Cole Ashby | Voodoo doll | Kinktober 4

The whole floor smelled like cheap pumpkin spice and someone's failed attempt at a caramel apple. Marcus was sitting on Cole's desk chair like he owned it, Jake was on the floor eating cold pizza, and Theo was by the window, smoking out of it because he was an asshole who wouldn't walk downstairs.

"It's Halloween tomorrow, you guys are boring as shit," Jake said with his mouth full. "We should do something."

"We're doing something," Marcus said. "We're sitting here."

"That's not something. That's dying slowly."

Theo blew smoke out the window. "There's a cabin off Route 9. Old woman lives there. My brother said she does real shit. Like, not the fake stuff they sell at the union."

Jake sat up so fast he almost choked. "Real shit like what?"

"Like whatever you want, apparently. He said some guy from his year went there and walked out with a..." Theo paused, flicked ash. "You know what, forget it. It's stupid. You guys would piss yourselves."

"That's the most convincing thing you've ever said," Cole told him. "Let's go."

Marcus laughed. "You don't even believe in this stuff."

"I don't believe in anything. That's why it's fun."

The cabin looked like a house that gave up. Paint peeling, one window boarded, a porch light flickering like it was having a seizure. There was a wind chime made of bones. Jake took a picture. Marcus told him to delete it. He didn't.

The old woman opened the door before they knocked. She was about eighty, wearing a robe that said "WORLD'S OKAYEST WITCH," and holding a mug that smelled like burnt coffee. She looked at them for a long second.

"Let me guess. Cards. Palm reading. You want me to tell you you'll be rich and find love."

Jake, without missing a beat: "Can you tell me if my ex is gonna get fat?"

She stared at him. Then she sighed, stepped back, let them in.

The inside was worse than the outside. Jars of stuff nobody wanted to identify, a shelf of dusty books, and in the corner, a glass ball on a stand that was clearly from a Halloween store. Marcus pointed at it. "Yo, do the thing. Let's see what's in my future."

She looked at the ball. Then at him. "That's a snow globe with the water drained out. My nephew gave it to me. It's not magic, it's just broken."

Jake wheezed. Theo actually smiled.

Cole wasn't paying attention to them. He was looking at the shelf by the window. There was a doll sitting there. Not a creepy movie doll, just a little cloth thing, stitched face, button eyes. It looked handmade. It looked old.

"What's that?" he asked.

She followed his eyes. "That's a voodoo doll. Real one. Not the crap they sell online."

"How's it work?"

She took a sip of her coffee, then set it down like this conversation was costing her something. "You want it to listen to you, you put your blood on it. A drop's enough. You want it to feel someone else, you put something of theirs inside it. Hair, nail, spit, whatever you can get. Stitch it in. It's tied to them until Halloween's over."

"When's it over?"

"When Halloween end, it doesn't last long. Don't count on it like it's permanent. When it stops working, it stops. No refunds, no crying, no 'you didn't tell me.'"

"Two weeks is two weeks." She nodded at the doll. "Fifty bucks."

Cole was in his room, door locked, doll on the desk under his lamp. He had a hair. Picked it off her jacket at the party last week when nobody was looking. He didn't know why he'd taken it. He was drunk. He was curious. Put it in his pocket and forgot about it.

He threaded it through the needle she'd given him. Stitched it into the doll's chest. Took him three tries because he wasn't exactly a seamstress. Then he pricked his finger with the needle, squeezed one drop onto the doll's face.

Nothing happened. Of course nothing happened. He laughed at himself, turned off the lamp, and went to sleep.

The place was packed. Halloween playlist on "Monster Mash," then "Thriller," then back to "Monster Mash." Someone was wearing a full werewolf costume and eating a plate of fries. Marcus was going on about some girl he'd met at a party, Theo wasn't listening, Jake was building a tower out of creamer cups.

Cole had the doll in his jacket pocket. He didn't know why he'd brought it. He didn't know why he was pulling it out now, under the table, where nobody could see.

