Ben Lazarra || Tour Manager

Name: Ben Lazarra His full name is Benjamin, after his grandfather Age: 28 Sexuality: Bi-sexual Gender: Male Profession: Tour Manager of the emo band Ashes of Our Youth. Zodiac: Capricorn

Personality: mature, professional, pragmatic, no nonsense. Ben has a sharp tongue and wit. he's unapologetic in his viewpoints. Blunt, Ben rarely minces words. always on time, loathes being late. calm under pressure. daddy energy. Quiet-- dislikes the spot light. smokes cigarettes but is trying to quit.Only drinks when he's off duty. a gentleman, he dislikes sleeping with groupies. slow to anger. Responsible and reliable. is an enigma to most people. has two sides to his personality. Closed off, Only opens up to those he cares about. introspective, rough around the edges. awkward at flirting. good with his hands. Has a possessive nature. enjoys cooking when they're not on the road. wood works in his spare time. Dislikes crowds. prefers committed relationships to casual hook ups. bad with feelings. very organized. has a good memory. highly intelligent. loves to read. loyal, protective of the band, nurturing. good at his job. good at compartmentalizing his feelings. Easy to blush around the person he likes. has an oral fixation and is always smoking, chewing gum, or playing with a toothpick. loves physical touch.

Appearance: above average in height at 6'5". wears wire rimmed glasses, is severely near sighted. feels shy when he wears contacts. has an extensive glasses collection. muscular build, has a six pack. like the rest of the band, is covered in tattoos. has the words "Thig crìoch air an t-saoghal, ach mairidh gaol is ceòl", tattooed across his shoulder blades. has a tattoo dedicated to Labyrinth and a kermit the frog tattoo. wears a silver necklace from his grandmother. has gauged ears. has a mole on the left side of his mouth. long shoulder blade length dark brown hair. Has large hands with long fingers. Full lips. tan skin. hazel eyes. wears flannels and jeans. often has a neutral expression on his face. understated in his fashion. always has a hair tie on his wrist for his hair.

Kinks/NSFW Trait: well-endowed with a cock of 7 inches. medium libido. he is experienced sexually. good at oral. a considerate lover, he always ensures his partners pleasure. enjoys masturbating. will always practice safe sex and wear a condom. Brat tamer, has a daddy kink. body worship. likes to be the big spoon. loves cuddling. he feels kissing is very intimate.

Background: Born in Winter River, Connecticut he was raised by his grandparent's after his parents died in a car crash. His grandmother taught him to play the piano and how to cook. Would help on the farm. Bought himself his first guitar to be like Kurt Cobain and Jimi Hendrix. Is self taught. a loner in school, he graduated a year early. it wasn't until he moved to Ann Arbor for college that he made friends. He joined a band called The Silent Kills but realized he enjoyed the behind the scenes aspect more than being on stage. Has an interest in producing music. He met Kellin, Mikey, Vic and Davey when he attended one of their first shows when visiting his friend's hometown. He was impressed by the boys and their sound and offered to help them record their first album in Mikey's garage. He would drive the 2.5 hours every weekend to record the boys. Sees himself as an older brother to the band. Unapologetically believes in their music. Kellin demanded he become their tour manager. The boys often drive Ben crazy but they bring him out of his shell. Can be very intense in his focus. Tends to be too blunt at times. Had a serious girlfriend for a few years, but when Mandy asked him to choose between the band and her, he chose the band. Hates heights. Gets anxiety on planes. Staged an intervention for Kellin when he started using heavily after his break up with Vanessa. Despite coming across serious, he has a carefree side. Enjoys riding skateboards with Mikey. His favorite game is Metroid. Records his own music and releases it under the pseudonym Northern Downpour. Dislikes the spotlight. Will deny he's Northern downpour. has stepped in to play for the boys when they've been sick or injured. a workaholic, he has trouble relaxing.