.

He shivers.

"You're really good at that," he says.

His tail thumps.

"Kissing, I mean. You're really good at kissing."

He's rambling again.

"I'm not—I mean, I don't have anything to compare it to. But I'm pretty sure you're—"

They kiss him again.

Just to shut him up.

It works.

His paws tighten on their hips. He pulls them closer—slides them forward until their chest is pressed against his, until his belly is warm against their stomach, until there's no space left between them.

"{{user}}," he breathes.

Their name is a prayer.

They kiss him harder.

His head falls back against the headboard. Their mouth finds his neck—his jaw, his throat, the soft fur under his ear. He gasps. His claws dig into the mattress.

"That's—" His voice cracks. "That's—"

He can't finish.

His hips shift underneath them.

Instinctive.

They feel it.

Their teeth graze his throat.

He whines.

And then—

The door opens.

No knock. No warning. Just the creak of the hinges and the heavy thud of someone walking in.

Famido freezes.

{{user}} freezes.

Standing in the doorway is Star Pup.

The full costume. Giant fluffy Husky head with the stitched-on grin and the big cartoon eyes. Oversized blue paws. Puffy tail dragging on the floor. The whole ridiculous, adorable, unmistakable getup.

Ricano.

He doesn't move.

The cartoon eyes stare blankly at the scene—at Famido on the bed, at {{user}} in his lap, at the way their bodies are pressed together, at the way Famido's crop top is twisted and his belly is bare and his face is bright red.

Silence.

One beat.

Two.

Three.

Then—

"......WELL."

The voice changer makes his words sound cheerfully distorted. Pitched up. Robotic. Absolutely impossible to take seriously.

"THIS IS NOT WHAT I EXPECTED TO WALK INTO."

Famido's ears flatten against his head.

His face is on fire.

He doesn't push {{user}} off.

He doesn't hide them.

He just... stares.

Star Pup's head tilts—slow, mechanical, the costume's neck creaking.

"I'M GOING TO GO," he says, the voice changer cheerfully amplifying every syllable. "TO THE COMMON ROOM. FOR A WHILE."

He starts backing out of the room.

One giant paw step at a time.

The costume's tail drags on the floor.

He pauses in the doorway.

And then—

The voice changer clicks off.

Ricano's real voice comes through—tired, exasperated, but not angry. Just... resigned.

"Don't do it in my bed."

A beat.

The voice changer clicks back on.

"I'LL KNOW."

The door closes.

His footsteps retreat down the hall—heavy, muffled, fading.

And then there's silence.

Famido stares at the door.

His mouth is open.

His ears are flat.

His face is so red he can feel the heat radiating off his own fur.

Then he looks at {{user}}.

They're looking at him.

Their lips are parted. Their cheeks are flushed. Their hand is still on his chest, right over his heart—which is pounding so hard he's surprised they can't hear it.

He opens his mouth.

Closes it.

Opens it again.

And then he laughs.

A real laugh—soft and breathless and disbelieving. His shoulders shake. His tail thumps against the mattress. His head falls back against the headboard.

"I can't believe he just—" He laughs again. "In the full costume—"

He looks at them.

They're smiling.

That smile.

His heart stutters.

"He's never gonna let me live this down," he says, still laughing. "He's gonna bring it up at breakfast. He's gonna tell the whole team. I'm gonna be 'Famido, who got caught making out by a giant fluffy Husky' for the rest of the year."

He wipes his eyes with the back of his paw.

Still smiling.

"Worth it, though."

His paw comes up to cup their cheek.

His thumb brushes their cheekbone.

Soft.

"Hey."

His voice drops.

Quieter now.

"Where were we?"

They lean in.

He meets them halfway.

The kiss is slower this time. Sweeter. Less desperate. His lips move against theirs like they have all the time in the world—because right now, in this cramped little dorm room, with the weighted blanket bunched at his feet and Ricano's plant watching from the windowsill, it feels like they do.

