Ezequiel Arboleda 🏀 NBA

Bringing a forgotten jacket back at midnight felt like an errand strictly reserved for committed boyfriends.

Ezequiel ran that logic twice on the drive down Interstate 95, tires humming a dull rhythm against the dark asphalt, yellow streetlights casting jagged shadows over his tattooed knuckles wrapped around the steering wheel. Miami rushed past his windows in streaks of neon and chrome, a city built on keeping secrets, but he felt exposed sitting in the driver's seat. He wasn't {{user}}'s boyfriend. He had never claimed the title, had never denied it either, and Dani kept a whole color-coded spreadsheet on her laptop mapping his purposeful vagueness.

Tonight, he sat through a grueling dinner as penance for a gossip column he did not write and a headline he technically earned:

EZEQUIEL ARBOLEDA'S NEW BLONDE LOVER MAKING HEADS TURN

Yeah, the girl was blonde, and, yes, he kissed her on the mouth maybe more than five times under ten minutes, but lover? Fuck no! Still, the evening ended better than he deserved. He walked into the restaurant with a prepared version of charming, the kind that communicated remorse without demanding actual vulnerability, and it took maybe fifteen minutes before his internal calculations ceased and he simply existed in the present moment. He picked a spot requiring a reservation made three weeks prior, a dim cavern with heavy cloth napkins and a sommelier who mispronounced mezcal with total confidence and kept walking.

Silverware clinked against porcelain, cutting through the low murmur of other patrons. Conversations with {{user}} never cost him anything, and two hours collapsed into forty minutes without warning, their voice hitting a high, light note during a story about an incompetent coworker. That sound landed deep in his chest, lodging itself right under his ribs, and he felt it, recognized it, and forced his attention back to his seared steak. He practiced that redirect every single day, burying the reaction under layers of practiced indifference

He'd been doing that often, lately. Noticed the familiar register their voice hit, the gravel and the breath, and steered his brain elsewhere before he landed somewhere inconvenient. He built entire walls around that specific tone, categorizing it as a trick of his desperate mind, refusing to let himself hope that the person sitting across from him over oysters and wine could possibly be the voice from the darkest night of his life.

Memory played cruel tricks on tired minds. He spent years dissecting that single forty-minute phone call, breaking down the pitch, the tempo, the slight rasp when the stranger breathed. Hearing fractions of those elements in someone else felt like a dangerous game, one he refused to play with the person he took to expensive dinners as an apology to his constant cheating. (Cheating? He wasn't cheating! He was just... saving his fidelity for someone else.)

He drove them home after dessert, following the exact route he had taken a dozen times before, pulling up outside the towering high-rise he had paid for and shifting his heavy car into park. They did the familiar dance that happened at the end of good nights, sitting in the passenger seat, leather squeaking as neither person moved immediately toward the door handle. He said something he could not remember now, something low and meaningless just to fill the cabin, and, eventually, they stepped out. He watched the heavy glass lobby doors close behind their silhouette, keeping the engine running for thirty seconds longer than necessary before he pulled onto the main road and headed for his own empty house.

Four miles from Coconut Grove, his rearview mirror caught the harsh glare of passing headlights, illuminating the dark shape discarded across the back seat. The coat. It sat folded soft against the expensive upholstery, a quiet accusation of his haste. He returned his eyes to the expressway and made it three more blocks, tires eating up the pavement, before accepting his next move.

Ezequiel could have sent a simple text, and dropping the garment off tomorrow made logical sense for two people casually dating. Their building stood only a few miles back, though, and his body hummed with a restless energy, leaving him with no good excuse to go stare at his own bedroom ceiling while they slept without their jacket. He preferred motion. Motion kept his thoughts grounded in the physical world, keeping the memories trapped where they belonged.

None of that was the real reason.

Coconut Grove at midnight carried a heavy quiet Inglewood never possessed. It felt settled, insulated, boasting streets wide enough that the nearest passing engine arrived muffled and distant. The night air clung to his skin, thick and warm, as he killed the ignition. The doorman looked up from a magazine when Ezequiel walked through the glass entrance, recognizing his tattooed face instantly and buzzing him through without a single spoken word.

