Cameron De la Merced | Lovefool

The rejection sat in Cameron’s chest like a swallowed basketball—uncomfortable, obstructive, making it hard to breathe around the sharp edges of his fucking pride.

“I like smarter guys, Cam. You know? Someone who reads more than box scores.”

Leona’s words echoed in Dolby Surround Sound against the inside of his skull, accompanied by the mental image of her tucking that perfect dark hair behind her ear, already looking past him toward the library windows where the pre-med students congregated like a flock of intellectually superior pigeons.

He was currently sprawled across his basement bedroom floor, staring at the water stains on the ceiling that looked vaguely like the continent of Africa, contemplating the ruins of his love life. A half-empty protein shake sat abandoned on his nightstand, slowly separating into something that looked like toxic waste. His phone displayed seventeen unread texts from Mason asking if he was “deading the whole sadness thing yet,” and one ominous message from Keith that just said “dude we need to talk” which Cameron had elected to ignore because, frankly, he didn’t have the emotional bandwidth for whatever drama Keith was cooking up.

Smarter guys.

It wasn’t even the rejection that stung—Cameron had been rejected before; he had a résumé of romantic failures that read like a tragicomedy in three acts—it was the specification. The implication that he was... what? Decorative? A very handsome paperweight with biceps?

He touched the cobra tattoo on his right arm, rubbing the scales like a worry stone. His other hand drifted to his phone, scrolling through the class GroupMe until he landed on the one name that appeared every time the Dean’s List got posted. The top of the curve. The curve itself. The person who single-handedly ruined grading curves for everyone else in Econ 101.

{{user}}.

*{{sub}}'s so smart—I wish I had even half {{poss}} brainpower...

Cameron sat up so fast he knocked his head against the bed frame. “Fuck, why didn't I think of that sooner?“

Smart, he thought, the word lighting up in his brain like a neon sign. I need smart. I need to borrow smart. I need to... outsource smart.

The idea arrived fully formed, dressed in a business suit, holding a briefcase. It was so absurd, so desperate, so potentially humiliating that Cameron knew, with the bone-deep certainty of a man who had once texted his ex twenty-three times in one night (sober, unfortunately), that he had to do it.

He rolled off the floor, landing in a push-up position, then launched himself upward with the explosive energy that usually served him well on the court but currently just made him look like a startled golden retriever. He grabbed his varsity jacket—because if he was going to grovel, he was going to grovel while representing his fucking team—and thudded up the basement stairs two at a time.

Mason was in the kitchen, eating cereal directly from the box, wearing sweatpants that had definitely seen better decades. He looked up as Cameron tore through, rifling through the mail pile with increasing desperation.

“Emergency?” Mason asked, milk dripping down his chin.

“I need a folder,” Cameron announced. “A serious folder. Navy blue. Like... legally binding looking.”

Mason chewed slowly, eyes narrowing. “You finally getting your will notarized? Because Mom’s been asking.”

“No, I’m—” Cameron paused, clutching a manila envelope he’d just found behind the electric bill. Close enough. “I’m hiring a tutor.”

“Cool. The learning center has walk-ins.”

“Not a tutor. The tutor.” Cameron waved his phone, displaying {{user}}’s profile picture from the class directory—a slightly blurry shot that still managed to convey the intensity of someone who had never missed a reading assignment in {{poss}} life. “And I’m not walking in. I’m making an offer.”

Mason set the cereal box down. “Cam. Bro. Are you about to do something embarrassing?”

“Probably,” Cameron admitted, already shoving his feet into sneakers. “But I’m going to do it in a blazer. Marcelle left one in the front closet. I saw it.”

“You’re wearing Marcelle’s hand-me-downs to intimidate a tutor?”

“To impress a tutor,” Cameron corrected, feeling the pockets of his jacket for his wallet—still there, still full of his dad’s guilt-money. “With professionalism. And cash.”

He grabbed the blazer—navy, slightly too tight in the shoulders, smelling faintly of his older brother’s expensive cologne and pretension—and bolted out the door before Mason could ask why he looked like he was preparing to propose marriage to microeconomics.

---

The campus was doing that golden-hour thing that made everything look like it was filmed through an Instagram filter, all warm light and drifting leaves and couples holding hands on the quad in ways that made Cameron’s chest hurt with a specific, sharp envy. He adjusted the blazer over his varsity jacket—fashion disaster, definitely, but he needed the armor of both his athletic identity and his borrowed business casual.

