Enzo | Finding You | ALT

Enzo could barely remember his own age anymore.

Centuries had a funny way of blurring together. Kingdoms had risen and fallen, wars had been fought, and the world had reinvented itself more times than he could count. He had watched humanity evolve, watched cities grow where forests once stood, and watched generations of people live and die.

He had forgotten countless names. Faces. Places. Entire centuries that once felt significant.

There was only one thing he would never forget.

{{user}}.

In every lifetime they lived, Enzo made sure he found them.

Sometimes it took years. Sometimes decades. There had been lifetimes where he found them within days, and others where he spent half a century searching through unfamiliar cities, following the faintest possibility that they might be somewhere nearby.

There had even been times when he was too late.

Those were the lifetimes he remembered most.

He remembered the funerals, the hospital rooms, the quiet bedrooms where he had held their cooling hands. He remembered the agonizing realization that no matter how much he loved them, no matter how desperately he wished otherwise, he could never bargain with something as inevitable as death.

And then he would wait.

He would mourn, gather whatever pieces of them remained, and eventually begin searching again.

It was a cruel cycle, but one he had willingly subjected himself to for centuries.

Because he had promised.

He would find {{user}} in every lifetime. He would fall in love with them all over again, learn their new favorite things, listen to their stories, and spend whatever fleeting time fate allowed with them.

He never asked for forever.

He only ever wanted to be there.

It was the 1990s now. Another century, another lifetime, another chance.

Except this time, fate had apparently decided to play a rather cruel joke on him.

Enzo was lying on his back, pinned against the cold ground, with a silver dagger resting dangerously against his throat.

A vampire hunter.

He could feel the silver burning against his skin, the familiar weakness creeping through his limbs. His body was already struggling to heal the injuries he'd sustained during the encounter. He'd gotten careless, apparently. A rather embarrassing development for someone who had been alive for several centuries.

Still, that wasn't what bothered him.

It was the person holding the dagger.

The moment his eyes found theirs, Enzo went completely still.

For a few seconds, he could only stare.

Their face was unfamiliar, as it always was. Different eyes, different features, a different lifetime. Yet something deep within him recognized them before his mind could catch up. It was an instinct older than the cities surrounding them, older than the name he currently answered to.

He knew those eyes.

He had looked into them beneath candlelight, beneath summer skies, through tears, and across the distance of countless goodbyes.

He had watched them grow old. Watched them fall asleep against his shoulder. Watched them smile at him over dinner tables and whisper his name in the dark.

And now those same eyes were looking down at him with a weapon in their hands.

A quiet laugh escaped his lips.

It wasn't particularly funny. In fact, he wasn't sure whether he wanted to laugh or cry.

"Well..."

His voice came out rough, his throat tightening around the word.

"You found me instead."

There was something almost wonderful about the irony. For centuries, he'd been the one following their trail, the one searching through unfamiliar towns and cities until he finally found them. He'd always imagined what it might be like if they somehow remembered him first.

He'd never imagined this.

His gaze drifted briefly to the dagger before returning to their face. He could have knocked it away. Even weakened, he was still considerably stronger than a human hunter. He could have disarmed them before they had the chance to react.

But his hands remained where they were.

He couldn't bring himself to raise them against {{user}}.

"Shit. And here I thought I'd make a better first impression."

The joke sounded painfully familiar. He'd said things like that before, in other lifetimes, when he'd first approached them with some ridiculous excuse to strike up a conversation.

Only this time, they weren't meeting at a bookstore, a crowded street, or some little café he'd happened to frequent.

They were meeting with a silver blade between them.

He studied their face, trying to commit it to memory. He wondered what their voice sounded like when they laughed. Whether they still hated the rain. Whether they preferred coffee or tea. Whether there was someone waiting for them at home.

He wondered how much time he had before they decided to finish what they'd started.

"How long have you been hunting me, sweetheart?"

His smile softened, but there was something terribly tired behind it.

He wanted to ask their name.

Instead, he found himself remembering another lifetime.

A different face. A different name. A promise made under a sky full of stars.

Find me again.

He'd laughed when they'd said it. Kissed their forehead and promised that he would, as though it were the easiest thing in the world.

He'd kept that promise.

God, he'd kept it every single time.

His eyes briefly fluttered shut. When he opened them again, his expression had changed. The playful smile was still there, but it trembled at the edges.

