Domenico ☆ vampiress and priest

The stone slabs of the floor dug into his knees, but Domenico didn’t dare rise. The pain was necessary. The pain was an anchor, keeping his reason from finally drifting away into the murky waters of delusion. The cell smelled of cooled wax and old paper, but through that musty spirit of sanctity broke another scent — phantom-like, disturbing. The smell of a storm that would not break.

“Pater noster, qui es in caelis...” he whispered, clutching the wooden rosary beads until his knuckles turned white.

The words of the prayer, which usually flowed like a cool stream, now stuck in his throat like dry dust. When he closed his eyes, it was not the face of Christ that arose before him, but a pale silhouette standing in the doorway of the church. That woman. During the day, she had stood at the threshold of the Church of the Holy Gifts, as if held back by an invisible wall. He had seen her hand touch the doorframe and instantly recoil, as though it had been scalding iron. She had fled before he could descend from the pulpit, leaving only a draft in her wake — and a strange emptiness in his chest, as though something had been ripped from between his ribs, something that had always been there.

Domenico sighed heavily and opened his eyes. The flame of the lone candle flickered, stretching into a thin, trembling thread.

The house was quiet, but it was not the blessed silence of a monastery. It was the silence of a beast lying in wait. A floorboard creaked in the hallway. Or was it the wind? No, no wind. The shutters were sealed tight.

He rose from his knees, straightened his cassock, feeling the fabric cling to the sweat-dampened skin of his back. His heart pounded, heavy and muffled, beating in his temples. “It’s just exhaustion,” he told himself, picking up the heavy metal flashlight from the table. “Temptation through fear. The devil plays with shadows.”

But his fingers trembled as he pressed the switch. A yellow beam sliced through the thick darkness of the corridor. Empty. Only a crucifix on the wall cast a long, broken shadow.

Domenico moved toward the exit into the garden. His intuition — the same one his father had called “foolishness” and Prior Stefano had called “oversensitivity” — screamed. It demanded something heavier than a crucifix. A sword? Where had that thought come from? He pushed it away, making the sign of the cross, and pushed open the heavy oak door.

The night air struck his face with a chill, with the scent of damp earth and the basil he had planted along the wall. The flashlight beam danced over the rosebushes, picking out gnarled branches that looked like clawed hands.

A rustle. To the left, by the old olive tree.

Domenico spun sharply, aiming the light toward the sound.

“Who’s there?” His voice shook, breaking into a rasp. “Signore?”

The beam of light caught a figure in the darkness.

He froze. The flashlight wavered in his hand, the beam sliding down to the hem of a dress, then upward again, revealing a face. It was her. The same one who had fled from the holy walls earlier that day.

But now she looked different. More terrifying. And... more beautiful.

Domenico felt his stomach twist into a knot. In the flashlight’s glow, her eyes did not reflect the light like those of a cat or a dog. They burned with their own, inner fire — deep, crimson, like wine in a chalice during the Eucharist. That glow was unnatural; it defied everything he had learned in seminary. It was the gaze of a predator, looking at its prey.

But instead of running, instead of shouting and waking Padre Stefano, Domenico took a step forward. His legs moved of their own accord, obeying not logic, but some ancient, forgotten instinct. He felt as though he knew that gaze. As if he had seen it a thousand times — in nightmares, or in another life.

He saw agony in those red eyes. Inhuman hunger, mixed with human despair.

“Signora...” he breathed, lowering the flashlight slightly so as not to blind her — but not daring to turn it off completely. “You... you came.”

He swallowed thick saliva. His throat was dry. He ought to be reciting the prayer for the expulsion of demons. He ought to be raising the cross. But instead, he looked at her with a kind of painful, sacrificial tenderness.

“Are you in pain?” he asked softly, his voice taking on that same confessional gentleness that made the parishioners love him. “I saw you today. You wanted to come in, but you couldn’t.”

He took another cautious step, as if approaching a wounded wild animal that could tear his throat out at any moment. The silver crucifix on his chest caught a dim glint of light. Domenico could feel the pulse throbbing in his neck — fast, desperate. He knew she could hear that rhythm.

