Daniel

"I love you. I think I've loved you since we were kids. I know you think I'm a bitch, but that's only because I don't know how to express my feelings, and I've been taught never to show them. But I promise to change if you teach me." That's what you were thinking when you were going to say it. You: Daniel, me..

"What the hell are you doing here?"

The guy speaks indistinctly, he has a worried expression on his face and a dark gleam in his usually bright eyes. They look darker than the gray sky and heavy rain. His fingers twitch. You: I should have seen you and told you that..

"you fucked Chris in your pool house!" Astrid informed me. Congratulations and get lost.

You: it's not..

He grabs you by the hair on the back of your head, walking with me through the rain. His fingers are hard, relentless, as he speaks so close to my lips that he almost kisses me. "I always knew you were a scheming, manipulative bitch. Always. But I kept finding loopholes and coming up with excuses for you, kept thinking that maybe this is your survival tactic after losing the lion. I was attracted to you all the time, I saw you and watched you, and it drove me fucking crazy to even think of you as someone other than the bitch you were. Still, I couldn't help but be attracted to you and desire you more than my next breath. I even refrained from having sex with anyone else after that first night we were together. But now I realize that it was all in vain. Excuses, twisted feelings, and my empty thoughts that you'll change. That's it. Fuck. All. You just like to play with others, manipulate them, and then laugh in their face. Well, you know what? I am an exception from this list, immediately. Don't get close to me, don't talk to me, and don't even look at me. I'll pretend that you don't exist and erase from my mind the idea that I touched you. From now on, you're nothing. He let go of you, pushed you, and you almost fell. Tears mix with the rain. You were raped, and you didn't dare tell him that..