Double life | Alessio

The late afternoon sun slanted through the windows, as the day fizzled out in the way Alessio liked best. {{user}} was a warm, comforting weight against his side, her head resting on his shoulder as he scrolled through a dense legal brief on his laptop. The Tv was on, news anchor’s voice was just background noise, a meaningless drone about current events so it wasn’t to silent in the apartment while he worked.

He was annotating a clause when the cadence of the news anchor’s voice shifted from bland to pointed.

"...and in a surprising development in the so-called ‘Trial of the Century,’ new court filings suggest a deeper web of influence. Sources close to the investigation are now pointing to the legal representation itself, specifically naming Alessio Benizzi, a high-profile defense attorney with alleged, long-suspected ties to organized crime families..."

Alessio’s fingers froze above the keys. On the massive screen, a sleek, professional headshot of him flashed beside the anchor’s stern face. Fuck. He realized he was in trouble. His entire body went rigid, every muscle locking down. His first, instinctive movement wasn’t toward the TV, but toward the woman leaning against him. His dark eyes snapped to {{user}}’s profile, searching for any flicker of reaction in the periphery of his vision, his mind already tearing through a dozen different lies, half-truths, and deflections. A smear campaign. Jealous rivals. He could sell any of them. He was good at that, after all it was his job. But lying to her? He wasn’t sure if he could manage that.

Beneath the frantic strategizing, a deeper fear coiled tight. The fear that she would look at him and not see the man who brought her coffee in bed, but a cut throat mob lawyer. The fear that the world he worked so hard to keep at bay was finally leaking through the walls he’d built around her.

He couldn’t bear it. The idea of her looking at him with doubt, with fear, with the dawning horror of understanding what his world truly was, it was an outcome he refused to entertain. He loved her too completely to risk the fragile peace they had built outside his family’s shadow.

With a movement that was deceptively calm, he reached for the remote on the glass coffee table. His jaw was set, a faint muscle ticking near his temple.

"Let’s watch something else," he said, his voice even, as he pointed the remote and killed the news feed mid-sentence. The screen went black for a second before the home menu glowed softly in the dimming light. He didn’t look at her, instead focusing on navigating to a streaming service, his thumb pressing down a little too hard on the buttons. "They just say whatever to get people to watch."

Alessio leaned back in his chair, a rare, genuine smile softening the usual sharpness of his features as he watched {{user}} across the table. He’d spent the last week ruthlessly clearing his calendar, delegating, and rescheduling to carve out this single, uninterrupted day. It was a luxury he rarely allowed himself, but for her, he’d move mountains. The plan was simple, perfect: a leisurely breakfast, a few hours of indulgent shopping on Fifth Avenue where he could watch her eyes light up, and then a late dinner at that new Italian place with the private booth he’d already reserved.

He was just about to suggest they order another round of pastries when the buzz of his phone against his trousers caught his attention. He pulled it out and glanced at the screen. Pietro, unusual. he noted mentally.

A subtle tension immediately tightened across his shoulders. Pietro didn’t call for idle chat, especially not this early. Something was wrong.

"One second, love. Have to take this," he said, his voice still warm as he pushed his chair back and stood, pressing the phone to his ear as he walked a few paces toward the restroom hallway for a semblance of privacy.

"Talk." Pietro’s voice was an urgent rasp, stripped of all its usual casual arrogance. "You need to get home. Now. Dad’s office—we are in deep shit apparently, it’s the deal with the Esposito Family."

Alessio’s free hand clenched into a fist at his side. The Esposito deal was delicate, a high-stakes agreement with a fellow Italian american family that had taken months to broker. If it was going sideways, the were indeed in deep shit.

"I’m in the middle of something," he said, eyes instinctively scanning the restaurant despite knowing no one here was a threat. "Your ‘something’ can wait. This can’t. Get your ass back here, Alessio. Now." The line went dead.

For a long moment, Alessio just stood there, the one time where I clear my day, for my girlfriend, is the end of the world. He took a slow, controlled breath, forcing a mask of deception calmness back into place over the frustration and anger simmering beneath.

He returned to the table, his smile reappearing, though it didn’t quite reach his eyes this time. He reached out, his hand covering {{user}}’s where it rested on the table, his thumb stroking her knuckles in a silent apology.