“Tell me, my daughter...” he faltered, the word daughter catching on his tongue, sounding out of place, false in the presence of this being. “Tell me... what torments your soul? The Lord is merciful. There is no sin that cannot be washed away... even if that sin is as black as the night itself.”

He extended a hand toward her — palm up, in a gesture of invitation and submission. The sleeve of his cassock pulled back, baring his wrist where hot, living blood pulsed beneath the skin.

“I will listen,” he whispered, looking into her burning eyes, feeling ice-cold terror mix in his gut with a sinful, unbearable heat. “I will not turn you away.”

The air smelled of an approaching storm, wet basil, and the ancient stone of the monastery wall. The darkness of the garden was as thick as wine in a chalice, but Domenico saw only the pale blur of her face.

Her fingers were resting in his palm. Ice-cold. Deathly cold, as if she had just touched snow on the Alpine peaks — though it was a warm Italian spring. His own hand, rough from gardening, calloused at the tips, closed around hers reflexively. Not to hold—but to warm.

Lord, why is she so cold? As if there’s no life in her... Or is it that all the life is in me, and it's flowing out now through my fingertips, trying to fill her emptiness? Is this physics, or the metaphysics of sin? I’m burning. Beneath the cassock, beneath the skin, in the marrow of my bones. This is not the fire of prayer. This is the pyre I’ve climbed onto myself.

He looked at her lips. They were moving, forming words, but the meaning slipped away, scattered like dry leaves. He saw only the shape. The curve. The way the moisture gleamed on her lower lip. The brief flicker of something sharp—predatory, terrifying, and endlessly alluring.

Succubus. You came for my soul. But why, when I look at you, do I feel not fear, but longing? So ancient, so vast it doesn’t fit into one human lifetime. I think I missed you before I was even born. Before I donned this robe. Before the world itself was made.

She spoke softly, and yet each word vibrated inside his ribcage, striking him from within like strings played on a forbidden instrument.

Loneliness isn’t when no one is near. Loneliness is when you are near, but I cannot touch you the way my blood demands. I want to unfasten this collar. I want to press your hands to my neck, right where the pulse beats. Bite me. Drink this heat — I don’t need it, not if it’s not for you. God, I’m losing my mind. This is madness. It’s the devil’s illusion.

Domenico swallowed, his Adam’s apple bobbing with tension, betraying his turmoil. He knew the Church's teachings. He knew he should pull away, cross himself, recite Pater Noster. But instead, his thumb stroked the icy skin of her hand — gently, like a prayer.

I know you, and I don’t know you. My soul reaches for yours, for the chill of it, like a man lost in the desert reaching for water. Is this what the Fall looks like? So beautiful, so painful? Lord, You created each of us with a missing half... Let me see that what I feel is not lust or Satan’s trickery. Tell me this feeling is pure. Because if it is filth — why does it shine brighter than the altar?

She fell silent. The hush that followed was deafening. Only the cicadas chirring and the wild pounding of his own heart — which now threatened to shatter his ribs. He realized he was gazing at her too intently, too much like a man, forgetting his humility, forgetting his station. There was no priest now in that stare — only a soldier who had lost his home.

He blinked, snapping back to the reality where he was Padre Ricci, and she ... was a strange, unsettling parishioner who never stepped inside the church.

“Forgive me, signora,” Domenico said hoarsely, and his own voice sounded foreign to him, cracked and brittle. Forcing himself, he let go of her cold hand — and immediately felt a phantom ache of loss.

He hid his hands inside the wide sleeves of the cassock, gripping his wrists until his knuckles turned white, trying to still the trembling.

“I...” His eyes fell to the rosebush he’d pruned that morning. Thorns. Nothing but thorns.

"Yes, this is sin, Signora. What you speak of...” He lowered his voice to the soft, velvet half-whisper that his parishioners knew so well — the one that carried a thread of pleading.

“It’s a pity you never enter the church. The confessional...” his voice dipped even quieter, like a secret wrapped in candle smoke, “it will hide you — if you’re afraid of being recognized.”

It will hide us. The screen between us is the only thing now saving me from falling to my knees before you. Miserere nobis... Lord, have mercy on us.

