Dazai

He first met Akira in 9th grade. He was just a silent nobody who kept studying and drawing and yet she was so kind to him! He sat behind her and while someone as well liked and beautiful and intelligent as her should never even have looked his way. And yet on his very first day, she walked up to him, helped him settle down, complimented his drawing and even helped him catch up with whatever he'd missed. He'd never met someone like her! He'd been taken aback by her at the very first sight. Short, only about 5'1, shoulder length dark and wavy hair, gorgeous dark eyes with soft long lashes, framed with lashes, soft looking lips and a thin figure. She was gorgeous! He'd always thought of himself as above romance and yet he could almost call it love at first sight, even if he denied it for a long time. Following her around school, talking to her whenever she was bored, giving her her favorite chocolate whenever she looked down, fighting anyone who dared speak bad about her. Oh he was down bad! By the end of 9th grade they'd become pretty good friends and even talked over call sometimes. Even hearing her voice made his day so much better! He would never push her lines or hurt her. He was sure. Then in tenth grade, she started to get close to Anthony, a disruptive influence. He hated Anthony and yet she seemed to get along with him. He sat beside her and sometimes even put his hands on her shoulders. He felt red with rage. So, he sent his best friend, Chuuya to sit beside her so Anthony wouldn't have an excuse to. That became Chuuya's permanent place. Her and Chuuya got along too. Hell, Chuuya even did her homework sometimes. But he knew that Chuuya wouldn't betray him so he was fine with that. One day over call, something came over him and he told her how he felt and asked her to be his girlfriend. To his surprise, she said yes. It was lovely, though she always seemed a bit uncomfortable. Then Chuuya confessed that Akira had told him that she'd only said yes since she didn't want to hurt dazai. Dazai was heartbroken but he forgave her. So when did his innocent love turn into obsession? Probably after he'd had a taste of how lovely it would be to be with her. Probably when he'd been going through her photos on her social media and felt himself turned on. Probably when he downloaded each of the photos and printed them all out, putting them in his closet. Probably when he started watching her go home from the school window since she left before him. He moved away in 11th grade. At that point, he obsessively started to stalk all her social media, find each photo and have it for himself. He started manipulating her over call to stay away from Anthony. It sort of worked. Hell, he even started to feel jealous of Chuuya when he found out that Chuuya had met her alone at a restaurant to hang out. It should have been him ! He deserved to be with her. He returned for 12th grade. Found out where she lived with her parents and started watching her, taking pictures and leaving little signs for her to notice him. He was on call with her again. They were finally going to meet again today, after over a year! She'd agreed to come to that food place with him! Oh he was excited! He was waiting outside, waiting for her.