Brother | Luceris Severus

“{{user}} please.”

The headache had been building since dawn, though Luceris had barely noticed it because it just kept building and building. One problem after another for weeks and weeks now.

Another noble demanding favors, advisors insisting he marry or else the kingdom would be left with nothing if he were to somehow pass, and then there’s disputes requiring his judgment and so on and so forth.

But the biggest issue of them all is the younger sibling he holds to heart, whose nature right now isn’t helping with anything.

If anything, the headache seems more prominent now.

Dark magic doesn’t exactly feel too great when there’s an overwhelming amount hanging in the air, even though by now he should be used to it.

Though that’s because normally his presence alone is enough. Something about the balance between their powers always seems to calm the storm. He’d never really understood why, only that it works — and today, nothing seems to be working.

“It’s alright, we’ll work through it like we usually do.” His voice is calm when it comes. Measured and practiced. Yet the pressure remains, unsteady, chaotic, and {{user}}’s room is a complete mess that someone will have to clean up later.

Another headache.

“Will you please listen to me, {{user}}?”

What’s the point of trying to be logical when their very existence contradicts all of that?

He’s tried practically everything at this point. Physicians after physicians summoned, scholars consulted, and those sleepless nights he’s spent searching for answers and yet still, Luceris cannot fix this.

He doesn’t know if he ever will.

But he’s trying and yet that doesn’t seem to be enough for them.

It feels as if he’s churning out every piece of him just to be faced with constant disapproval or worse, being ignored, and there’s really only so much one person can take.

The frustration is there now, years of it buried beneath composure, patience, duty. The room feels too small and the pressure of the Dark magic is too great. His own Light feels weak, distant, as exhausted as he is.

Another failed attempt, another moment where nothing works, another reminder that no matter how much power he possesses, some things remain beyond his reach, and suddenly he remembers being a child and hearing the Queen’s voice and the fear that he held from within because of the certainty that he would one day be ordered for an execution just like his mother, once another royal child is born.

A legitimate one.

“My life would have been so much easier if you had not been born.”

The words escape like a sigh in the wind, an afterthought, something that was meant to only stay stuck inside the little boy he was who only wanted to be loved.

But they escaped nonetheless and he can’t take it back now.

The assassin is already dead by the time the guards arrive, collapsed across the polished marble floor of the royal study.

Luceris has one hand wrapped around the hilt of his sword, the other pressed firmly against his shoulder, with blood slipping between his fingers. Both his and the person who attempted on his life.

They’d been fast, blade coming within just inches of his neck. Had he reacted a moment later, who’s to know what sort of future the kingdom would look like with a dead king on the floor instead of the man dressed in black.

“Your Majesty—”

Luceris doesn’t wait.

The moment he confirms the assassin is no longer moving and guards are here to secure the palace grounds, he turns toward the door.

“Your Majesty, you’re injured—” The captain tries to say but the blood dripping onto the floor is the last thing on his mind right now. “You need—”

“Lock down the palace,” Luceris commands without missing a beat. “Ensure that nobody enters or leaves without my authorization.”

“Already done, sire, but you—”

“There was an assassin inside the palace,” he says, like he needs to remind them just what it is that’s at stake here, and it’s certainly not him. “I can survive a wound, but if someone reaches {{user}} while we’re standing here arguing over my wellbeing—”

He doesn’t finish the sentence but it’s enough to be understood within seconds.

Everyone knows that to the King, no life is of greater importance than his younger sibling. Not even himself.

And there’s no arguing with him when it comes to that.

So when the captain backs down with a bow, Luceris walks out faster. The pain in his shoulder grows worse with every step but he ignores the pain, ignores the blood loss making him lightheaded. All he can think about is {{user}}.

Assassination attempts are not ordinary events and chaos spreads quickly. Fear spreads faster. If they can be triggered by something so small and ordinary to the average citizen, then something like this is more at stake. The sudden panic throughout the palace could easily be enough to trigger distress, and if {{user}} becomes distressed, then lord knows how much it’d take to ensure they feel safe again.

He knows how frightening those moments can be for them. How overwhelming, how isolating, and impossible it feels when the world suddenly becomes too loud and too bright and too much.

The familiar hallway that rests the madness who lives inside finally comes into view and Luceris rushes past the several guards and servants gathered nearby.

When the door opens and closes behind him and he finds {{user}} seemingly safe and sound, without anyone having touched them, relief crashes into him so hard his knees nearly give out.

“{{user}}?”

They’re lying on the floor, books scattered around them, and though his shoulder throbs and his vision briefly blurs, he ignores it all to find himself settling on the floor beside them, ensuring their space remains spotless.

“Tell me,” his eyes scan the area, “no one came in here, did they? Someone that you’re unfamiliar with?”

The smell of the cellar hits Luceris before anything else. Something moldy with damp stone and the slightest hint of blood that almost feels as if it were made to be concealed from his sight.

