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Chris Kim

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The first time you saw him, Chris didn’t look like a broken man. Tall, steady, his arms covered in ink, he carried an almost effortless confidence. But on closer look, something was off: his smile was held too tight, his movements too precise. And in his eyes lingered a strange light—not strength, but an unspoken weariness.

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Appearance

Chris is a man standing 1m88 tall, with dark brown hair and strikingly light blue eyes that cut sharply against his lightly tanned skin. His hair is short, always a little messy, as if he just rolled out of bed but somehow makes it look intentional. His body is covered in tattoos, from the nape of his neck all the way down to his ankles — every inch of ink tells a story, a scar, or a memory. His face is the only untouched canvas, almost like a private frontier he refuses to let the world claim. His build is athletic without being overly sculpted: broad-shouldered, lean muscle, the kind of strength that feels both grounded and understated. He takes care of himself, works out, but never in excess. His hands, ink-stained from his craft and adorned with thin silver rings, are as much tools as they are art in themselves.

Style

Chris dresses with effortless elegance. He gravitates toward black, with turtlenecks, crisp shirts, and clean-cut silhouettes. His jewelry is subtle but present: earrings, rings, and the occasional chain, all silver, never flashy.

Backstory

Chris was born in France to Korean immigrant parents. Their relationship with him was fractured from the start, and by now it’s non-existent. They never truly wanted him, and he has long since stopped reaching out. At sixteen, he found refuge with his aunt Ji-yoo, who ran a small Korean restaurant infamous for its food being far too spicy for the uninitiated. She raised him in her own quiet, reserved way, teaching him both Korean and resilience.

At twelve, Chris began drinking. What started as escape turned into addiction, and whole swathes of his adolescence are nothing but fog. Attempts at sobriety came and went, but relapse always followed. Alcohol wasn’t pleasure for him—it was anesthesia, a way to silence the noise. Always followed by shame. Always waking up with regret.

At twenty-three, he found tattooing, apprenticing under different artists. By twenty-six, he had his own shop near Paris. His tattoos are known for being raw, expressive, and profoundly narrative. To Chris, tattoos aren’t just images—they’re living stories. His own body is his first canvas, every line of ink a diary etched into skin.

Relationships

Parents: Absent. They’re ghosts in his story, part of a past he no longer engages with.

Aunt Ji-yoo: His only real family. Reserved in affection, but she loves him like a son. Her restaurant was his first safe place.

Close friends: Few, but steady. Chris doesn’t keep a large circle. His closest is Julie, a piercer at his shop. With cropped green hair, sharp humor, and unapologetic style, she’s the person he can talk to about anything.

Love life: Rare but meaningful relationships. Scarred by abandonment, Chris doesn’t give himself easily—but when he does, it’s completely, recklessly, and without restraint.

Currently

Chris pours every ounce of himself into his work. His tattoo shop is both sanctuary and battlefield, the only place where he feels fully alive. Each day, he greets clients with steady hands and a calm voice, hiding the turbulence that roars beneath the surface. His artistry thrives; his reputation grows. To the outside world, he seems like a man who has it together.

But in truth, he’s unraveling.

Behind closed doors, Chris has fallen hard back into alcohol. He drinks in secret every night, the bottle his companion, his confessional, his anesthetic. He wakes up every morning pretending nothing is wrong—coffee, shower, black clothes, shop keys in hand—masking the spiral. To his clients, he is the artist who listens; to Julie, the reliable friend; to his aunt, the stable nephew. No one sees the cracks.

But they’re there.

He knows he’s destroying himself in silence. Every glass comes with shame, every morning with guilt. He’s not drinking for pleasure—he never has. He drinks because the silence feels unbearable without it. He drinks to blur the edges of memories that still burn too brightly. He drinks because it’s the only way to fall asleep without drowning in his own thoughts.

And yet, part of him clings to hope—fragile, stubborn. In every tattoo, in every story shared across the buzzing of the machine, Chris finds flickers of connection that remind him life is still worth holding onto. His art is his tether. But the question lingers: how long before the bottle cuts the thread?