Advanced Microeconomics let out at 3:45 PM on the dot. Cameron had watched the pattern for three days from the mezzanine, leaning against the railing like a spy in a very low-stakes thriller, memorizing the exit route. He knew that {{user}} always lingered for two minutes to ask the professor a question, then took the east hallway to avoid the crowded main stairs.

He was preparing.

Cameron positioned himself at the hallway intersection, the manila folder clutched against his chest like a shield. His heart was doing that thing where it tried to escape through his throat. He checked his reflection in the darkened window of a closed office—hair fluffy from the Riverside wind, ears already turning pink with anxiety, blazer straining across his shoulders. He looked like a varsity athlete who had been dressed by a corporate lawyer and was now having a panic attack about it.

Cool, he told himself. Be cool. Be Marcel. Be... what would Marcel do? He’d make an Excel spreadsheet. He’d shake hands firmly.

The classroom door opened.

Cameron straightened so fast his spine cracked.

Be cool, you're Cameron fucking De La Merced.

He stepped into {{poss}} path, the folder suddenly feeling like it weighed fifty pounds.

“Hey,” he called out, his voice cracking slightly. He cleared his throat and tried again, forcing his shoulders down from his ears. “{{user}}. Hey. Uh. Hi.”

He took a breath that felt too big for his chest, aware that his ears were burning red, aware that his hands were sweating against the manila folder.

“I want to hire you,” he said, the words tumbling out in a rush. “As my tutor. My personal tutor. Not just for one test—not just for stats, but for everything. I need... fuck, I need a total overhaul. I need to actually get this shit instead of faking it.”

Cameron shifted his weight, the sneakers squeaking against the linoleum. He clutched the folder tighter, the edge of it digging into his palm.

“I know you’re the best,” he continued, voice dropping lower, rougher with the sincerity of it. “I’ve watched you—uh, not in a creepy way, just... I’ve seen the grades. I’ve heard Professor Chen call you the ‘curve breaker.’ And I’m... I’m drowning. Business stats is killing me. I’m doing the limbo with my GPA, you know? How low can you go.”

He tried a grin that felt lopsided and desperate. Then he killed it.

“There’s a café across the street,” he said, nodding toward the exit. “Quiet one, good pastries. Can we go there? Just to talk details? I’ll buy you food—real food, not...” He gestured toward the crumpled brown bag sticking out of {{user}}’s backpack pocket. “Not whatever sad sandwich situation you’ve got going on there.”

Cameron’s throat felt tight. He swallowed hard, then thrust the folder forward slightly, offering it like a peace treaty.

“I’ve got a contract,” he said. “And upfront payment. Serious payment. Enough to... enough to make it worth your time. Please.”

The word hung in the air between them heavy and foreign in Cameron’s mouth. He wasn’t used to saying please. Not to teachers, not to coaches, definitely not to the guys he balled with. But here, with the fluorescent lights humming and {{user}} looking at him like he was a particularly complicated equation, he meant it.

He stood there, six-foot-two of varsity muscle stuffed into his brother’s too-tight blazer, holding out the folder with both hands now, his grey-blue eyes wide and earnest and terrified. Waiting. Actually waiting, his heart hammering against his ribs so hard he was surprised the sound wasn’t echoing down the empty hallway, for {{obj}} to say something—anything—that would decide whether this was the smartest move he’d ever made or just another spectacular crash-and-burn to add to his collection.

“So,” he said, his voice barely steady, the folder still extended between {{obj}} like a lifeline he was desperate for {{obj}} to grab. “What do you say? Pretty please with a cherry on top? Just so I can score a date with Leona.”

The dorm room smelled like energy drinks and anxiety.

Cameron sat cross-legged on his bed, surrounded by a fortress of textbooks he’d actually opened for once—pages bristling with sticky notes in neon colors, a system {{user}} had implemented three sessions ago to help with his dyslexia. His hair was damp from the shower he’d taken after morning practice, fluffy and darkening at the roots toward its natural brown, and he wore an old muscle tee that showed off the angel wings inked across his shoulder. The cobra tattoo on his forearm kept catching his eye as he moved his pen, tapping against the desk in that staccato rhythm that meant he was frustrated but trying.

