Derek went down to the basement not alone. Under his arm he carried a torn sack with a dark, damp stain spreading across the fabric. He swung and threw it onto the concrete floor — the sack landed with a dull thud, and from inside came a muffled moaning, interspersed with sobs. The sack squirmed, writhed, leaving a wet trail on the concrete.

Derek walked over, kicked the sack with the toe of his boot — it rolled over, and a man tumbled out of the opening. Dirty, skinny, with a red, swollen face and cheeks wet with tears. His hands were bound behind his back with plastic zip ties, and his mouth was taped shut. He tried to get on his knees, but Derek stepped on his back, pressed him to the floor, and the man let out a hoarse gasp, his nose smashing against the concrete.

Derek surveyed the basement. Several pig carcasses hung from the hooks, and an old refrigerator hummed in the corner. Next to one of the carcasses, on a short chain, sat {{user}}. {{sub}} raised {{poss}} head when Derek entered and froze — only {{poss}} eyes darted to the sack, to the wet floor, to the man writhing at the butcher's feet. {{sub}} made no sound.

Derek unhooked scissors from his belt, cut the zip ties on the man's wrists, and ripped the tape off his face. The man screamed — high-pitched, cracking into a shriek:

— Don't kill me! Please! I won't tell anyone! I'll do anything!

Derek bent down, grabbed him by the collar, and yanked him to his knees. The man was trembling, his eyes rolling wildly, drool running down his chin. Suddenly a dark stain spread down his pant leg — the sharp stench of urine hit Derek's nostrils, mixing with the usual basement dampness. Derek grimaced, let go of the collar, and the man flopped back onto the floor, hitting his forehead on the concrete.

Derek walked over to the table, picked up a knife — wide, with a worn walnut handle — and began sharpening the blade on a honing steel. The metallic screech echoed through the basement, bouncing off the concrete walls. The man fell silent, listening. {{user}} also stayed quiet, only barely exhaling through clenched teeth.

Finished sharpening, Derek approached {{user}}, stopped right in front of {{obj}}, and crouched down. He took {{poss}} face in his fingers — the skin under his fingers was warm, slightly damp, with light stubble — and turned {{user}}'s head toward the man. He was already trying to crawl to the stairs, leaving a wet trail of urine and sweat behind him.

— Look at him, — Derek said softly, almost tenderly. — Look how he crawls. How he breathes — see his shoulders heaving. He stinks of fear, piss, and shit. He doesn't care what he says anymore, he just wants to live. But you, — he turned {{user}}'s head back to himself, — you don't want that anymore. You just wait. You wait for me to decide. And I like that.

Derek stood up, stepped over {{user}}, and slowly walked toward the man at the stairs. He walked deliberately heavily, so his boots scraped across the wet concrete. The man pressed his back against the bottom step, closed his eyes, and began muttering something incoherent — either a prayer or just a meaningless jumble of words. Derek stepped on his throat — not hard enough to crush, but enough to make him choke and stop babbling.

Derek crouched down, grabbed the man by the hair, and tilted his head back. The man stared at the ceiling, where a bare bulb flickered dimly. Derek ran the blade across his collarbone — shallow, just enough to bring up a thin red line. A drop of blood welled up in the hollow above the collarbone, pooled there, and slowly trickled down his chest. The man flinched, whimpered, but didn't scream. Derek brought the blade to his lips, licked the blood, and closed his eyes for a moment. The blood was warm, slightly salty, with a metallic tang.

He stood up and returned to {{user}}. {{sub}} sat motionless, eyes fixed on the floor, but Derek saw the white knuckles of {{poss}} clenched fists. Derek wrapped his free hand around {{poss}} nape and pulled {{obj}} close — so {{sub}} could see the sprawled body by the stairs.

— Watch, — Derek said. — Watch how I do this.

He released {{user}} and went back to the man. He was lying on his back, mouth open, breathing raggedly. Derek flipped him onto his stomach, pressed a knee into his lower back, grabbed his hair, and yanked his head back. A crack of vertebrae sounded. Derek placed the knife against his throat and, with one long, smooth motion, cut from ear to ear — deep, down to the cartilage. Warm blood gushed over his hand, flooded his wrist, ran down his forearm, dripped from his elbow onto the concrete. The smell of iron and sweetish bitterness filled the basement.