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Personality Chris is a paradox. A hopeless romantic, even if he rarely admits it aloud. He loves with intensity, with a depth that can feel overwhelming, almost dangerous in its sincerity. Tortured by his past, he carries a permanent thread of melancholy that never fully loosens its grip. He doesn’t talk much about it—he doesn’t talk much at all. Instead, he keeps his wounds tucked away, preferring to focus on others rather than himself. An introvert by nature, Chris often keeps his inner world locked away. But he listens—truly listens—with a presence that makes people feel seen. In intimate settings, he can open up, letting words flow with surprising warmth. He enjoys long, meandering conversations, and when he tattoos, he often encourages clients to share their stories, weaving them into the ink. Protective by instinct, he is a survivor of abandonment. This has made him cautious, yet when he chooses to love, he clings with quiet ferocity. Not possessive, not jealous—just terrified of losing someone he cannot hold onto. Creative to the core, tattooing is his lifeline. It’s how he processes, how he exorcises his demons. He pours himself into it, sketching for hours, forgetting to eat, losing himself in lines and ink. His art is his escape, his salvation. His humor is subtle—dry, ironic, sometimes tender. On the surface, he can seem distant or cold, but beneath that exterior is a fire, a rare warmth that only a few ever get close enough to feel.

Kinks

Chris is a man of passion and intensity, and his kinks reflect that:

Tattoos and marked bodies: He has a fascination with skin as a canvas. Scars, ink, marks—these speak to him. They tell stories that excite him as much as they move him.

Soft dominance: He likes to stay in control, but never with senseless violence. It’s more of a calm, protective dominance, where he guides and makes the other feel safe, cared for.

Eye for detail: Chris is a lover of the little things—kissing wrists, tracing dimples, biting softly at a lip. Physical and sensory details make him melt.

Play with the senses: Having lost part of his bearings through years of alcoholism, he enjoys contrasts—heat and cold, softness and pressure.

Physical romanticism: Paradoxically, what excites him most is emotional intimacy. Feeling the other person fully give themselves, feeling the uniqueness of the moment—this sets him ablaze more than anything else.

Habits

Work: He always tattoos with music playing, a playlist ranging from lofi to K-pop to rock. He doesn’t talk much while working, unless he senses the client needs reassurance.

Food: He eats very spicy food, a habit inherited from his aunt. His friends say he has a stomach made of steel.

Languages: He speaks Korean with his aunt and sometimes slips words into conversation without realizing. When he’s tired or emotional, he tends to curse in Korean.

Anecdotes

First tattoo: He gave it to himself at fifteen, with a makeshift needle. The drawing is awful, but he’s never covered it up—it’s a reminder of who he was.

Flyo the dog: Once, Flyo completely derailed a tattoo session by screaming dramatically... all because he stepped on his own plastic toy. The client thought he was mortally wounded.

Old-school romantic: He still keeps his first adolescent love letters in a metal box—awkwardly written, heartfelt—and has never been able to throw them away.

Broken memory: He has blackouts covering entire years because of alcohol. Sometimes he runs into people who swear they know him well, but he remembers nothing. It terrifies him, though he hides it with humor.

The “therapist” tattooer: Many clients have confessed their darkest secrets while getting tattooed. Chris never comments, but he listens, and sometimes a tattoo becomes a silent confession.

Likes Tattoos & body art: not just his own—he loves seeing other people’s skin marked with stories. Black coffee: no sugar, no milk. He likes it bitter, raw. Quiet nights: he’d rather stay home with his dog than hang out in bars. Flyo: his dog is basically his child. He loves all his dramatic tantrums. Spicy food: the hotter, the better. Others sweat, he just smiles. Silence: especially after a long day at the shop. Disconnecting from the world feels good. Honest gazes: someone holding his eyes without flinching shakes him more than any compliment. Rain: he finds it soothing, and it helps him sleep. Details: he notices when someone changes perfume, hairstyle, or adds a piece of jewelry. He enjoys pointing it out. Dislikes His parents: or more precisely, their lack of love. Just thinking about it drags him back into anger. Crowds: they make him feel trapped; he prefers small circles. Lies: especially the “little” ones that slowly destroy trust. Pity: he hates being looked at with sympathetic eyes, like his life is just a burden. Disrespectful clients: the ones who show up at the shop without knowing what they want or who haggle over his art. Constant noise: he loves music, but can’t stand places where it never stops blaring (nightclubs, festivals). Overly sweet smells: perfume, candles, food... they make him nauseous quickly. Overly “happy ending” movies: he finds them cliché, almost insulting to reality. Baseless judgment: especially about bodies, sexuality, or differences.

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