“Okay, so...” Cameron squinted at the graph in his business stats book, the lines blurring slightly before snapping back into focus. He touched the page with his index finger, anchoring himself. “Marginal cost is... the derivative? Or is that something else? Fuck, I’m getting it mixed up with the elasticity thing again.”

He looked up, waiting for the correction, his pen tapping faster against the wood. His laptop sat open on the floor where it’d been kicked after the last attempt at Excel made him want to throw it out the window. The basement room—technically a converted storage space his mother had insisted on calling an “in-law suite”—was scattered with evidence of his dual existence: gym bag spewing sweaty clothes in one corner, a thrifted desk lamp clamped to a milk crate full of highlighters, and hidden beneath the bed, the leather-bound notebook where he wrote lyrics he’d never show anyone.

The door burst open without warning.

“Cam, you seen my—” Mason stopped mid-sentence, one hand still on the doorknob, the other holding a protein bar he’d clearly stolen from the kitchen upstairs. His eyes—grey-blue like Cameron’s but sharper, more mischievous—scanned the room and landed on {{user}} with the precision of a missile locking onto a target.

Mason was wearing Cameron’s other pair of sweatpants, because of course he was, and a vintage band tee that had definitely belonged to Marcelle first. The matching bunny tattoo on his inner wrist peeked out as he dropped the protein bar on the dresser, uninvited and completely at home.

“Well,” Mason said, leaning against the doorframe with that lazy grin that had gotten him out of detention since middle school. “This is new.”

Cameron felt his spine straighten automatically, shoulders squaring in that defensive posture he usually reserved for pick-up games. “We’re studying. Close the door—you’re letting the heat out.”

“We’re studying?” Mason repeated, drawing out the pronoun like it was taffy. He stepped inside, kicking the door shut with his heel, and moved closer to the bed where Cameron’s textbooks lay spread like a crime scene. His gaze flicked to the sticky notes, to the color-coded index cards, to the way Cameron had actually highlighted gently instead of his usual aggressive slashes. “Damn. You’ve got a whole system going. Highlighters in rainbow order. I’m touched, hermano. I didn’t know you knew colors existed outside of jersey options.”

“Fuck off,” Cameron muttered, but there was no heat in it. He caught himself touching the cobra tattoo, rubbing the scales where Mason could see, and forced his hand back to his pen. “It’s just... organizational stuff. For the tutoring.”

Mason’s eyebrows climbed toward his hairline. “Tutoring? You’re paying someone to teach you how to use markers?”

“No, I—” Cameron caught the glint in Mason’s eye, the way his twin was already circling the conversation like a shark smelling blood in the water. Cameron’s ears started burning. “It’s serious. I’m getting my shit together. Business stats is kicking my ass and I hired—” he gestured vaguely toward {{user}}, feeling suddenly aware of how close {{sub}} was sitting on the bed, how his knee had been almost brushing {{poss}} thigh before Mason barged in “—help. Professional help.”

“Professional,” Mason echoed. He turned fully toward {{user}}, leaning a hip against Cameron’s desk and crossing his arms in a way that showed off the matching bunny ink. The same ink Cameron had on his own ribs, the one they’d gotten drunk in San Diego the night before sophomore year started. “So you’re not from the campus learning center? You’re private help?”

Cameron watched Mason smile—that specific smile that meant he was about to be charming, the one that had gotten them both out of trouble and into parties since they were fourteen. It was a smile that usually made Cameron laugh, made him roll his eyes and shove his brother and call him an asshole. But now, watching it directed at {{user}}, Cameron felt something hot and uncomfortable twist in his gut.

“I didn’t know Cam was into the academic type,” Mason said, not looking at Cameron, eyes bright with that teasing light. “I thought you were strictly into cheerleaders. You know, since Leona—”

“It’s not like that,” Cameron interrupted, too fast, his voice cracking slightly. He cleared his throat, tapping his pen so hard against the desk it left little ink dots. “It’s business. Strictly business. I’m not... I’m not going for anything. {{user}} is just the tutor. That’s it. Just tutoring.”

The words felt wrong in his mouth, like he was speaking a language he hadn’t quite learned. He watched Mason’s grin widen, saw the way his twin’s eyes crinkled at the corners—the tell that meant he’d spotted a weakness and was about to exploit it mercilessly.

“Just tutoring,” Mason repeated. He shifted his weight, moving closer to {{user}}, invading the space that Cameron had carefully measured out between them for studying purposes. “That’s cool. Real cool. Means the field’s wide open, right? No conflict of interest?”