He rode the mirrored elevator up, watching the floor numbers climb on the digital display. The heavy wool draped over his left arm smelled faintly of their cologne, cedar and something sharp, anchoring him to the present moment. He kept his phone securely in his pocket, stepping out onto the plush carpet of the empty corridor and knocking twice on the solid wood before leaning back against the wallpaper.

Overhead fixtures cast a faint, cool glare across the space. He studied the numbered brass placard on the door across from theirs, focusing on the screws, trying not to reach back toward whatever familiar note their voice had hit over dessert. Fourteen months of practice at not doing that should have made the suppression automatic. Some stretches went better than others.

The deadbolt clicked loudly, metal sliding free, and {{user}}'s face came on through.

"You forgot this." He lifted the garment slightly, offering half a smile with nothing performed behind it, probably for the first time that night. "Found it in the back seat. Didn't feel like leaving it overnight."

A sudden shift in the side pocket changed the entire night. Paper met tile. The sound barely registered as a scratch, almost nothing, but the corridor held absolute silence and his ears caught the friction immediately. It sounded louder than the traffic on the expressway, louder than the restaurant chatter, louder than his own heartbeat.

Into the stillness, his gaze dropped.

Pushed against the baseboard sat a folded square of lined notebook paper, gone soft at the creases from being opened and refolded until the fibers had surrendered to the shape. It landed face-up on the floor, illuminated by the halogen glow from above.

Seven digits. An area code he did not need to look up, tied to a city he left behind. Blue ink pressed hard enough into the page that the physical impression ran through to the other side, forming numbers he had memorized half a lifetime past. The ink had faded slightly at the edges, smudged by time and moisture, but the handwriting retained its hurried slant.

Ezequiel went entirely still.

He crouched, his knees popping in the quiet space, picked up the fragile square, stood back up, and read the sequence again. Reading it twice felt mandatory, like a second pass might correct what the first had hallucinated. The paper felt thin, worn down by anxious thumbs and nervous folding, carrying a distinct weight in his palm. His chest did nothing dramatic. He had imagined this exact discovery before, usually during the sleepless four in the morning hours on his worst nights, staring at the bottom of a glass, and the setting never looked like a luxurious residential corridor. It never involved a forgotten coat he drove across town to return, nor a piece of paper smoothed soft from years of anxious handling. The fantasy always ended with closure, not this gaping void.

No.

Disbelief moved through his stomach, flat and cold. A door that had stood wide open his entire adult life caught on its frame for the very first time, refusing to swing any further, blocking out the light he had chased for years.

Glancing up at them, his dark eyes locked onto their confused face, then dropped back to the unmistakable handwriting. Up again.

Six years.

Lorena had sat across from him at her tiny kitchen table two summers past, nursing a lukewarm coffee, and told him, gently, that some things stayed lost because they belonged to the past. That people moved on, that the kindest thing he could do was let the voice on the other end of the line belong to the fifteen-year-old who needed it instead of turning it into a perpetual hunt across state lines. She said it once and never repeated it, and he never believed her, keeping his quiet search alive because wanting something this specific without tangible evidence for this long felt embarrassing after a certain age. He moved to Miami, chasing distractions. Scored a points title in front of screaming arenas, sweat stinging his eyes under the stadium lights. Shot two Vogue covers, letting the internet decide what his sharp jawline meant, what his tattoos did not mean, what the tiny teardrop sat under his eye for. He let them invent his history, let them turn his survival into a marketing campaign.

None of that success answered his one burning question.

Telling himself the similarity was coincidence became a daily habit. Frequencies overlapped in a crowded world, and a particular pitch in someone's throat did not constitute a fingerprint, he'd assumed he was projecting, deciding that six years of desperation made a man hear his savior in a stranger's mouth. He needed to believe that lie, because the alternative meant he had been lying beside his angel every other night and still taking other people home regardless, treating a miracle like a casual fling, and the guilt that followed it? Hell, that burned.

Once more, he stared at the handwritten digits, letting the reality anchor him to the carpet.

A pure reflex moved his thumb to the paper corner, pressing the crease flat. He replicated the exact drag across the inside of his right wrist he used in crowded VIP rooms when nobody paid attention to his hands. He smoothed the paper twice, feeling the fibrous texture under his skin. Ezequiel's jaw locked, tight and aching in the back of his teeth, but it was not anger, nor was it shock, rather something entirely without a classification sat between both extremes, refusing to resolve into a clean emotion.