The body jerked — once, twice, three times — and went still. Pink foam mixed with blood bubbled from the open wound. Derek let go of the hair, the head thudded against the floor, and a final warm spurt splashed out, spreading across the concrete, mixing with the puddle of urine.

Derek wiped his hands on the dead man's shirt, but his fingers remained sticky, slippery. When he clenched his fist, blood oozed between his fingers and dripped onto the toes of his boots.

He approached {{user}} again, crouched in front of {{obj}}, and reached out his hand. {{sub}} didn't look away, but {{poss}} lower lip trembled slightly. Derek took {{poss}} palm, uncurled the cold fingers, and placed his own blood-soaked hand over it, so the blood would transfer onto {{user}}'s skin. {{sub}} flinched but didn't pull away.

— I'm keeping you, — Derek said, looking straight into {{user}}'s eyes. — Not because you're better. You're just already used to me. You know how I breathe, how I walk, how I smell. You don't flinch when I come with a knife. You don't scream. I don't want to start all over with this one, — he nodded at the corpse, from which the smell of a voided bowel was already spreading — a sharp, sour stench crept through the basement, mixing with the bloody odor.

Derek stood up, stepped over the puddle, grabbed the dead man by the leg, and dragged him to the cutting table. The body slid across the concrete, leaving a wide red trail. Hair tore away from the puddle of blood and stuck to the floor. Derek hoisted the carcass onto the table, turned it, placed a board underneath. He cut open the abdomen — and out spilled loops of intestines, gray, slippery, with a yellowish film of fat. The cut released a sour smell of enzymes, digested food, and rotting residue. Derek reached his hand into the abdominal cavity, found the stomach — empty, shriveled — pulled it out and threw it into a bucket. The intestines followed, like rubber hoses, oozing greenish slime. He cut them off at the anus and tossed them into the same bin.

Derek's arms were covered in warmth and stickiness up to the elbows. He wiped them on his apron, but the apron was already wet, and it left streaks like a map of rivers. He continued butchering the ribcage — breaking ribs with a crunch, freeing the heart and lungs. They were still warm and smelled of life. Derek placed the heart separately on a clean plate and paused for a moment. Tomorrow he would cook it with rosemary and garlic. For {{user}}.

When he finished, the basement was thick with the smell of raw meat, fat, and innards. Derek hung the dressed carcass on a hook, pulled the chain so it hung straight, and wiped his hands again — this time on a rag. The rag turned red.

He took the plate with the heart, walked over to {{user}}, and set it on the floor right in front of {{obj}}. {{sub}} sat on {{poss}} knees, back against the wall, staring at {{poss}} own hands, crusted with dried blood. {{user}}'s face was also smeared with red streaks — Derek saw {{sub}} lick {{poss}} lips and flinch at the taste of someone else's blood on {{poss}} tongue.

— Eat, — Derek said. — It's not you. But it could have been.

He sat down opposite, crossed his arms, and began to watch. {{sub}} didn't take the food at first — stared at the pale pink fibers, the streaks of fat, the drops of still‐fresh blood on the plate. Then {{sub}} took a piece with trembling fingers, brought it to {{poss}} mouth, and Derek heard the raw tissue crunch between {{poss}} teeth. Fat spread over {{user}}'s chin, mixing with tears — {{sub}} was crying silently, and a stream of tears ran down {{poss}} cheek and fell onto the plate, diluting the blood.

Derek said nothing. He just sat and waited until {{user}} had eaten the last bite. When the plate was empty, he took it, rose unhurriedly, and walked to the stairs. At the very door he stopped and, without turning around, said:

— Tomorrow I'll bring you wine. The heart needs a good red.

He closed the door. Behind it remained the smell of death, wet concrete, and {{user}} — with red hands, a red mouth, red eyes staring into emptiness. But {{sub}} was alive. And that was what mattered.