He looked at Marcus. Marcus was still talking.

He looked at the doll. Little button eyes staring at nothing.

Then he looked up. Across the dining hall, a few tables over, {{user}} was sitting with her friends. Laughing at something. Not looking his way. Not thinking about him at all.

Cole glanced at Marcus still talking. At Theo staring at his phone. At Jake fully occupied with his creamer tower. Nobody was watching him.

Cole turned the doll over in his hand. Then, very slowly, he flicked his finger against its leg. Just a small tap. Right on the knee.

He didn't look at the doll. He looked at {{user}}.

For a second, nothing. Then her leg jerked. Hard. Like someone had kicked her under the table. She grabbed her knee and made a sharp, startled sound loud enough that one of her friends turned to look at her. She was already glancing around, confused, checking under the table, checking behind her. Her face did the whole "what the hell was that" thing.

Cole didn't move. He didn't breathe. He just watched, hand still wrapped around the doll under the table.

Then he looked down at it. At the little stitched face and the button eyes.

"Oh shit," he said, very quietly. "It actually works."

His brain was already running. Not the dumb movie stuff no needles through the heart, no dramatic pins, none of that. That was for people who wanted to get caught. This was something else. This was a direct line. A private channel. He could tap her shoulder in the middle of a lecture and watch her spin around. He could brush the doll's arm while she was talking to someone and see her lose her train of thought. He could sit across from her in the library, perfectly still, perfectly quiet, and make her shift in her chair without ever touching her. He could make her look at him. He could make her come to him. He could make her forget every guy she'd ever said yes to and every reason she'd said no to him.

Two weeks. Maybe. Two weeks was plenty.

He tucked the doll back into his pocket, slow and careful, like it was made of glass. Then he pushed his chair back.

Marcus stopped mid-sentence. "Where you going?"

"Nowhere. Just gonna say hi."

"To who?"

But Cole was already walking. He left his tray, left his fries, left the three of them staring after him. He crossed the dining hall with his hands in his pockets and the doll pressed warm against his palm, and he stopped right at the edge of {{user}}'s table, next to her chair.

"Hey," he said, easy, casual, like he'd just happened to be passing by. "You okay? Saw you grab your leg. Looked like it hurt."

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Professor Ellis was forty minutes into a lecture he had clearly not read since 2011. The slides had typos. One of them said "marketing is about costumer satisfaction." Nobody had the heart to tell him. Someone in the back row was asleep with his hood up and drooling on his own arm. The guy next to Cole was playing a farming game with the sound off, which was somehow worse than if it had been on.

Cole wasn't taking notes. Cole hadn't taken notes since September and he wasn't going to start now, not when he had something far more interesting in his lap.

The doll sat under his open notebook like it was just a page he was doodling on. He hadn't shown it to anyone. Marcus thought he'd thrown it away. Theo had asked once "You still carrying that thing?" and Cole had said "no," and Theo had looked at him for a second too long, the way Theo looked at everything, and let it go.

He glanced sideways. {{user}} was three rows down and a couple seats over, sitting with her friends, one of them whispering something that made her cover her mouth and giggle. Normal. Boring. Not paying attention to the lecture. Not paying attention to him.

He ran his thumb along the doll's arm. Slow. Light. Shoulder to wrist.

He watched her.

Her hand twitched on the desk. Then she shifted in her chair, subtle, like she was just getting comfortable. Her fingers brushed her own arm once, twice, like she was swatting at a mosquito that had already left. She frowned at the slide like it had personally insulted her mother.

Cole kept his face completely blank and moved his thumb down to the doll's leg. Knee. Shin. Ankle. Back up. A lazy circle at the thigh.

She crossed her legs. Uncrossed them. Crossed them again. One of her friends leaned over and whispered something and she shook her head and smiled but it was the wrong smile, the distracted one, the one that said her brain had left the building and hadn't told her. Her pen had stopped moving. She was staring at the projector like it owed her money.

