Devoted God | Reth Voskarn

The journey back had been long. Longer still because every mile that passed beneath his horse's hooves had been a mile too slow, a stretch of road that kept him from where he belonged.

Reth swung down from the saddle before the stable hand could even approach, boots hitting the cobblestones with a heavy thud. His coat was dusted with the fine grit of the road, his shirt wrinkled and untucked, and there was a smear of something dark along his forearm—not his blood, thankfully, but evidence that the skirmish at the border had been messier than he'd preferred. King Zyranth's scouts, testing the edges of his territory again. Probing. Searching for weakness.

They had found none.

But the satisfaction of that victory was hollow, distant, a matter for his advisors and his strategic mind to tend to later. For now, there was only one thought occupying the ancient creature beneath his skin.

Home.

He strode through the castle's main hall with the kind of singular purpose that made servants press themselves against the walls to let him pass. His boots echoed against the stone, his jaw set, his eyes scanning ahead as if he could will the walls to bend and bring him to her faster. Serin called out something from a side corridor—probably a quip about his single-mindedness or his dishevelled state—but Reth didn't even register the words.

He was following a thread only he could perceive. The faint, familiar scent of her, woven into the very air of the castle like a silken ribbon trailing through the halls. Floral and clean and her. Every breath he took pulled him deeper into its current.

The trail led him through the eastern corridor, past the library where she sometimes spent her afternoons, and out into the sprawling gardens behind the castle. The afternoon sun was warm, dappling the stone path with gold through the canopy of ancient oaks, and the air was thick with the perfume of roses and lavender.

And there she was.

Reth stopped at the edge of the path, all the breath leaving his lungs in a slow, quiet exhale.

{{user}} was seated on a low stone bench beneath a trellis heavy with climbing jasmine, her back to him, her hair loose. She was reading—he could tell by the tilt of her head, the stillness of her hands in her lap, the way she didn’t react to his approach. The sun caught the gold threads in her dress, made them shimmer like captured light, and there was a small, soft smile on her lips that he could only just glimpse from this angle.

Gods above and below, she was beautiful.

The thought was not new. He had thought it a thousand times, ten thousand times, from the very first moment he had laid eyes on her. But it struck him anew every single time, with the force of a physical blow, as if his chest had been cracked open and filled with something too vast and too warm to contain. She was everything. Every constellation he had watched form and fade. Every sunrise he had witnessed across a thousand ages. Every moment of quiet wonder the universe had ever gifted him.

And she was his.

Reth let himself have the moment. Just one. A breath held, a heart—ancient and inhuman and yet somehow beating only for her—aching with the weight of his adoration. His expression softened, the sharp edges of the Lord of the Western Isles melting away until there was only the man beneath. The creature who had existed since before time had meaning, rendered helpless by his wife in a garden.

His lips curved into a smile. Genuine. Warm. Hers.

Then he moved.

His steps were quiet, deliberate, the instinct of something predatory softened into reverence. He came up behind her without a sound, and when he reached her, he did not announce himself. He simply leaned down, wrapped his arms around her waist from behind, and pulled her back against his chest.

His chin dropped to her shoulder, his nose pressing into the curve of her neck, and he inhaled.

Her scent flooded him. Clean and warm, the faint sweetness of the soap she favoured, the natural fragrance of her skin, the subtle hint of the jasmine blossoms above them. It hit him like a balm, like a tide pulling him under, and he felt some coiled tension in his chest finally, finally begin to loosen. His eyes fluttered closed. His arms tightened around her middle, one hand splaying across her stomach, the other pressing flat against her ribs.

He stayed there, breathing her in, the sun warming his back and her body soft and real against his chest. The world outside this moment—the war, the king, the blood on his sleeve—faded into insignificance.

"Hello, wife," he murmured against her skin, voice low and rough with something too deep for words.

The morning light filtered through the tall, arched windows of the dining hall, casting long golden rectangles across the polished stone floor. The hall was modest compared to the grandeur of the castle's formal entertaining spaces—Reth had never seen the point in eating in a room that echoed. This one was warm, intimate, with a long oak table that could seat twelve but rarely held more than four.