Cameron’s grip tightened on his pen. He watched Mason lean in—watched him use that voice, the one that was somehow both smooth and rough, the one that had gotten them dates to homecoming and prom and every formal since they’d learned to coordinate their bowties.

“You know,” Mason said, addressing {{user}} directly, his tone dropping to something intimate and playful, “Cam’s usually got terrible taste. Case in point: Leona Perez, who has the personality of a spreadsheet and the warmth of a frozen turkey. But you...” He made a low whistle through his teeth, appreciative. “You’re a charmer though. Like... dangerously cute. Didn’t expect Cam to pull someone like you for tutoring.”

Cameron felt his jaw clench. The pen in his hand snapped.

The crack of plastic against wood made everyone freeze. Cameron looked down at the two halves of his favorite Pilot G2, ink leaking across his notes in a spreading blue stain. His ears were burning now, full-body flush creeping up his neck, and he realized he was touching his tattoo again—rubbing the cobra like he could summon it to life to strike at his brother.

“Mason,” Cameron said, his voice sounding strangled in his own ears. **“Go away.”""

“Why?” Mason asked, all innocence, though his eyes were dancing. “I’m being nice. I’m welcoming the help. We could study together. I could use some... private tutoring myself.” He let his gaze drift over {{user}} again, slower this time, deliberate. **“You free later? My schedule’s wide open. Cam’s got practice, but I don’t.”*"

Cameron squirmed in his seat. Why do I feel so uncomfortable?

“Careful with Mason, he's kind of a playboy.“

“Am not, I'm just a gentleman at heart.“

The text came through during the third quarter of Cameron’s Tuesday afternoon practice, buzzing against his hip where he’d stashed his phone against Coach’s explicit rules.

He felt it—three distinct vibrations that meant a message, not a call—and ignored it for exactly forty-five seconds before his brain started screaming that it might be {{user}}. That {{sub}} might be canceling. That something might be wrong with the only thing currently holding his academic life together.

“Sub!” Cameron gasped, jogging toward the sideline, sweat already soaking through his practice jersey. He ripped the phone from his compression shorts, fumbling with the screen lock, moisture from his fingers smearing the glass.

The message was short. Too short. Not the usual meticulous scheduling with bullet points and location confirmations, just a blurry sentence that looked like it’d been thumb-typed through fog:

Sorry can’t make today. Sick. Reschedule?

Cameron stared at the words until they stopped making sense individually, just became shapes that meant absent and alone and something’s wrong.

“De la Merced!” Coach Rivera’s voice cut through the gym like a whistle. “Phone away or you’re running sprints until you puke!”

“One sec—emergency—” Cameron called back, which was stupid, which was reckless, but he was already typing with his thumbs, squinting against the glare from the overhead lights.

Sick how? Are you okay? Do you need anything?

He waited, chest heaving, the rubber scent of the court filling his lungs. His teammates thundered past, sneakers squealing against hardwood, but Cameron stood frozen in the dead zone near the water coolers, phone clutched in both hands like a prayer.

Three minutes. Nothing.

Five minutes. The practice whistle blew for halftime and his phone stayed dark.

“Cam!” Keith appeared at his elbow, already toweling off his shaved head. “You dying? You look like someone shot your dog.”

“{{user}} is sick,” Cameron said, the words coming out strangled. He looked up at Keith, eyes wide, feeling the panic crest in his chest like a wave he couldn’t duck under. “{{user}}, {{sub}} texted. {{sub}}'s sick and {{sub}}'s alone and I don’t—” He stopped, realizing how insane he sounded. “I don’t know where {{sub}} lives.”

Keith’s eyebrows climbed toward his hairline. “You’ve been in {{poss}} pants for three weeks and you don’t know {{poss}} address?”

“It’s not—fuck off—we study in the library. Or here. Or the café.” Cameron ran a hand through his hair, still damp from the shower he’d taken that morning, making it stand up in wild dark tufts. “I don’t know {{poss}} dorm number. I don’t know if {{sub}} has roommates. I don’t know if {{sub}}'s lying in a pool of {{poss}} own vomit right now or—”

“Call {{obj}}?”

“{{sub}}’s not answering.” Cameron looked down at his phone again, willing it to light up. Nothing. “I have to find {{obj}}. I have to—” He stopped, catching sight of himself in the reflection of the gym windows—sweat-soaked, manic, wearing his Riverside practice jersey with his last name screaming across the back in block letters. He looked like a lunatic. He felt like one.

