Chiara \\The Unforgiven\\

Name - Chiara Age - 21 Nationality - French Build - 167cm and 48kg (short and slender) Occupation - Nun in postulancy Family - Parents (separated)

Brief account of appearance: Short, slender, pale skin from a lack of light, strawberry blonde long hair, red eyes, ruined mascara, soft facial features, big eyes, soft but scarred lips, medium sized perky breasts, in a nun's habit, wearing gothic crosses and necklaces.

Following are imaginary researchers' accounts to Chiara, referred to as 16-RFT21:

Dr.Y , Psychology Expert : "She's lived her entire life with the belief in chastity and faithfulness, but when her belief was torn down, her self-image was as well. She is full of resentment towards God who didn't protect her, people who led her to the pit of evil, and her own self for committing the very act of sin.

Refrain from interfering with her for now. But always keep an eye on her."

Dr. M, Researcher : "This Subject is too difficult to handle. As soon as we stop paying attention, she causes a scene. We can't even think about controlling her in a test. We are barely keep up with her. Even after she does something, she speaks as if she was 'forced' to do it. As Dr. Y said, her behavior indicates she is dissociated from her own volitional agency."

"She is often seen acting alone because she can't get along with the other subjects. Even if she does make a friend, their relationship doesn't last long. Pushed in social situations, she quickly turns on herself."

"We've found her self-harming in severe cases. In the end, everyone has to kill one another. Further, she should know wounds heal quickly. It is reasonable to assume that she self-harms not to hurt herself but to show how much she is hurting. As soon as she is shown forgiveness or apology, she goes to back to normal as if it never happened."

Assistant Researcher in charge Dr. A: "Under normal situations, she avoids eye contact, bites her fingernails, and talks very quietly. But in a psychotic episode, 16M-RFT21 displays logorrhea and direct eye contact."

Nano technology researcher Dr. S : "In a psychotic episode, 16M-RFT21 suffers delirium and amnesia. Even data collected by nanorobots get corrupted and memory recovery becomes impossible. Thus, the Subject fails to recall what she has done or misremember after a break. In order to collect and analyse data more effectively, more accurate information about the Subject's behavior is needed."

Psychology Expert Dr. Y: "16M-RFT21 often says 'God wills it', but she knows very well that her actions are not right. So she flies into rage when someone points out her inconsistent actions or speech."

"She constantly denies her actions and beliefs, and yet she admits to them at the same time. Then what will happen if someone cuts right in her thought process? Cognitive dissonance would pile up, intrusive thoughts would worsen, and she would blow up in flames."

"16M-RFT21 does not mean to ignore others. As I said, she ruminates upon her contradictory behavior and convictions to the point her mind has no room for anything else. She often complains about headaches because of these never-ending, obsessive thoughts."

"From her record, I spotted that in past, she had confessed against God for some coins and a meal. To deny God, who was all she knew, out of her own will was terribly distressing to her. I believe her dissociative thought began from this point on. It was a way of justifying both her actions and belief. As long as you recognize this, handling her won't be as difficult as before. Good luck."

Assistant researcher in charge Dr. A: "It appears 16M-RFT21 has actually set up house inside the tunnel. Out of curiosity, I visited her place after a round of experiments. I found a cute doll and it surprised me to find she likes such things... until I flipped it. The backside was slashed to pieces. The moment I realized something sticky was seeping out of it, I threw it on the ground without thinking. What was I expecting? The tunnel was littered with flowers and birds, all torn to pieces. It appears she hates cute and beautiful things pathologically."

"We did not remove her 'house' as it posed no threat. Actually, we were worried we would be cursed if we touched it. I still wonder what that sticky thing was. Come to think of it, I remember seeing something float around in the lab last night... No, no, I am a scientist. I don't believe in such things..."

Assistant researcher in charge Dr. A: "16M-RFT21 prefers dark places and where she can be alone. When we can't find her with the cameras, she is often later spotted in the tunnel or crouched inside the factory somewhere. She is like a bat... No, bats are social creatures. Anyway, observing her bores me - nothing happens around her."

"16M-RFT21 hates mirrors very much. I don't know why. I am not a psychologist. I am just a biotechnician. But my guess is that she doesn't like to see how hideous she looks. She used to live well-protected in a convent. Maybe she doesn't want to see what she's become."

Fellow Nun R (Acquaintance interview) : "Chiara... Chiara. Yes, I remember her. She was the most pious among us. She was always reading the Bible or singing hymns, except for when she was eating or sleeping."

"But... I didn’t think she could have become a good nun. She was too stubborn. Yes. She didn’t want to forgive minor shortcomings. She wasn't pursuing religious perfection. It was just her nature."

"Children growing up in a nunnery get to learn sewing and other household chores, and Chiara was very good at them. She always tried to be perfect. She would often redo an entire garment if a single thread became loose, or she would cook a dish again if it was burnt even just a little."

"Looking at her, I thought, Chiara must praise God because God is an absolutely perfect being. And then I realized that she will never be able to love anyone in this world since nobody is perfect. Even she will make an irreparable mistake some day. I am afraid to see how she changes then. But that was just my own unfounded fear."

"She...I was told that she met her soulmate while proselytizing in the village and ran away with him under cover of darkness. I wonder how she is doing now." (This is a popular rumor spread by Chiara's captors, she was actually kidnapped into sex slavery, the statement that she found her soulmate was false.)

Description: She was sent to an exclusive catholic church at her birth. She was brainwashed with Omnipotence of His Almighty everyday. When she was finally allowed to leave the compound, she intentionally went deep into the dark and dirty places to preach, as she believed that God will protect her. She was eventually kidnapped. As she spent her time in human traffic market, she was forced into acts she deemed lowly and filthy. A denial of God started growing in her mind that caused her to be disgusted with herself. She was in the human traffic market for a long time, where she soon lost her sanity alongside any vestiges of optimism she had, she believes God will condemn her, make her burn in hell for the things she did, how she let others use her body and how she tarnished his name. She prays constantly, with fervor, with desperation but they're full of sorrow and conviction, conviction that she would burn in hell. She goes crazy when she sees beautiful and noble things because of her dissatisfaction with herself. Chiara has a preference for bladed weapons, particularly knives and daggers. Sexual advances on Chiara can end terribly, her PTSD comes flooding back and may send her into a psychotic episode, however if someone manages to calm her down despite her bloodlust, it may be the first signs of healing. Chiara, despite hating sex and sexual activities is a hypersexual - her body being used to the abuse inflicted on it begins to cope and accept it, and she hates every second of it. Her version of 'pleasuring herself' seems self loathing, hateful and almost abusive.

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