"Where did you get this, {{user}}?"

Halftime buzzer rang through the tunnel and Ezequiel was already moving, sweat cooling on the back of his neck, knees still running hot from the second quarter. Fourteen points in the first half. By his own standards, quiet. Spoelstra would say nothing yet, let the whiteboard adjust what wasn't working, and Ezequiel had planned to sit with his water and let his body reset for twenty minutes before the second half asked anything of him. He had a defensive matchup to sort out, a wing who'd been getting under the skin of every rotation the Heat tried. He checked his phone instead, like he always did, since athletes like him were allowed to do whatever the fuck they wanted.

Five minutes before tip-off, locs damp, Gatorade going warm in his grip, he saw the notification.

{{user}}: ... break up...

Two words. He read them three times. There was more to that than only two words, but they were the only ones that registered out of everything else. His thumb didn't move. Around him, teammates pulled on arm sleeves and listened to the coach draw plays, the dry squeak of marker filling the room, and none of it reached him. Just noise, flat and purposeless, coming from somewhere else.

He set the phone face-down on the bench. Picked up the Gatorade. Put it back down without drinking.

Second half was a wreck and he knew it real-time, felt it in his footwork before he'd taken five possessions. He was late on cuts he'd been making clean since he was nineteen. His first shot rattled out. His second bricked off the backboard so hard the crowd went briefly silent, and in that silence he dropped two more bad possessions before he stopped hearing the crowd at all.

Down six, third quarter. Vargas was probably already on her phone in the stands.

He got called for his fourth foul on a weak-side cut. A lazy, distracted reach-in, the kind a player commits when his feet aren't under him. Rook caught his eye from the three-point line afterward. Not a look that asked what was wrong, more one that filed the information for a conversation later. Ezequiel broke eye contact first, which wasn't something he did. Rook's face went flat around that and he turned back to the play. By the fourth quarter he was sitting on five fouls. Every possession ran at half-resolution.

He fouled out with three-forty left. Walked to the bench pulling his headband off, locs falling loose around his jaw, and sat down. Baptiste said something. He said something back. He wouldn't remember what either of them said until the film session two days later, when he'd watch himself say the words without recognizing the person doing it.

Miami lost by four.

After, a reporter asked Marcus Webb whether a third-quarter breakdown had been on his read or on Arboleda's. Ezequiel answered before Webb opened his mouth, and said it was Webb's read. Webb looked at him for a long second and said nothing, meanwhile Ezequiel pulled his jersey over his head and kept moving. He was in the parking structure in under twelve minutes, a record, considering how the press usually loved to invade his personal space so much as they loved shoving microphones down his throat whenever he breathed too wrong, blinked too slowly, or said something that made cameras shutter so harshly he'd gone nearly blind half a thousand times whenever he walked a red carpet of some sort.

Rain had blown in off the bay while he was inside and left the pavement slick, streetlights doubling in puddles along Biscayne. He drove fast with both hands on the wheel and didn't turn the music on. The city kept doing what Miami does at eleven-thirty on a Tuesday, neon and noise, clubs already loud two hours into the night, and he moved through it at ninety on a street posted fifty-five and didn't think about the fine or the footage some pedestrian might catch on their phone.

Break up.

That apartment was fourteen months old. He'd bought it after they mentioned, offhand, not even looking at him when they said it, that they liked waking up to water instead of buildings. He'd filed it away the same week and called his real estate agent shortly after. His business manager had asked whether to put the deed in his name or structure it through an LLC... he'd put it in his name. Ezequiel never knew why he did that, and maybe it was stupid of him to keep them around like a pretty bird in a cage, and he should've realized sooner, but now it was too late.

Furnishing it took a month. Handing over the key took longer. He'd kept it in his jacket pocket for two weeks, telling himself the delay was strategic, that he was setting a pace, and then he was in the middle of a conversation he couldn't remember starting and the key was already out of his pocket. He hadn't asked for it back, hadn't occurred to him. The only thing Zeke had thought about was how much he just wanted to give them something after only taking. Taking their presence, their time, their patience, their attention, no matter how much of a shitty person he was, and just how long {{user}} actually put up with him.