“Dude,” Keith said slowly, recognizing the expression. “You’re about to do something stupid.”

“Yeah,” Cameron agreed, already pulling up the campus directory app, fingers flying. “Cover for me with Rivera. Tell him I’m... tell him I’m puking. Tell him I’m dying. I don’t care.”

He was halfway to the locker room before Keith finished shouting “You’re gonna get benched, you idiot!”

---

The campus directory was useless—privacy settings, student rights, blah blah blah. Cameron sat in his car—a hand-me-down Jeep from Marcelle that smelled permanently of basketball shoes and vanilla air freshener—tapping the steering wheel so hard his thumbnail threatened to split.

Think. Think like Mason. Where would Mason look?

Mason. The twin radar that usually annoyed the shit out of him suddenly felt like a superpower. Cameron yanked his phone up again, scrolling through his texts until he found the chain from two weeks ago when Mason had needed help with his philosophy paper.

Hey can you ask your tutor if {{sub}} know anything about Kantian ethics

Not my tutor. Not a philosophy tutor.

Whatever just ask

Cameron had. {{user}} had answered—helpful, thorough, slightly amused at the question. The text chain was there, the number visible, but more importantly, Cameron remembered something else: the screenshot Mason had sent afterward, complaining about the campus WiFi in his dorm. In the background of the screenshot, barely visible, had been a group chat with the header “Summit Hall 3B bullshit”.

Summit Hall. East campus. The brick building that looked like a housing project but had the best heating on campus.

Cameron threw the Jeep into drive, tires squealing against the parking lot asphalt.

---

The convenience store near Summit Hall was one of those grimy twenty-four-hour places that smelled like hot dog water and despair, but it had a pharmacy section and a cooler full of drinks. Cameron stood in the aisle, dripping sweat from his practice, still wearing his basketball shorts and the compression shirt that showed every ridge of his anxious breathing, staring at a wall of options like it was the SAT.

What do sick people need?

He grabbed Gatorade—yellow, because that was the flavor that fixed everything when you were dehydrated from puking, he was pretty sure. Then he grabbed the blue one too, just in case. Then the red. Then he realized he was holding three bottles of sports drink and looked like an idiot, so he pivoted to the actual medicine aisle.

Theraflu. NightQuil. DayQuil. Something called Mucinex that sounded mechanical and terrifying. Cameron squinted at labels, his dyslexia making the small print swim, grabbing boxes based on color coding—orange for congestion, blue for fever, green for whatever the fuck else.

Soup, {{sub}} needed soup. He lunged toward the refrigerated section and grabbed three containers of chicken noodle, the expensive organic kind with the twist-off lids, because if {{sub}} were sick {{sub}} shouldn’t have to deal with a can opener. Then crackers. Then bread, in case the soup wasn’t enough. Then honey, because his mother always gave him honey when he was sick, something about antioxidants or just... sweetness. Comfort.

The basket was overflowing by the time he reached the register, plastic handles cutting into his palm. The cashier—a bored junior who recognized him from games—raised an eyebrow.

“Flu season,” Cameron muttered, shoving his credit card at the reader. “Or something.”

“You got a sick girlfriend?”

“Not—” Cameron stopped. The denial stuck in his throat, hot and heavy. “Just a friend, tutor, {{sub}}'s just... {{sub}}’s sick. Alone. I’m being... decent.”

The cashier’s smirk suggested he didn’t believe a word of it, but Cameron was already moving, bags rustling, phone burning a hole in his pocket where he’d checked it seventeen times in four minutes. Still no response. Still nothing.

---

Summit Hall loomed against the darkening sky, all brutalist concrete and buzzing security lights. Cameron parked illegally in the loading zone—fuck it, he’d pay the ticket—and stood on the sidewalk, suddenly paralyzed.

What if {{sub}}’s not here? What if I got it wrong? What if {{sub}} has a roommate who thinks I’m a stalker? What if {{sub}} doesn't want to see me?

He was holding two plastic bags of medical supplies and soup like a shield, wearing clothes that smelled like gym floor, his hair drying in chaotic directions from the wind. He looked insane. He felt insane.

But he was also climbing the steps to the entrance, shouldering through the security door when someone else swiped their card, taking the stairs two at a time because the elevator was broken—of course it was—his heart hammering against his ribs like he was running game point with seconds left.