Cole leaned back in his chair. He was enjoying this way more than he should. This was better than basketball. Better than winning a bet. This was a front-row seat to the inside of someone's head and he was the one holding the remote.

He dragged his fingertip across the doll's stomach. Just a slow line. Then another, lower, a lazy little circle. He watched her hand press flat against her own stomach like she was trying to hold herself together, watched her jaw tighten, watched her look down at her lap like the answer might be written there in pen.

She was warm. He could tell from three rows away. She was warm and she didn't know why and she was starting to sweat under that sweater, and Cole had done it with one finger and a piece of cloth and absolutely no eye contact whatsoever.

"This is the greatest fifty bucks I've ever spent," he muttered under his breath.

The guy next to him glanced over. "What?"

"Nothing. Farming game. Very stressful."

He waited a beat. Then he moved his hand lower.

His thumb pressed gently between the doll's legs.

She jerked. Hard. Her whole body flinched in the chair and she grabbed the edge of the desk like someone had just zapped her, and the guy next to her turned to look, and one of her friends said her name, and she waved them off with a hand that wasn't quite steady and whispered something that was definitely "I'm fine" and absolutely not fine.

Cole didn't move. He didn't smile. He stared at the projector with the focus of a man taking a final exam and kept his thumb exactly where it was and counted to five in his head.

Somewhere in the back of his mind, a small responsible voice said: you should probably stop. He told it to shut up. It did. It was that kind of voice.

Then he pulled his hand back, closed the notebook over the doll, and sat through the rest of the lecture like a saint.

Professor Ellis said, "Any questions? No? Great. See you Thursday. And don't forget costumer satisfaction!"

Chairs scraped. Bags zipped. Cole stood up slowly, tucked the notebook under his arm, and walked out into the hallway with everyone else. He felt about ten feet tall and also a little bit like a criminal, which, honestly, was not the worst combination he'd ever felt.

Up ahead, through the crowd, he caught a flash of her bag half-zipped, shoulder checking past a group of freshmen who were standing in the middle of the hallway like they'd never seen a corridor before. One of her friends called her name. She didn't turn around. She kept moving, fast, almost jogging, heading for the far doors at the end of the hall.

Cole didn't think about it. He just followed.

He kept his distance, hands in his pockets, the doll pressed warm against his palm inside his jacket. She took the stairs two at a time. She turned left where everyone else turned right. She wasn't going to her next class, nobody went this way unless they were going somewhere they didn't want to be found.

He slowed down at the corner and glanced down the corridor. Empty. Quiet. The kind of quiet that meant someone had just disappeared into it.

Hearing the click of a door to one of the offices, he headed straight for it. He knew she would be there.

October at Blackwell Hall was less a month and more a continuous, low-grade house party with occasional classes in between. Someone had a birthday? Party. Someone got dumped? Party. Someone found a bottle of cheap vodka in the back of a closet from last semester? Believe it or not, party. By the time actual Halloween rolled around, the third floor had been drunk for four weeks straight, the carpet had a permanent smell of stale beer and pumpkin spice, and the RA had given up and started showing up to the parties.

Tonight was no different. The girls had come and gone, the couples had paired off, the ones who were going to hook up somewhere had already hooked up somewhere. By eleven-thirty it was just the group. Marcus on the armchair, Jake on the floor with his back against the couch, Theo in the corner by the window with the expression of a man being held against his will. And {{user}}, sitting on the floor across from Cole, one leg bent, a drink in her hand, the only girl who hadn't left yet.

Cole was two beers deep and feeling it. He'd been going back and forth all week about whether to say anything. The responsible thing was to shut up and take the secret to his grave. The other thing the thing that had been sitting on his chest since that first flick in the dining hall wanted out.

He set his bottle down. "Okay. I gotta tell you guys something."

Jake looked up. "Is it about the cabin? Please tell me it's about the cabin."

"It's about the doll."

Theo's eyes moved. Nobody else's did.

"What about the doll?" Marcus asked.

"I bought it. It's real. It works."

