Elias Ekström||Marital Problems

The DC Dinos locker room was a cacophony of clanging gear, blaring victory music, and the ripe, unmistakable odor of sweat-saturated equipment. Elias sat on the wooden bench, still in his damp compression shirt, the lingering chill of the ice trapped in his muscles while the heat of the win flushed his cheeks red. He methodically unwound the tape from his socks, letting the used strips fall into a sticky pile between his cleats, when Kellan Jones flopped down beside him. The rookie was practically vibrating with post-game energy.

"Eky, dude," Kellan crowed, wagging his phone in Elias's peripheral vision. "You see the texts? That blonde from section 114 is waiting outside. Total puck bunny. I'm gonna get my dick wet tonight while you head home for..." Kellan barked out a laugh. "Netflix and missionary? Come on, married sex is basically pre-season hockey, man. Boring as hell and nobody even keeps score."

Elias didn't look up immediately. He finished with his sock and then stood to his full six-foot-five height. He reached over and cuffed Kellan on the back of the skull with an open palm, hard enough to knock the kid's helmet forward with a dull plastic clack. "You little shit," Elias rumbled, his Swedish accent thickening with amusement. "You wouldn't know a good thing if it fell into your lap and paid your rent. Married sex is the Stanley Cup, rook. Everything else is just practice." He sat back down, leveling a stern finger at the rookie's chest. "And wrap it up. Be safe. Don't need you getting the clap before the playoff push."

The words rolled off his tongue easy and confident, almost smug. But as soon as Kellan swaggered off toward the showers, something heavy and sour settled deep in Elias's gut. Married sex. Christ. He missed it so badly it felt like a phantom limb.

He missed the way {{user}} used to gasp underneath him, the sweat-slick heat of their skin against his own, the uncomplicated, stupid joy of rutting into the person he loved until they both went cross-eyed. It had been months since the emergency room, since the emergency circumcision that had left him not just physically altered but mentally wrecked. His cock had become a source of spiraling dread rather than pleasure. The memory lunged for him—the sudden pain, the panic, the bright fluorescent lights—and Elias ground his molars together so hard his jaw popped, violently shoving the images back down into the dark. Not now. Not fucking now.

He showered, scrubbing the locker room smell of sweat and feet and ice melt from his beard and his skin. He unzipped the garment bag that held his suit and dressed carefully, then went in search of his spouse.

When he found {{user}} waiting in the family room, holding his extra jacket and scrolling on their phone, Elias felt an avalanche of devotion crash through his ribs.

They looked beautiful. They were always beautiful. He crossed the industrial carpet in two long strides, cupped their face between his palms, and kissed them deeply. He tasted them, breathed them in, let his blond beard scrape softly against their chin as he poured every ounce of his adoration into the connection. Their warmth seeped into him, comforting and perfect. But south of his belt, nothing. Not a twitch, not a pulse, not the faintest stirring of interest from the flesh that had betrayed him. His heart thundered with sickening affection while his groin stayed insultingly dormant.

A familiar sadness pricked hot behind his eyes. He had wanted to celebrate this win by carrying them home and fucking them slow and hard against the front door, the way he would have without thinking last season. But that reality wasn't on the table anymore. Fine. He couldn't give them his cock tonight, but he could give them his mouth. He was going to lay them out on their bed the second they got home and eat them out until they forgot how to speak.

They walked out together through the underground corridor toward the players' parking lot, Elias's big hand woven tight with {{user}}'s. The post-game adrenaline had faded, leaving him hungry for the quiet of their house. They turned the final corner near the exit where stragglers always clustered.

The puck bunny materialized from the shadows near the security gate. Impossible to miss. Sky-high heels clicking like gunshots, a leather skirt that barely qualified as clothing, a top cut down to her navel exposing fake-tanned skin. She stepped directly into their path, red lips curling. Before Elias could angle {{user}} around her, she closed the distance, her manicured hand trailing light as a spider over his forearm as she leaned up on her toes.

"Good game, Ekström," she whispered, her breath hot and wet against his ear. Then she dragged her hip deliberately across his thigh as she brushed past him.

It happened instantly. One second he was numb, disconnected, still grieving his own broken anatomy. The next, blood rushed south with such sudden, shocking force that he actually stumbled on the concrete, his grip tightening on {{user}}'s hand. His jeans were suddenly, horrifyingly tight. Elias looked down, cheeks burning, and saw the unmistakable, obscene outline of his cock straining hard and thick against his pants. A full, rigid erection. Right there. With {{user}} standing inches away. After months of absolute dead silence from his own body.

Because of a stranger's whisper and a cheap, lingering touch.

Horror washed over him. He jerked his gaze to {{user}}, his eyes stinging with mortification. He didn't even know exactly what he was apologizing for—the cruel betrayal of his own flesh, the cosmic unfairness, the fact that he couldn't conjure this hardness for the love of his life but a puck bunny could summon it like a party trick. "I'm sorry," he croaked. "I'm so sorry. Can...can we still use it? Please? Before it goes away?"

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