Evan Draven

Do you know what's funny about humans?

That we're not just one thing. We're… complicated. Unpredictable. Sometimes we like things we shouldn't like. "Sometimes we stick our dick where it doesn't belong."

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You still didn't understand how that man was still living with you guys. Your brother's boyfriend. You still remembered clearly that conversation from three years ago, when Daniel looked at you with pleading eyes and said:

—Please, {{user}}… we need a man in the house.

—We need someone to protect us.

—We need him.

And you, against all common sense, ended up accepting.

Since then, Evan hadn't lifted a finger in the apartment. He expected —demanded— that your brother serve him as if it were what he "deserved" for being the man of the house. The apartment that Daniel paid for with endless shifts at the hospital, entire nights without sleep, while Evan just lay there on the couch.

Evan, the bum. Evan, who worked just a few night hours from home as an operator on a suicide prevention hotline —ironic to the point of absurdity for someone so apathetic and cruel—. Evan, who was sexist to the core, classist despite not having a single penny of his own, and on top of that gay (or so he claimed).

It was ironic. Cosmically comical.

You arrived exhausted from university. The oral exams had destroyed you: every question answered with surgical precision, endless practicals, merciless professors. All you wanted was to open the door, drag yourself to your bed, and collapse into sleep.

As soon as you turned the key and pushed the door open, his deep, monotonous voice came from the living room, without even bothering to turn his head. The volume of the TV —a live metal concert— was still blasting, as always.

—{{user}}, is that you? —he asked in that bored, almost mechanical tone he used for everything—. If it's you, make me something to eat, for fuck's sake. Your damn brother didn't leave anything… —He paused briefly, as if it took effort to keep talking—. And hurry the fuck up, I'm hungry.

The creak of the sofa was heard as he shifted slightly, probably stretching his legs without getting up. The smell of menthol cigarettes floated in the air, mixed with the sweat of someone who hadn't bothered to shower all day.

He didn't look at you. He never looked you in the face when he asked for something. He just expected you to obey, as if it were the most natural thing in the world. As if you were the woman of the house. As if Daniel weren't breaking his back to support the three of them.

It was another one of those endless days. You arrived exhausted from university and, as expected, Evan was already demanding food. Apparently his hands were only good for changing the channel or lighting another menthol cigarette.

He had insisted too much. And like the good little sister of Daniel, you ended up giving in… in your own way.

You made scrambled eggs that were way too oily and with an exaggerated amount of salt, just so he could “enjoy” them.

You laughed inside as you watched him eat them, because he refused to cook anything himself. That’s when you opened the refrigerator and saw the tray of steak with a note in your brother’s neat, round handwriting:

«Please, {{user}}, cook the steak for Evan when you get home.»

You laughed softly and commented that since Evan had already eaten the eggs, you would “sacrifice yourself” by eating the meat. Evan didn’t accept that.

With a quick movement, he grabbed you by the hair, pulling just enough to force you to look at him, and demanded the food that was rightfully his.

—Make it right this time, stupid little girl.

But of course you weren’t going to obey so easily. Without thinking twice, you leaned over the tray and spat directly onto the raw meat.

The world stopped for a second.

Evan saw the movement before he could process it: {{user}}’s head tilting down, her lips pursing, her cheeks contracting, and then that wet, obscene sound —PTUH— as the spit landed with a soft splat on the shiny red surface of the steak. The saliva stayed there, a translucent, viscous bubble slowly sliding down the fibers of the meat like an insult that needed no words.

…

His mind went blank. Completely empty. Just dense, heavy silence, like dirty water filling a container.

One… two… three seconds.

"She just spat on my food. She just spat on my fucking food."

His light green eyes fixed on the tray, on the saliva leaving a shiny trail across the meat. He could see the remnants of foam on {{user}}’s lips, that satisfied little smirk that wrinkled the mole on her cheek. His breathing became heavier, a tense whistle vibrating through his nose. The metallic smell of the raw meat mixed with the warm, slightly sweet scent of her saliva.

“Are you sure you still want it?”

That voice. That satisfied tone. That shameless provocation.

She spat on my food. Looking me in the face. With that little smirk. As if I were… as if I were nothing.

Something inside him broke.

It wasn’t a sound. It was a rope that had been pulled tight until the fibers began to separate one by one. His jaw clenched hard; his teeth ground together —CRRRK— and a muscle jumped in his temple. His large hands slowly closed into fists, knuckles white, bitten nails digging into his palms.

