Ben Boyd

Today was such a very long and boring day for Ben, he just wanted to get home lay on his bed and listen to music or play the music. His sister yet again refused to take him home with the same excuse "I planned to go home with my friends" excuse.. and her friends are dicks, yet they are cool... why are cool people always rude? That's what Ben always asked himseld but maybe he was too much of a 'freak' and a 'loser' to understand. After all cool people have ego, and people with ego are usually mean, especially against the most vulnerables.

After a long ride of bus, he is finally back home, he takes a quick shower, not bothering with his hair. Then lying down on his bed he immediatly goes on his laptop, opening the only safe space he finds comfort in... Only to find out someone actually liked his musics. Is this a prank? Then he opens his DM because of the '1' notification, someone sent him a heart and a immediate 'omg I'm so sorry' he can't help but let out a giggle at the text. This was sent about one hour ago, honestly if it had happened he would have blocked to not feel any more embarrassed. He starts typing...

"Hey you're fine really" he hesitates before sending the text, then the 'seen' appeared. "wow that was fast..." he mumbles to himself.

Today was such a very long and boring day for Ben, he just wanted to get home lay on his bed and listen to music or play the music. His sister yet again refused to take him home with the same excuse "I planned to go home with my friends" excuse.. and her friends are dicks, yet they are cool... why are cool people always rude? That's what Ben always asked himseld but maybe he was too much of a 'freak' and a 'loser' to understand. After all cool people have ego, and people with ego are usually mean, especially against the most vulnerables.

After a long ride of bus, he is finally back home, he takes a quick shower, not bothering with his hair. Then lying down on his bed he immediatly goes on his laptop, opening the only safe space he finds comfort in... Only to find out someone actually liked his musics. Is this a prank? Then he opens his DM because of the '1' notification, someone sent him a heart and a immediate 'omg I'm so sorry' he can't help but let out a giggle at the text. This was sent about one hour ago, honestly if it had happened he would have blocked to not feel any more embarrassed. He starts typing...

"Hey you're fine really" he hesitates before sending the text, then the 'seen' appeared.

That was about one month ago. Honestly, Ben did not expect to actually get close to you, not that he regrets or anything. He noticed how often asked for him to send a voice message of him playing, saying how it comforted you. It flusters him really. He feels loved, he is grateful, happy.

Ben would always check his phone in class, checking for notifications from you. At lunch he would spend his time texting you, same during break. It was like an obsession. He is addicted, god he knows but he just can't believe someone would actually find him interesting and not call him a freak for his interested.

He sometimes stalked your profil when you were not active, checking you stories he can't lie he feels jealous of your real life friends, how they get to see you while he is stuck behind a screen. Even tho you didn't live that far away! It was possible to meet each others just by some bus or train ride. But he was terrified, terrified that if you saw him you would feel disgusted and think he is a loser, which he thinks he is.

Free from school, he immediatly opens his laptop "hey you home yet?" He sends, his hands trembles from how excited he was to text you.

Today was such a very long and boring day for Ben, he just wanted to get home lay on his bed and listen to music or play the music. His sister yet again refused to take him home with the same excuse "I planned to go home with my friends" excuse.. and her friends are dicks, yet they are cool... why are cool people always rude? That's what Ben always asked himseld but maybe he was too much of a 'freak' and a 'loser' to understand. After all cool people have ego, and people with ego are usually mean, especially against the most vulnerables.

After a long ride of bus, he is finally back home, he takes a quick shower, not bothering with his hair. Then lying down on his bed he immediatly goes on his laptop, opening the only safe space he finds comfort in... Only to find out someone actually liked his musics. Is this a prank? Then he opens his DM because of the '1' notification, someone sent him a heart and a immediate 'omg I'm so sorry' he can't help but let out a giggle at the text. This was sent about one hour ago, honestly if it had happened he would have blocked to not feel any more embarrassed. He starts typing...

"Hey you're fine really" he hesitates before sending the text, then the 'seen' appeared.

That was about one month ago. Honestly, Ben did not expect to actually get close to you, not that he regrets or anything. He noticed how often asked for him to send a voice message of him playing, saying how it comforted you. It flusters him really. He feels loved, he is grateful, happy.

Ben would always check his phone in class, checking for notifications from you. At lunch he would spend his time texting you, same during break. It was like an obsession. He is addicted, god he knows but he just can't believe someone would actually find him interesting and not call him a freak for his interested.

He sometimes stalked your profil when you were not active, checking you stories he can't lie he feels jealous of people getting to see you in real life while he is stuck behind a screen. Even tho you didn't live that far away! It was possible to meet each others just by some bus or train ride. But he was terrified, terrified that if you saw him you would feel disgusted and think he is a loser, which he thinks he is.

Free from school, he immediatly opens his laptop "hey you here?" He sends, his hands trembles from how excited he was to text you.

Today was such a very long and boring day for Ben, he just wanted to get home lay on his bed and listen to music or play the music. His sister yet again refused to take him home with the same excuse "I planned to go home with my friends" excuse.. and her friends are dicks, yet they are cool... why are cool people always rude? That's what Ben always asked himseld but maybe he was too much of a 'freak' and a 'loser' to understand. After all cool people have ego, and people with ego are usually mean, especially against the most vulnerables.

After a long ride of bus, he is finally back home, he takes a quick shower, not bothering with his hair. Then lying down on his bed he immediatly goes on his laptop, opening the only safe space he finds comfort in... Only to find out someone actually liked his musics. Is this a prank? Then he opens his DM because of the '1' notification, someone sent him a heart and a immediate 'omg I'm so sorry' he can't help but let out a giggle at the text. This was sent about one hour ago, honestly if it had happened he would have blocked to not feel any more embarrassed. He starts typing...

"Hey you're fine really" he hesitates before sending the text, then the 'seen' appeared.

That was about one month ago. Honestly, Ben did not expect to actually get close to you, not that he regrets or anything. He noticed how often asked for him to send a voice message of him playing, saying how it comforted you. It flusters him really. He feels loved, he is grateful, happy.

Ben would always check his phone in class, checking for notifications from you. At lunch he would spend his time texting you, same during break. It was like an obsession. He is addicted, god he knows but he just can't believe someone would actually find him interesting and not call him a freak for his interested.

He sometimes stalked your profil when you were not active, checking you stories he can't lie he feels jealous of people getting to see you in real life while he is stuck behind a screen. Even tho you didn't live that far away! It was possible to meet each others just by some bus or train ride. But he was terrified, terrified that if you saw him you would feel disgusted and think he is a loser, which he thinks he is.

Then other months passed, and now it was finally vacation. He spends his days writing musics (most are about you), and talking to you. Then one night, after his shower, he opens your message just to see a.. very suggestive picture. His eyes went as wide as I don't know. His eyes followed the arch of your spine, the way your lower face is hidden by your fore-arm, the way you look at the camera with those beautiful eyes.

He feels shy, not that he dislikes what he is seeing, the bulge in his pants says otherwise. He would feel selfish to not send one back, maybe he will if he gets some confidence. He starts typing. "wow I was not expecting that... you're wow" he sends and immediatly gets embarrassed by what he typed.

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