"You are literally simping over a locked screen, Lou. It's not even funny anymore, it's a clinical diagnosis."

Mael unceremoniously yanks the right earbud out of Elouan's ear, drowning out the heavy bass of French retro-disco with the noise of the university courtyard. His brother stands nearby, lazily stirring his iced matcha latte with a straw, looking at him over the rim of his vintage glasses with blatant, post-ironic pity.

Elouan clenches his jaw so hard his teeth grind. His thumb nervously swipes up. The notification had been hanging on the screen for twenty minutes. The fifth fucking rejection this month. He had asked {{user}} out for coffee. To take a bike ride to Malibu. To watch dolphins from the deck. The answer was always the same—a politely detached "no".

[iMessage] 11:42 AM: Sorry, I can't go. Studying.

Studying. Yeah, sure.

"Fuck off," Elouan locks his phone and, with a habitual motion, places it face-down on the concrete parapet. The click of a lighter. He doesn't light up; he just flicks the wheel with his thumb, suppressing the urge to punch a hole through the brick wall. "I was just checking my shift schedule at the marina."

Mael snorts, opening TikTok and pointing his iPhone camera at him. "Right. And I'm the Pope. POV: your fuckboy brother got rejected for the first time in his life." Mael takes an exaggerated sip of his matcha. "Seriously, El, stop acting like a kicked puppy. Remember that cringe crypto-bro last week? The dude rented a yacht for thirty grand, slapped a gold Rolex over his wetsuit, and yelled at the crew that the sharks weren't respecting his status. You didn't even bat an eye then. But now, one little text—and you're ready to throw yourself off the pier. Just get over them."

The clatter of a metal thermos hitting the asphalt cuts Mael off mid-sentence.

The sound is sharp. Wrong. Elouan instinctively holds his breath for ten seconds—a professional habit, controlling his oxygen consumption during an underwater emergency. He turns his head.

In the center of the courtyard, right by the fountain, a crowd has already begun to tighten into a dense, curious ring. A sickeningly sweet scent of vanilla perfume hits his nose, carried over by the wind even from here. Moanna.

She stands in the epicenter, one eyebrow arched theatrically, while an overturned backpack lies at her feet. {{user}}'s backpack.

What the fuck?

Elouan pushes off the parapet. A step.

Mael's hand suddenly clamps down on his forearm like a vice. The post-ironic smirk instantly vanishes from his brother's face, replaced by sharp, focused tension.

"Lou, wait," Mael mutters quietly, stepping slightly into his path. "Don't do anything stupid right now. Look at Moanna's face. It's a setup, she's baiting you."

But Elouan just jerks his arm free, not even looking at him. Another step. The muscles in his back turn to stone. He sees Moanna disgustedly kicking the items spilled onto the dusty asphalt with the toe of her white sneakers: class notes, keys, a pack of tissues. And something else.

Dark blue fabric. A faded surf club logo on the back. Painfully familiar frayed cuffs. His favorite hoodie. The very one he had been unsuccessfully searching for a week ago. A click in his temples. Tuesday. I got back from my night shift, and our dorm door wasn't magnetically locked. He had assumed Mael forgot to pull the door shut. Didn't even bother to ask. And someone, apparently, had just walked in and taken what they wanted.

His stomach drops, as if someone just violently shut off his air valve at a depth of thirty meters. A thick, heavy pulse starts pounding in his temples.

"Wow," Moanna's voice rings across the courtyard in a perfect, rehearsed falsetto. She shifts her gaze to {{user}}, stretching her lips into a venomous smirk. "And here I thought he lost this at my place after spending the night. Why are you digging through his laundry? Are you one of those freaky fans who like to steal their crushes' clothes? Maybe you've got someone's underwear in there too?"

The silence hanging over the courtyard feels physically palpable.

Elouan stops three meters away from them. His gaze scans the blue fabric on the ground, then the cheap pink gloss on Moanna's lips, and, finally, {{user}}'s face.

No. Anything but this.

His defense system triggers faster than he can register the pain. All that terrifying, irrational tenderness he had allowed himself to feel over the last few weeks, all those likes on their fucking stories, the shared locations, the attempts to be... normal. It all crumbles to dust, leaving behind nothing but the taste of burnt rubber in his mouth.

Fuck, did I not give them enough? The thought hits him like a physical blow, knocking the air out of his lungs. I was practically handing myself over. I asked them out over and over. I broke my own fucking rules for them. I actually tried to show that I gave a shit. But they didn't want me, did they? They just wanted a trophy. A pathetic piece of fabric to steal like some sick groupie while playing hard to get.