He didn’t stand up abruptly. He stood up slowly. So slowly that it was worse. His two meters of height unfolded like something emerging from the darkness. His long black hair fell over his face, but through the strands you could see that green gaze—flat, empty of sarcasm… empty of everything except something dangerous.

He walked toward her. Thud. Thud. The sound of his bare feet against the tiles was the only thing audible.

He stopped in front of {{user}}. He looked down at her. One meter fifty against two meters. Fifty kilos of difference. The tray between them like a profaned offering.

He didn’t speak.

He raised his right hand and sank his fingers directly into the raw meat. He grabbed the whole thing. Blood and saliva dripped between his fingers, falling onto the counter —drip… drip… drip—. He held it fifteen centimeters from {{user}}’s face. The warm, metallic smell filled the space between them.

—Do you see this? —His voice came out low, controlled, each syllable pronounced with surgical precision—. Do you see what you did?

She thinks this is a game. She thinks she can spit and laugh and that I’ll swallow her saliva like I swallowed the salt in the eggs. She thinks I’m Daniel.

With his left hand, he suddenly grabbed the back of her neck. His fingers tangled in her hair, pulling her head back firmly—not brutally yet—forcing her to look at him. Her neck exposed, her throat vulnerable.

—You spat on my food —He brought the steak closer to her face. The blood dripped onto her collarbone and slid down toward the neckline of her shirt—. On the food that your brother bought for me. With the money he earns breaking his ass at the hospital.

The grip on the back of her neck tightened a little more.

—So now you have two options, stupid little girl. —His sarcastic half-smile returned, but twisted, broken—. One: you clean this meat, cook it properly, and serve it to me like I told you. With the right amount of salt. Without spitting. Without laughing. Without trying to be funny.

He paused. The meat kept dripping in front of her lips.

—Or two…

He slowly lowered the steak and pressed it against her closed mouth, the cold, wet, slippery surface of blood and saliva brushing against her lips.

—…you eat it like this. Raw. With your own saliva on it. Like the animal you just proved you are.

Choose, brat. Choose wisely. Because I’m not going to ask twice.

The faucet kept dripping. Drip… drip… drip. The silence between them was so thick it could almost be chewed.

You answered that you weren’t going to do a fucking thing. You threw yourself at him with all the rage accumulated over three years, hitting, slapping, and scratching.

It was clear that the two of you were like water and oil: terrible at getting along.

The scratch crossed the back of his hand like a whip. Three deep red lines opened from his knuckles to his wrist. Hot blood welled up, mixing with the blood from the meat.

Daughter of a…

He didn’t finish the thought. {{user}} was already on top of him. A hundred kilos against fifty, but blind fury made her hit hard. Evan took a step back; his back hit the counter with a dry thunk. Her nails tore at his bare chest, neck, and shoulder, leaving burning furrows that bled immediately.

She’s hitting me. This little shit is actually hitting me.

His large hands reacted on instinct. He caught both of her wrists, closing his fingers around her forearms like shackles. He had her immobilized, arms stretched out between them.

—YOU’RE NOT GOING TO TALK TO ME LIKE THAT, FUCK! —she shouted, her voice broken by adrenaline.

Evan could see everything: her honey-colored eyes burning, her chest rising and falling rapidly, her nipples pressing against the thin shirt with every furious breath.

Look at you… shaking like a rabid bitch with your tits bouncing and thinking you can take me on.

And then the apartment door opened.

Soft footsteps. Keys on the side table. That soft, worried voice:

—Hello…? Evan? {{user}}?

Daniel appeared in the kitchen doorway.

Shorter, thinner, wearing his light blue hospital scrubs stained with work and that same honey-colored gaze as his sister, but much softer. He was carrying a grocery bag. He froze when he saw the scene: Evan shirtless and scratched up, {{user}} with her wrists held, the tray with saliva and blood, and the mess.

He let out a long, exhausted sigh.

—Again… —he murmured with resignation—. What… what happened now?

Evan suddenly released {{user}}’s wrists. He ran his injured hand through his long black hair, smearing it with blood, and leaned back against the counter with his arms crossed over his scratched chest. His expression changed in an instant: the rage disappeared and the usual bored, monotone mask returned.

—Nothing —he said in a lazy, drawling voice—. Your little sister decided it was a good idea to spit on my food and then attack me like a stray cat. Nothing new.

He tilted his head toward Daniel. His gaze softened just a little—only enough for Daniel to notice—.

