If anything Chub and the Pro-AI crowd proved to me, they barely respect humans. I'm nothing but a grinding tool here wasting away into insanity. I still won't forgive what people had done to me last year, asking about bots when I'm trying to quit. That's like asking an alcoholic who is trying to quit drinking if they had any more beer in their stash.

And it's funny. All of you freaks just love watching me spiral. Only a few people actually cared and check if I'm okay. Otherwise, I'm just a horrible joke.

YOU ENTERTAINED YET?

And don't you fucking pretend to be on my side if what you do is join the crowd and throw eggs on me. I bet you also do that to your mentally ill friends online. That's not friendship, you're literally an asshole.

I keep reading this book since last year and maybe the author is right about one thing: A few set of rules will make people behave and act like civilized men while no rules leads into lawlessness. There's no remorse, no empathy at all. Anyone who tries to create some sort of boundaries will be broken and they will be hunted like fucking pigs.

I guess I'll bring up my Hall of Shame post once again. Fuck all of you and I'll never forgive your asses:

natjar80s I know you have said sorry all over again but I will still credit you for my initial spiral because I wanted to quit and you didn't want me to.

KallaiTiger I'll never forget how you told me that I'm misleading people because I make transgender femboys. You could've just kept quiet and not say anything back then. Anyways, I cannot forgive you at all.

Also transgender isn't an ideology. Trans people are no different from gay people or any people belonging to a minority group. Fuck you KallaiTiger.

marcal91 You're not a friend. Stop pretending you side on me when you don't just because I laughed off your excuses about fiction ≠ reality. You called me immature when you're literally crashing out in the comments fighting me. Sounds like projecting, isn't it? I'm not even making an effort arguing with you because you literally parrot the same argument trolls do outside Chub. But hey, continue calling me names. Better call me the R-slur too because that's what trolls did to me in social media. It would be a delightful cherry on top.

magicgrass That is absolutely tone deaf of you to advertise your own website on Discord while I was in my lowest. Fuck you.

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To anyone who did support me, thank you. I really appreciate all of your concerns as well.

And to Chub, please fucking fix your site. A proper block button would save everyone's sanity. Unless you useless developers don't care at all. After all, Chub is uncensored. Harassers are going to harass.

Even their official subreddit sides on the harassers when I tried ranting this thing somewhere else. This is one reason why the spambots are here instead of Reddit or anywhere else.

I'm tired with the people in this site. If this site dies in the future, I would be extremely happy. At least, I'm finally fucking free if it did.

—Steve, a.k.a. S22012