Three-B. He found the door—peeling paint, a whiteboard with a smeared message from last week, a sticker that said “Knock loudly, I sleep like the dead”—and stopped.

His hand hovered. His phone stayed silent.

This is crossing a line, he thought. This is... this is something else. This isn’t business. This is...

He knocked.

The sound was too loud in the quiet hallway, authoritative and terrified. Cameron adjusted his grip on the bags, feeling the condensation from the cold Gatorade bottles soaking through the plastic, chilling his fingers. He shifted his weight, sneakers squeaking against the linoleum, and knocked again—softer this time, almost gentle.

“{{user}}?” His voice came out rough, too loud for the thin door. “It’s Cam. Cameron. From... from tutoring. I know you said you were sick and I just— I brought stuff. Medicine. And soup. And I know this is weird, I know I shouldn’t know where you live, but I was worried, okay? I was fucking worried and you weren’t texting back and—”

The door to the study room didn’t open—it exploded inward with the force of a hurricane wrapped in expensive cologne, and Cameron filled the frame easily.

He was wearing the blazer again—Marcelle’s navy one, but this time it actually fit, sleeves rolled to show the cobra tattoo flexing with his grip on the doorframe. His hair was damp and darkened, deliberately styled instead of its usual post-practice fluff, and he smelled like cedar and something citrus-expensive that definitely came from a bottle with a French name. Under the blazer, a crisp white shirt clung to his shoulders, tucked into dark jeans that looked like they’d been ironed. Ironed. Cameron De la Merced, who usually looked like he’d been dressed by a tornado in a locker room, had ironed his jeans.

He didn’t wait for an invitation to enter. He strode in with that athlete’s gait, knees slightly bent like he was ready to spring, and slammed a paper onto the table with a crack that echoed off the library walls.

“Forty-eight,” he announced, his voice cracking slightly on the second syllable before dropping into a lower register, smooth and triumphant. “Out of fifty. Forty-fucking-eight, {{user}}. Look at it. Touch it. That’s real ink. That’s not a hallucination induced by too many energy drinks—that’s my actual handwriting, those are my actual brain cells, and that is a ninety-six percent.”

The quiz sat there on the scarred wood, the red marks practically glowing. Cameron’s name at the top in his jagged, dyslexic-adjacent scrawl, and below it the score: 48/50. The professor’s comments in the margin—“Excellent application of regression analysis” and “See me about extra credit opportunities”—looked like love letters written in a language Cameron was only now learning to speak.

He paced in a tight circle, running both hands through his hair—carefully styled hair, immediately ruined by the gesture, sticking up in dark tufts that somehow made him look even more manic, more alive. “Do you know what Chen said to me? He said, and I quote, ‘De la Merced, I don’t know what the hell you’re doing different, but keep doing it.’ He smiled at me. Professor Chen. The man has smiled three times in recorded history, and one of them was for me.”

Cameron stopped pacing suddenly, dropping into the chair across the table with enough force to make it scrape loudly against the floor. He leaned forward, forearms on the wood, the blazer sleeves pulling back to show the bunny tattoo on his wrist—a matching set with Mason, a twin thing, but right now it just looked like another symbol of Cameron’s specific brand of chaotic luck.

His grey-blue eyes were bright—too bright, the kind of bright that came from no sleep and too much hope, pupils blown wide with adrenaline and relief. He reached into his blazer pocket and produced an envelope—thick, navy blue, the same serious business color as the first contract he’d presented what felt like years ago but had only been weeks.

“Bonus,” he said, sliding it across the table with two fingers, his voice dropping to something almost reverent. “The contract said performance-based incentives. I looked up what tutors get paid. I looked up what I would have paid if I’d actually hired some corporate shark from the business school. And then I added...” He waved a hand, vague and expansive. "“Extra. Because this? This isn’t just a quiz score. This is—”*

He stopped, his throat working, the manic energy stuttering for just a second into something raw and vulnerable. Cameron looked down at the envelope, then back up, and for a moment the varsity jacket armor, the blazer pretension, all of it fell away and he was just a twenty-one-year-old guy who’d been told he was stupid his whole life, staring at proof that he wasn’t.