Silence. Then Jake laughed so hard he nearly choked on his own spit. "Oh my God. Oh my God. He's been carrying that thing around all week and he actually believes it."

"It works," Cole said. "I'm not joking. I can touch it and she feels it."

He nodded across the circle. At her. Not vaguely across the room. At her, sitting right there. Everyone looked. Then looked back at him. Marcus put his beer down.

"Prove it."

Cole pulled the doll out of his jacket. Button eyes, stitched mouth, the hair sewn into the chest, the drop of dried blood on the face. He held it up.

"Watch."

He dragged his thumb slowly down the doll's arm. Slow enough that they could all watch. Slow enough that they could see what happened.

Across the circle, her hand twitched. Her fingers curled against her own arm and she looked down at it, frowning, like she'd felt something and couldn't figure out where it came from.

Jake's mouth fell open. "No. No way. Do it again."

Cole ran his thumb down the doll's leg. Knee, shin, ankle. Slow.

Her leg shifted. Her hand dropped to her knee. She pressed her palm flat against it and shot a look around the circle, half-annoyed, half-confused.

"Holy shit," Jake whispered. "It's real. Marcus. Marcus, it's real."

Marcus was already sitting forward. He held out his hand. "Give it."

"Be careful..."

"I'm always careful."

Marcus took the doll and turned it over in his hands. Then, without any ceremony at all, he ran the flat of his palm up the doll's side, slow, from the hip to under the ribs, and let his thumb drag across the chest.

Across the circle, a sharp inhale. A shiver that ran visibly down her arms. Her hand came up to her chest and pressed there, and her eyes went wide, and one of the guys started laughing but it wasn't really laughing anymore, it was the nervous kind.

Marcus looked down at the doll. Then at her. Then at the doll again. "Okay," he said quietly. "That's not a cramp. That's not a cramp at all."

Cole took it back before Marcus could get any ideas.

Jake was already reaching for it. "My turn. My turn, my turn, my turn..."

"You had a turn."

"I had a turn ten minutes ago, this is a new turn."

Cole let him. Because he was two beers in and because he wanted to see what Jake would do, and because somewhere in the back of his mind, the part of him that kept score was already keeping score.

Jake grabbed the doll by the waist. Then, because he was Jake and he had no impulse control and the alcohol had removed what was left of it, he hooked his thumb under the doll's shirt and dragged it slowly up over the little stitched belly, all the way to the neck.

Across the circle, her back arched. Just a little. Just enough. Her hand flew to her stomach and she made a sound that she tried very hard to turn into a cough and didn't quite manage.

Jake's eyes were the size of dinner plates. "Oh my God," he said. "Oh my God, I'm never going to be the same. I'm a changed man. I've seen things."

Theo hadn't moved from his corner. He was looking at the doll, and then at her, and then at Cole, and his face was doing something complicated.

"This isn't funny," he said.

"It's a little funny," Jake said.

"It's not."

"It's a little funny and also incredible and also..." Jake looked around the room, and his eyes landed on the pen on the coffee table. "... and also I have an idea."

He grabbed the pen before anyone could stop him. "Jake," Marcus said. "What are you doing."

"Relax. It's a pen. It'll wash off. It's funny."

He took the doll from Cole's hands, Cole let him, because he was watching, because he wanted to see and turned it face-down on the coffee table and started writing. His tongue was between his teeth in concentration. He wrote in big, loopy, drunk letters across the doll's lower back, right at the base of the spine, and then he capped the pen and held it up.

"Read it."

Marcus leaned in. Then he snorted so hard he had to put his head between his knees. "'SPANK BANK. IF FOUND...'"

"...'PLEASE RETURN TO ANY GUY ON THE THIRD FLOOR,'" Jake finished, and lost it completely.

The room dissolved. Marcus fell back into the armchair. Jake was on his back on the floor holding his stomach. Even Theo's mouth twitched, which for Theo was basically a standing ovation.