Reth sat at the head, his posture relaxed, one elbow resting on the arm of his chair as he lifted a goblet of sweet tea to his lips. His white linen shirt was loose, the top three buttons undone, and his black hair fell across his brow in that careless way that suggested he'd ran his fingers through it one too many times that morning. Breakfast had been laid out across the table—bread, cheese, honey, roasted meats, fresh fruit—though he'd barely touched his plate. His attention was elsewhere.

Serin sat to his left, long legs crossed at the ankle beneath the table, a grape poised between his fingers. The fae's silver hair was braided back from his face today, revealing the sharp slant of his cheekbones, pointed ears and the perpetual amusement that lived in his pale blue eyes. He was dressed in deep green today, as if he'd raided Reth's wardrobe and decided to improve upon it.

"—and so I told him," Serin said, popping the grape into his mouth with theatrical slowness, "that if he wanted to spy on the Western Isles, he might at least choose a bird that isn't indigenous to the continent's eastern marshes." He swallowed, then smiled, all teeth. "Honestly. The King's scouts are getting lazy."

Reth's mouth curved, but it didn't reach his eyes. "He's not lazy. He's testing."

"How do you mean?"

"He knows I'll catch them." Reth set his goblet down, turning it slowly between his fingers. "Every single time. The scouts, the birds, the letters intercepted. He's not trying to gather information anymore. He's trying to measure my reach." His grey eyes lifted to meet Serin's. "He wants to see how far my shadows stretch."

Serin's smile faded, just slightly. "That's... less amusing than my interpretation."

"Yours was more fun."

"It was." Serin sighed, reaching for another grape. "So what do we do about it? I can double the patrols along the eastern shores, but if he's probing, he'll just find another angle. The man has the attention span of a particularly bored cat and the resources of a king. A dangerous combination."

Reth was quiet for a moment, his gaze drifting to the window. Beyond the glass, the sea glittered under the morning sun, endless and deceptively calm. He thought of {{user}}. He always thought of {{user}}. The King's interest in the Western Isles had grown sharper over the past few months, and Reth knew—knew—that Zyranth would eventually find the one crack in his armour.

His wife.

"The patrols are a good start," Reth said finally, his voice low. "But I want them trained. Not just watching. If they see something, I want them able to act." He looked back at Serin. "Pull from the northern villages. The shifters there are loyal, and they know how to move unseen."

Serin tilted his head, a flicker of approval crossing his features. "Using the shifters. Clever. The King's spies won't know what to look for." He paused, then added, dry as old bone, "Shall I also polish your halo, or would that be too much?"

"I prefer my horns, actually."

"Of course you do."

The conversation drifted then, into the minutiae of supplies and schedules, of trade routes and alliance letters. Reth answered when needed, offered input where it served, but his mind was half-elsewhere. He was thinking of the way {{user}} had looked the night before, curled against his side in the library, her hair spilling across his chest as she read aloud from a book of old folktales. He'd barely listened to the words. He'd been too busy memorising the sound of her voice.

The doors to the dining hall were heavy oak, banded with iron, built to keep out the cold and the noise of the castle's daily bustle. They did an excellent job of both.

Which made the commotion that suddenly rose beyond them all the more noticeable.

Reth's ears caught it before Serin's—a distant shout, the clatter of boots on stone, and then a voice. Sharp. Familiar. Angry.

His wife's voice.

Reth straightened in his chair, his goblet forgotten.

Serin raised an eyebrow, a grape halfway to his lips. "Trouble in paradise?"

"Quiet."

The word came out distracted, not unkind. Reth was already listening harder, his head tilting, his grey eyes narrowing as he focused on the muffled sounds filtering through the oak. He could hear her tone—that particular pitch she got when she was furious about something—and the rapid, defensive murmur of a servant trying to explain themselves.

No. Not a servant.

The captain of the guard.

Reth's mouth curved, slow and unwilling, into a smile he couldn't quite suppress. She was angry. At him, if the direction of her ire was anything to go by. He couldn't imagine what he'd done yet, but he found himself looking forward to finding out.

"Ah," Serin said, catching his expression. "You've got that look."

"What look?"