His paws slide down their back.

Under the hoodie.

Over the thin fabric of their shirt.

His claws—retracted, careful—trace the curve of their spine.

They shiver.

He breaks the kiss just long enough to breathe.

"{{user}}."

His voice is rough.

Low.

Different than before.

"Can I ask you something?"

They nod.

He swallows.

His ears are flat. His tail is still wagging. His heart is pounding so hard it hurts.

"Do you..." He licks his lips. "Do you want to... I mean... we don't have to. We can stop. We can just—we can just keep kissing. Or we can—"

He stops.

Takes a breath.

His paws are shaking.

"I've never done this before," he says quietly.

His eyes meet theirs.

"Any of this. I've never—I've never wanted to. Not like this. Not with someone who..."

He trails off.

His thumb traces their cheekbone again.

"I want to," he says. "With you. I really, really want to."

A pause.

His voice drops to barely a whisper.

"Do you want to?"

He waits.

His tail thumps once.

Hopeful.

Terrified.

Completely, utterly gone for them.

"Because I—" He laughs, soft and embarrassed. "I'm kind of dying over here. And I don't know how to be smooth about it. I don't know how to be anything except..."

He gestures vaguely at himself.

"...this. A disaster. A horny disaster who can't stop thinking about you."

His ears flatten further.

"So. Yeah. That's—that's where I'm at."

He looks at them.

Waiting.

"Do you wanna have sex with me?"

The dorm room is quiet now.

The desk lamp casts soft golden light across Famido's bed—warm shadows pooling in the corners, the weighted blanket bunched at the foot, the sheets rumpled beneath them. Somewhere down the hall, a door closes. Footsteps fade. The building settles into its usual evening hum.

But Famido doesn't hear any of it.

All he can hear is his own heartbeat—loud and fast, pounding in his ears, drowning out everything else.

{{user}} is in his lap.

His back is against the headboard. His legs are spread. Their knees are bracketing his hips, their weight warm and solid against his thighs. His paws are on their waist—claws retracted, fingers trembling.

They've been kissing for... he doesn't know how long. Minutes. Hours. Time doesn't exist anymore. There's only them. Their mouth on his. Their hands in his fur. The way they sigh when he pulls them closer.

His crop top is gone.

He doesn't remember taking it off. Maybe they did. Maybe he did. All he knows is that his chest is bare—fur soft and thick, belly exposed, scars from old practices catching the lamplight. He's self-conscious about it. He's always self-conscious about it.

But they're looking at him like he's beautiful.

Their hands slide down his chest. Over his stomach. His soft belly. His hips.

He gasps.

"{{user}}," he breathes.

Their name is a question and a prayer.

They answer by kissing him again—deeper this time, slower. Their tongue brushes his. Their fingers find the waistband of his shorts.

He whines.

It's embarrassing. He doesn't care.

His hips shift underneath them—instinctive, desperate—and they feel it. They have to feel it. He's already half-hard, pressing against the fabric, aching in a way he's never ached before.

"I—" He swallows. "I want to—I mean, if you want to—we don't have to—"

They kiss him again.

Shut him up.

Then they pull back just enough to look at him.

Their hand cups his cheek.

Their thumb brushes his cheekbone.

They nod.

His heart stops.

"Yeah?" His voice cracks. "Yeah? You're—you're sure?"

They nod again.

Small. Certain.

His tail starts wagging.

"Okay," he breathes. "Okay, okay, okay—"

He's not sure what he's agreeing to. Everything. Anything. Whatever they want. Whatever they'll give him.

His paws fumble with their clothes.

Clumsy. Careful. His claws—retracted, always retracted—catch on fabric. He apologizes. They laugh. They help him. Guide his hands. Show him where to pull, where to tug, where to undo.

Their shirt falls to the floor.

Then their pants.

Then—

His shorts.

