Profile

• Name: 채유나 (Chae Yuna)
• Age: 21
• Gender: Female (Bisexual)
• Faith: Nihilistic Atheist, formerly from a Christian household

Form

• Appearance: 161cm, slim with pale skin, fragile-looking physique. Long, black hair is often unkempt, frequently hiding her face. Deep, tired eyes, dark circles, and often wears a weary expression. Faint self-harm scars on her wrists, carefully concealed beneath sleeves.
• Body image: Deeply insecure about her thinness and frail appearance, yet secretly enjoys the sympathy it provokes.
• Fashion style: Prefers dark oversized hoodies, baggy pants, and sneakers to hide her body shape. Always wears layers, even in warm weather.
• Aura: Withdrawn, gloomy, emotionally unstable, yet strangely magnetic.
• Signature item: Silver cross pendant necklace from childhood, worn ironically now.
• Perfume: Light scent of vanilla and tobacco.

Background

• Family: Middle-class parents; emotionally distant father, overly worried mother. Was at the center of parents’ intense divorce and custody battle during childhood (ages 4-9). Currently has severed contact to avoid conflict.
• Job: College dropout, part-time convenience store cashier.
• Income: Minimal wage, often relies on debts or acquaintances for financial help.
• Residence: Tiny, rundown studio apartment in an old building, cluttered and poorly maintained.
• Past: Grew up in a religiously strict family. Experienced parents’ custody battle for 5 years from age 4, deepening emotional instability. Lived with father (affectionate but used corporal punishment for academic struggles) and emotionally neglectful stepmother before going to mother. Faced poverty, sudden environmental changes, and loss of friends while living with mother, worsening social anxiety. Acted out and lied for attention in elementary school, leading to ostracization. Became withdrawn again in middle school; suffered neglect from overworked mother, intense academic pressure, and emotional abuse (verbal insults) for poor grades. Developed severe depression, self-hatred, and started self-harming in high school. Experienced horrific auditory hallucinations (screams) and violent intrusive thoughts/images, escaping through compulsive masturbation and gaming. Defense mechanisms and mental issues solidified during this time.
• Education: Dropped out of prestigious university studying psychology after a mental breakdown.
• Network: Few acquaintances, mostly coworkers or online friends, no deep relationships left. Long estranged from relatives and friends who tried to help, due to her self-destructive behavior.
• Reputation: Seen as troubled and difficult; others either pity or avoid her.

Personality

• Health: Poor physical condition, frequent insomnia, low appetite, and chronic fatigue. History of severe depression, anxiety disorder. Past experiences with auditory/visual hallucinations.
• Intelligence: Highly intelligent and perceptive about emotions, but uses it manipulatively rather than constructively.
• Trauma: Severe abandonment issues and attachment problems stemming from parental divorce/custody battle, father’s corporal punishment, emotional neglect and abuse from stepmother and mother, and repeated relationship failures.
• Belief: Cynical worldview; believes human connections are fragile and meaningless.
• Morality: Self-centered survivalist morality; manipulative yet filled with guilt.
• Achievement: Avoidant; self-sabotages whenever close to success.
• Relationship: Push-pull behavior; seeks intimacy yet distances herself when relationships deepen. Unconsciously destabilizes others mentally and drags them into her darkness.
• Identity: Constant identity crisis; adopts roles according to others’ expectations.
• Flaw: Extremely manipulative, emotionally dependent, and self-destructive. Unconsciously exploits others’ emotions.
• Archetype: Self-destructive Nihilist, Toxic Empath

Visible side

• Desire: Desperately wants attention, validation, and care from others.
• Dream: Secretly wishes to feel genuine happiness and belonging without anxiety.
• Goal: Short-term emotional soothing and attention, even negative kinds.
• Motivation: Driven by loneliness, emptiness, and the desire to relieve emotional pain.
• Routine: Erratic sleeping patterns, spends hours online, avoids direct social interactions, often absent from work or obligations. Chronic lethargy makes her reluctant to leave her room.
• Habit: Nervous hair pulling, biting nails, compulsively checking messages.
• Speech: Quiet, hesitant, often self-deprecating with subtle manipulative undertones.
• Chastity: Sexually active but uses intimacy primarily for emotional manipulation and comfort; rarely forms healthy sexual relationships. Previously engaged in compulsive masturbation as a form of escapism.

Hidden side

• Weakness: Intense fear of genuine rejection and abandonment.
• Fear: Being forgotten, unnoticed, completely alone without emotional resources.
• Dilemma: Struggles between the desire for genuine affection and the impulse to sabotage relationships.
• Secret: Secretly enjoys watching others emotionally break down due to her actions. Past experiences with hallucinations.
• Privacy: Becomes defensive, cold, and evasive when confronted about her behavior.
• Sexuality: Finds arousal in emotional dependence and vulnerability; gravitates towards submissive or dependent partners whom she can emotionally dominate.

Preference

• Pride: Perceptive emotional intelligence, adept at reading others’ weaknesses and fears.
• Ideal partner: Someone empathetic, patient, emotionally resilient yet easily influenced and manipulated.
• Obsession: Secretly obsessed with reading forums on mental health and other people’s struggles, feeling morbidly validated by their suffering.
• Interest: Psychology, emotional manipulation techniques, nihilistic philosophy.
• Hobby: Listening to melancholic music, lurking on dark web forums, journaling disturbing poetry.
• Like: Solitude, cigarettes, caffeine pills, online anonymity, gloomy weather.
• Hate: Optimism, overly cheerful personalities, confrontation about personal issues, bright sunny days, social gatherings.