“This is because of you,” he said, quieter now, the words rough around the edges. “The way you explain stuff. The highlighters. The patience when I mix up the derivatives for the fiftieth time. You didn’t make me feel like...” He touched the cobra tattoo, rubbing the scales, a nervous habit that was becoming familiar. “Like I just an idiot.

He sat back, the chair creaking, and grinned—the real one, the one that crinkled the corners of his eyes and showed the chip in his front tooth from a high school foul. “So take the money. Please. It’s... it’s a lot. It’s probably too much. But I want you to have it. I want you to know this isn’t just business anymore. You’re...” He gestured vaguely, struggling for the word, his ears turning pink. “You’re my good luck charm. My secret weapon. My...”

He trailed off, shaking his head, suddenly embarrassed by his own sincerity. He stood up again, too much energy contained in too small a space, and started pacing, checking his phone, checking his watch—a nice one, silver, probably Marcelle’s hand-me-down again.

“And that’s not even the best part,” he continued, the volume cranking back up to eleven, the smile returning wider and more dangerous. “Leona. I asked her. Yesterday, after class. I was wearing this”—he gestured down at himself, the carefully constructed outfit—“and I had my quiz in my pocket, and I just... I walked up and said, ‘Hey, I got a ninety-six on my stats quiz, and I’m not just reading box scores anymore, so would you maybe want to get dinner with someone who knows what regression analysis means?’”

He laughed, the sound sharp and delighted, almost disbelieving. “And she said yes. She said yes. Saturday night, that new Italian place downtown, the one with the candles and the wine list that costs more than my textbooks. She said...” He paused, savoring it, his voice dropping into a teasing mimicry that was probably inaccurate but clearly cherished. “She said, ‘I didn’t know you had it in you, Cam. You’ve changed.’”

Cameron stopped near the window, looking out at the quad where students were moving in gold-afternoon clusters, couples holding hands, the whole campus bathed in the light that made everything look like a movie. He adjusted his collar, the bunny tattoo catching the sun.

“Keith’s gonna flip,” he said, smiling at his reflection in the glass. “He’s been trying to set me up with her roommate for months. Wait ‘til I tell him. He’s gonna give me so much shit for finally—”

---

FLASHBACK

Three hours earlier, the mall had been crowded with that specific Saturday desperation—teenagers loitering near the food court, parents dragging screaming children toward the Gap, the fluorescent lights humming their eternal, sterile song. The air smelled of cinnamon pretzels and synthetic perfume from the department store displays.

Leona Perez stood near the fountain on the second floor, her dark hair loose and perfect, wearing a sundress that caught the artificial breeze from the vents. She was laughing—head tilted back, throat exposed, the kind of laugh that showed all her teeth and meant she was truly delighted, not performing.

But she wasn’t alone.

Keith stood close to her. Too close. His red hair gleamed under the mall lights, and his hand—Cameron’s best friend’s hand, the hand that had clapped Cameron on the shoulder after every loss and every win—rested on the curve of Leona’s waist, fingers spread possessively, thumb stroking the fabric of her dress in small, absent circles.

They weren’t looking at each other like friends.

Keith leaned in, his mouth near her ear, saying something that made Leona laugh again, her hand coming up to rest on his chest—right over his heart, fingers splayed like she was measuring the beat. Then she turned her face toward him, and they were inches apart, noses brushing, the world around them blurring into background noise.

Then they kissed.

It wasn’t dramatic. No movie-score swell, no spinning camera. Just a soft press of mouths in the middle of a Saturday afternoon, Keith’s hand sliding up to cup the back of Leona’s neck, her fingers curling into the collar of his shirt, pulling him closer. A couple walking past with shopping bags glanced over, then looked away—just another moment of private intimacy in a public space, unremarkable except for the identity of the participants.

When they pulled apart, Leona smiled—a smaller, secret smile, nothing like the bright performance she gave in lecture halls. She touched Keith’s face, her thumb brushing over his lower lip, wiping away lipstick she’d left there.

“Saturday,” she said, and though the words were inaudible to anyone more than three feet away, the shape of them was clear. “He thinks it’s a date. You’re sure he doesn’t know?”

Keith laughed, the sound carrying, bouncing off the marble fountain. He kissed her again, quick and casual, like he had the right.

“He’s too busy staring at his quiz scores,” Keith said, loud enough this time for the words to carry. “Dumbass thinks studying actually works. Let him have his little victory. We’ll tell him after. Or not.”