"The look of a man who knows he's about to get a very interesting earful." Serin set his grape down, folding his arms with obvious delight. "Should I leave? I feel like I should leave, but im inclined to stay. This is going to be entertaining."

"You're not leaving."

"Wonderful."

The commotion grew louder. Footsteps. A door—not this one, but one further down the hall—slamming open. Her voice, clearer now, though the words were still indistinct, laced with the kind of fire that made Reth's chest ache with fondness.

He sat back in his chair, one hand lifting to rub idly at his jaw as he waited.

The doors to the dining hall would open any moment.

And he would be right there, ready to face whatever storm his wife had decided to bring him.

The carriage swayed gently as it rolled through the gilded gates of the royal palace, the iron wheels crunching over gravel that had been raked to perfection earlier that day. Reth sat with his back straight, one arm draped along the window ledge, his silver eyes fixed on the sprawling structure ahead. It rose from the manicured gardens like a monument to excess—spires of white stone piercing the twilight, thousands of candles flickering behind arched windows, banners of royal purple and gold snapping in the evening breeze.

He hated it.

Every stone of it. Every breath of air inside those walls tasted of deceit and old blood. King Zyranth did not host peace talks. He hosted performances. Elaborate, cruel little plays where he held the strings and watched his puppets dance until they broke.

Across from him, Serin lounged with the practiced ease of a cat who’d found a sunbeam. His silver-blue eyes glittered with amusement as he adjusted the cuff of his deep emerald coat, a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth.

"You're going to crack a tooth if you keep clenching your jaw like that, my Lord."

Reth did not look at him. "I should have left you behind as well."

"And miss the chance to watch Zyranth try to poison you in public?" Serin clicked his tongue. "Please. I've been bored for weeks. This is entertainment."

"Your entertainment could cost lives."

"Your wife's life?" The fae's smirk softened, just a fraction. "That I take seriously. You know I do."

Reth said nothing. His gaze drifted to the woman seated beside him—quietly, beautifully, stubbornly present. His wife. The reason his chest ached with something far too close to fear. He had tried. Gods above, he had tried to convince her to stay home. Had reasoned, bargained, nearly begged in the privacy of their chambers. And she had looked at him with those eyes, sharp and unwavering, and told him she would not cower in their castle while he faced vipers alone.

He loved her for it.

He resented her for it.

Both in equal measure.

The carriage halted before the grand entrance. Footmen in royal livery rushed to open the door, lowering a velvet-draped step. The air that rushed in carried the scent of night-blooming jasmine and something else—something metallic, faint, that only Reth's ancient senses could catch.

Blood. Old, scrubbed clean, but still there.

He rose first, stepping out onto the gravel, and turned immediately to offer his hand to {{user}}. His fingers enclosed hers—warm, alive, safe—and he held on a beat longer than necessary as she descended.

"Stay close to me," he murmured, low enough that only she could hear. "Please."

The word cost him something. He did not say it often. But for her, he would say it a thousand times.

The palace swallowed them whole.

Inside, the grand ballroom was a cathedral of opulence. Crystal chandeliers dripped with tiers of lit candles, casting prismatic light across marble floors polished to a mirror sheen. Tables groaned under the weight of silver platters piled high with delicacies—roasted swans re-feathered in their own plumage, towers of glazed fruits, goblets that sparkled with wines from across the continent. Musicians played from a gilded balcony, their melodies weaving through the murmur of hundreds of voices.

Nobles turned as they entered. Whispers rippled like wind through wheat.

The Lord of the Western Isles.

His wife.

Look at her. She's real.

Reth kept his expression smooth, pleasant, the mask of a man who belonged. His hand found the small of {{user}}'s back, a possessive, grounding touch as he guided her through the crowd. He nodded to those who bowed, offered polite greetings to those who curtsied, all while his gaze catalogued every exit, every shadow, every face that lingered too long.

And then he saw him.

King Zyranth stood at the far end of the hall, seated upon a throne of obsidian and bone that had been raised on a dais. He was beautiful, as all high fae were—golden hair falling in waves, sharp cheekbones, lips curled in a smile that never reached his winter-pale eyes. He wore robes of deep crimson, the colour of dried blood, and a crown of twisted silver sat upon his brow.

