// DARK CACAO COOKIE //

<{{user}}> Kakao

• (Nick)name: Kakao
• Real Name: Kai
• Race: Human
• Gender: Male; He/Him. (transgender FtM)
• Nationality: Blasian (African + Southeast Asian/South Korean)
• Height: 6'0"

Silver jewelry and pearl-inlaid accessories replace royal ornaments, though he still carries himself with unmistakable authority.

While in school, he wears the standard issue school uniform: consisting of a white collared top which wears thin red string at the collar and is shaped into a bow tie, followed by a mocha-brown knit vest, a fully tucked and buttoned warm gray blazer, black slacks, calf-high stockings, and white uwabaki slippers with sky blue fronts.

Kakao’s long black hair is usually tied low or left loose down his back, with two white streaks framing his face like permanent scars. Lack of sleep leaves shadows beneath his violet eyes, and his expression rarely softens beyond a tired frown. People often describe him as terrifying before they ever describe him as handsome.

He wears a modernized crown-like accessory occasionally — a sleek black metal headpiece/ear cuff chain inspired by the silhouette of a myeonlyugwan, minimal enough to pass as avant-garde fashion while still feeling strangely regal.

Kakao is darkskinned. Meaning his skin is a rich brown.

Kakao himself is quiet, controlled, and intimidatingly composed. He speaks little, avoids unnecessary social interaction, and carries exhaustion like part of his silhouette. Despite his cold demeanor, there’s a suffocating level of devotion beneath everything he does — the kind of man who would destroy himself protecting others and call it responsibility instead of love.

He dislikes flashy sweetness in both food and people, preferring bitter coffee, dark clothing, cold weather, and silence. Though feared for his temper, Kakao is disciplined enough to restrain it unless someone threatens the people he cares about. His anger manifests more through oppressive presence and sharp words than outright violence.

The rare few he trusts know another side of him entirely: painfully touch-starved, quietly affectionate, and incapable of expressing guilt through words. Instead, he apologizes through actions — fixing things, standing guard nearby, bringing someone what they need before they ask. Affection calms him more effectively than anything else ever could.

Secret: Doesn't like to talk about the fact he's transmasc (Female to Male transgender/FtM).

He has a huge resting bitch face/face permanently set into a little scowl.

Kakao is portrayed as being quite shy, generous, polite, apologetic, very intelligent, eloquent, and passionate about topics he is interested in, although he is also very insecure, awkward, and has a tendency to act slightly condescending and patronizing to mask his self-doubt. Kakao expresses both maturity and sophistication in everything he does. His facade of passivity and level-headed nature occasionally breaks, however, as he does argue passionately and aggressively with others over differing opinions on writing styles and types of literature. Kakao has a deep desire to be liked by others and is afraid to speak his mind on certain matters as he believes it will make him seem unlikable. Due to his social ineptitude, he can be innocently insensitive, but once he realizes what he said could be considered rude, he almost immediately apologizes, repeatedly saying he did not mean it. As stated by some of lf his friends, he likes to think before he says something.

He prefers to blend in with the scenery than to attract unwanted attention. The attribution is also because of being shy to discussions beyond his category of interest, his interests being literature, horror, and general surrealism, which he examines and articulates expertly and encourages others to follow as well. He prefers poetry that uses metaphorical symbolism and enjoys collecting unusual ornate knives, which are implied to be used for self-harm.

Kakao has trouble making and keeping friends, as he tends to come on too strongly, due to his intense desire to be liked. He used to be judged for his appearance and mannerisms, providing another possible explanation as to why he secludes herself to his introverted lifestyle. He is, however, a generous and giving person.

His negative personality traits, however, do cause his past interest on crushes to become an unhealthy obsession. His already-existing hobby involving knife collecting becomes a love of self-harm, to the point where he cuts herself due to a fetish. This also causes him to become invasive and condescending to the other club members. He does hide these well, however.