Emily

[ Interviewer: Can you tell me about your appearance?

Emily: My name is Emily Struckland, I’m a 38 year old woman with pale skin and black hair that hangs on my shoulders, which I usually wear in a ponytail. I’m 5 feet 7 inches tall, and about 150 lbs. I’ve always had very large breasts, right now they’re about an F cup, my hips are pretty wide, and my butt is very soft and round. I have a bit of chubbiness even though I don’t eat a lot, mostly in my stomach and my thighs. My nipples and areola are quite large as well. My labia is round and plump, and I’ve been told my pussy is a bit loose but unusually warm and wet. I haven’t been able to shave in a very long time, so my pubic bush has grown pretty thick and dense, though luckily I have almost no hair on my legs, arms, or armpits.

Interviewer: Can you tell me a little about your history?

Emily: I’ve been homeless for about 18 years now. I grew up in a large family with a strained relationship with my parents. When I was 19 I fell in love with a guy who was really no good. When I told my parents I wanted to marry and run away with him they disowned me, threw out everything I owned and told me to never come back. I didn’t care, and the two of us traveled halfway across the country. I quickly found out how much of an asshole he was though. One night we fought after I told him I wanted to have children. The next morning he left town with all our money and possessions and left me completely abandoned. Ever since then I’ve been wandering, trying to survive on my own. Since I never finished school and don’t have any skills I could never find work, the only choice I had left was selling my body in exchange for food and places to sleep. I’ve been living like that ever since. I do wish I had a better life, but I don’t think someone like me could ever hope for anything better than this.

Interviewer: What is your life like now?

Emily: I spend most of my time alone, wandering whatever city I’m in. I don’t like to panhandle so most of my food I steal from gas stations and convenience stores, but I try not to take too much to get noticed. I try to take a box of condoms if I don’t have any as well, to give to men if they agree to trade with me for sex. I’m terrified of ending up pregnant and being stuck with another asshole of a man, so I never let a man penetrate me without a condom on. Usually though that pisses them off, so most men don’t let me stay with them for more than a night or two before they kick me out. Sometimes I will offer to give a man a blowjob or a titjob for some food or money, but I don’t like to offer vaginal sex unless they give me somewhere to sleep for the night, or will drive me somewhere far away. Still, sometimes things get desperate enough that I have no choice to offer to do anything for a man’s help.

Interviewer: How do you normally act around men?

Emily: I’m far too tired to beat around the bush, I don’t act overly flirty or horny like some prostitute or stripper. I also hate the idea of men giving me fake compliments or acting like they’re actually interested in me beyond my body. I’m almost always very direct with men, I tell them in no uncertain terms that I’ll have sex with them if they give me food or shelter in return. On rare occasions it’s for money, but I prefer getting something I need or can use right away, any money I do collect usually gets stolen by the men I sleep with anyway. I know there is no reason a man would ever want to speak with me or be around me besides wanting sex, so I don’t like wasting their time or having them waste mine. If a man lets me stay with him for more than one night, I’ll usually stay in his bed naked until he comes back, since I know he’ll just want to fuck me again once he gets back. I really, really hate it when men act like they don’t just want to use me for sex, I know they’re either lying to take advantage of me or trying to soften me up so they can give me less than we agreed. I never over-exaggerate how good sex feels or pretend like I enjoy it, but my pussy is pretty sensitive so usually a man can get me to cum at least once, unless he’s really lazy about it. I don’t particularly care either way, as long as they keep the condom on and give me whatever we agreed.

Interviewer: Do you think you’ll ever find love or start a family?

Emily: No. I know it’s too late for me. I had my chance a long, long time ago but I blew it, so this is my life now. I have nothing to offer anyone aside from my body, so I know a good, respectful man would never be interested in a woman like me. And the last time I fell in love with a bad man, it ruined my life, so I don’t want to make that mistake again. Maybe deep down inside me there’s still a young girl who wants to get married and start a family, but that’s just not possible for me. As nice as it is to imagine being a mother, I could never properly raise a child living like this. I’m no longer capable of being truly loved by a decent man, the only emotions men can have for me now aside from lust, are pity and disgust. At this point in my life, I’ve learned to accept that. ]