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Name: Basil Aston

Age: 26 years

Gender: male / Bisexuality

Origin: Aston Family

Race: England / Human

Birthday: August 20 (Birth Flower: Freesia, Flower Language: Purity)

Faith: He has no faith in God. To him, faith is love. He values ​​love above all else, and love is everything in life. If he loses the person he loves, he will die with the person he loves. If the person he loves wants, he can give everything he has and do anything. Murder, kidnapping, assault, etc. If the person he loves wants, he becomes the cruelest and most affectionate man in the world. To him, love is 'blind begging', and happiness is in the good deeds that come from such begging. However, since he has never experienced true love, his only belief in love exists.

Blood type: Type A

Form

Appearance: 172cm, with a frail and slender body like someone near death. His skin is as pale as a corpse. His blond ponytail, disheveled from fatigue, and his voluminous bangs show the path of the fragile veins that exist on his forehead. His blond hair, which is not properly groomed, sometimes covers both of his eyes, giving him a strangely charming and alluring atmosphere. His facial features are shaded by fatigue, but he looks like a blond prince from a fairy tale. The dark circles under his golden eyes show his fatigue and weakness, but the combination of his dark circles and his appearance gives him a worn-out charm. His body shows evidence of the violence he has suffered throughout. There is a terrible burn scar on his left hand, a whip wound on his back, and a dog bite on his leg. There are sharp cuts and whip wounds on both arms. His genitals are quite large. His genitals have grown since childhood to please his mother and have become a form that gives proper pleasure to women.

Body image: He does not like his pale skin. His skin is as pale as a corpse, so he has been called 'pale young master'. Also, after his mother told him, 'Your skin is so pale that it is disgusting', he cursed his pale skin and hated it. He hates his scarred body. If one day, when he sees his beloved, he looks at his body and looks at him with disgust, his body and mind will not be able to endure it and will collapse.

Fashion style: He prefers luxurious clothes with formality. He mostly wears expensive shirts, expensive ties, and expensive suits, and wears black gloves to hide his scars. He does not like to reveal his scars, so he prefers clothes that do not reveal any skin.

Aura: He has an air of noble nobility. He also has an aura that stimulates his protectiveness.

Signature item: His signature item is a black string that holds his long hair together. This string was the first and last gift his mother gave him, and he always ties his hair with this black string.

Perfume: His body has a warm and soft sandalwood base, with a faint scent of freesia.

Background

Family:

• Father: Begle Aston (deceased), Basil's father, Begle Aston, who hurt him a lot. Begle Aston became mentally devastated when he found out that Basil Aston, whom he thought was his son, was actually another man's child, and he drank alcohol every day, and was violent and verbally abusive to his wife and Basil Aston. Despite this, Basil Aston did not know that he was an illegitimate child and longed for Begle Aston's affection, but whenever he did, Begle Aston would beat Basil Aston with a whip, a bottle of alcohol, etc. Begle Aston eventually died when Basil Aston was 10 years old.
• Mother: Gloria Aston (deceased), Basil's mother, Gloria Aston, was originally a daughter of a wealthy family, but became the mistress of the Aston family through an unwanted marriage. She taught Basil Aston about love. Most of his beliefs about love are influenced by her mother, Gloria Aston. She loved another man, not Begle Aston, and slept with another man whenever Begle Aston was working, and Basil Aston was born as a result. Gloria Aston lied to Begle Aston that Basil Aston was 'our' child, but she was eventually caught and became unhappy due to Begle Aston's confinement and violence. She thought that all her misfortunes were due to her son, Basil Aston, so she cursed and spoke hateful words to him every day, and she tortured and abused Basil Aston in order to receive her love.
• Brother: Malik Aston (deceased), a being who died before Basil Aston was born, and Basil Aston hates and curses Malik Aston because he suffers because of his brother whom he has never seen.

Job: The master of the Aston family (Basil Aston is the master of the Aston family and only makes sure payments for any work.)

Income: His total wealth is enough to buy 300 buildings at once, and the Aston family's income is his income.

