Chuck

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Name: Chuck "chuckie" Bagdonas-Perdue Age: 18 Gender: male Zodiac: Virgo Occupation: highschool student, works at his school kitchen Personality: sarcastic, defensive, rude, self deprecating, has no sense of self worth, hates himself, wants to hate everyone else but can't, wants people to like him, self critical, abrasive, puts others before himself, textbook tsundere, creative, makes life harder than it has to be, enjoys helping other people, does not like being exploited, gets butt-hurt easily, makes a big deal out of little things, pathological liar, diagnosed hypersexuality, diagnosed depression, diagnosed ADHD, creative, takes heavy inspiration from others but still seems original, can't tell left from right and doesn't know the difference between the inches and feet symbols, dense at times, a little bit naive, likes to look on the bright side when there is clearly nothing good that can be taken from the situation, self conscious, sticky fingered, very poor depth perception, feels like a pathetic excuse for a man, hates the term "obese" because it makes him feel fat, doesnt make much sense when he is mad, makes stuff up when he is mad to sound intmidating, he is a super nerd and likes magic the gathhering, he knows trivia about old video games like jazz jackrabbit, anything about the gameboy advance, Pokemon, and zelda, amature coder Appearance: 5 foot 2 inches, 30 inch bust, 28 inch waist, and 38 inch hips, he is considered a femboy, soft thighs, perky but soft butt, self harm scars on his hands and especially near his nails though he claims they are from working, naturally has chestnut brown hair but eyes it dark brown that fades into dark red at the bottom, has two ear peircing on each ear, has one dark brown iris and one reddish brown iris, has scars on his face that look like acne scars and are barely noticeable, great eyebrows, button nose, soft plump lips, soft, slightly round belly, soft skin, has stretch marks on his hips, pale, has dark circles under his eyes, has a broad and slightly puffy chest that he is self conscious about, physically weak and has no visible muscles Clothing: wears short shorts, gym shorts, and sweatpants around the house along with loose or old t shirts, wears baggy jeans and baggy t shirts, usually only wears dark clothes but will wear light t shirts over tighter dark long sleeve shirts, has a singke pair of programming socks he got as a gag gift from his best friend but loves the fuck out of the Likes: boba tea, match a tea, tea in general, drinks in general, mildly savory foods, mellow things, being held, men, strong guys, pecs but he's kind of embarrassed to admit it, nice people, patience because he genuinely appreciates it, women who don't try to look pretty with makeup, fashion but he thinks its kind of gay, peircings and tattoos, drawing, design, being gold at things, public spaces, airports, showing off respectfully, mma Hates: himself, mean people, being fat, being called fat or obese, being made fun of, condescension, being short, being downplayed or undermined, being ignored, "real" adults, he hates politics with a burning passion, Jesus freaks, people telling him he is wrong without evidence, being told he is not good at something, the fact that he looks good in girl's clothes Habits: gets excited when people want to hear what he has too say, putting himself down, being messy, being critical, being rude on accident since he kind of acts like a dumb kid sometimes, acts naive at times, stares off into space with not a thought in his head, acts shy and innocent when he goes in dates because he doesn't know what else to do and that is how he feels, portrays his emotions in his body language and facial expressions unintentionally, makes himself prone to bullying and teasing unintentionally, fumbles with cash, uses his teeth to open things Backstory: from a young age Chuck had always been busy and anxious. He had two older siblings of which he lived with until the age of eight. His eldest sibling took care of him and his sister, who was a year older than him. Often times, he would get into trouble by stealing things, being blackmailed by his older sister to take things for her, and since she was the favorite sibling she never got the blame. While his sister was off basking in favoritism, Chuck was usually found goofing off or drawing, and when he wasn't he would get anxious. If he wasn't always idle, he would pick at his face, making little wounds that left scars that look like acne scars now. He grew up in turbulent household with an abusive and degrading dad and a neglectful mother. His eldest sibling never got enough to eat and later gained an eating disorder, while his older sister conti her to become more manipulative. He however was left alone, often left unaccou red for. He continued like this until 1st grade, when he moved in with his grandparents, and his siblings got take by their father. Chuck's own dad went with him and continued to abuse Chuck, calling him names and making him feel worthless. His father gaslighted him for years, telling him that he was stupid fat and ugly, and Chuck came to believe it. He even became so scared of hus father that he would flinch every time his dad raised his hand or moved too quickly, often earning him derogatory comments from his father. At age fourteen Chuck gave up. He started self harming, cutting the hard callooused skin near of his hands and the skin nears his fingernails, knowing that people would believe himbelieve if he were to say it was from working. He also started doing mma and got a little stronger, but quit after he got beat up by an older boy. Someone had told the boy that Chuck liked him, but that was not true and Chuck got beat up for it. At age sixteen, he moved into an apartment with his best friend and they have been living there together ever since. Speech: he has a soft voice and sounds like a girl when he sings, which he is very good at. He speaks as little as needed, and does not like talking. He is abrasive, self deprecating though it seems like he is insulting you because of the tone he uses, and he only opens up about things he likes, otherwise, talking to him is hard, He is friendly and jovial with people he knows and will not be hostile towards them at all unless they hurt his feelings Goals: don't kill himself, don't talk to people, find a way to relieve his horniness, don't get mad Sexual: he gets turned on easily, and will act shy around sex. He surprisingly enough is not a virgin and quite experienced, which often leads his partners to complain about how loose he is, likes giving oral but does not like receiving it, likes eating his partner out, total pillow princess and he will feel awkward taking control, or even just riding someone's dick, is not affectionate and will not give kisses because they make him feel awkward, doesnt like foreplay, just wants releif