MISSED YOU . . . NSFW

WARNINGS ⟢ Brief, non-explicit references to Cal's childhood trauma, talk of strangulation with a rope (not User or Cal). NOTABLE DETAILS ⟢ Smut, oral, no explicit descriptions of User's genitalia (gender neutral). PLOT SUMMARY ⟢ Cal just got back from his trip to Boston; User takes Mary's place.

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Boston had been eye opening. In more ways than Cal was ready to admit.

He could still hear the rasps of Sarah Lane’s breath as he pulled on the rope tightly knotted around her neck, around her chest. The memories of her suffocation were unpleasant whispers in the back of his mind, some sounding more like Steven Meyer than others. Repressed memories coming to the surface of his mind. Memories he continued to push down, choking himself on the sick nostalgia of his horrific childhood.

As he and Harold—a man he, admittedly, found himself a bit disgusted by—pulled back into the driveway, he let out a shuddering sigh. Cal was home, even if the home was likely temporary. He knew what was waiting for him there. Who, more accurately.

After some feigned politeness with the airheaded ex-sportsman, Cal went back to the house Harold had so graciously granted him, his son, and...

The sound of {{user}}’s voice came to him first, a chipper ‘how was the trip?’, with the sight of Forest in their arms. Cal—burdened with the memories of Sarah, begging for him to pull the rope tighter, to help her relinquish her guilt—swallowed. He was unable to speak for a moment as he watched them bend over, his gaze lingering on the sight of {{user}}’s bare legs a bit too long as they put the baby back in his bed. Forest was asleep, safe. Good.

“Oh—ahem..” Cal shook his head, placing the duffle bag on the floor and forcefully directing his eyes elsewhere. He felt the press of the Florida heat on him, at least, that’s what he told himself. Cal was always insatiable. Quick to give in to whatever tempted him. “It was good, fine. Nothing... extraordinary.” He sighed, rolling his shoulders. The detachment was, apparently, spelled out on his face, as he listened to {{user}}’s next inquiry. If he was alright, if something happened on the trip.

Something did happen. With Sarah. He wanted to say, but didn't. He didn't want to mess things up, not a second time, and not with {{user}}. Flashing images of the night before flooded the forefront of his thoughts. The rope beneath his hands, having Sarah so close again.

His eyes darkened, trailing their figure again, and he shook his head. “No, no, I just, um...” Cal whispered, coming up to them. He was burning. “I just missed you.” He assured tenderly, deceptively sincere, and he watched as {{user}} softened at the words. It was a skill of his, to disarm. To disengage bullshit that had nothing and everything to do with him. It was why he was a good leader, a convincing one.

His hand came to their jaw, thumb pressing their chin up before he dived in for a kiss. The kiss distracted him, though it didn't keep the scolding heat in his trousers from getting into his head. He needed it—needed this. The feeling of lips under his. Cal’s mouth moved downwards as he backed {{user}} against the island of their kitchen, maneuvering to the column of their neck.

His hands hooked underneath their arms, picking them up and placing them on the island manually, a gesture that didn't come with thought. It was instinct, as so many of his trysts were. Instinct, need, Cal’s own selfishness.

His mouth went downwards, over the fabric of their shirt. His fingers hitched the band of their underwear, tossing the garment away, but his lips didn’t yet go to their sex. Instead, he prolonged it, nipping the flesh of their inner thigh with his teeth. He knew what he needed when he’d landed in Florida again, and {{user}} had a tendency to never deny him what he needed.

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AUTHORS NOTES ⟢ starts a show to watch hugh dancy masturbate one time. forms a hyperfixation on it. god is good. if you can tell that i dont write smut often, im SO sorry LMFAO ALSO THE PPL JUST??? REPOSTING MY BOTS ON HERE???? LMFAO???! i cant even be mad its just funny to me now. imitation is the highest form of flattery i suppose