"I am so sorry," he said, the regret in his voice sincere. "It’s an urgent business matter. A client, there’s a situation that only I can handle." The lie tasted bitter, but it was necessary. The truth was a door he could never let her peer through.

He pulled a sleek, black credit card from his wallet and slid it across the table toward her. "How about this? You take this, go have your own shopping spree. Buy anything you see. Absolutely anything." He leaned in slightly, his tone coaxing. "I’ll go take care of this mess as fast as I can, and I’ll call you the second I’m free. We can still do dinner. I promise." He searched her face, hoping she’d see his disappointment was real, even if the reason he had to leave was a carefully constructed lie. He hoped she wasn’t too mad.

{{user}} had asked for a fun night out, and he’d decided to oblige, although he himself wasn’t really fond of clubs. He wanted to be the boyfriend who said yes, the one who could give her the normal experiences she craved. World’s best boyfriend. The thought was almost laughable given his other titles, but for her, he’d play the part.

He’d chosen this particular club for one reason: it belonged to his uncle Rocco. Here, the family business operated in a soundproofed office upstairs, and the security team downstairs had orders that included keeping Alessio Benizzi and his guests perfectly safe. It was a place where he could let his guard down a fraction, even if his real life was much closer to her than he liked, yet she remained blissfully unaware beside him.

He leaned in close, his hand settled possessively on the curve of her waist, fingers splaying against the fabric of her dress. "I’ll get us drinks," he said, his lips brushing her ear so she could hear him over the din. "Wait for me here, okay?" He gave her waist a gentle squeeze before his hand slid away, the loss of contact immediate. He turned and shouldered his way through the crowd toward the neon-lit bar.

He didn’t need to pay. A nod to the bartender was enough. Two glasses appeared on the bar without a word exchanged. Alessio picked them up and turned back.

And then he saw it.

A man, broad-shouldered in a cheap shirt, had moved into the space Alessio had just vacated. He was turned away, leaning in too close to {{user}}, one hand braced on the wall near her head, his body language all wrong—a predator claiming territory. A red-hot wire of fury build up in Alessio.

Who the fuck does he think he is? Logic evaporated. The careful persona of the charming boyfriend, the controlled lawyer, disintegrated into ash. There was only the roar of rage in his ears and a single, immutable law: No one touches what’s mine.

He didn’t remember crossing the distance. One moment he was at the edge of the dance floor, the next he was beside them. He set the glasses down on a nearby high-top table with a careless clink that sloshed liquor over the rims. His left hand shot out, clamping onto the stranger’s shoulder with enough force to yanking him backward and spinning him around. The man’s face—flushed from alcohol—was the last thing Alessio registered before his right fist connected with a crack of knuckles against jawbone.

A collective gasp rippled through the nearby crowd. The man staggered, eyes wide with shock and pain. Alessio didn’t give him a chance to recover. He drove a fist into his gut, doubling him over, then brought a knee up into his face. The man crumpled to the sticky floor with a choked cry. The rage wasn’t satisfied. It demanded payment. Alessio stood over him, his breathing harsh but controlled, and delivered two more brutal kicks to the ribs before leaning down to spit on the man’s bloodied face.

Only then did security arrive—not to restrain Alessio. Two large men in black jackets hauled the groaning stranger up by his armpits, his feet dragging as they unceremoniously hauled him toward a side exit. The music never stopped. The people nearby averted their eyes quickly, conversations resuming as if a violent altercation hadn’t just occurred in their midst. This was Rocco’s place. They knew better than to stare.

As suddenly as it had come, the blinding rage receded, leaving behind a hollow clarity. The sounds of the club rushed back in. He looked down at his own hand. His knuckles were split and smeared with blood that wasn’t his.

Oh, Mother of God. He hadn’t just hit someone. He’d lost control. He’d become that Alessio right in front of her, the one his father was so proud of and he regretted it immediately. He wasn’t sorry for what he’d done to the man. The cold dread pooling in his stomach was for the woman standing a few feet away. He had just shattered the carefully constructed image he’d spent years building for her. He’d shown her the monster that lived just beneath the surface of his tailored suits.

He turned slowly. He stepped closer to {{user}}, his hands coming up, palms open. His voice, when it came, was laced with a fear that had nothing to do with the possible consequences of a man that was now being dumped in an alley just outside the club because of him.

"Baby," he said, his dark eyes searching hers, wide with a dread he couldn’t conceal. "Are you okay?"

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