In the dining room of Signor Chianti’s villa, it was as stifling as the depths of hell. The air was thick with the scent of expensive cigars, heavy perfume, and the booming, echoing laughter of the host that bounced off the high ceilings and battered one’s ears. Domenico sat on the edge of a carved chair, as straight as a drawn bowstring, his fingers clenched so tightly on his knees that the knuckles had turned white. His black cassock looked like a blot of mourning amid the silks and velvets of the bohemian gathering around the table.

Father Stefano, citing gout, had sent him here to "save lost souls," but Domenico felt less like a shepherd than a lamb led to slaughter.

"And now — the highlight of the evening! Bistecca alla fiorentina!" roared Giorgio Chianti, as servants brought in massive platters.

The meat had barely been touched by fire. Red juices, thick and dark, pooled on the porcelain plates like sacrificial blood. The smell of seared flesh and raw iron filled Domenico’s nostrils. His stomach — twisted by the third day of strict fasting — clenched and lurched with nausea. He saw the man beside him plunge a knife into the meat, and pink fluid splattered across the tablecloth.

His vision dimmed.

“Excuse me,”he whispered, not expecting to be heard in the din, and rose sharply.

The corridor met him with blessed coolness and shadow. Domenico stumbled into the bathroom, locked the door, and pressed his forehead to the cold mirror, careful not to meet his own gaze. Miserere mei, Deus... He turned the tap on full, splashing his face with icy water, washing away the sweat that smelled of incense and someone else’s sin. He just needed to breathe. Just needed to still the trembling in his hands.

A minute later, after drying his face with a coarse towel, he adjusted his collar, drew a deep breath, and pressed the door handle.

He stepped out too suddenly. And nearly knocked over a woman standing in the shadowed hallway.

Domenico recoiled, instinctively pressing a hand to his chest where the silver cross rested beneath his cassock.

“Scusi, signora, I was careless...” he began, lifting his gaze — and the words caught in his throat like dry bread.

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In the dim light of the corridor, she looked like a vision from another century. She wore a dress — dark and high-necked, made of heavy fabric that swallowed the light. It seemed oddly old-fashioned for the Roaring Twenties, devoid of the shameless openness modern women favored. It should have calmed the priest. It should have won his approval.

He wanted to say something pious. To commend her modesty, so rare in Signor Chianti’s house.

But instead of prayer, fire flared in his mind.

His gaze, against his will, slid over her, catching on details he had no right to notice. He saw how the heavy fabric, like a second skin, cupped her chest, tracing its shape with frightening, sinful precision. How her corset tapered in, accentuating a waist, and how the skirt flowed gently over her hips, suggesting the curves of the body hidden beneath.

It was a spell. A temptation.

In his chest, where the liturgy should have been, blood pounded — hot, loud, demanding. It seemed to him that he knew this silhouette — not as a priest knows a parishioner, but as a man knows a woman he has touched in the dark. The feeling was wild, irrational, tinged with ashes and steel, and it terrified him to the point of madness.

He smelled her — but not perfume. No. She carried the scent of winter wind and something sweet and fading, like lilies wilting at the altar.

Domenico swallowed thickly, shame flooding his neck and ears with heat. He should have looked away. He should have crossed himself. But he stood there, paralyzed, staring at the pale strip of skin above her collar, and the fingers grasping the rosary in his pocket trembled.

"Signora..." His voice dropped to a hoarse whisper, vibrating in the silence. “Your dress... it’s... quite devout.”

A lie.

There was not a drop of piety in his thoughts — only the darkness he had tried so hard to lock away, now clawing at its cage, begging to fall at her feet.

The soil beneath his fingernails was black and damp, smelling of moisture and, for some reason, decay. Domenico drove the trowel into the rosemary bed with force, as if trying to pry open the chest of the earth itself.

He had been fasting strictly for three days. Only water and dry bread. His stomach cramped with hunger, his head swam, but none of it compared to the leaden weight pressing on his chest from within.

Giulia Forza.

He closed his eyes, and the darkness behind his lids flared into memory. A week ago. A shaft of sunlight pierced the stained glass, painting the floor blood-red. Giulia laughed, adjusting the lace at her wrist. Her fingers—warm, sticky with nervousness—had touched his hand just above the cuff of his cassock.

“Padre, I’ve been having these dreams... You must help me understand them.”

He had drawn back. Politely, coldly, just as his father had taught him. “Pray, my daughter.”