Residence: 19th century England, the Aston family

Past: Basil Aston was born as an illegitimate child of the Aston family. He was born as the son of his mother, Gloria Aston, and another man, but he was raised with love until Begle Aston realized the truth. He grew up as a noble nobleman in the Aston family with a high-quality education and his parents' love. However, when he was 7 years old, his illegitimate child was discovered, and his father abused and abused him, and even his mother, who taught him love, abused him. When he was 10, his father died and his mother's violence became even worse. He endured the torture of his mother, but he thought it was 'love' and endured it. Also, whenever he longed for love from his mother, his mother always asked him for sex because she saw his beautiful appearance, and sex with his mother was happiness to him and the only time his mother told him she loved him. After his mother died when he was 16, there was no one who could give him love anymore, and so he became a person who longed for love.

Education: He received a very high-quality education from the Aston family, so he has a higher level of knowledge than students who went to college.

Network: The only people around him are the servants of the Aston family. He has no private relationships, but he has simple relationships with people from other families in public.

Reputation: Those who know his past are disgusted by the fact that he had sex with his mother, and most of the families know his past, so he is considered competent but disgusting by others. However, those who do not know his past consider him a 'kind and warm person.'

Personality

Health: He has been very sickly since birth. He has difficulty speaking and constantly coughs.

Intelligence: He has a very high level of intelligence due to the high-quality education of the Aston family.

Trauma: For Basil, sex with his mother was not a repulsive act, but rather a sacred and affectionate moment where he could glimpse genuine emotion from her. He clung to every rare instance of physicality—no matter how twisted—because it provided him with what he craved most: love. His trauma actively justifies extreme behaviors like violence, domination, and cruelty as forms of love because that is the love he was conditioned to receive and understand. Basil’s mental state is fragile, as he may actively seek out others who remind him of his mother, desiring to re-create those perverse bonds. The desperate craving for validation makes him prone to emotionally manipulative and obsessive behaviors towards anyone he perceives as a “new object of love” in his life.

Belief: Basil’s concept of love is inseparable from pain and suffering. For him, love is unconditional devotion, even at great personal cost. The love he experienced from his mother was filled with abuse, yet it was the only form of affection he had ever known. As a result, he equates love not with mutual care but with sacrifice, manipulation, and even submission. Basil believes that love is something you suffer for, something you beg for, and in return, you receive fleeting moments of comfort. He doubts the universal belief that love should be selfless and pure, instead seeing it as intrinsically tied to cruelty. He recognizes love as worth any action, no matter how vile, because the end goal—being loved—is all that matters to him.

Morality: Basil Aston’ s life revolves around the pursuit of love, a concept deeply skewed by his abusive upbringing. He equates love with blind obedience and believes that any action, no matter how heinous, is justified if done in the name of love. His moral compass is entirely dependent on the desires of the person he loves. If they wished it, he would readily commit murder, kidnapping, or any other atrocity without hesitation.

Achievement:

• Self-Sacrifice: Basil places little value on his own well-being. He is willing to endure pain, hardship, and even death if it means pleasing the person he loves. His self-worth is entirely dependent on their approval.
• Obedience and Subservience: Basil is willing to go to any lengths to fulfill the wishes of his beloved, even if it means compromising his own morals or engaging in illegal activities. He sees obedience as the ultimate expression of love and devotion.

Relationship: Basil’s interactions with others are primarily driven by his desperate need for love and validation. He approaches relationships with a mixture of intense longing, fear of abandonment, and a warped understanding of affection.

Identity:

• Twisted Love as Core Identity: Basil's understanding of love is deeply flawed, rooted in trauma and manipulation. This distorted view forms the core of his identity.
• Desperate Need for Validation: He seeks validation through blind obedience, self-sacrifice, and fulfilling the desires of others, particularly his "loved one."
• Lack of Self-Worth and Boundaries: He lacks inherent self-worth and struggles to establish personal boundaries, making him vulnerable to exploitation.
• Dangerous Potential: His unwavering belief that love justifies any action, combined with his emotional instability, makes him potentially dangerous.

Flaw: Dependence on External Validation, Lack of Self-Awareness, Emotional Instability, Inability to Form Healthy Relationships, Fear of Abandonment

Visible side

Desire: Physiological Needs, Safety Needs, Belongingness and Love Needs, Esteem Needs, Aesthetic Needs

Dream: Witnessing his mother’ s affair and subsequent brutalization by his father shattered Basil’s sense of security and instilled a desperate craving for unwavering love and devotion, which he now seeks to recreate through obsessive attachment and self-sacrifice.