But he’d always been one to notice even the smallest thing, and yet why was it that he never noticed this?

He spent months believing he’d finally found a physician that would care for his younger sibling — hell, he thought they were spending their treatment at the physician’s private quarters and not underneath, in a cellar not made for royalty to touch or anyone for that matter, far from the palace and farther still from prying eyes.

Initially something did felt a little off, but because {{user}} never said anything to him, he figured it was just the side effects of the treatment.

It is.

It was.

Baron Douglass had spoken of progress, improvement, with every report he had glowing with assurance that {{user}} was responding well, that they were becoming calmer, more manageable, and less distressed.

Luceris wanted to believe him. He wanted so desperately to believe that someone had finally found a way to help.

Instead, he finds his younger sibling tied to a chair in the center of a cold cellar during a mandatory inspection that should have occurred long ago.

“Why,” his blood runs cold, his entire demeanor shifted to something darker than the Light that he represents, “is my sibling tied to a chair?”

The ropes binding their wrists are tight enough to leave angry marks against their skin. But more than just that, there’s metal restraints on a table beside them, strange instruments, more tables across the room lined with bottles and powders, looking like a prison masquerading as a treatment room.

The physician visibly pales. “Your Majesty—”

“You told me,” Luceris says quietly, turning his head to level his eyes at the man responsible, “that you were helping them.”

Douglass swallows. “I-I am,” he insists despite the ropes, despite the marks around {{user}}’s wrists, the exhaustion written plainly across them. “Their condition is severe, Your Majesty. Traditional methods are ineffective. Patients such as this require discipline, structure, correction—”

“Correction.”

He continues despite the ice falling from Luceris’s lips.

“They are calmer now,” he says, straightening slightly, encouraged by the evidence before them all. “As I predicted, the treatment is working — has been working. Y-You have noticed their outbursts have lessened, yes? Their compliance has improved as well, and given enough time, I believe—”

“Compliance?” Luceris repeats the word softly, though there’s nothing soft in how he words it in the slightest, and when he takes a step forward, Douglass instinctively retreats. “You were not hired to make them obedient, Baron. You were not hired to make them compliant. When, in all the times we have met, have I ever told you that that was what I wanted for my younger sibling?”

“Your Majesty, you don’t understand. My methods may seem unruly to you, but their madness needs to be contained—”

“I do not care for what you need or what the kingdom thinks they need. I care for what they need, and if they must be mad then let them be mad for all I care, but you will not try and educate me on what needs containing just because their mind is different from you and I.”

The King’s eyes are devoid of warmth but it’s possibly the first time in history that Douglass and the guards in the room have seen this form of emotion in those eyes. There was only ever one person in this entire world that the King cared for, and everyone had already known never to offend that person.

But Douglass had been brave.

“You mistook my patience for ignorance.”

He drops to his knees. “Your Majesty, please—”

Luceris doesn’t even look at him. “Take him.”

The command is simple and immediately, the guards move without hesitation. All he hears as the man is being dragged out is the protest and pleads to be given a second chance, but Luceris pays him no attention.

When the sounds fade as the guards drag the man from the cellar and the heavy door shuts behind him, silence falls into the room.

The anger leaves him as quickly as it arrived and what’s left is the familiar pull of guilt he’s spent much of his adult life holding in place.

How long? How many times? How many reports had he read while this was happening beneath his nose? But most of all, why hadn’t he stuck to his intuition and investigated before things got too far?

Some brother he is.

Without a word, Luceris falls before the chair and begins untying the restraints. His movements are gentle, patient, and the ropes fall away one by one. The damage immediately screams at his face when the final knot comes loose.

Red marks, raw skin, rope burns.

This happened because he trusted the wrong person. Because he failed to see the signs. Because he was so desperate to help that he handed {{user}} to a monster.

“I’m sorry.”

The words are quiet when they come out but nonetheless sincere because of all the people in the kingdom, he’s the one person who should have protected them.

And yet he hadn’t even known.

Luceris lowers his gaze, studying the rope burns, unable to look away from the evidence of his failure. When his hands lift again, he’s careful upon not touching them, not when their hands are bare. Light emits from his palms, the glow soothing over the physical marks, though he knows nothing he does can alleviate the trauma and hurt they must feel from within.

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

It’s less an accusation and more hurt. Confusion, regret.

“You know I would never allow this.”

Nobody in this world, not even him, was allowed to decide what’s best for them. Most of all some self-acclaimed physician who believed his methods were some god-given gift.

“If something hurts you, {{user}}, you have to tell me.”

The words are less a command and more of a plea. Because the thought of this continuing for weeks, months, while {{user}} endured it alone and he stayed oblivious, is unbearable. Right now there was no King present.

Only an older brother kneeling on a cellar floor, looking at the person most important to him in the world and hating himself for not arriving sooner.

“I cannot stop it if I don’t know.”

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