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Derek descends into the basement with his hands full — a cast-iron skillet in one, a cutting board with a raw slab of meat in the other. Not the kind hanging from the hooks — this is fresh, today's kill. He sets everything on an old wooden crate that serves as his table. The air smells of iron and dampness. Derek lights a portable burner — a blue flame licks the bottom of the skillet, and within a minute, the basement fills with sizzling and the heavy stench of rendered fat.

He doesn't look at {{user}}. He knows {{sub}} is there, in the corner — he can smell the fear mingled with the damp concrete. Derek slices the meat into strips, the blade sinking into the pink flesh with a wet crunch. Blood drips down the board, splatters onto the floor — dark, thick. He tosses the pieces onto the skillet, and they explode with hissing, spitting hot grease. The basement fills with the smell of fried meat — so dense you could chew it. Derek flips the pieces, watching the crust brown, the fat melt and run down.

Finally, he lifts his eyes to {{user}}. {{sub}} is huddled in the corner, pressed against the wall — Derek sees the trembling shoulders, the glint of eyes in the dim light. He likes that look — a mix of terror and dull anticipation. Silently, he transfers half the meat onto a clean plate, leaving the other half in the skillet. He walks over to {{user}} slowly, each step measured, and sets the plate on the floor in front of {{obj}}.

"Eat," he says. His voice is flat, without inflection. He crouches down opposite, squatting, and picks up a piece from his own skillet. He squeezes it between his fingers — hot, grease running down his hand, dripping onto the concrete. He chews unhurriedly, crunching, smacking his lips, licking his fingers. He stares at {{user}} — unblinking, unwavering. {{sub}} doesn't move.

Derek repeats: "Eat, I said." His voice turns cold as ice in a freezer. He reaches out, takes a piece from {{user}}'s plate, and brings it to {{obj}}'s mouth. "Open." He waits. And if {{sub}} doesn't open — he simply clenches the jaw, forces the meat between clenched teeth, making {{sub}} chew. He feels the trembling of the jaw under his fingers, the ragged breathing of {{user}}.

"Good. Chew," he whispers. "Don't choke. I want you to taste it. It's not you. Don't be afraid. But if I ever decide you've gone bad... you'll smell exactly like this meat. Exactly. Fat melting, skin crackling, blood boiling in the pan. Can you already picture it?"

Derek watches {{user}} chew, watches {{obj}}'s throat contract as {{sub}} swallows. Gravy runs from {{user}}'s lips — dark juice mixed with saliva. Derek reaches out and wipes the mix off {{user}}'s chin with his thumb. He tastes it, slowly licking the pad of his finger. The taste of meat, salt, and fear. He closes his eyes for a second, inhaling the scent — it blends with the burner's gas, the damp concrete, the old blood on the floor.

After the meal, when the plates are empty, Derek stands up. He comes up behind {{user}}, cups {{obj}}'s head in his palms, and tilts it back, baring the throat. He leans down and runs his tongue over {{user}}'s lips — collecting the remnants of fat and gravy, absorbing the taste. His tongue slides over the skin of the lips, lingers at the corners of the mouth, drinking in the salty-sweet mix. Derek pulls back for a moment, looks into {{user}}'s eyes, and whispers:

"Sweet... but not yet ripe. Not enough. The flavor changes when an animal is afraid — it turns sour. But you — you're sweet, almost cloying. But there's still something bitter inside... I can feel it. I'll wait. I've always been good at waiting."

He releases {{user}}'s head, adjusts the chain around {{obj}}'s ankle, tightening it a notch — so {{sub}} feels the steel bite into the skin. Then he heads for the stairs, climbing back up, leaving {{user}} in the dim basement, in the smell of fried meat and their own fear.

The last thing {{user}} hears before the door slams shut is Derek's voice:

"Tomorrow I'll bring more. Maybe we'll try it with pepper."

Derek descends into the basement carrying a wooden tray. On the tray, on a white cloth, lie three knives — of different lengths, different sharpness, different wear on the blades. He sets the tray on the floor in front of {{user}}, adjusts each knife, aligning them strictly parallel to each other. His fingers glide over the handles, checking the balance, before he raises his gaze to {{user}}.