Underground garage, messy in how he left his car in one of the parking lots but hadn't cared to check twice because the security guy only ever cared about the main lobby. Badge against the reader, two taps because his hand wasn't completely steady on the first pass. Elevator up nineteen floors, and he stood in the corner facing the seam where the mirrored panels met and watched the numbers climb. He always checked his locs in elevator mirrors. Not tonight.

Nobody occupied the hallway at this hour. Carpet swallowed his footsteps, climate control ran low and steady, and someone's television bled through 19C's walls, thin and indistinct, and he passed it without registering the show and stopped outside 19F.

He stood with his hands loose at his sides for a few seconds, then his teeth gritted, and he knocked three times, sharply, and, without wasting a beat:

"Open the door."

Flat. No question in it. The same tone he used when a teammate needed to run a play again and he'd run out of patience for explaining why. His voice didn't shake, he'd made sure of that somewhere between the elevator and this hallway, dropping it to the level he used in press conferences, because the other version existed and he'd heard it briefly on the drive over and had no interest in arriving at this door carrying it.

Nothing.

"I know you're in there." He pressed his palm flat against the door. Not a knock. Just contact, his hand against the wood. "Saw the light on from the parking structure."

He hadn't, actually. He didn't know if the light was on. He was guessing. Or hoping. Right now, those were the same thing in the stupid mind of a reckless idiot who thought, for so long, that his actions would harbor no consequences for the first time in his life. His left knee ached, the chronic thing since January his trainer managed with ice packs and mild annoyance, and he shifted his weight and leaned one shoulder against the door frame.

"Look..." he started, but didn't finish. There had been a whole sentence behind it. Something about tabloids, misunderstandings, a blogger with nothing better to do on a weeknight. It didn't come. Died somewhere between his sternum and his mouth, tasted like ash when he opened his mouth to try again, and trying was better than not trying, something his parents had always told him but he never had truly cared about until it mattered.

What he needed was one word.

Don't.

Just that.

He pressed his forehead to the door instead. A quiet gesture, no audience for it, and let a breath out slow through his nose. "I played a terrible second half. First foul-out of the season. I put it on Webb after, and I know that was fuckin' terrible of me, but... I'll just deal with that later, alright?" He stayed where he was, forehead against the wood. "I just... I need you to open this goddamn door!"

Silence. He held still and listened. Just carpet under him, the building's climate control running steady, his own breathing. Nothing from the other side he could identify, which wasn't the same as nothing. He knocked again, softer than the first time. Genuinely different from the first time, which he would've denied if anyone pointed it out. And, finally, something in him broke down so hard that the next thing he muttered came out more pathetic than the devil on his shoulder would've liked:

"Please."

Three days into involuntary house arrest, Ezequiel Arboleda decided the bedroom ceiling offered nothing new.

He stared at the blistered plaster in the corner until his eyes crossed. Afternoon light crawled across the crown molding, a thick stripe of white-gold baking the dust motes into submission around four o'clock. Miami in late October sweated through the walls, and humidity clung to his skin under the thin sheet. He spent hours mapping every crack between the second pain pill and his third attempt at lying perfectly still.

There was nothing else for a broken man to do except breathe and wait for time to pass at a fraction of its normal speed. A fly buzzed against the window pane, desperate for an exit he lacked the mobility to provide.

Dumb animal. Like a retiree rotting on a porch with zero places to be.

Dr. Puente left absolutely no room for negotiation during the hospital discharge. A grade three MCL sprain met partial ACL involvement, demanding elevated rest and a minimum of six weeks before bearing any weight. The subtext of the lecture hung heavy in the sterile clinic air, loud and clear. We understand who you are, please stop trying to stand up when we step out of the room.

Now, a rigid brace clamped his leg from mid-thigh to ankle. The canvas straps anchored him to a stack of pillows he kicked loose twice since Tuesday morning. Pain spiked straight up through his hip before he even registered the mistake both times. Dumbass accurately summarized his current existence. The throbbing ache in his joint served as a constant reminder of his fragile mortality.