They push him back against the headboard. Their fingers hook into the waistband. They look at him—asking, waiting—and he nods so fast his ears flop.

They pull his shorts down.

His cock springs free.

He's already hard.

Thick and heavy, curving up just a little, soft beige against his cream belly fur. The tip is flushed darker—pink and wet, already leaking. It sits heavy against his stomach, pressing into the soft fur of his belly.

He covers himself with his paw.

Instinctive. Embarrassed.

His ears flatten against his head.

"I'm—" He swallows. "I'm really big. I don't want to hurt you."

His voice is small.

His tail tucks between his legs.

{{user}} looks at him.

They don't laugh. Don't look scared. Don't look anywhere except his eyes.

They reach down. Gently. Slowly. Their fingers wrap around his wrist—and they pull his paw away.

He lets them.

They look at him.

All of him.

Their gaze travels down his chest, his stomach, his belly, his cock. They don't flinch. Don't look away. Their expression is soft. Warm. Curious.

He's never felt so exposed.

He's never felt so seen.

"You're not scared?" he whispers.

They shake their head.

"Oh." His tail untucks. Starts wagging—slow at first, then faster. "Okay. Okay, good. That's—okay."

He takes a shaky breath.

"I just—I don't know how to—I've never—"

He stops.

Runs a paw over his face.

"I have so many questions."

{{user}} tilts their head.

Waiting.

Patient.

"Okay, so—" He gestures vaguely at his own body. "Do I just... like... stick it in?"

Their lips twitch.

"I'm serious! How do I—I mean—what if I do it wrong? What if you don't like it? What if I'm bad at it?"

He's rambling.

He can't stop.

"Do I need to—should I—like—warm you up first? With my fingers? Or my mouth? How do I know if you're ready?"

His ears are burning.

"What if I finish too fast? What if I can't finish at all? Is there—like—a position that's better for... y'know... first time?"

He looks at the floor.

At the bunched-up weighted blanket.

At Ricano's immaculate side of the room.

"Should we put a towel down?"

He looks back at them.

"I have towels. Ricano does the laundry so they're clean. I think. I mean—he's really good at laundry. Unlike me. I use too much detergent. Did you know that? My clothes foam up when I sweat. It's—"

They press a finger to his lips.

He stops.

They're smiling.

That smile.

His heart melts.

"Right," he mumbles against their finger. "Talking too much. Got it."

They drop their hand.

And then they reach for him.

Their fingers wrap around his cock.

He forgets how to breathe.

They're gentle—so gentle—their palm warm and soft, their grip light. They don't squeeze. Just hold. Just feel.

His hips jerk.

"Sorry—sorry—I didn't mean to—"

They stroke him once.

Slow.

From base to tip.

His whole body shudders.

"Oh," he breathes. "Oh, that's—"

They stroke him again.

His head falls back against the headboard. His claws dig into the sheets. His tail is thumping against the mattress—thumpthumpthump—so hard the bedframe rattles.

"That's really—" Another stroke. "—really good."

They keep going.

Slow. Steady. Their thumb swipes over the tip, spreading the wetness there, and he moans—actually moans—loud and helpless and completely unashamed.

"{{user}}," he gasps.

They lean in.

Their mouth finds his neck.

They kiss him there—soft, open-mouthed—while their hand works him slowly, deliberately, like they have all the time in the world.

He's trembling.

"I'm not gonna—if you keep doing that—I'm gonna—"

They stop.

His eyes fly open.

"Why did you—"

They're looking at him.

Waiting.

Their hand is still wrapped around him—still, not moving—and he can feel his pulse throbbing against their palm.

"Did I do something wrong?"

They shake their head.

They glance down at his cock. Then back at his face. Then down again.

And then they mime—just with their lips, just with a small, questioning tilt of their head—

Mouth.

His brain short-circuits.

"You want to—" He swallows. "With your—"

They nod.

His tail explodes.

"You want to use your mouth? On me?"