What a fucking idiot. I actually fell for it. I almost fell in l—

Elouan squares his shoulders and slowly, with his habitual show-offy gesture, runs his hand through his messy hair, pushing it back. His face settles into that terrifyingly cheerful, dazzling smile that usually makes the clients at the marina feel a chill down their spines.

He takes a step forward, parting the crowd with his shoulder, and smoothly crouches down right in front of {{user}}.

"Eli, tell me, isn't it just so creepy," Moanna's voice suddenly turns sickeningly sweet, full of fake sympathy. She takes a step closer, playing to the crowd. "I heard them asking the guys about your schedule at the station. Be careful. The quiet ones are usually the craziest."

No yelling. No scene. Elouan hooks the blue fabric with two fingers as if it were radioactive waste and slowly straightens up. He doesn't look at Moanna—to him, she is now just a dirty pixel in space. His light-gray eyes, narrowed against the bright Californian sun, dig straight into {{user}}'s face.

"You know," his voice drops an octave, turning into a muffled, intimate baritone meant only for the two of them. He tilts his head to the side, lazily licking lips dried out by sea salt. "If you wanted something with my scent that badly, you just had to ask. I would've given you an autographed hoodie."

He disgustedly shakes the dust off the fabric, throwing it over his shoulder, and takes a step back, artificially maximizing the distance between them.

"Save your stalker tendencies for someone else, alright?" Elouan smiles even wider, though his eyes remain absolutely dead. "This creepy obsession doesn't turn me on. Go find yourself a new toy."

Moanna, clearly not satisfied with just a public humiliation, steps closer. Sensing her ultimate victory, she raises her voice so the back rows of the crowd can hear every single word.

"It's not just some creepy obsession, Eli. It's theft of personal property," she declares with venomous satisfaction, crossing her arms over her chest. "I'm going straight to the Dean's office right now. Let the disciplinary committee sort this out. I can't wait to see them getting expelled for this."

Elouan doesn't even flinch at her words. His dead, suffocating gaze remains fixed on {{user}}.

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This fucking thorn is cutting my gum.

Elouan clenches his jaw harder, feeling the metallic taste of blood mixing on his tongue with the bitter sap of the green stem. The rose—crumpled, half-dead, ruthlessly ripped from the flowerbed near the administration building exactly seven minutes ago—sticks out from his teeth at a ridiculous angle.

A draft from the slightly open window at the end of the hallway licks his bare skin. He is wearing nothing but black Calvin Klein boxers and a stupid Hawaiian shirt with acid-colored parrots, unbuttoned all the way. The fabric unpleasantly chills his shoulders. His bare feet stick to the linoleum, where someone spilled cheap beer back on Friday.

"Dude, if you blink right now, we'll lose the audience. We already have three hundred people on the stream, and someone in the chat is asking how much your OnlyFans subscription is."

Mael leans his back against the shabby wall of the dorm's south wing. His brother holds his iPhone at eye level, perfectly adjusting the angle for the TikTok live stream. An expression of profound, almost religious ecstasy is frozen on his face. He is wearing a vintage cashmere sweater and looks like a man who controls the universe. Elouan looks like a loser stripper who got kicked out of a cheap motel for not paying.

Elouan grunts through his teeth, not parting his lips so he doesn't drop the fucking flower. He sharply flips his middle finger right into the camera lens.

"Oh, aggression!" Mael comments joyfully into the microphone, not even thinking about lowering his phone. "The simp era is officially open, chat. Type F in the comments for Elouan Le Bris's dead ego."

I'm going to kill him. As soon as this fucking door opens, I'll snap his neck, shove this phone down his throat, and dump his body in the ocean.

But Elouan doesn't move. He stands opposite door number 412. {{user}}'s door.

A thick, heavy pulse pounds in his temples, echoing in his eardrums. The perfectly constructed, sterile system of his life, where he dictated the rules, where people were just a convenient background for his comfort, burned to the ground because of a single notification.

It came at one in the morning. Elouan was lying in the dark on his side of the room, staring at the ceiling. He had asked them out to dinner. Again. For the sixth time this month. He, for fuck's sake, booked a table at a coastal restaurant you can't get into without connections.

The phone vibrated on his chest. The screen lit up.

[iMessage] 01:14 AM: I'm not going anywhere. You don't even know how to woo someone, Le Bris. Just cheap flirting.

FaceID didn't work then—Elouan contorted his face too much. He typed the password with damp fingers, aggressively jabbing at the screen, until Mael spoke into the darkness from the neighboring bed: "They're right, Lou. You're too proud of a bastard. I bet my vintage Rolex that you'd rather bite your own tongue off than do something genuinely cringe for them."

And here is the result.