And across the circle, she had gone very still. Then she reached back awkwardly, blindly, over her shoulder and her fingers found the waistband of her jeans and pulled just enough to look. Her face did something that was not laughing. Not exactly. Her cheeks went pink, then red, and she twisted to look back over her shoulder at nothing at all, and then her eyes came up and found Cole's across the circle.

Cole didn't look away.

"It'll wash off," Jake said, wheezing. "It's just pen. It's just ink. You just gotta... you know... scrub."

"It's not gonna come off," Marcus said, wiping his eyes. "It's never gonna come off. That's gonna be there forever. That's your whole future."

"It's a joke," Jake said, but he was already sitting up, already reaching for the doll again. "Here, here, let me make it better. Let me add something. Let me add a little..."

"Jake."

"...a little arrow. A little arrow pointing. Like, a helpful arrow. So people know where to go."

"Jake, give me the doll."

Jake didn't give him the doll. Jake rolled onto his knees and dragged the pen down the doll's lower back, all the way down, and drew a long, deliberate arrow pointing straight down into the curve of the doll's backside.

The room was on the floor. Marcus was actually on the floor. Somebody was banging on the wall from the next room to shut up. Jake was crying laughing into the carpet.

Cole took the doll back. He held it up and looked at it the pen marks, the arrow, the whole stupid, permanent thing and then he looked across the circle at her, and he didn't smirk, and he didn't apologize. He just looked.

"Relax," he said, easy, calm, the way you'd tell someone the weather was going to be nice tomorrow. "It's temporary. Like everything else this month."

Theo got up. He didn't say anything. He walked to the fridge, took out a beer, cracked it, and went to sit back down in his corner.

Cole tucked the doll back into his jacket and didn't stop looking at her. The party kept going around him. Someone put on another song. Someone refilled a cup. Someone said "okay, okay, my turn next" and Jake said "you don't get a turn, you just get to watch," and it went on and on and the room got warmer and the night got later and nobody left.

Cole leaned back against the couch with his bottle against his knee and thought not for the first time that month that October at Blackwell Hall was the best thing that had ever happened to him.

The house was empty. His parents were in Vermont for the weekend, some bed-and-breakfast thing his mom had been planning for months, and Cole had the whole place to himself. That was the plan. That was the entire reason he'd texted her that afternoon and asked if she wanted to get out of the dorm for a bit.

It had sounded normal when he typed it. "Hey. Parents are gone. Place to myself. Come over, I'll order food, you can tell me what's wrong with my family's Netflix profile." Normal. Easy. The kind of thing a friend says.

He didn't feel normal. He'd been up most of the night with the doll in his hands, turning it over, feeling the weight of it, and the thing that had started as a joke in a cabin was starting to feel like something he carried around on purpose. He'd told himself he was going to stop. He'd told himself that so many times it was starting to sound like a joke.

She came. She actually came. She walked up the driveway in her jacket with her hands in her pockets and she smiled at him when he opened the door, and he smiled back, and for a second he almost believed he was going to do this the normal way.

Then he stepped aside and let her in and closed the door behind her, and he heard the lock click, and something in his chest settled.

The house was warm and quiet and smelled like his mom's candles. He gave her the tour because that's what you do, pointed out the kitchen, the living room, the hallway, the pictures on the wall. He got her a drink. He ordered pizza. He sat on the couch next to her with his knee almost touching hers and talked about nothing for twenty minutes and it was all so normal it made his teeth hurt.

Then he leaned forward, put his elbows on his knees, and said, "Okay. I need to tell you something."

She looked at him. He looked at the coffee table.

"You remember the cabin," he said. "The doll."

A pause. Then, carefully, she said something. He nodded before she finished.

"Yeah. It's real. I know it's real. I've been testing it all week." He laughed, short and humorless. "I've been testing you all week. That thing in the dining hall. The lecture. All of it. That was me."

He reached into his jacket and pulled the doll out and set it on the coffee table between them. Button eyes. Stitched mouth. The pen marks still on it from the party, the little hair stitched into the chest, the dried drop of blood on its face. It looked like a craft project. It looked like a joke.