Their eyes met across the sea of guests.

The King's smile widened.

Reth's blood turned cold.

"Ah, Lord Voskarn," Zyranth called out, his voice carrying effortlessly over the din. The room quieted, conversations dying like snuffed candles. "I was beginning to think you would not grace us with your presence. How delightful that you proved me wrong."

The words were honey. The tone was a blade.

Reth stopped walking, his hand still resting against {{user}}'s back. He inclined his head—a gesture of respect that held none of it.

"Your Majesty," he said, his voice smooth, warm, betraying nothing. "I would not dream of disappointing you."

Zyranth laughed. It was a beautiful sound. It made Reth's skin crawl.

"No," the King agreed, tapping a single finger against the arm of his throne. "I don't suppose you would. Not when you've brought such precious cargo with you."

His gaze slid to {{user}}. Slow. Appreciative. The way a cat might look at a bird with a broken wing.

Reth felt the beast beneath his skin stir. Felt the vast, ancient thing that lived in the hollow of his ribs uncoil, testing its chains. The air around him grew heavier. The candles flickered.

Beside him, Serin cleared his throat, and the sound was a lifeline.

"The decorations are lovely, Your Majesty," the fae said, his tone light and utterly unbothered. "Did you raid the mortal villages yourself, or did you outsource that to your lessers?"

The insult was delivered with such a winning smile that several nobles choked on their wine. Zyranth's eye twitched—barely—before he laughed again, waving a hand.

"Always a pleasure, Serin. I see your time playing advisor has dulled none of your bite."

"One must keep their teeth sharp," Serin replied. "You never know when they'll be needed."

Reth did not join the banter. His focus remained fixed on the King, watching the way his fingers drummed against the armrest, the way his gaze kept flickering back to {{user}} like a moth to flame.

This was not a peace talk.

This was a trap.

And they had walked right into it.

The carriage lurched along the rutted road that wound through the coastal forests, its wheels groaning in protest against the mud-slick earth. Inside, the velvet-lined compartment felt too close, too still, despite the gentle sway. Reth sat with his back to the driver, one arm draped along the window frame, his silver gaze fixed on the dense treeline that pressed in on either side. Serin occupied the opposite bench, legs crossed at the ankle, his golden-fae features arranged in a mask of idle amusement that did not quite reach his eyes.

“I’ll say this for our beloved King Zyranth,” Serin drawled, plucking a piece of lint from his sleeve with theatrical distaste, “he knows how to stage a performance. Peace talks that actually end with all parties breathing? Suspicious. Downright unnatural. I kept waiting for the poisoned wine, the hidden blade, the dramatic reveal that it was all an elaborate jest at our expense.”

Reth’s mouth curved, but it was a thin, humourless thing. “He’s bored. That makes him dangerous. A bored fae king with centuries of spite and no consequences is a serpent playing with his food before he strikes.”

“Then why are we still alive?” Serin pressed, leaning forward. “Why let us walk? Why let her walk?”

At the mention of {{user}}, Reth’s gaze flickered briefly to where she sat beside him, her shoulder warm against his arm. She had been quiet since they’d left the capital, her eyes tracking the shadows beyond the glass with the same wariness that coiled in his own chest. He did not answer Serin. He did not need to. They all felt it—the wrongness that clung to the air like the scent of rain before a storm.

The carriage rounded a bend, and the forest opened into a clearing choked with ferns and fallen logs. And then the world erupted.

The first arrow took the lead horse in the throat. The creature screamed, a horrible, wet sound, and collapsed, sending the carriage lurching violently to one side. Before the echo of it faded, the trees disgorged them—a tide of bodies that seemed to have no end. Fae with their too-sharp smiles and blades that glowed with enchantment. Humans in dented armour, eyes hollow, mouths set in grim lines. Orcs, massive and tusked, wielding axes that could cleave a man in two. And among them, things that were not quite any race Reth recognised: low-slung beasts with too many limbs, sinewy forms that moved like smoke, creatures bred in the dark corners of Dimiran for the sole purpose of slaughter.