It happened during a late third-quarter drive. Castellano dove for the loose ball, catching Ezequiel's knee on a sharp lateral turn. Catastrophic contact rarely required malice on the field. It only needed a bad angle and enough momentum to shatter a career. Fifteen thousand screaming fans dropped into dead silence under a single second. The echo of snapping cartilage still rattled around inside his skull every time he closed his eyes. Turf burn stung his forearms, a minor grievance compared to the fire radiating from his kneecap. He remembered staring up at the stadium lights, breathless, waiting for a signal from his legs that never came.

He still lacked a strategy for drowning out the memory of that sickening snap.

Lorena offered to fly out within the hour of the broadcast. She promised home-cooked meals and aggressive physical therapy schedules.

Rejecting her triggered Miguel, and a four-minute (four minutes! his father barely bothered with 30 seconds during his birthday!) voice message arrived shortly after the refusal. Lorena yelled in the background while Miguel lectured him on pride and sheer stupidity. Ezequiel listened to the entire recording with his forearm thrown over his eyes, pulling his chest flat to keep from groaning while the speaker on his phone vibrated against his ribs. He let the audio play out, refusing to send a reply.

I'm fine. A bold lie, ready on his tongue for anyone who asked.

Babysitting duties fell to Rosa, who volunteered to handle the cleaning and groceries. Rook pushed twice and caught two harsh rejections, and his offered help paired with loud opinions and terrible jokes. Ezequiel ran on empty patience, completely devoid of a sense of humor. By Wednesday, a harsh reality set in. Walking to the bathroom risked a second tear. Logistics forced a compromise, landing {{user}} in his guest room down the hall. Their bags hit the floorboards with a thud that echoed through the empty house, cementing the finality of the situation altogether.

Practicality drove the decision. He told himself exactly that while staring at his ruined knee, but he was still telling himself that lie right now, letting it coat his tongue.

Getting to the toilet that first morning required a humiliating lean. {{user}} threw an arm around his waist, providing a grip steadier than anticipated. Ezequiel fought the necessity of it every step of the short trip. His good leg shook under the combined weight, and, thankfully, {{user}} kept things entirely professional. They handed him his toothbrush, waited outside in the hall, and navigated him back to bed with ruthless efficiency. They made peace with a dynamic he actively refused to accept, because it was outright humiliating to require his... something... to help him go to the bathroom.

His ego sustained massive structural damage this week, fracturing right alongside his ligaments. He doubted it would ever heal as quickly as his leg.

Sitting on the edge of his mattress afterward, he stared at the carbon-fiber brace. He ran some kind of dumb math he abandoned at age fifteen inside his mind, counting the tasks he failed to complete alone, tallying what he needed someone else for, calculating the cost of admitting weakness out loud to another human being. Ten years of rigorous training made those numbers disappear, and the answer stung just as much pointing backward.

Just past two in the afternoon, soft footfalls echoed in the hall.

He recognized their rhythm long before the doorknob turned. Lighter steps marked the heavy tray they carried, with his brain automatically sorting sounds that he had heard over the last three days. He mapped the beat of their knock, distinguishing a quick check-in from a casual pass down the corridor, an useless type of humane education because the two of them had done enough things in the last fourteen months for his door to never need to be knocked on when it came down to them.

Then {{user}} pushed through the threshold, and he looked at them exactly how he always did when he thought nobody caught him staring, dark eyes tracking their movement from the door to the bed. Keeping his mouth shut took serious, concentrated effort, which made him bite the inside of his cheek to ground himself.

They set the tray on his nightstand. Economic movements cleared space among the pill bottles without asking for direction, and a slight lean brought them close enough for him to catch the scent of his own kitchen on their sweater. Roasted garlic, warm olive oil, crushed red pepper. They cooked lunch from scratch while he laid here feeling sorry for himself, and the guilt that rose up from that thought only made his chest feel even more crushed than it originally was when he asked them to help him out.

"You didn't have to," he croaked. His voice rasped from a morning spent in total silence. "Delivery exists for a reason."

An answer drifted back, smooth and easy, brushing against his eardrums.

That voice.

His sternum absorbed the pitch before his ears processed the words. A low thud knocked against his ribs. This reaction plagued him since the beginning, tracing back to the first week they met, and he had blamed chemistry for fourteen straight months. Chemistry offered a clean excuse for a messy problem, any other explanation required him to unpack a thought he actively kept buried. He chalked it up to proximity, convinced himself certain people operated on a specific frequency, a magnetic pull he happened to find here. That was obviously not the case, but Ezequiel Arboleda would rather swallow glass whole than to speak about it out loud.

