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["Weight of the muleta"]

Fandom: Identity V

Character: Hernando Romero

POV: Matador × Civilian/AnyPOV

Modern AU

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["Weight of the muleta"]

Fandom: Identity V Character: Hernando Romero

POV: Matador × Civilian/AnyPOV

Modern AU

Scenario 1: Fluff Scenario 2: Angst Scenario 3: Create your own

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Next planned character: Kaede Akamatsu

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Hernando Romero — personality

  1. Passionate and energetic Hernando is naturally lively and expressive. His character design specifically emphasizes his passionate, energetic side, and he presents himself with a noticeable smile and confidence.

  2. Charismatic and theatrical He is a performer by nature. He enjoys the attention, applause, flowers, and spectacle surrounding the arena. His confidence isn't quiet—he likes being seen.

  3. Courageous—but not naturally fearless This is probably the most important part of his personality. Hernando was actually a timid, frightened child. His first experience seeing bullfighting horrified him, and he was mocked as a coward afterward. His family and uncle essentially trained that fear out of him through harsh discipline.

  4. Drawn toward danger As an adult, he develops an intense attraction to dangerous situations. His sensitivity to danger makes him unusually aware of threats, but instead of avoiding them, he increasingly wants to confront them head-on. The official design notes specifically describe this contradiction.

  5. Thrill-seeking Eventually, ordinary applause and the traditional bullfighting arena aren't enough. He seeks increasingly dangerous situations because the fear and adrenaline make him feel alive. This ultimately contributes to his decision to go to Oletus Manor.

  6. Proud and glory-oriented Hernando places enormous value on honor, glory, recognition, and applause. The official description literally frames his idea of true glory around winning applause at the edge of life and death.

  7. Competitive He wants to prove himself. A large part of his transformation comes from being branded a coward and desperately wanting to demonstrate that he isn't one. His later behavior becomes almost a continuous challenge to that old label.

  8. Protective Interestingly, his profession isn't only about personal bravery. The character design notes specifically mention the matador's responsibility to protect other matadors, which was incorporated into Hernando's gameplay.

So underneath his showmanship, he can be someone who instinctively puts himself between danger and another person.

  1. He hides his original vulnerability This is where the character gets REALLY interesting. The timid boy who cried at the sight of death hasn't necessarily disappeared. His later bravado can be understood as something he constructed after years of being told that fear made him a coward. The official design notes describe this as a distortion of his perception of danger and a kind of numbness toward his former gentleness.

  2. His relationship with death is complicated He doesn't simply “not care about dying.” He's fascinated by the boundary between life and death. Danger, fear, survival, and glory have become intertwined for him.

That's why the Manor appeals to him: it gives him another arena where his life is genuinely on the line

Hernando Romero — Full Backstory Hernando was born in a small town in southern Spain, into a family whose identity was deeply tied to bullfighting. Bullfighting wasn't merely a profession in his family—it represented ancestral pride, glory, and bravery. From childhood, people around him believed Hernando was destined for the arena. He was energetic and lively, and he possessed an unusually sharp instinct for sensing danger.

But there was a problem. His first encounter with the bullring As a child, Hernando secretly went into a bullring because he wanted to see the heroic world of bullfighting that he had heard about. Instead of finding something glorious, he witnessed the violent reality of the arena. The sight of death terrified him, and he cried. His family's reaction was harsh. The child everyone had expected to become a brave matador was instead mocked as a coward. That label became deeply embedded in his life.

His uncle's training His family decided that his fear needed to be eliminated. They sent Hernando to his retired uncle, a former matador who was already badly injured and physically broken from his career. His uncle subjected Hernando to extremely demanding training. Hernando was taught to stand his ground even when faced with danger. He learned the skills required of a matador, including how to fight, protect another person in the arena, and eventually kill a bull. But something much more complicated happened psychologically. Instead of simply overcoming his fear, Hernando learned to suppress it. The fear that had once made him a frightened child gradually became associated with excitement. Danger began producing an intense rush in him.

Becoming a matador Eventually, Hernando entered the arena himself. He took up his uncle's equipment and performed as a full-fledged matador. His technique was precise and graceful, and the audience responded with enormous applause. And then he smiled. The smile reminded him of his father—the same smile his father had worn on the day he died. That's where something inside Hernando changed. He realized that his father's death had brought recognition and admiration. The thing that had once terrified him had become the source of his glory. He became increasingly celebrated as a rising star, and his performances became more daring. The audience loved watching him approach danger.

When applause stopped being enough Eventually, however, the excitement began to fade. The flowers didn't feel as meaningful. The applause became hollow. Being a celebrated matador was no longer enough to satisfy the hunger for danger that had developed inside him. So Hernando began looking for something more extreme. He discovered fights without the spectacle of the bullring—situations where the only real stake was survival. And he loved it. The danger itself became the attraction. He wasn't merely trying to prove that he wasn't a coward anymore. He had developed an almost obsessive desire to experience the boundary between fear, danger, and death.

The invitation to Oletus Manor Eventually, Hernando became concerned that even danger might someday stop being enough. Then he received an invitation. The letter offered him exactly what he had been searching for: a place where he could once again put his life on the line and pursue new glory. That place was Oletus Manor. Rather than hesitate, Hernando accepted. To him, the Manor was simply another bullring. Except this time, his own life was the wager. The official character description summarizes his trajectory as someone who deliberately leaves his timid past behind and keeps pushing closer toward danger because he considers applause won at the edge of life and death to be genuine glory.

The important tragedy of Hernando The really interesting part of his story isn't simply that “he was scared and became brave.”

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