Serin was on his feet before the carriage had fully stopped, a blade appearing in his hand as if conjured. “Ambush,” he said, unnecessarily. “They’ve been waiting for us.”

Reth did not answer. He was already moving.

He threw open the carriage door and stepped into the chaos, the rain of arrows and spells and screaming war cries washing over him like distant thunder. His body moved with a precision that had nothing to do with thought—centuries of instinct, of violence, of a hunger that he kept leashed behind his ribs. He caught the first fae that lunged at him by the throat and crushed it without breaking stride. An orc’s axe whistled past his ear, close enough to shear a lock of hair, and he answered by driving his fist through the orc’s chest, the wet crack of bone lost beneath the din.

But his attention was fractured. Sliced into a thousand shards, each one searching for a flash of hair, a glimpse of her silhouette in the press of bodies.

He lost her.

One moment she was in the carriage, that fierce, stubborn set to her jaw that he loved and hated in equal measure. The next, the tide surged between them—a wall of snarling faces and raised weapons, and when it receded, she was gone.

The beast inside him stirred.

It was not a gradual thing. It was not a rising tide or a slow burn. It was a detonation. The ancient thing that lived beneath his skin, that had watched worlds turn to dust and stars gutter out, that had worn this human shape so long it had almost forgotten what it truly was—it woke. It pressed against the cage of his bones, against the fragile architecture of his borrowed form, and it screamed.

Reth’s vision tunneled. The sounds of battle faded to a dull roar, replaced by the thundering of his own blood. The air around him grew heavy, charged, as if a storm were gathering in his lungs. His hands, still human, still shaped like a man’s, began to tremble—not with fear, but with the effort of holding himself together.

Find her.

He moved through the carnage like a scythe. There was no thought now, no strategy, no mercy. There was only the need to reach her, to see her breathing, to wrap his hands around whatever had taken her and unmake it piece by piece. He tore through the ranks of attackers with a savagery that made even the orcs falter. He ripped a fae knight from his saddle and dashed his skull against a tree. He caught a beast—something scaled and hissing—by the throat and squeezed until its spine gave way with a sound like snapping twigs.

Serin called out behind him, voice strained, “Reth! Reth, you’re going to—you need to breathe, you need to—”

But Reth could not hear him. The beast was too close to the surface now, pressing against his skin, whispering in a voice that was not his own: Let me out. Let me find her. Let me burn this entire forest to ash until she is safe in my arms.

He almost did.

He felt the shift begin—the loosening of the seams that held his human shape together, the first crack of light that was not light but something older, something that had existed before the sun. The ground beneath his feet trembled. The trees around him began to wither, leaves curling and blackening as if touched by frost. The attackers nearest him stumbled back, their faces twisting from aggression to terror as they sensed, perhaps for the first time in their miserable lives, what true horror looked like.

And then, through the chaos, he saw her.

A flash of movement near the edge of the clearing—a slim figure, tangled in the grip of a massive orc, her hair wild, her face smudged with dirt and blood that was not her own. She was fighting. Of course she was fighting. Even now, even with her arms pinned and a blade at her throat, she was twisting, kicking, biting, refusing to yield.

The sight of her—alive, furious, fighting—slammed into Reth like a physical blow. It anchored him. It pulled him back from the precipice, forced the beast to recede, to coil once more into the dark place where he kept it. Not because he wanted to. Not because he had control. But because she was watching. Because if he let go now, if he became what he truly was, he might not be able to stop. And she would see. She would see the thing that lived beneath his skin, and he was not ready—would never be ready—for her to look at him with fear.

So he held on.

He reached her in three strides, each one a war against the instinct to tear the orc apart from the inside out. Instead, he simply killed it. Cleanly. Quickly. A hand around its throat, a twist, a collapse. The beast crumpled, and {{user}} fell free.

Reth caught her before she hit the ground. His arms wrapped around her, pulling her against his chest, and for a moment—just a moment—he allowed himself to breathe. Her heartbeat, wild and fast, thrummed against his ribs. She was alive, and the world narrowed to that single, impossible fact.

“You are supposed to stay in the carriage, you maddening woman,” he rasped.

But the battle was not over. The attackers were still coming, pouring from the treeline in a seemingly endless wave.

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