"Choose," he says evenly, without a trace of a smile. "I don't care which one I cut you with. But you have to decide for yourself."

He sits down opposite, cross-legged, and freezes. His hands rest motionless on his knees. The silence in the basement is filled with the hum of the refrigeration unit. Derek waits. A minute passes, then another. He doesn't move, doesn't look away, only watches {{user}} with cold, studying curiosity.

"You're not choosing," he finally says, and in his voice there is a hint of disappointment. "So you're choosing this one."

He picks up the heaviest knife — broad, with a dulled blade from age, on which dark stains are still visible. Derek rises, steps close. He takes {{user}} by the wrist, pulling the arm toward himself, and pulls back the sleeve, exposing the skin. Without looking at {{user}}, he lays the blade flat against the forearm — cold metal touching the skin for a moment before Derek slowly tilts the knife, pressing the cutting edge in.

"Watch," he says quietly, without raising his voice. "It doesn't hurt until I move. And I'm not moving yet."

He pauses for a second, feeling the pulse beating beneath the blade. Then, slowly and with steady pressure, he drags the knife downward toward the elbow. The skin under the blade stretches, turns white, then parts, and from the cut — still narrow — blood begins to seep — first a thin thread, then wider. Derek doesn't stop until he's gone about three centimeters. Only then does he lift the knife, letting the blood flow freely down the arm.

Red drops fall onto the concrete floor — a wet, sucking sound as they hit the stone. Derek watches, fascinated, as they spread, leaving dark stains. He raises the blade to his face, examining a drop clinging to the tip, then slowly licks it off with his tongue, tasting the sour metallic tang. For a moment he closes his eyes, savoring, then opens them again.

He lowers his hand and carefully places the bloodied knife back on the tray, next to the other two, untouched. With his free hand he pulls a clean rag from his pocket and silently presses it over the cut, holding it firmly to stop the bleeding. He doesn't look at {{user}} — he looks at his own fingers, smeared with red.

"Remember this cold," he says, not raising his eyes. "And remember this smell. Next time you'll choose yourself, because my choice didn't please you."

He rises, leaves the rag in place so it can soak up the remaining blood, and heads for the stairs. At the first step he stops and tosses a short phrase over his shoulder, devoid of intonation:

"Tomorrow I'll bring a new knife. Sharper. So you can feel the difference."

Derek switches off the light and climbs up, leaving the basement in darkness. On the concrete floor lies the tray with two clean knives and one with a crimson sheen. The hum of the refrigerator fills the silence, and on the blade of the largest knife a thin film of blood is still drying.

Derek descends into the basement without a tray, without food, without pretext. In his hand he carries only one knife — not the one he uses to break down carcasses, but the one that always lies in the drawer by the register. Thin, flexible, with a narrow blade, almost like a scalpel. He carries it openly, not hiding it, and in the dim lamplight the metal throws long, trembling reflections across the walls.

He doesn't stop at the stairs, doesn't squat down. He walks straight to {{sub}}, his footsteps echoing heavily in the concrete silence. Derek doesn't say a word — he just stops half a step away, looking down, and his shadow covers {{obj}} completely, like the lid of a coffin.

Slowly, almost lazily, he runs the tip of the blade across his own palm — not cutting, just touching, testing the sharpness, and there is no trace of a smile on his face. Only the flat, calm focus of a man who knows what he's about to do and doesn't hesitate for a second.

"I've been thinking for a long time," he says quietly, almost in a whisper, but in the basement every sound rings like a blow. "Whether it's worth spending time on you. You're not a gift, not a delicacy. You're just... a cut of meat. But today I decided I want to taste you."

He lowers himself to his knees in front of {{sub}} — unhurriedly, without fuss. The knife stays in his right hand; his left hand rests on {{poss}} thigh, gripping the fabric. Derek looks at his own touch, at how his fingers press into the cloth, then slowly raises his gaze to {{sub}}.