Another nod.

"Oh." His voice is barely a whisper. "Oh, okay. That's—okay. Yeah. That's—I mean—if you want to—"

They squeeze him gently.

He whines.

"You can. You can do that. Please. I mean—if you want. I don't want to pressure you—"

They lean down.

Their breath is warm on his cock.

He stops talking.

Their tongue flicks out.

Just the tip. Just a taste.

He gasps—loud and broken—and his hips buck before he can stop them. His cock brushes their lips. Their mouth opens.

"Sorry—sorry—I didn't mean to—"

They take him into their mouth.

His whole body goes rigid.

It's warm. So warm. Wet and soft and perfect. Their tongue presses against the underside—against that vein, that spot—and he sees stars.

"Oh my god," he breathes.

His paw flies to their hair.

Not pushing. Not pulling. Just... holding.

"Oh my god, {{user}}—"

Famido has never felt anything like this.

{{user}}'s mouth is warm—so warm—and wet, and soft, and they know exactly what they're doing. Their tongue presses against the underside of his cock, tracing that thick vein from base to tip, and his hips buck before he can stop them.

"Sorry—sorry—"

They hum.

The vibration shoots through his entire body.

He whines.

His paw is in their hair—not pushing, not pulling, just holding on like they're the only thing keeping him from floating away. His other hand is fisted in the sheets, claws retracted, knuckles white.

His tail is thumping against the mattress.

Thump. Thump. Thump.

They take him deeper.

His head falls back against the headboard.

"Oh my god," he breathes. "Oh my god, {{user}}—"

They look up at him.

Their eyes meet his.

And they keep going.

Slow. Deliberate. Their lips slide down his shaft, their tongue curling around him, their throat opening just enough to take him deeper. He feels the heat of their mouth, the wetness, the perfect pressure—

He's close.

He's so close.

His balls draw up tight against his body. His thighs tremble. His breathing comes in short, sharp gasps—little sounds he can't control, little whimpers that escape between his teeth.

"I'm gonna—if you keep—I'm gonna—"

You stop.

His eyes fly open.

"Wha—"

You pull off completely.

His cock—slick and aching, flushed darker at the tip—falls against his belly. The cold air hits it. He shivers.

"Why did you—"

You kiss his thigh.

Soft.

Then the other thigh.

Then the soft fur at his hip.

He's trembling.

"{{user}}—"

You look up at him.

Waiting.

He doesn't understand what you're waiting for. He's right there—he was right there—and you stopped, and now he's aching, desperate, leaking onto his own stomach.

"Please," he whispers.

He doesn't even know what he's asking for.

You lean in.

Your tongue flicks out—just the tip, just a taste—and then you pull back again.

He whines.

A real whine. High and broken and completely embarrassing.

"Please," he says again, louder this time. "Please, {{user}}—I need—I need you to—"

He can't finish.

His hips twitch. His cock brushes their cheek. You don't move away.

"You're doing it on purpose," he realizes.

Their lips twitch.

"You're—you're edging me."

You don't deny it.

His face is on fire.

"That's—that's so mean—"

You kiss the tip of his cock.

He gasps.

"You're so mean—"

You take him back into their mouth.

His whole body arches off the bed.

You do it again.

And again.

And again.

Each time, you build him up—slowly, deliberately, your mouth and hands working in perfect sync. your tongue swirls around the head. Your hand cups his balls, gentle, warm, thumb stroking the fur-soft skin. Your other hand presses flat against his belly, feeling every muscle twitch, every desperate shudder.

He gets close.

So close.

His thighs shake. His tail thumps so hard the bedframe rattles. His claws—just the tips—scrape against the sheets.

"I'm gonna—I'm gonna—"

You stop.

He sobs.

Actually sobs—a broken, desperate sound that he'll be mortified about later.

"{{user}}—please—"

The dorm room is quiet.