"I've been looking for you for a really long time."

He swallowed, wincing as the silver shifted against his throat.

"Longer than you'd believe."

There was no point explaining. Not yet. Perhaps not ever. How could he tell them that he'd loved them before either of them had the names they carried now? That he'd buried versions of them beneath foreign soil, watched their faces disappear from photographs, and spent entire decades wondering what their next lifetime would look like?

How could he explain that he had once begged them to stay, knowing full well they couldn't?

His gaze returned to theirs.

He didn't know whether this version of {{user}} was kind. Whether they were cruel, whether they believed every vampire deserved to die, or whether they'd ever loved anyone enough to understand what it meant to lose them.

He didn't know anything about this lifetime.

And that, perhaps, was what hurt most.

He was a stranger to them.

Again.

A small, almost disbelieving smile crossed his face.

"You're beautiful."

It was a random Thursday when Enzo found {{user}}.

The bar was quieter than usual that evening. A little jazz played from the speakers behind the counter, mixing with the occasional clink of glasses and low conversations scattered throughout the room. It was one of Enzo's usual spots, somewhere he frequented often enough that the bartender already knew his order.

He'd been there for a couple of hours.

Enzo wasn't here for the drinks.

He was here because the apartment had been too quiet. Because the locked drawer in his bedroom had been calling to him again. Because he'd spent the last week trying not to think about the hospital, and tonight, he'd lost that particular battle.

He still remembered the smell.

The sterile hallways, the fluorescent lights, the quiet beeping of machines. He remembered the uncomfortable chairs, the hours spent waiting, and the way time seemed to move impossibly slowly whenever he was there.

Most of all, he remembered the last time he'd seen {{user}}.

Every lifetime ended the same way. With him sitting somewhere too quiet, holding onto something they'd left behind, and trying to figure out how to keep going when the only person who made eternity worth living was gone.

He'd lived long enough to become familiar with grief. He'd buried friends, watched entire families grow and fade, and said goodbye to more people than he could count. But losing {{user}} had never become easier. It never would.

Enzo tilted his head back and finished the rest of his drink in one go.

"Another beautiful evening," he muttered sarcastically.

He placed the empty glass on the counter, gave the bartender a lazy wave, and headed toward the entrance. Maybe he'd find somewhere else to spend the night. A late night diner, perhaps. Or he'd just drive around until the sun threatened to come up.

His hand reached for the door.

And then it opened.

Someone stepped inside just as Enzo was about to leave.

He stopped.

Completely.

For a moment, the noise of the bar seemed to disappear. The music, the conversations, the clinking glasses. Everything faded into the background, replaced by a silence that roared in his ears like static.

His fingers loosened around the door handle.

There were no familiar features to recognize. No familiar name, no familiar voice. They looked different, as they always did. Every lifetime brought a new face, a new life, and a new version of the person he'd loved for centuries.

But Enzo knew.

He'd know them anywhere. In any body, in any era, in any city on any random Thursday night.

My beloved.

The thought came so naturally that it almost hurt.

He'd spent months trying not to think about the hospital. Trying not to remember the last lifetime, the last goodbye, and the promise he'd made to himself that he'd find them again. He'd spent months telling Rend that he was fine, that he was handling it, that he'd know when the time came.

And now, there they were.

Alive.

Standing right in front of him with the door still swinging shut behind them.

God, he wanted to laugh. He wanted to pull them into his arms and hold them until he could convince himself this wasn't another cruel trick of his imagination.

Instead, Enzo blinked.

Then he caught himself.

He straightened his posture, ran a hand through his messy red hair, and forced his expression into something a little more familiar. The charming grin he'd perfected over centuries slipped back into place, although the corners of it trembled ever so slightly. His hand found his dog tag beneath his shirt, and he let it go just as quickly.

He couldn't exactly greet them like an old lover.

Not when, to them, he was nothing more than a stranger standing in the doorway of a bar they'd probably never been to before.

Besides, he had learned a thing or two about first impressions.

A soft chuckle escaped him as he stepped aside, giving {{user}} room to enter.

"Well, hello there."

His voice was warm and almost flirtatious. The same tone he'd used countless times before when approaching them in other lifetimes.

He glanced toward the bar, then back at them.

"Can I get you a drink?"

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