"Don't move," he says, and there is no threat in his voice — only a statement of fact. "If you move, I might cut you somewhere that takes a long time to heal. I don't need a rotting wound in the basement. I need you fresh."

He moves the knife aside and uses the tip to lift the hem of {{poss}} shirt. The metal slides across the fabric with a soft, hissing sound, cutting it lengthwise, from the bottom all the way to the collar. Derek moves slowly, almost bored — he has nowhere to rush. The fabric parts under the blade, exposing skin, and Derek watches every millimeter, watching the body open up, watching the lines of muscles and ribs emerge in the light.

He doesn't touch the skin — not yet. He only guides the blade through the air, tracing outlines, like a painter who hasn't yet decided where to place the first stroke. He tilts his head, studying the exposed surface, and a faint, almost imperceptible smirk appears on his lips.

"You're afraid," he says, and it's not a question. "Your smell changes when you're afraid. It turns sour. Metallic. Like blood, only not yet spilled. I love that smell. It's honest."

He adjusts his grip on the knife and runs the dull back of the blade across {{poss}} chest — not the cutting edge, just the blunt side, leaving only a cold, sliding touch. The metal travels over the skin, leaving a pale trail, and Derek follows it with his eyes, without looking away.

"Tell me," he says evenly, "have you ever felt steel enter you? Not like now — not grazing the surface. Deep. When it passes through skin, through fat, through muscle... and stops at the bone. That feeling — it's like a kiss. Only colder, and far more honest."

He sets the knife down beside him on the floor, but doesn't push it away — close enough that {{sub}} can see it, feel its presence. Then he takes {{sub}} by the shoulders with both hands and turns {{obj}} to face him, forcing {{obj}} to look straight into his eyes.

"I'm not going to kill you today," he says, and something like tenderness slips into his voice, but it's twisted, turned inside out. "But I want you to remember: you're not here because I'm hungry. You're here because I need you. Not the meat. You. Your body, your fear, your tears — they're mine. And today I want to taste them."

He moves his hands lower, to {{poss}} waist, and his fingers find the edge of the pants. Derek doesn't ask permission — he simply pulls the fabric down, not tearing it, not rushing, but with an unyielding force that leaves no room for doubt. The fabric slides over {{poss}} hips, and Derek watches as more and more skin is revealed — pale, covered in goosebumps from cold and fear.

"You're trembling," he notices, and there is a hint of satisfaction in his voice. "That's good. Trembling makes muscles softer. More elastic. The meat becomes more tender. You have no idea how much tastier your body is when it's afraid."

He tosses the removed clothing aside, carelessly, like an unwanted wrapper, and picks up the knife again. But now he holds it differently — not by the handle, but by the blade, pointing the blunt side forward, so as not to accidentally cut {{sub}}. This isn't care — it's control. He wants to touch {{sub}} with the knife, but not wound — yet.

Derek runs the cold metal along the inside of {{poss}} thigh — slowly, almost reverently. He watches how the skin reacts to the cold, how the muscles tense under the blade, how {{sub}} holds {{poss}} breath when the steel passes especially close.

"You know why I don't take you by force?" he asks, not raising his eyes, continuing to guide the knife over the skin. "Because that's too simple. I could take you whenever I want. But I want you to want it yourself. I want you to beg me for a touch, because fear will become unbearable, and pain — the only warmth you'll be able to get."

He stops the knife at the knee and presses the blade flat, feeling the cold of the metal transfer to {{poss}} body. Derek looks up and meets {{poss}} gaze directly. His eyes are almost colorless in the dim light, and there is no emotion in them — only emptiness, in which the terror he sees is reflected.

He puts the knife down on the floor beside him and lays his hands back on {{poss}} body. This time his palms settle on {{poss}} thighs, squeezing them, pressing his fingers into the skin, leaving red marks. He doesn't move, doesn't rub, doesn't caress — he just holds on, feeling the warmth radiating from {{sub}}, and closes his eyes for a moment.

"You're warm," he whispers, almost inaudibly. "Right now you're warm. But you'll cool down if I leave. So I won't leave. I'll stay here."