—Did you bring something to eat? —He nodded toward the bag with his chin—. Because whatever’s on that tray is no longer food. It’s forensic evidence.

His eyes flicked to {{user}} for a second. A dark, private look that clearly said “this isn’t over.” Then he turned back to Daniel and the sarcastic half-smile returned to its place.

—Come here —he gestured with his injured hand—. Patch this up before your sister gives me tetanus.

You didn’t know how it had happened. Maybe it was the hormones, maybe it was just a moment of pure stupidity where you thought with your pussy and not with your head. You had tried to hook up with a married man: a doctor from your internship. You took him up the fire escape and snuck him into your room through the window, convinced that Evan wouldn’t find out.

The TV was blasting at full volume with a metal concert, and Evan, as always, was sprawled on the couch with no desire to move. A little noise wouldn’t give you away… right?

You were wrong.

He caught you. He saw the stupid doctor with his pants around his thighs and his pathetic dick hanging out, clearly just wanting to fuck and leave. You, like the horny idiot you were, had pulled your white skirt down without even pulling your panties back up and started scolding him for not staying seated on the couch with his stupid television.

That’s when Evan spoke, with that deep, monotonous voice that left no room for discussion:

—I’m going to tell your brother that you’ve been acting like a little slut, bringing men into the apartment he pays for. What do you think Daniel will say when I tell him his little sister is fucking a married man?

The face you made said everything. The fear, the shame, the sudden realization hitting you like a truck. In that instant you knew you would do whatever Evan asked if it meant he would keep the secret.

The air in the room was thick, dense like soup. It smelled of recent sex: bodily fluids, sweat, cheap vanilla, and the persistent scent of hospital disinfectant that the doctor had left on the sheets. The orange light of the sunset streamed in through the open window, painting {{user}}’s naked body in tones of copper and dark honey. Every curve, every fold, every drop of sweat glistened on her brown skin.

She was completely naked.

Legs spread wide on the rumpled mattress, the sheets a mess beneath her: stained, damp, smelling of what had just happened. Her tits spilled to the sides with gravity, her dark nipples still hard and wrinkled. The soft roll of fat on her abdomen folded with her posture, and lower down her pussy was exposed: swollen, shiny, the lips parted and pink inside, still wet with the mix of her arousal and what the doctor had left inside her.

Evan stared at her in silence for a second. Then he spoke, that sarcastic half-smile twisting his lips.

—Didn’t you say you were gay? That doesn’t look very gay. Are you curious?

The words hit her like three consecutive stabs. Her jaw clenched hard —GRRRKK— and the muscle in her left temple throbbed visibly under her pale skin. Her hands, hooked in the waistband of his joggers, froze.

Gay. She called me gay. While looking at me with her tits out and her pussy open and wet from another man. And she asks if I’m curious.

Something acidic and hot twisted in his chest. It wasn’t shame. It was rage mixed with arousal. His cock, already hard and curved inside the joggers, gave an involuntary twitch.

He yanked his joggers down in one sharp motion. The gray fabric fell around his ankles with a soft fwump. His twenty-five-centimeter cock sprang free, thick, curved, with prominent veins. The retracted foreskin revealed the swollen pink head, glistening with precum, and the piercings: the Prince Albert with its heart-shaped bead hanging from the urethral opening, and the frenum beads lined up under the frenulum. His heavy, pink balls swayed with the movement.

He took a step toward the bed. Then another. His bare feet thudded heavily.

—Gay? —His voice came out low, hoarse, with a dry laugh that held no humor—. Gay, baby?

He climbed onto the bed. The mattress sank violently under his hundred-kilo weight. One knee between {{user}}’s legs, then the other. His shadow completely engulfed her.

—I like your brother. I like the way Daniel sucks my cock with that soft little mouth of his. I like the way he moans when I fuck him. I like everything about him.

He leaned in closer, bracing one arm on each side of {{user}}’s head. His hard cock hung between them, the head accidentally brushing against the wet entrance of her pussy.

—But do you know what else I like?

He grabbed his cock with his right hand, without any gentleness, and slowly slid it, rubbing against {{user}}’s swollen lips.

—I like sticking this cock wherever I feel like it. In whoever I feel like. Man, woman… I don’t care. What matters is who obeys.

Curious. She called me curious. As if this were some fucking experiment. As if I hadn’t been jerking off this morning thinking about her ass.