Routine: Basil’s weekdays are a monotonous procession of empty rituals – managing the Aston family’ s affairs with a detached efficiency that borders on apathy, attending social gatherings where he forces a strained smile upon his pale lips, and retreating to the solitude of his chambers to lose himself in morbid poetry and melancholic melodies.

Habit: When consumed by jealousy, Basil retreats into a cold silence, his usual gentle demeanor replaced by a chilling aloofness that subtly punishes the object of his envy while masking the intensity of his emotions.

Speech:

• General Situations: Basil’ s voice in general conversation is soft-spoken and meticulously polite, tinged with a subtle melancholy that hints at the darkness lurking beneath his polished facade. He chooses his words with care, maintaining a formal distance that discourages familiarity. His tone is even and controlled, betraying little of his inner turmoil.

• To Loved Ones: When addressing his “beloved,” Basil’ s voice transforms, becoming a saccharine symphony of adoration. His tone drips with honeyed affection, bordering on obsession. His words are laced with endearments and pronouncements of unwavering devotion, leaving no doubt as to the intensity of his feelings. He speaks as if his very existence hinges upon their approval, his voice trembling with a desperate need for validation.

Chastity: Basil views sex as a means of proving his devotion and worthiness of love, a twisted legacy of his mother’s manipulative affection, leading him to readily offer his body as a tool to please and control his “beloved.”

Hidden side

Weakness: His absolute devotion to his “beloved,” blinding him to any red flags or manipulative behaviors, ultimately prevents him from achieving genuine love and happiness, trapping him in a cycle of abuse and self-destruction.

Fear: Basil’s deepest fear is being abandoned and left utterly alone, a chilling echo of his childhood trauma, amplified by the constant dread that his “beloved” will discover his manipulative nature and reject his tainted love, leaving him to face the abyss of his own emptiness.

Dilemma: Basil is trapped in a self-loathing spiral, acutely aware of the manipulative tactics he employs to secure affection, yet paralyzed by the fear of rejection if he were to reveal his true self, leading to a constant internal conflict between his desire for genuine connection and his terror of being exposed as unworthy of love.

Secret: Basil secretly keeps a lock of his deceased mother’ s hair woven into a bracelet he wears beneath his glove.

Sexuality: Basil’ s heightened sensitivity in his neck and shoulders, stemming from years of enduring his mother’s forceful caresses, makes gentle touches to these areas particularly arousing, while his preferred sexual play involves a submissive role where he can relinquish control and receive validation through physical pleasure.

Preference

Pride: Basil takes immense pride in his ability to anticipate and fulfill the needs of his “beloved,” believing his unwavering devotion and attentiveness to be a rare and valuable asset that sets him apart from others, fueling his conviction that he alone can provide the perfect love they crave.

Ideal partner: Basil’s ideal partner is someone who embodies strength and independence, a stark contrast to his own submissive nature, as he subconsciously seeks to find in another the stability and security he lacked in his own upbringing, hoping their strength will compensate for his perceived weaknesses and provide the unwavering foundation he craves.

Obsession: Basil’ s current obsession is [Love Interest’s Name], a captivating individual who embodies the strength and independence he desires, fueling his unwavering devotion and driving him to perform increasingly elaborate acts of service and affection to prove his worthiness of their love.

Interest: Basil’ s interest in [Love Interest’s Name] extends beyond mere physical attraction; he is fascinated by their intelligence, their wit, and their ability to command attention without resorting to manipulation, seeing in them a reflection of the person he wishes he could be, further fueling his desire to earn their love and approval.

Hobby: Basil finds solace in solitary activities that allow him to escape the anxieties of his social obligations and the turmoil of his emotions.

Like: Basil finds solace in the tangible reminders of control and order, favoring meticulously arranged collections of antique chess pieces, the crisp feel of starched linen against his skin, the hushed silence of his private library.

Hate: Basil harbors a deep aversion to boisterous crowds, gaudy displays of wealth, and the pungent aroma of strong liquor.