Three days later, she was found in her own bed. The doctors mumbled something about “sudden anemia”, about a heart that had simply stopped. She was as white as the marble altar. Not a drop of blood. As if life had been sucked from her through a straw.

Domenico exhaled, a faint cloud of vapor erupting from his mouth, though the evening was warm.

And then there was the widow Fortelli. A plump, rosy-cheeked woman who had brought him a basket of figs. She leaned in too low while setting it on the table, deliberately exposing the cross on her chest. The smell of overripe figs and cheap perfume hit his nose, making him nauseous. She smiled, revealing a gold tooth, and told him he was too thin, that he needed “a woman’s touch.”

Domenico had retreated to the wall, clutching the crucifix beneath his cassock so hard the silver bit into his skin.

She was found in her armchair. In her hand — a half-drunk glass of wine. Her face was gray, like the ash from the thurible. Again, no blood on the floor, but the body was drained, like an old wineskin.

“Miserere nobis...” he murmured, wiping sweat from his forehead with a dirtied hand. The soil left a black streak on his temple, like a brand.

He felt like a plague-bearer. As if even his shadow carried death. He had prayed for their souls until his knees went numb, until his tongue turned to wood — but God remained silent. And the silence of Heaven was more terrifying than any curse.

The wind shifted. The sweetish scent of rotting leaves and damp soil vanished. In its place came another aroma — cold, metallic, like the air before a storm, mixed with something ancient, like the smell of dried flowers left in a crypt.

Domenico froze. The hair on his arms stood on end beneath his cassock. The garden shears slipped from his weakening fingers, thudding dully against the stone.

He knew he was not alone.

That feeling had haunted him all month. A stare boring into the back of his neck during sermons. A shadow flitting between the chapel pillars as he extinguished the candles. A cold breath at his neck in the empty confessional.

Slowly, as though in a dream, he lifted his head.

She was standing by the old ivy-clad stone wall.

The moon, just now emerging from behind the clouds, lit her figure. She didn’t move. It seemed she didn’t breathe at all. Her stillness was unnatural, predatory — like a viper poised to strike.

Memory clicked into place in his mind — sharp and treacherous — piecing together fragments of a mosaic.

When Signora Forza had touched his hand... in the far corner of the church, near the statue of the Sorrowful Madonna, this silhouette had flickered.

When the widow Fortelli brought the figs... he’d seen that pale profile in the sacristy window, just for a second, before he blinked.

She had been there. Every time.

Domenico rose with effort from his knees. His legs trembled — and not just from hunger. His heart pounded against his ribs like a bird trapped in a cage, each beat bringing physical pain. Fear mixed with something else — dark and viscous — rising from deep in his belly, sending hot blood rushing to his face.

“You...” His voice cracked, emerging hoarse and pitiful. “You're the one who comes for them.”

She took a step forward. The grass beneath her feet didn’t even bend.

Domenico stumbled back, fingers seeking the wooden beads of the rosary at his belt. His dirt-caked fingers trembled as they fumbled through the beads, but the prayer caught in his throat. He was staring at her lips. In the moonlight, they looked black.

“Vade retro...” he began, but the Latin words crumbled to dust.

He was supposed to hate her. She was a killer. A monster stealing life. But instead of righteous anger, he felt a chasm open within him. He wanted to fall to his knees before her — not in prayer, but in surrender. He was drawn to her with a force that defied all divine and human law.

“Why?” he whispered, staring into her eyes, dark as well-water. “Why do you kill them?”

He knew the answer. Somewhere deep in his torn and desperate soul, he knew — and the knowledge seared him. Jealousy. Wild, inhuman, bloody jealousy — of a creature that believed he belonged to her.

She stepped closer. He could now see the pallor of her skin, so flawless it seemed unreal. Domenico pressed his back against the rough bark of the olive tree. There was nowhere to run. And he didn’t want to run.

“It’s you,” he whispered, feeling the sting of tears — of helplessness and some inexplicable grief — rising to his eyes. “The devil in the flesh. A succubus.”

He waited for her to attack. To tear out his throat like she had done with those women. He even, to his own horror, tilted his head slightly back, baring his neck — offering himself, just to end the torment, this maddening hunger that wasn’t for food.