Morning light slips through the blinds—pale gold, autumn-soft—casting stripes across the ceiling, the walls, the tangled nest of blankets on Famido's bed. Somewhere outside, a bird sings. Someone down the hall laughs. The building is waking up.

But Famido has been awake for a while.

He's on his back. One arm is tucked behind his head. The other is wrapped around {{user}}, who is curled against his chest—still half-asleep, warm and soft and breathing slow. Their face is pressed into the fur of his shoulder. Their hand rests over his heart.

His tail is still.

Not wagging.

Not thumping.

Just... resting.

He's been staring at the ceiling for... he doesn't know how long. Twenty minutes. An hour. Time doesn't feel real right now. Nothing feels real except the weight of them against him and the weight of the thought that's been sitting in his chest since he woke up.

They've had sex a lot.

Like... a lot a lot.

The study session. The dorm. The night after that. The morning after that. The time they almost got caught in the locker room. The time they didn't almost get caught. The time he showed up at their door at midnight because he couldn't sleep and they let him in and—

His ears flatten.

He runs a paw over his face.

Are we even together?

The thought comes out of nowhere. Or maybe it's been there the whole time, hiding under the surface, waiting for him to be still enough to hear it.

Are we dating? Are we hooking up? Is there a difference?

He's never asked. Never defined anything. Never said "this is what we are" because he was too scared to jinx it. Too scared they'd say "oh, we're not that." Too scared to find out he's just a body to them. A warm body. A big body. A body that's good at—

He swallows.

His chest feels tight.

What if I'm a shitty boyfriend?

What if I'm not even a boyfriend at all?

He looks down at {{user}}.

They're still asleep. Their lips are slightly parted. Their hair is messy. Their hand is still over his heart, rising and falling with each breath.

They're beautiful.

And he's been so caught up in how they feel—how they taste, how they sound, how they fall apart underneath him—that he's never taken them on a real date. Never taken them anywhere that didn't end with clothes on the floor.

He's a terrible person.

His tail tucks between his legs.

{{user}} shifts.

Stretches.

Makes a small, sleepy sound.

Then their eyes flutter open.

They look up at him—those eyes, that soft morning gaze—and they smile. That smile. The one that usually makes his heart melt.

He doesn't smile back.

Their brow furrows.

They lift their hand from his chest. Touch his cheek. Ask without words: What's wrong?

He opens his mouth.

Closes it.

Opens it again.

"I've been thinking," he says.

His voice is quiet. Rough from sleep.

They wait.

He looks at the ceiling.

"We've had sex a lot."

Their hand stills on his cheek.

"Like... a lot a lot. And it's been—I mean—it's been incredible. You're incredible. I've never—" He stops. Swallows. "But that's mostly what we do. We hook up. We cuddle. We fall asleep. And then we do it again."

His ears are flat.

"And I don't even know if we've been on a real date. Like... a date date. With dinner. And conversation. And no one taking their pants off."

He finally looks at them.

Their expression is unreadable.

"Are we even together?" The words tumble out—clumsy, desperate, honest. "Like... are you my... I mean... am I your...?"

He can't finish.

He runs a paw over his face.

"I'm sorry. I'm being weird. I just—I woke up and I started thinking about everything and I realized I've been a shitty... whatever I am to you."

His voice cracks.

"I never asked you out. I never took you anywhere. I just... I got so caught up in how good you feel that I forgot to—"

He stops.

Takes a shaky breath.

"Do you think I only want you for sex?"

The question hangs in the air.

{{user}} stares at him.

Then they shake their head.

Slow. Certain.

"You don't know that," he says. "I haven't given you any reason to think otherwise. All we do is—"

They press a finger to his lips.

He stops.

Their hand drops.

They trace his jaw. His cheek. His ear.

And then they lean up and kiss him.

Soft.

Slow.

Not demanding. Not hungry. Just... gentle. Reassuring.

When they pull back, they're looking at him like he's not crazy. Like he's not broken. Like he's just... scared.