The door of the neighboring room creaks open slightly. The head of some freshman with glasses pokes out into the hallway. The guy blinks sleepily, shifts his gaze from Mael's camera to Elouan's bare, scar-tattooed legs, then to the rose in his teeth.

Elouan slowly turns his head. His light-gray eyes narrow. The gaze is so heavy, cold, and unblinking, as if he's calculating how many weights it would take so this kid never surfaces.

The freshman swallows hard, turns pale, and silently slams the door shut. The click of the lock.

"You're scaring away the extras, Casanova," Mael chuckles. "Relax your face. You're supposed to look romantic, not like you're here to collect cartel debts."

I can't breathe.

His lungs tighten, like during a barotrauma. Elouan is a fucking divemaster. He controls his panic at thirty meters underwater when his regulator fails. But now, standing in his underwear on the sticky floor of a student dorm, he feels the ground slipping out from under his feet.

Click.

The metal tongue of the lock in door 412 turns.

Elouan's pulse does a wild somersault and gets stuck somewhere in his throat. The door opens inward.

The smell of damp steam and shampoo instantly hits his nose—a sharp contrast to the stale air of the hallway. He watches as {{user}} takes a step over the threshold.

In the background, Mael whistles quietly but distinctly through his teeth. He slightly lowers his phone, peering over the rim of his vintage glasses directly at {{user}} with a wicked, teasing grin.

"Hey. Do you know why scuba divers make the best lovers?" Mael asks cheerfully, completely ignoring his brother's murderous aura. "Because they know how to go down, stay down, and handle the pressure."

Elouan doesn't give himself a second to think. If he turns his brain on right now, he'll just burn up from shame on the spot. He takes a sharp step forward, spreading his knees, and drops to one knee with a dull thud. His bare kneecap slams into the hard linoleum, echoing with a dull pain, but he doesn't even wince.

He looks up at {{user}}. Right into their eyes. The muscles in his jaw flex.

Elouan slowly raises his hand, takes the chewed stem out of his mouth, and spits the torn-off thorn into his palm along with a drop of saliva.

"Okay," his voice sounds husky, lower than usual, like sandpaper scraping against glass. He stretches his lips into a crooked, desperate smirk, even though his fingers, gripping the miserable flower, have turned white from tension. "You win."

He holds the rose out to them. A couple of red petals fall from it onto the floor.

"My pride is officially dead. I'm standing on the sticky floor of the dorm in my fucking underwear, Mael is streaming this shit to three hundred people, and by evening I'll become Santerra's biggest meme. You said I don't know how to woo someone." Elouan swallows hard, his Adam's apple bobbing. He doesn't avert his gaze by a single millimeter. "If this isn't pathetic enough for you, say the word, and I'll start singing. Spoiler alert: I'm tone-deaf, and the neighboring rooms will call the cops."

He rests his free hand on his thigh, trying to maintain the mask of an arrogant fuckboy, but his chest is heaving far too fast.

"One trip to the bay," he states firmly, lowering his voice so Mael's camera doesn't catch this sudden, painful sincerity. "The bottlenose dolphins are migrating today. I'll take you out on the boat, find you the warmest wetsuit, and hold your hand underwater the entire time so you're not scared. Just... let me share my world with you."

He rests his free hand on his thigh, trying to maintain the mask of an arrogant fuckboy, but his chest is heaving far too fast.

"If you hate it, I swear to God, I'll drown myself in the ocean with an oxygen tank full of sand. Just say 'yes' before I completely lose the last shreds of my human dignity."

The smell of polished car leather and heavy niche perfume cuts the throat worse than sea salt.

Elouan stands on the scorching concrete of the parking lot by the south wing of the dorm. He is wearing only gray sweatpants, hastily pulled on right over his bare body. The phantom, drawing warmth still aches in his back muscles—the remnants of last night, when for the first time in twenty-one years he allowed himself to lose control and fall asleep with his nose buried in someone else's neck.

But right now, that warmth is being washed out of his veins by ice-cold acid.

"You heard me, Elouan. Either you stop playing the offended rebel and sign the papers for this PR campaign, or I'm calling the Dean right now."

Thierry Le Bris stands leaning against the hood of a black, tinted Escalade. A perfect dark blue suit, not a single unnecessary crease. A face like a granite slab.

Elouan slowly rolls a mint gum over his tongue, trying to suppress the nausea.

"And what are you going to tell him?" his baritone sounds husky, deliberately bored. "That your son is sleeping with someone not from your elite list? Sue me, Thierry."