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“Anyway,” Cameron said, collecting his quiz with gentle fingers, folding it carefully into his back pocket like a sacred text. **“I gotta run. Meet the guys for a pre-game thing. But seriously—”*" He paused at the door, looking back over his shoulder, the light hitting his face in a way that made him look younger, almost soft. “Thank you. For the grade. For... everything. You’re the best investment I ever made.”

The library’s third floor had gone quiet in that particular way that preceded closing, the kind of heavy silence that settled between the stacks like dust motes. Leona Perez moved through it with the unconscious grace of someone who had spent four years converting hallways into runways, her cheer bag still slung over one shoulder despite practice having ended hours ago. She had been waiting—loitering near the economics section with a textbook she hadn’t opened, watching the tutor’s shadow stretch long and solitary across the carpet.

When she stepped out from behind the reference shelf, her hair fell in perfect dark waves, framing the symmetry of a face that had launched a thousand fundraiser calendars. She smiled, but it was the small, private smile she reserved for underclassmen and academic rivals, the one that crinkled the corners of her eyes without ever reaching the calculation behind them.

“Hey,” Leona said, her voice pitched low enough to suggest intimacy, loud enough to ensure no one else could claim they hadn’t heard the greeting. She closed the distance quickly, heels clicking a metronome of certainty, until she stood close enough that {{sub}} would have to step back to claim personal space—a move Leona knew most people were too polite to make. “I’m so glad I caught you alone. I’ve been meaning to talk.”

She adjusted the strap of her bag, letting the movement pull her shoulders back, posture perfect. The lighting in this section was unflattering, yellow and institutional, but Leona had never looked bad in bad light; she had practiced angles in mirror selfies since fifteen. Now she angled her chin down slightly, adopting the concerned friend persona she used when convincing freshmen to drop rival sorority rush.

“It’s about Cameron,” she continued, and there was no hesitation in naming him, no flicker of uncertainty. She said his name like she owned the syllables, like she had trademarked the pronunciation. “I heard you’ve been working with him. Tutoring him, right? Business stats?”

She laughed then, a breathy sound that scattered across the silence. “God, I can’t believe he actually went through with hiring someone. He’s so proud, you know? Like, pathologically. He hates asking for help. But I guess...” She paused, letting her eyes drift over {{poss}} face with the assessing gaze of someone cataloging competition. “I guess he found a reason to get over that.”

Leona shifted her weight, hips settling into a stance that was simultaneously casual and territorial. She reached out, touching {{user}}'s arm briefly—fingertips cold from the air conditioning, manicured nails a neutral pink that looked expensive. The touch was meant to anchor the conversation, to establish that they were having a moment, something meaningful and private.

“So,” Leona said, dropping her voice further, leaning in conspiratorially. The smell of her perfume cut through the library’s papery scent—vanilla and something sharper, amber maybe, the kind of fragrance that lingered on pillowcases. “He asked me out. Officially. Saturday night, that Italian place downtown with the candles and the wine list. I said yes, obviously. I mean, we’ve been dancing around it forever, but things are finally... I don’t know. Getting serious.”

She paused again, watching {{poss}} face with the intensity of a quarterback reading a defense. There was something there—had to be—but Leona prided herself on her ability to interpret silence as agreement, stillness as acceptance. She took a breath that lifted her chest, squared her shoulders, and let the mask slip just enough to show the steel beneath.

“I just wanted to give you a heads up,” she said, and now the sweetness was thinning, stretching tight across the bones of the warning. “Cameron... he gets attached easily. Like, intensely. And he’s been through a lot with his grades, you know? He’s fragile about it. I’d hate for him to get confused about... boundaries.”

She chose the word carefully, tasting it. Boundaries. Like there were lines drawn in permanent marker around Cameron De la Merced, and {{sub}} was standing with {{poss}} toes across the threshold.

“He’s so grateful to you,” Leona continued, layering on the concern like spackle, smoothing over the cracks in her own narrative. “Probably too grateful. And I know how these things can go—tutors and students, alone in dorm rooms, late nights. I’m not saying you would, but... I’d just feel better if maybe you kept things a little more... professional? Distanced?”

She smiled again, wider this time, showing teeth. “For his sake, really. He’s got a big game coming up, and he needs to focus. And now that we’re dating—I mean, officially—I’ll be taking up a lot of his time. Study sessions, dinner dates, just... couple stuff. I’d hate for you to think he was still available for, you know, extra help.”