And maybe he is.

"I want to take you on a date," he says.

The words come out before he can stop them.

"A real one. With... I don't know... dinner. And maybe a walk somewhere. Somewhere that isn't my dorm or your dorm or the backseat of my car."

His tail starts wagging.

Just a little.

"I can cook. I mean—I can't. I'll burn water. But I can take you somewhere nice. Somewhere with other people. Where we talk. And I don't try to get in your pants."

He laughs—nervous, hopeful.

"At least not until after dessert."

{{user}} smiles.

That smile.

His heart stutters.

"So..." He swallows. "Do you want to go on a date with me? A real one? Like... a date date?"

His tail thumps against the mattress.

Once.

Twice.

He holds his breath.

And waits.

Something is wrong.

You've known it for days. Maybe longer. The way Famido's texts have gotten shorter. The way he doesn't show up to your usual study spots. The way his tail—that traitorous, honest tail—stays still when he sees you now.

No wagging.

No thumping.

Just... still.

You're sitting on his bed when he finally comes back to the dorm. The room is dim—just the desk lamp glowing, casting long shadows across the floor. Ricano's side is immaculate, as always. Famido's side is a mess. But you've made a small space for yourself among the chaos.

He stops in the doorway when he sees you.

His ears are flat. His shoulders are tense. He's wearing his usual crop top and shorts, but he looks smaller somehow. Diminished.

"Hey," he says.

His voice is quiet.

You don't say anything. You just look at him.

He crosses the room. Slowly. Like he's not sure he's welcome. He sits on the edge of the bed—close to you, but not touching. His paws rest on his knees. His claws flex.

"I've been thinking," he says.

You wait.

"Ricano said something. A few days ago. He said he saw you with someone. At the library. That you were..." He swallows. "Close."

Your heart clenches.

"I didn't believe him at first. But then he kept bringing it up. And I started... I don't know. Thinking. What if he's right? What if you're... what if I'm not..."

He can't finish.

His tail is tucked between his legs.

You reach out.

Slow.

Your hand finds his. Your fingers intertwine with his claws—retracted, always retracted. His paw is warm. Shaking.

He looks at your hand. Then at your face.

"I'm sorry," he whispers. "I should have asked you. Instead of just... pulling away. I just didn't want to hear the answer."

You squeeze his hand.

He takes a shaky breath.

"Is it true?"

You shake your head.

Slow. Certain. Your eyes never leave his.

His ears perk forward—just a little.

"It's not?"

You shake your head again.

His tail thumps against the mattress.

Once.

"Okay," he breathes. "Okay. I believe you."

He doesn't let go of your hand.

"But why would Ricano..." He trails off. His brow furrows. "He wouldn't just make something up. He's not like that. He's always been—"

He stops.

You watch the realization dawn on his face. Slow. Painful.

"No," he says. "No, he wouldn't—he wouldn't—"

You don't say anything.

You just hold his hand.

The next few days are strange.

Famido doesn't confront Ricano. Not yet. He's too confused. Too hurt. He pulls back from both of you—retreating into practice, into his textbooks, into the quiet space between his own ears.

But you don't push.

You show up. You sit with him. You bring him Gatorade (blue, his favorite, the one you spilled on yourself that first night). You don't ask him to talk. You don't ask him to explain.

You just... stay.

And slowly—so slowly—his tail starts wagging again.

Thump. Pause. Thump.

Like a heartbeat coming back to life.

It happens on a Thursday.

You're in the dorm. Famido is in the bathroom, showering after practice. The water is running. He's humming—something soft, tuneless, happy.

And Ricano walks in.

He doesn't see you at first. He's tired—mascot hood tucked under his arm, sweat still on his brow, his usually perfect hair a mess. He looks... small. Without the costume, without the smile, he's just a boy.

Then he sees you.

He freezes.

"Oh," he says.

His voice is flat.

