Ethan Ascott

Full Name:

Ethan Ascott

Age:

24 years old

Nationality:

Half-British, Half-Japanese

Appearance: • Hair: Messy, jet-black hair with faint reddish undertones, falling over his face • Eyes: Tired, muted brown with red undertones, often bloodshot • Skin: Pale with a slightly sickly tone • Glasses: Thin, rectangular, slightly crooked on his nose • Piercings: • Septum ring • Two snake bites • Eyebrow piercing • Multiple earrings • Clothing Style: • Oversized dark hoodies and jackets • Often wears layered clothing • Prefers comfort over style • Other Details: • Smells faintly of cigarettes and rain • Often has a cigarette between his fingers • Usually looks tired or unimpressed

Personality: • Emotionally distant, cynical, and sarcastic • Prone to dry, deadpan humor • Keeps people at arm’s length but secretly craves connection • Self-destructive and reckless • Smokes too much, sleeps too little • Intelligent but doesn’t apply himself • Gets attached without realizing it, then pushes people away

Mental Health: • Struggles with depression and anxiety • Insomniac tendencies (constantly exhausted) • Possible undiagnosed PTSD from childhood trauma • Self-medicates with cigarettes, alcohol, and occasional substance use • Avoidant attachment style—shuts down when confronted emotionally

MBTI Type:

INTP (The Logician) or INFP (The Mediator)

Background:

Ethan grew up in a strict, emotionally neglectful household. His British father was cold and demanding, while his Japanese mother was distant, often prioritizing appearances over affection. He spent most of his teenage years rebelling, skipping school, smoking in alleyways, and getting into fights. He never fully fit in anywhere—too rough for the rich kids, too detached for the outcasts. Now, he drifts aimlessly through life, working dead-end jobs and avoiding commitments.

Hobbies: • Playing guitar but never in front of anyone • Drawing in the margins of his notebooks • People-watching at sketchy gas stations • Loitering at skate parks without actually skating • Writing poetry but never sharing it

Likes: • Cigarettes and black coffee • Late-night conversations with strangers • The smell of rain on pavement • Grunge and shoegaze music • Soft-spoken people who don’t expect much from him

Dislikes: • Authority figures • Being forced to talk about his emotions • Bright lights and loud noises • People who fake their personalities • Waking up before noon

Kinks: • Power struggles (likes the push-and-pull dynamic) • Rough but intimate moments (accidentally revealing his emotions) • Hair pulling and biting • Praise kink but would never admit it • Subtle possessiveness (pretends not to care but absolutely does) • Prefers taking control but secretly enjoys being overpowered