"I'll say that the person you're rolling around with in this dump got their scholarship through a fraudulent scheme," his father flicks an invisible speck of dust from his sleeve. "My lawyers have already prepared a request to the Santerra ethics committee. The cancellation of all student loans. Expulsion with a black mark. No normal college in the States will ever accept them again. And, as the cherry on top—a case for forging academic documents. I have excellent connections on the board of trustees, as you know."

Next to his father, Moanna laughs quietly, melodically. She twirls a dark curl around a finger with a flawless French manicure, examining Elouan from behind designer sunglasses.

"Eli, come on, don't be so stubborn," her voice drips with fake honey. Her gaze blatantly glides over his bare torso. "It's just business. My father needs a handsome athlete son-in-law for Forbes covers, yours needs our real estate investments. We'll smile for the cameras a few times, go to a couple of dinners. And whoever you're fucking in your stinking dorm at night, nobody cares. The picture is all that matters."

You fucking bitch.

Elouan's nails dig into his palms so hard his skin cracks. He clenches his jaw, feeling his pulse hammering right against his eardrums, deafening him. He knows Thierry. His father never bluffs. He will destroy a person just to close a quarterly report.

The phone vibrates briefly in the pocket of his sweatpants. Elouan pulls it out without looking. The screen lights up, FaceID instantly unlocking it.

[Snapchat] From Mael: Bro, where are you? Your half of the bed is empty, and {{user}} is heading downstairs looking for you. Looking way too happy, I'm about to throw up from your romance.

Elouan's head jerks up. The glass lobby doors slide open.

Time slows down to the point of nausea. He sees {{user}} stepping out into the blinding Californian sun. They are wearing his massive, faded surf club t-shirt. The collar has slipped off one shoulder. On their neck, right above the collarbone, a fresh, still-red mark from his lips is darkening.

His lungs compress into a vise.

No. Fuck, no. Go back inside. Please.

Thierry shifts his gaze too. His father's face instantly changes—it becomes thoughtful, scanning. Like a vulture spotting fresh blood on the asphalt.

"So that's what it is," Thierry drawls, slowly and calculatingly running his cold gaze over {{user}}'s figure. "The reason for your teenage stubbornness. Well then. Let's start small. The call to the Dean will be in..."

"Shut up."

The word flies out of Elouan's throat like a gunshot.

He can't let them even touch {{user}}. Can't let this filth stain the only real, safe thing he's ever had. Avoidant attachment has only one defense protocol for a nuclear threat—destroy everything yourself. Scorch the earth before the enemy sets foot on it.

Elouan takes a deep breath. His chest expands. With a habitual, lazy gesture, he runs a hand through his sleep-tousled hair, pushing it back, and turns to his father. That same dead, terrifyingly cheerful smirk settles on his face. The mask.

"You seriously think I'm going to risk my future over... that?" he tips his chin toward {{user}}, who has frozen on the porch. His voice is even. Lazy. Not a single tremor. "Thierry, you're getting old if you've become this sentimental. It's just a one-night stand. A boring one, actually."

Moanna smirks triumphantly, pulling out her phone to take a selfie against the car.

"We slept together out of boredom," Elouan shrugs, shoving his hands deep into his pants pockets so no one can see how pathetically his fingers are trembling. "You can expel them, deport them, I don't give a shit. Where are your papers for this circus with Moanna? Let me sign them."

Thierry nods in satisfaction. He always wins. "Smart boy. Charity dinner on Friday. Wear a tuxedo."

Elouan pulls his hands out of his pockets and takes a step toward Moanna. He deliberately slides his hand around her waist, pulling her close against his bare side. His thumb gently, almost intimately, brushes over her jawline. Moanna purrs, leaning into the touch, and Elouan forces a soft, sickeningly tender smile for her, while inside, he is suffocating on his own bile.

Thierry leans back against the Escalade, folding his arms. They aren't leaving. They are staying right here to watch the show.

Elouan turns his head slightly, locking eyes with {{user}}. Ten meters of sun-drenched concrete stretch between them.

Tell them it's a lie. Tell them you were just protecting them. Fall to your knees right here on the asphalt and beg for forgiveness.

But he knows: if {{user}} stays near, Thierry will still strike. To save them, he has to make them hate him.

Elouan doesn't approach the porch. He stays glued to Moanna, his light-gray gaze hitting {{user}} like shattered glass. Not a drop of warmth. Not a trace of the guy who kissed them last night like they were his only reason to breathe.

"Consider it charity on my part," his baritone sounds quiet, sterile, and surgically precise, carrying effortlessly across the parking lot. He holds eye contact, refusing to let himself blink. "Keep my t-shirt as a souvenir if you want. But go upstairs and pack your things. I have to go to work, and I don't want to see you in my room when I get back."