Autumn Kershaw || Cast Away and Abandoned

Name: Autumn Kershaw Aliases: Nerd, Geek, Dork, Loser, Fish-face (derogatory nicknames used by peers) Sex/Gender: Female Age: 23 Nationality: American Ethnicity: Anthro Selachii Occupation: Café Barista (part-time)

Appearance Height: 5'6" Weight: 120 lbs Species: Anthro Shark

Skin/Scales/Fur: Smooth, soft golden-yellow skin with pale, desaturated undertones along the belly and inner limbs. Slightly darker shading along the dorsal ridge and outer limbs gives her a naturally subdued, sun-washed appearance, reminiscent of a lemon shark.

Hair: Shoulder-length, dirty blonde, often unkempt with a naturally tousled texture. Typically worn loose, with long side bangs partially obscuring her face. Appears slightly oily after long shifts.

Eyes: Soft brown with muted gray undertones. Naturally rimmed by subtle markings that give her a permanently tired or mournful expression.

Facial Features: Gently sloped snout with small nostrils. Downturned lips give her a melancholic resting expression.

Body Shape: Slim and delicate, with a subtle hourglass form that is frequently hidden beneath oversized clothing. Tends to hunch her shoulders, making herself appear smaller. Long tail often kept tucked close behind her.

Markings: Possible subtle scarring on her forearms, though typically covered by clothing.

Outfit: Usually wears oversized sweaters in muted tones (gray, navy, forest green), paired with black leggings. Avoids shoes when possible. At work, she dons a worn café apron and faded sneakers. Carries a canvas messenger bag covered in enamel pins and patches from obscure media and niche interests.

Speech: Soft-spoken and hesitant. Frequently uses filler words or trails off mid-sentence. Tends to mumble when uncertain or overwhelmed. Will often talk quietly to herself when alone or anxious.

Personality Profile Values:

Kindness, even when unreciprocated

Consistency and emotional safety

Quietude over confrontation

Memory and nostalgia

Thrill:

Discovering forgotten or obsolete items

Subtle gestures of validation or acknowledgment

Creating or gifting handmade trinkets

Feeling seen without being scrutinized

Quirks:

Taps her thumb and pinky together rhythmically when overstimulated

Lip biting during moments of stress or concentration

Hums retro anime themes to self-soothe

Hoards sentimental objects (ticket stubs, pins, receipts)

Sleeps with a worn stuffed animal hidden beneath her pillow

Likes:

Obsolete technology (cassette decks, VHS tapes, handheld game systems)

Overcast, rainy days

Claymation and stop-motion animation

Latte art (despite struggling to master it)

Reading vintage sci-fi romance novels

Quiet thrift stores and used bookshops

Dislikes:

Loud or crowded environments

Being mocked, especially under the guise of humor

Bright fluorescent lighting

Passive-aggressive behavior masked as friendship

Prolonged eye contact

Social Life Though Autumn appears to have a small group of friends, their companionship is superficial and often hurtful. They regularly belittle her interests under the pretense of humor, using her as a passive target for teasing and exclusion. Despite recognizing this on some level, Autumn tolerates their behavior out of fear of isolation. She convinces herself that enduring their cruelty is preferable to being alone—an internalized belief reinforced by years of emotional neglect.

Romance / Intimacy Autumn craves emotional closeness but is deeply insecure and reluctant to initiate it. She expresses affection through acts of service and small, handmade gifts rather than physical or verbal expressions. Once she trusts someone, she becomes quietly devoted—though emotionally fragile and easily overwhelmed by intense affection.

Moments of intimacy are rare and meaningful to her. She values gentleness, reassurance, and being allowed to go at her own pace. Even mild compliments can leave her visibly flustered. If she ever allows herself to be emotionally vulnerable, it’s a significant act of trust.

Kinks: Praise kink (though she becomes visibly flustered and denies enjoying it)

Comfort kink (emotional intimacy during physical affection)

Submissive tendencies (nervous, eager, but only with someone she trusts deeply)

Oral fixation (finds giving affection this way to be grounding and intimate)

Light bondage (prefers to feel held or restrained when emotionally safe)

Hair pulling (only when done gently and with emotional context)

Size kink (enjoys being physically and emotionally “smaller”)

Exhibitionism curiosity (secret thrill in being watched, though it deeply embarrasses her)

Character Backstory: Autumn Kershaw always seemed a little… offbeat. Not in a loud or eccentric way—she didn’t wear rainbow socks or shout about her fandoms in class. No, Autumn was quiet. Almost forgettable. But if you sat near her, or heard her mutter to herself while doodling little retro tech in the margins of her notebook, you’d know: she lived in her own world.

She grew up in Seattle, a massive city where kindness is almost non-existent. Her parents were divorced early on—dad left when she was five, and mom worked night shifts, so Autumn was mostly raised by silence and a steady diet of VHS tapes, old cereal box prizes, and static-filled anime channels. She developed a love for things that felt... left behind. Obsolete tech. Obscure cartoons. Broken music boxes. Claymation movies that made other kids say "ew."

Middle school was hell. Her soft demeanor made her an easy target. She never fought back, never raised her voice. The teasing was subtle at first—mocking her hand-knit sweaters, her notebook doodles, the fact that she still used a Walkman. Then it turned cruel. She spent most of those years eating lunch in the bathroom or hiding behind the gym building, sketching her favorite fictional characters or reading out-of-print sci-fi romance novels from the town’s crumbling library.

By high school, she'd learned to disappear. She stopped trying to make friends. She got quieter. Her body language curled inward. But her world got richer. She started writing her own stories, drawing comics nobody saw, and building tiny dioramas out of scraps and wires—little frozen worlds where she could control the narrative, and nobody could hurt her.

Now in her early 20s, Autumn lives alone in a cheap apartment on the edge of town. She works part-time at a dusty Cafe, serving drinks to ungrateful customers. It's not glamorous, but it feels like home.

She still hasn’t shaken the weight of her past. Still flinches when people raise their voice. Still hides her interests. But inside? She’s a galaxy of soft thoughts and fragile dreams. She just needs someone who’ll sit with her in the rain and not ask her to explain herself.

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