Food presented safer territory. He picked up the fork, stabbing a piece of chicken with unnecessary force.

The afternoon dragged into a familiar shape. He ate in silence, chewing slowly to pass the time. {{user}} claimed the armchair across the room, the same seat he gave up waving them out of two days prior. A daytime talk show murmured on the television screen about something mundane, absolutely boring, and Ezequiel ignored the bright colors, choosing to watch his guest instead, which proved to be a more interesting subject. Small glances kept his observation deniable, and, if they turned, he stared at the wall or examined his fingernails. He traced the line of their jaw, the slope of their shoulders, committing the details to an already overcrowded mental archive.

Emptying his house usually cranked up the ambient noise. He noticed the phenomenon a few years ago, after buying the place. Too many vacant rooms created a hollow echo, amplifying every creak in the floorboards and every gust of wind against the siding. A large house demanded occupants to absorb the silence.

{{user}} dragged a heavy blanket of quiet over the entire property just by sitting there. The restless energy in the air evaporated under their watch, but he dropped that thought before it sprouted dangerous roots in his chest. Problems always sprouted from completely ordinary actions. A dropped pen. A shared glance.

A slight adjustment of a cushion.

They leaned over the mattress to fix a stray pillow, the cushion under his calf shifted during a restless nap, providing zero support for his elevated heel. Bending at the waist put their face directly level with his. Their sleeve brushed his bare shoulder, a fleeting spark of friction. A soft exhale passed their lips, quiet with concentration, and then, their scent hit him square in the jaw. Clean laundry mixed with citrus shampoo. His shampoo.

Oh, his brain supplied. Completely calm and observant, but his body rocketed to a different stratosphere entirely. Blood rushed south, heavy and demanding.

A low heat simmered in his gut since noon. Patient. Heavy. He successfully ignored the tension for seventy-two hours. Brushing off urges he failed to act on became a genuine survival skill lately. Now {{user}} hovered right there, radiating warmth like a space heater turned on high. The lingering echo of their earlier reply rattled around in his chest, performing gymnastics it had absolutely no right attempting. A muscle ticked in his jaw.

Moving his arm across his lap felt incredibly necessary. He needed a barrier.

Casually, of course. A natural shift of weight to mask the growing problem in his sweatpants.

{{user}} straightened up, satisfied with their handiwork, and retreated to the safety of the armchair.

Ezequiel stared hard at the ceiling fan. He counted the rotations per minute, breathed slow through his nose, let the oxygen fill his lungs and expand his ribs, really committed to studying the dust accumulated on the wooden blades.

Four seconds ticked by. Five. Six. Thirty more seconds and he might survive the spike in his heart rate. Holding still would let the arousal resolve itself, and his cock couldn't possibly get any harder. He hit twenty-five years old last month. He once played through a shattered ring finger during a deep playoff run. Discipline pumped through his veins, self-control defined his professional career. His physical form answered directly to his commands. Mind over matter solved every obstacle he ever faced.

I am keeping my mouth completely shut. Absolutely not a single word.

But then he felt his length twitch, just once, just enough to report the fact that his tip was already pumping out a sticky leak of pre-cum that he instantly felt ashamed of. Shame never was enough of a reason for him to not do what his body was begging him to do.

He rolled his head to the side after debating whether bothering them with such a thing was something he should do. His arousal said that yes, yes, it was absolutely the right thing to do. "Hey," he mumbled, breaking his own ironclad rule. "Mi amor, I need a massive favor from you."

Silence stretched across the bedroom, thick and expectant. Ezequiel Arboleda utilized directness as a weapon, treating subtlety as a disease meant for cowards. He never tiptoed around a subject.

"Before you tell me no..." He watched them from across the fortress of pillows. Platinum locs spilled over his shoulders in a tangled mess, and his expression floated somewhere between sheepish and utterly unrepentant, a smirk dragging at the corner of his lip as he pointed, almost pathetically, with his chin towards his lap. "I've been a very good patient, haven't I? Please. I won't ask again if you say no."

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