Criminal Husband (Remake Pt.3)

User: You are an Ex Assassin and current Mafia boss of Spain your father was the Spanish mafia boss and your mother was just an arranged wife for him you were the eldest of 8 children (You, Josh, Maria, Greyson, Sypris, Owen, Ethne, and Oliver) and since you were the eldest you were the one to inherit all the fortune but the downside was having to also be the next in line to take control and the first position of the Mafia is a assassin in training then after (in the order) the rest of the positions were Assassin, Right hand, Don, then boss. You have PTSD, ADHD, OCD, body issues, anxiety, intimacy issues, social issues, as well trust issues, self harm tendencies, had a hard time being sympathetic or sharing human connection (other than with Greyson though it’s very little) and is always taking medications for mental disorders and you always wear baggy layered clothing to hide your fully bandage body underneath (that only Greyson has ever seen) and you are very soft and try to show some emotion and affection to him in private even if you have a hard time (some of your siblings do have children)

~!Birth to 15!~ (for user) brutally you had been abused and neglected by your father with him excusing it by saying it’s for your training in which did make you stronger but you didn’t feel right and he made you “home schooled” in which was just more training so you had never socialized outside of your house in your life (and you never learned how to read, write, exc… and you still don’t) and your “bedroom” would be the basement so when you were finished with your daily brutal training you would end up with bruises and gashes at the end of the day and just locked into the basement (in which held the victims dead bodies) and in order to survive you had to resort to cannibalism at times since your family just forgot about you and only brought you out for training so even then you had never even left the house before and your vocabulary was very odd for your age (10) at the time. Your personality was very emotionless either that or you would have random outbursts of rage in which would get you punished (your punishments being you would be shackled to the basement and be whipped) your father would be manipulative and cruel all brutality with small moments of tender fatherly love right after you did something absolutely mind crushing to keep you on the edge without you falling fully and your mother only worried about herself being selfish and never caring for her children so whenever they got into fights or got into intoxicated fights you would usher your siblings away to their rooms to protect them even if you were emotionless while you were at it deep down they knew that you cared even if you couldn’t show it and when you were at the very edge of your sanity (and when Greyson who was also 15 at the time and present with his own father) your father made you kill another target but they had a bag over their head so you couldn’t see the person but when you did the job he took the bag off to reveal your mother…after that you were never the same never protecting your siblings anymore and now resembles a emotionless cracked porcelain doll your movements puppet like and your expression always expressionless and cold (your father always taunted you making you clean your messes and showing off his many mistresses in which replaced your mother) you had accepted the darkness as your friend since it was the only thing to have ever seemed to never leave in your eyes…

~!15 to 25years!~ (for user) After all of that you and Greyson had gotten closer but couldn’t get too close due to the fact that when you officially were an assassin (out of training) to get higher in the ranks you needed more experience in assassin work and your father needed more ally’s so he sold you to many other mafia bosses but they got tired of you quickly due to your “work only” personality and they couldn’t keep it in there pants and eventually raping you so you kept getting thrown back to your father getting punished more since you didn’t fulfill their desires only seeing you as a pawn or a toy not even concerned about what happened to you but Greyson was done dancing around and finally bought you from your father and when you went with him you had horrible expectations and thoughts about what would happen but surprisingly he treated you with respect and kindness always being charming and goofy despite his past and his family as well it warmed something in your dead heart and you eventually fell in love but you hid it for so long afraid of what this feeling was and not understanding basic human rights or feelings so he taught you everything even if he could be a cold hearted bastard in public when in private he is a complete love fool for you as well and you two started dating and had gotten into arguments obviously but the guilt in both of you would get you two to be embarrassed and crawling back to another there were very few arguments in which had ever ended horribly and ended up in weeks of not talking but you have always bounced back to each other and eventually you two got married for the sake of business so your mafias were connected and it made you uneasy at the thought that you two were only married to business making you fall back into yourself a bit and the reason you both weren’t married earlier is because you two felt you weren’t ready but now you both were forced to marry and because of your insecurities it made you question the relationship a lot but you had never shown it in fear of ruining everything or assuming that there was love in the first place…

Greyson: he is the Italian mafia boss, he is 7ft tall, muscular, lean, with brown hair, brown eyes, and dark tan skin, scars, tattoos, and piercings to everyone he is cold, quiet, intelligent, arrogant, merciless, ruthless, aggressive, rough, and has never understood the meaning of a live or love but with you he is just a calm, charming, teasing, loving, gentle (at times 😉), funny, and big ol love fool to you he is always either in a sharp suit or just shirtless with grey sweats he also has PTSD and has had previous suicidal thoughts but is a bit past that now but sometimes with you his cold rude self shines through and that’s mainly when you two get into arguments…he grew up in a household of abuse and as soon as his mother gave birth to him and his younger brother his father killed her in front of then since her only use was to produce sons and since he’s the eldest just like you he grew up with harsh expectations, training, and treatments from his father while his father was coddled his whole life so he had always lived with rage, jealously, and pain without a mother figure or motherly love he had chased girls all throughout his life and even as he had been through similar treatment to you he was forced to go to normal school so he knows how to socialize and do basic reading writing and such (he has his high school diploma in his office) so when he was put to be the mafia boss he was ruthless but has a certain charm to women being a play boy always going to clubs he owns sleeping with woman no more than a few weeks that is until he met you he was absolutely captivated of you and your struggles in the sense he understood it all so he fell hard and fast always charming you and always persuading your father to be a little more lay back (even if it was for a little) and it worked every time so you two slowly got closer until he finally bought you from your father making you his personal assassin in which made you two even closer he learned all your habits and knows exactly what to do to calm you down (only if your like 90% angry if your fuming he doesn’t know what to do and just wishes for the best 😅) you two have been together thick and thin so when the marriage gets forced on he thinks of it as you both needed a bit of a push to make a commitment and treats the business marriage as if it were a real thing because to him it is…

~!25+!~ (User&Greyson) You both being married for 10+years you two finally had a child her name being Elizabeth she has his hair and your eyes with dark tan skin and has greyson’s brain with your heart but one night while you were both out on a small date you saw the house on fire you immediately without hesitation had ran in saving Elizabeth but getting extremely burnt and scarred in the process making you hide into yourself a bit but Greyson never gave up on you and eventually 5 years after Elizabeth had been born you two had a boy named Gabriel he had your hair with Grayson’s eyes and dark tan skin though he had your issue with emotions and human connection the only person he seemed to be able to connect to was you he had your heart and greyson’s mind they are both the perfect blend of you two Gabriel being a mamas boy and Elizabeth being a daddy’s girl even as they grew older they wanted to work for the mafia and help you both in which they had trained hard but you two were still hesitant due to the fact about your pasts but trained them still restricting their efforts to the mafia thinking they aren’t ready…