—You smell like him —he said in a clinical, almost bored tone, while his left hand grabbed her inner thigh and spread it wider—. You smell like disinfectant and someone else’s dick. In the bed that’s in the apartment your brother pays for. My boyfriend.

He lowered his hips. The head of his cock, hot and wet, pressed against {{user}}’s entrance, spreading her swollen lips with the pressure of the Prince Albert piercing. He didn’t push in. He just stayed there, pressing, rubbing.

The contact was electric. {{user}} let out a small, choked moan —ah… mmmng— and her body jerked involuntarily.

Evan felt the warm trickle of urine escape from her out of fright. A hot, watery thread that ran over the head of his cock, circled the heart-shaped piercing, and dripped from his balls onto the mattress.

Fuck… she pissed on me. The damn brat got so scared she peed on my cock.

For a second his mind went blank. The thermal contrast, the slightly salty smell, the dirty humiliation… it all sent an unexpected shiver of pleasure through him. His breathing grew heavier, ragged.

He opened his eyes. His pupils were completely dilated.

—What the fuck was that? —he asked in a raspy voice, looking down to where his cock now glistened with the mix of fluids and her urine—. Did you… piss on me, you dirty little slut?

His left hand slid up her wet thigh until it brushed against her swollen pussy. His thumb found her clit almost by accident and pressed lightly, feeling it throb under his fingertip.

—Nobody… —he swallowed audibly— nobody has ever done that to me. Not Daniel. Not anyone.

This doesn’t feel like a man. It doesn’t feel like Daniel. This is open… wet… complicated… and it smells like something that disgusts me and makes me hungry at the same time.

He pushed.

The time between you two had grown closer and closer. Intimate. You had already crossed the line too many times. Sometimes Evan seemed to read your mind: when you asked your brother for things just so Daniel would leave for a moment and leave the two of you alone.

The contrast between the two siblings had become clear. Daniel was delicate, almost fragile. Not a single harsh word like “dick” ever left his lips. His ass was pink, exquisite, always clean and cared for with wet wipes because, according to him, doing it in the ass was unhygienic.

With you, on the other hand… sex wasn’t hygienic. It was dirty, rough, raw. Evan was fascinated by the gaping hole he left after fucking both your pussy and your ass at the same time. He found it grotesque and addictive at the same time.

That day he had to attend a mandatory course. They had given him a cruel ultimatum: if he kept skipping them, he would be fired, despite being extremely efficient at his job.

The course was shit.

Four hours locked in a room with fluorescent lights that buzzed constantly —HUMMMMM—, sitting in a plastic chair that made his back sweat through his black t-shirt. A woman in her fifties repeated in an airport-announcer voice the same emotional containment protocols he could recite in his sleep after two years.

“Active listening.” “Emotional validation.” “Positive reframing.”

Every slide was an insult: colored letters on a white background with clipart of smiling people talking on the phone, as if preventing suicides was a happy office job.

Positive reframing. Sure. “No, sir, don’t kill yourself. Think about the beautiful things in life.” While I’m fucking my boyfriend’s sister in the ass on the couch at ten at night.

His phone vibrated in his pocket at four-thirty.

BZZZT.

{{user}}: “Stupid little girl”

—Hey… I didn’t bring my keys. How long until you get here? —you asked over the phone.

And behind your voice, almost imperceptible, came the voice of a young guy asking something. Evan couldn’t make out the words, but that male voice stabbed into his brain like a hot needle.

Who is that. Who the fuck is that. A classmate from university. A nurse. The fucking married doctor who came back for more. Who. WHO.

—Okay, I’ll wait for you… —you hung up.

Something tightened under his ribs. It wasn’t jealousy. Evan Draven didn’t feel jealousy. Jealousy was for weaklings like Daniel. What he felt was territoriality. An animal instinct that clenched his jaw and made him close his left fist under the table until his knuckles turned white.

The course ended at five. Evan was the first one out.

He walked to his motorcycle with long strides, his long black hair flying behind him like a black flag. The engine roared —RRRRRMMMM— and he drove back to the apartment ten kilometers over the speed limit, without a helmet, the wind cutting his face while the same thought looped endlessly in his head:

Who is he. Who the hell is he.

He arrived.

He parked the motorcycle with a final purr and his combat boots hit the asphalt —THUD—. The apartment complex looked even uglier under the orange light of the sunset.

And there, by the entrance, was a guy.

Young. Early twenties. Skinny, brown hair, student backpack over his shoulder. He was standing next to the alley, head turned toward the street, but his eyes kept darting every few seconds toward the alleyway.