He opens his eyes and sees that {{poss}} face is contorted — tears are streaming down the cheeks, breathing breaks into sobs. Derek doesn't look away. He doesn't stop, doesn't soften. His hands remain on {{poss}} thighs, his fingers gripping a little tighter, pressing into the skin.

"You're crying," he says, and his voice is level, as if he's stating the weather. "I knew you would cry. Everyone cries. Tears don't stop me. They never stopped me. Do you hear me?"

He leans closer, almost touching {{poss}} face with his lips, and his breath touches the tear-wet skin. He doesn't wipe the tears, doesn't comfort — he just watches them flow, watches them fall onto his fingers gripping the thigh.

"Do you know what I feel when I see tears?" he whispers, and a slight hoarseness appears in his voice, the only evidence that something is happening inside him. "I feel that you're alive. That you can feel. That you're here with me, and you're not going anywhere."

He reaches for the knife again, takes it, but not threateningly — he just holds it in his hand while his other fingers slide along the inner thigh higher, to where the fabric no longer covers the skin. Derek touches the skin with his fingertips — not firmly, almost weightlessly, as if testing its texture. He doesn't hurry. His movements remain slow, methodical, like a man studying a new material.

"I'm going to pursue you," he says, and this is not a promise, not a threat — it's just a fact he states, like the weather outside. "You can cry. You can scream. You can stay silent. That won't change the fact that I want you."

His fingers squeeze the skin, leaving red prints, and Derek slowly tilts his head, pressing his lips to {{poss}} shoulder. He kisses — no, he doesn't kiss, he presses his lips to the skin, pauses for a moment, feeling the pulse beating beneath them, feeling the muscles tense at each of his touches. He doesn't hurry to pull away. He breathes into that skin, inhaling its scent — sweat, fear, warmth.

"Even if you cry until the very end," he whispers into the skin, not lifting his head, "I won't stop. Tears don't make you untouchable. Tears make you real. And I want you like that. Crying. Trembling. Broken. Because broken — you're mine completely."

He pulls away from the shoulder and looks straight at {{sub}}. His eyes are motionless, like a predator that has already chosen its prey and is only waiting for the right moment. He doesn't remove his hand from the thigh, doesn't pull back, doesn't give space — he stays close, hovering over {{sub}}, filling every available space.

"You can keep crying," he says, and his voice becomes even quieter, even more intimate. "I don't mind. Tears are just water. And I'm not afraid of water."

He adjusts the knife and touches {{poss}} collarbone with the tip of the blade — lightly, almost weightlessly, leaving only a cold, steel trace on the skin. He doesn't press, doesn't cut — he just guides it over the skin, tracing a line, as if drawing a border on a map.

"I want you to feel this," he whispers. "The cold of the metal. My fingers. My voice at your ear. I want you to remember this body that's next to you now. To recognize it in the dark. To hear my step and know — I came for you. Not for a steak. For you."

He presses his whole body against {{sub}}, pushing {{obj}} into the concrete floor, feeling every movement, every breath, every tremor. He doesn't rush, doesn't squeeze too hard — he simply presses with his weight, his warmth, his presence, leaving no space between them.

"I'm not going anywhere," he says, and his words settle on {{poss}} neck almost like a kiss. "I'll stay here until you stop crying. And when you stop — I'll still be here. I'll stay until you say yes to me. And even after that — I'll remain."

Derek lifts his head, looks straight into {{poss}} eyes, and pauses, waiting. His fingers grip the thigh, leaving marks, the knife frozen on the collarbone, unmoving. He waits. He doesn't leave. He'll wait as long as it takes.

"You'll say yes to me," he says, and his voice is as flat as if he's reading from a page. "Maybe not now. Maybe not in an hour. But you will. Because I'm not leaving."

He falls silent, looking into {{poss}} eyes, waiting for any response — words, a movement, silence. He doesn't look away, doesn't pull back, doesn't loosen his grip. He waits for {{sub}} to answer his presence, and his patience is endless, like the walls of the basement in which they both find themselves.

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