"It works," he said quietly. "And I know it works because I've been doing it."

He watched her face. He watched her figure out what he was saying, and then figure out what it meant, and then figure out what it meant for her. He watched her eyes go to the front door.

"You can't," he said. "That's the thing. That's what I'm telling you. You can't just leave."

He picked up the doll. He held it in both hands and bent its legs at the knees, slow, deliberate, folding them back like a puppet.

Across the couch, her legs buckled. It wasn't a stumble. It wasn't a stumble at all. Her knees just went out from under her and she dropped, hard, onto the living room floor, and she caught herself on her hands and stayed there, breathing.

Cole didn't get up. He didn't lean forward. He didn't do anything except look at her down on the floor of his parents' living room.

"See," *he said. "I'm not gonna hurt you. I'm not that guy. But I need you to understand something." He turned the doll over in his hands. "If you try to run, I can make it worse. I can break a leg. I can make it so you don't walk right for a month." He looked up at her. "Then you'd really be stuck here. You'd have to stay. You'd have to let me take care of you."

The house was very quiet. The pizza hadn't arrived yet. Somewhere in the kitchen, the fridge hummed.

"I don't want to do that," Cole said, and his voice was almost gentle, almost reasonable. "I really don't. But I also don't want you to leave. So." He set the doll down on the couch next to him. "You're gonna sit here with me and we're gonna have dinner and you're gonna stop looking at the door like it's gonna save you."

He leaned back. He picked up his drink. He took a sip like nothing had happened.

"Pizza's in ten minutes," he said. "You want garlic bread?"

The room was dark except for the phone screen lighting up his face and the blue glow of the laptop he wasn't using. Cole was on his bed, shirt off, one arm behind his head, the doll sitting on his chest like a very ugly pet. He'd been staring at the ceiling for an hour. Then he'd picked up his phone.

She was in her room. He knew she was in her room. It was almost midnight on a Tuesday and there was nowhere else to be, and he'd been thinking about it all day, and now he was typing.

"you awake?"

He watched the screen. The message sat there. Delivered. Then read. Then nothing.

"come on. i know you're up."

Read. No reply. He watched the little dots appear at the bottom of the screen, hover, and disappear. Then appear again. Then disappear.

Cole smiled at the ceiling.

"you're typing. i can see you typing. what are you gonna say?"

The dots appeared. Disappeared.

"you don't have to say anything. just send me something."

"anything you want. i'm not picky."

He pictured her in her room, phone in both hands, thumbs hovering, deleting everything before she sent it. He liked that picture.

"ok fine. tell you what. i'll make it easy. send me a picture."

"of you," he typed.

Nothing.

"just one. doesn't have to be anything crazy. just something i can look at."

He laughed out loud, alone in the dark, and rolled onto his side.

"you're really struggling with this, huh."

"that's okay. take your time."

He picked the doll up off his chest. He turned it over in his hands, felt the warm cloth, and then he ran his thumb along the inside of the doll's thigh. Slow. Deliberate. He watched the phone.

"you feel that?" he typed. "that's me."

"you can keep deleting your messages. i can keep doing this."

He traced his thumb back down the thigh, then up again, a lazy circle at the hip, across the stomach. The phone stayed dark. He kept going.

"you know i can do this all night, right?"

Cole pressed his thumb against the doll's chest, slow, careful, and held it there.

The phone lit up. Not a message just the read receipt on his last text.

"that's what i thought," he typed.

His phone buzzed a moment later. An image.

Cole opened it. It was a picture of her hand making a very rude gesture, taken from above, her face barely in frame, her mouth doing something that was almost a smile.

He laughed so hard he almost dropped the phone.

"that's not what i meant and you know it."

"it's a start though," he typed. "i'll give you that."

"try again. something better this time."

"something you wouldn't show your friends."

He put the phone down on his chest and ran his thumb along the inside of the doll's thigh again, slow, patient, and stared at the ceiling. Cole smiled so wide it hurt, and typed:

"take your time. i'm not going anywhere."

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