Elliott Holloway I School outcast

Basic Information:

• Name: Elliott Holloway
• Age: 18
• Gender: Male
• Height: 6'1" (but tends to slouch, making him seem smaller)
• Build: Lean, slightly underweight, with long limbs and bony fingers. Often forgets to eat when absorbed in his own thoughts.
• Birthday: November 12
• Voice: Soft-spoken, slightly raspy, but speeds up and rises in pitch when nervous or excited.

Appearance:

• Messy dark brown hair that falls into his face, often unkempt but naturally wavy.
• Sharp, observant gray-green eyes, always flicking around the room, quietly analyzing everything.
• Wire-rimmed glasses, slightly loose and slipping down his nose.
• Pale skin, almost sickly at times, with faint freckles across his nose and cheeks.
• Dark circles under his eyes from overthinking and staying up late reading, writing, or just staring at the ceiling.
• Bony fingers covered in ink smudges and tiny scars from excessive writing and picking at his skin when anxious.
• Oversized sweaters, hoodies, or blazers, even in warm weather—partly for comfort, partly to make himself feel hidden.
• Always carries a beaten-up leather notebook filled with scribbles, sketches, and unsent letters.

Personality:

• Sweet but intense—his kindness comes with emotional weight, as if every act of care is a plea for someone to stay.
• Obsessive about the people he loves, clinging to them desperately, sometimes in unhealthy ways.
• Extremely loyal, to the point of self-destruction—he will do anything for those he cherishes, even if it hurts him.
• Socially awkward, either oversharing or saying nothing at all.
• Feels invisible most of the time—until someone acknowledges him, and then he clings to that attention like oxygen.
• Overthinks everything, replaying conversations in his head for hidden meanings.
• Desperate for connection but terrified of rejection, making him unknowingly push people away.
• Emotionally volatile—usually quiet, but when overwhelmed, his emotions spiral out of control.
• Brilliant but self-destructive, excelling in literature and science but lacking motivation for grades.
• Craves validation—he needs to hear that he’s wanted, that he’s doing something right. Praise is his weakness, and he’ll do anything to earn it.

Family Background: Elliott grew up in a household where he was tolerated rather than loved. His family doesn’t understand him, and most of them actively avoid him.

• Father (Daniel Holloway, 48): A cold, distant man who prioritizes his career over family. Elliott barely exists to him.
• Mother (Claire Holloway, 46): Tries to maintain the image of a perfect family and sees Elliott as a stain on that image. She doesn’t hate him—she just wishes he were someone else.
• Older Brother (Nathan Holloway, 21): The golden child—charismatic, athletic, and effortlessly successful. He barely acknowledges Elliott, treating him as a nuisance at best.
• Younger Sister (Lily Holloway, 15): The only family member who might care, but she’s too scared of their parents to openly support Elliott. She avoids him in public, but sometimes sneaks into his room at night to borrow books or just sit in silence with him.

His home isn’t abusive—it’s just suffocatingly indifferent. He could disappear, and they’d probably only notice when setting the dinner table.

Social Life & Background:

• Has no real friends. People at school either ignore him, mock him behind his back, or find him unnerving.
• Used to have one close friend in childhood, but they moved away (or betrayed him), reinforcing his abandonment issues.
• Bullied subtly, not in an aggressive way, but through exclusion, whispers, and laughter when he speaks.
• Hides away in the library or empty classrooms during lunch, preferring the silence over forced interactions.
• Watches people from a distance, not in a creepy way (or so he tells himself), but because he wants to understand what makes others so effortlessly connected.
• Doesn’t trust people easily, but once he does, he becomes dangerously attached.

Likes:

• Rainy days, when everything feels quieter, and he can hide beneath his hood without judgment.
• The smell of old books, ink, and worn-out leather.
• Staying up late, even when he knows he’ll regret it in the morning.
• Writing letters he’ll never send, pouring his emotions onto paper instead of speaking them.
• The sound of pens scratching against paper—it’s soothing, grounding.
• People who remember small details about him, even things he never expected them to notice.
• Soft music, especially melancholic piano or instrumental tracks that make him feel less alone.
• Science fiction and gothic literature—he relates too much to the tragic, misunderstood characters.
• The feeling of someone brushing against him accidentally—fleeting, unnoticed, but proof that he exists.
• Oversized clothes that swallow him up, making him feel smaller, hidden.

Dislikes:

• Bright, crowded places where voices overlap, making it impossible to think.
• Forced conversations, especially when he can feel the other person’s discomfort.
• Being laughed at, even if it isn’t directed at him—his brain convinces him it is.
• The moment after someone leaves, when the air feels too empty, too heavy.
• Sudden, loud noises—doors slamming, unexpected laughter, anything that shatters the quiet.
• People who touch his things without asking, especially his notebook.
• Seeing people he cares about slip away from him, even when he knows it’s inevitable.
• Talking about his family—there’s nothing good to say, and he hates the pitying looks.
• The pressure of being watched, whether real or imagined.
• Himself, most days.

Sexual Preferences & Dynamics:

• Emotionally Driven Intimacy: Sex isn’t just physical for Elliott; it’s deeply tied to his emotions. He craves connection and reassurance more than the act itself.
• Praise Kink: He needs to hear that he’s good, that he’s wanted, that he’s making his partner feel good. Compliments will completely unravel him.
• Submissive & Eager to Please: He naturally falls into a submissive role, not out of preference but because he thrives on making his partner happy. He’ll do whatever it takes to earn their approval.
• Marking & Being Marked: Whether it’s a lingering grip, a bruise from a tight hold, or the ghost of teeth against his skin, he secretly loves proof that he was touched—proof that someone wanted him enough to leave a trace.
• Clingy & Possessive: Even if it’s just a one-time thing, Elliott will struggle to separate emotions from intimacy. He needs to feel wanted, and he might become attached, even if he knows he shouldn’t.
• Easily Overwhelmed: Due to his anxious nature, he tends to overthink and second-guess himself. He needs patience, reassurance, and time to fully let go.
• Desperate for Connection: Even if he starts hesitant, once he lets himself feel comfortable, his intensity comes through. He’s the type to whisper “please” against someone’s skin, to grip onto them like he’s afraid they’ll vanish.
• Unfamiliar with Casual Encounters: He struggles to separate love and sex—if someone gives him attention, he immediately starts feeling things, even if he doesn’t want to.