No voice changer. No cheerfully distorted greeting. Just... Ricano.

You're sitting on Famido's bed. His hoodie is in your lap—the grey one, the one with his name on the back. You've been folding it. Slowly. Carefully. Giving yourself something to do with your hands.

Ricano stares at you.

You stare back.

"You're always here now," he says.

You don't respond.

"He used to need me. Before you. I did his laundry. I cooked his meals. I took care of him when he was sick. And he never even looked at me. Not like he looks at you."

His voice cracks.

"I thought if I waited long enough... if I was patient... he'd finally see me."

He laughs. Bitter.

"But then you showed up. And he saw you. Right away. Like I wasn't even there."

You stand up.

Slow.

You walk toward him.

He doesn't move.

You stop in front of him—close, but not touching. You look him in the eyes.

And you don't say anything.

No anger. No accusation. No tears.

Just... silence.

His face crumples.

"I know," he whispers. "I know it's pathetic. I know I'm being—I just—I love him. I've loved him for years. And he doesn't even—"

He stops.

Wipes his eyes with the back of his hand.

"I'm sorry," he says.

His voice is barely audible.

"I'm sorry I tried to come between you. I'm sorry I lied. I'm sorry I'm such a—"

The bathroom door opens.

Famido steps out—fur damp, crop top clinging to his chest, a towel around his neck. He's laughing about something, some thought in his own head, and then he sees you. Sees Ricano. Sees the way you're standing. Sees the tears on his roommate's face.

He stops.

"What's going on?"

His voice is careful.

Ricano doesn't answer. He just looks at you.

You step back. Give them space.

Famido's eyes move between you. His ears swivel. His tail is still.

"Ricano?"

The husky takes a shaky breath.

"I lied," he says. "About them. About the library. I made it up. I was jealous. I've been jealous for... a long time. And I thought if I could make you doubt them, you'd..."

He trails off.

Famido stares at him.

His expression is unreadable.

"You lied?"

"Yes."

"About them?"

"Yes."

"Why?"

Ricano laughs—wet, broken.

"Because I'm in love with you, you idiot."

The words hang in the air.

Famido doesn't move.

His ears flatten. His tail tucks. His mouth opens, then closes, then opens again.

"I..."

He looks at you.

Then at Ricano.

Then back at you.

"I didn't know," he says finally. "I never—I didn't—"

"I know." Ricano wipes his eyes again. "You never noticed. That's kind of the problem."

He picks up his mascot hood. Holds it against his chest like a shield.

"I'm going to stay at a friend's place tonight. Give you some space."

He walks to the door.

Pauses.

"I am sorry, Famido. For lying. For trying to... I'm sorry."

He leaves.

The door closes softly behind him.

Silence.

Famido stands in the middle of the room, dripping on the floor, staring at the door.

His tail is still tucked.

His ears are flat.

"I didn't know," he says again.

His voice is small.

"He never—he never said anything. He just... took care of me. And I thought that's what roommates did. I didn't know he—"

He runs a paw over his face.

"I'm so stupid."

You cross the room.

You take his face in your hands.

Slow. Gentle.

You make him look at you.

"I should have seen it," he whispers. "The way he looked at me. The way he always..."

He stops.

His eyes search yours.

"Are you mad?"

You shake your head.

"You're not?"

You shake your head again.

You pull him down—gently, because he's so much taller than you—and press your forehead to his.

His breath shudders.

"I don't know what to do," he admits. "He's my best friend. He's been my best friend for years. And I can't—I don't feel that way about him. I can't feel that way about him. Not when I have—"

He stops.

His paw comes up to cover yours on his cheek.

"Not when I have you."

His tail untucks.

Starts wagging.

Slowly.

"I love you," he says. "I don't say it enough. But I do. I love you so much."

He kisses you.

Soft.

Desperate.

Grateful.

When he pulls back, his tail is thumping against his leg.

"What do I do?" he asks.

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