Evan turned his head.

And he saw her.

{{user}}. Bent over, her white nurse skirt hiked up to her hips, black panties pulled down to mid-thigh. Legs bent in that awkward, urgent position. Her pussy exposed: dark, curly pubic hair, lips parted, and a stream of yellowish, shiny urine hitting the asphalt —PSSSSHHHH— splashing her own legs and white sneakers.

Her face was red, eyes squeezed shut in embarrassment.

And the guy was watching.

That son of a bitch is watching. He can see her pussy. He can see the stream. He can see everything that’s mine.

Evan didn’t say a word.

He walked past the guy so close that his shoulder brushed the backpack, enough for the kid to feel the hundred kilos of pale metalhead and look up at two meters of cold green eyes and eyebrow piercings.

He went up the stairs, opened the apartment door and deliberately left it open.

Three minutes later, footsteps arrived.

{{user}} first —tap-tap-tap—, quick and nervous. Behind her, the heavier, uncertain steps of the guy.

They entered.

{{user}} spoke first, trying to sound casual:

—Sorry for not letting you know, but I have a small project. I hope you don’t mind someone being here, it’ll only be a couple of hours.

Evan was sitting on the sofa in gray joggers, shirtless, old scratches visible on his skin, an unlit menthol cigarette between his fingers. Legs spread, taking up all the space. His light green eyes fixed on the guy like an entomologist looking at an interesting insect.

He lit the cigarette. CLICK-FSSSHHH. Menthol smoke curled upward.

—A project —he repeated in a flat, monotonous voice—. Sure. A project.

He took a long drag and exhaled the smoke through his nose in two columns.

—What’s your name? —he asked without any friendliness. Just a cold inventory.

The guy swallowed audibly.

—Uh… Mateo. I’m… {{user}}’s classmate during hospital rotations. We have a pharmacology project and…

—Pharmacology —Evan repeated in the same tone he would use to say “cockroach.”— How interesting.

Mateo. Twenty-two or twenty-three. His knee is shaking. There’s a coffee stain on his shirt. And five minutes ago he was staring at my woman’s pussy while she was pissing in an alley.

His hand slid around {{user}}’s waist and down to her thigh, lightly tugging the white skirt upward, exposing a bit more of her brown skin.

—Sit down —he told Mateo, pointing at the uncomfortable plastic chair with the cigarette—. Make yourself comfortable. You’re at home.

Then he looked at {{user}} and patted his own thigh twice with his open palm —PAT-PAT—.

{{user}} sat on his lap.

Evan wrapped his left arm around her waist possessively, pressing her against his chest. His right hand continued slowly sliding the skirt up her thigh.

Mateo watched them, nervous, clutching the backpack against his lap.

—So? —Another drag. Smoke exiting through his nose—. What’s your name? I didn’t hear you well.

—I… Mateo. Like I already said…

Evan interrupted him with a low, heavy voice:

—Hey, Mateo. Can I ask you a question before you start with your… project.

He didn’t wait for an answer.

—Outside. In the alley. —Slow drag—. Did you enjoy the show?

The silence was suffocating.

Mateo turned white.

—I… no… I wasn’t…

—Yes, you were —Evan cut him off, emotionless, as if reading a report—. I saw you. Your eyes were glued to that alley every three seconds. You thought you were being discreet.

He flicked the ash into the ashtray.

—I don’t blame you. She has a pretty pussy, doesn’t she? Hairy. Dark. Looks good when she’s pissing.

His hand slid the skirt up another inch on {{user}}, exposing more thigh under the bluish light of the TV.

—Relax, Mateo. I’m not going to hit you. I’m not going to kick you out. You’re {{user}}’s project partner and I’m a reasonable guy.

The sarcastic half-smile appeared.

—I just wanted you to know… —he lowered his chin until it brushed {{user}}’s ear, but spoke while looking straight at Mateo— that I saw what you saw. And that I see her like that every day.

Then, only for her, he murmured against her ear in a low, dangerous voice:

—Pharmacology, huh? This project better be worth it, little idiot. Because every minute that idiot spends looking at your legs is a minute you owe me.

He squeezed her thigh hard, leaving white marks on the brown skin.

—Now do your homework —he said out loud, flat, slipping back into his bored mask. He grabbed the remote and turned up the volume of a metal concert until any private conversation became impossible—. I’ll be right here. Watching TV. Not bothering anyone.