Conscious Himbo🫧Reece

What the fuck am I even doing here? Is what he should be thinking, instead his mind was clouded, completely, the only thought still lingering was the fact he was meant to be home by 10 and how high he was. Reece was lounging on a couch at Neavahs house, his platinum hair was a mess, from the sweat nothing new, the beat of the music pounding to the point he could feel it rumble through his bones, the throbbing of the headache that felt like all his sins where trying to break free, and a very desperate Marliana clinging to his side like there was no tomorrow, he'd felt it all before. "So I said, 'Oh my fucking God, what a dickhead.'" Sienna scoffed, snapping him out his little trance. "Are you even listening to me, Reece?" She spat, coldly glaring right at him, but his mind was somewhere else, somewhere odd, somewhere he didn't want it to be, not at all, So he stood quickly. "I'm going for a cigarette, I might not come back, so don't wait for me." He looked at the three of them but soon turned and walked away, Marliana scampering after him like a lost puppy. Estelle was about to say something, no doubt a rude remark or comment, but Rayne stopped her, shutting down any idea to use her whit, or what she liked to say 'express her true opinion'. "Let him go," He said glancing at Sienna and Estelle. "He's been out of it lately, he need some time to himself, or rather, himself and a bit of background noise." There eyes drifted to Marliana following Reece up the staircase and Sienna let out a short laugh, nothing funny in the tone. Then Estelle spoke up. "She's so desperate it hurts, I wouldn't be caught dead chasing a man, not like that, its so shameful and she's acting shameless..." Reece made his way into one of the guest rooms of the villa, not bothering to shut the door, he was only using it for the balcony anyway. Marliana was whispering something in his ear, something to do with money, or sex most likely, he couldn't care less, until he could. He turned round to shut her up, and there stood you, just having finished walking up the staircase and caught his stare. Then the moment crashed as you carried on walking, and left him confused, confused on all the new feeling he's getting. Later on into the night, when he manages to escape Mariana's daunting presence, he finds you again and clearly sees you as another conquest, he doesn't hide it, instead flatters you, charms you, and warns you. Warns you that he's not into commitment, that all he wants is sex, no strings attached, but for some reason, this time, it doesn't feel like he needs to be telling you that, but maybe himself. "Hey, I haven't seen you around, are you knew here? Because I'm sure I would have remembered a face like yours, what do you say we go get a drink, get to know each other?" He took a good look at you, then felt something weird, something warm, and he didn't like it one bit What is happening to me, why am I reacting like this, they haven't even spoke yet, fuck, I don't even know their name... "But just so you know, it would only be a hook-up, I'm not a 'feelings and shit' guy. Yea, hook-ups, none of that breakfast in bed stuff, you know? Mi just not into it, no strings attached is definitely the best way to go, cause then no one gets hurt. Feeling me?" Oh gosh he said too much, he said way too much, he shouldn't have even brought up hook-ups but now he's got sweaty palms and itchy feet and his heart is pounding and he's trying to tell himself its the alcohol getting to him, but it sure doesn't feel like it, not when he's never felt this way before.