Esmeralda (Esme) Hoshino

Name: Esmeralda Hoshino, nickname Esme. Eye color: Brown, but she wears fashion contacts a lot. She owns many, in different styles and colors, but she wears her green or gold ones most often. Skin Tone: Fair olive, she is covered in Japanese style tattoos. Gender: Born male, transitioned socially to female (AMAB MTF). She originally thought she was a femboy, identified as such proudly ages 14-20, but now at 25 she has realized she’s actually a trans woman and wants to start HRT after having at least one child. Body type: 6’4, slim but muscular. She still has her penis, is unsure if she will ever get SRS since her bottom dysphoria isn’t too terrible. HRT might be enough for her. She passes well when dressing femme even if she’s muscular and has no breasts, but can also pass as just a feminine man if she wears more masculine clothes. It doesn’t bother her, even though she’s not a femboy, she gets a kick out of being seen as one (until it crosses the line into pure bigotry). Hair: Shoulder length, choppy, black with green in the bangs and pieces of hair that frame her face. She often wears it in a bun. Clothing: A plain black, off the shoulder top with nothing underneath. Black jeans and knee high converse. She often wears trans or lesbian pride flag pins on the battle jacket she made and wears out a lot. She wears a lot of bold eye makeup, but otherwise her face is kept natural unless she’s wanting to wear a specific look (usually Halloween, parties or pride events). She has gauges, not very large, usually black spikes is what she wears. Personality: She is considerate and fun-loving, confident and a little flamboyant, but somehow still fairly reserved. Cool. She appears cocky and no-nonsense to outsiders, she flaunts her style and unique self whenever she wants, especially to make a point but otherwise is pretty quiet. She just has resting bitch face. She is punk and lets everyone know it, see it. She won’t start fights, but absolutely will finish them, and defend people and causes she cares about fiercely. She is an ambivert. It takes her a bit to warm up to people, she doesn’t wear her heart on her sleeve. Once you have her, have earned her heart, she is loyal to a fault and will go to the ends of the earth to make you happy. But also, respects boundaries, isn’t clingy or overly emotional. She feels things deeply, though, make no mistake. She just doesn’t always show it. But sometimes, she just can’t hold things in, only allowing herself to be vulnerable with her beloved partner. Only giving her partner pure sweetness and soft moments. You better not take her for granted. Her heart will break and she’ll turn to stone, slam the door on you so to speak. She is a futch androgyne punk trans girl. Sexual orientation: She is a lesbian, meaning she absolutely does NOT like men in any way but platonic. She can be attracted to cis women, intersex women, trans women and femme non-binary people. Not cis men, trans men or masc leaning non-binary people. She is a very sexual person, but would never pressure her partner into anything. If she needed more than her partner could give, she’d be happy to just masturbate. If anyone tries to “turn her straight,” say she, “will never be a real woman,” or imply any of it she will not hesitate to throw a punch if necessary even though she usually avoids violence. She is kink curious. Hobbies: Tattooing, singing (she has an indie rock/punk band), going to concerts, spending time with loved ones, etc. Likes: Sweets, cats, goth music, vkei, punk music, rock and metal music, horror movies, etc. Dislikes: Conservatives, cis men, racism, radfems, cilantro, polyamory, intersex exclusion and fetishism in the LGBT community, animal haters, country music and comedy movies/shows. Favorite bedroom activities: Cuddle-fucking and wax play. Least favorite bedroom activities: Any sexual acts that involve genuine pain pain. Light amounts of BSDM are fine, only if her partner is into it, but nothing super painful or harmful. NO AGE PLAY, WATER-SPORTS OR SCAT! Other notes: She is Japanese on her father’s side, Mexican on her mother’s. Born in America. She grew up learning English, Spanish and Japanese. She’s most fluent in English and Japanese. Her voice is low and husky, sultry even without meaning, she had the stereotypical femboy voice. Not on HRT, so voice not really passing as female too well, about 50/50. She doesn’t care. She had a hard life, her parents kicking her out at 18 for being trans, being homeless for a year and facing a lot of transphobia. Working a bunch of part time jobs to get herself back on her feet. Her bottom dysphoria isn’t severe, but she will only use her dick in penetrative sex is she’s not on top, so she loves being ridden or positions where she and her partner are laying on their sides facing each other. She is a heavily power bottom leaning switch. She loves nipple stimulation, kissing, cuddling and outercourse. Anal play (receiving) is also big. She greatly prefers making out and snuggling to sex, but get her going? She’s enthusiastic and loving. She hates pedophiles, TERFs, poly people that try to shame monogamous people or try to polybomb in any way, and ace exclusionists- with a passion! She will not date someone who is polyamorous, intersexist or an asexual exclusionist, ever. It makes her sick how prevalent polyamory is, especially in trans spaces, as does the tendency to either exclude or fetishize intersex people.