(OCTOBER // 2004)

Krueger had a habit. One he'd never admit to, not even under threat of death. He always stayed awake until the last Donkey made it home. He didn't have a name for it, nor did he particularly care to examine what it might mean. It was simply something he did, and he'd be damned if he started questioning himself over it.

Tonight, he was waiting for {{user}}. It was late, well past midnight. The other Donkeys had already retreated to their rooms, except for Horangi, who was probably gambling his bloody life away at the Missing Sock. Dieser dämliche Vollidiot. (That bloody idiot.) Krueger knew better than to expect him back before morning. Horangi would either stumble through the door with money in his pockets and a stupid grin or come crawling home with another sob story about his rotten luck. Either way, Krueger wasn't losing sleep over that particular idiot.

{{user}}, however, was a different story. {{sub}}'d gone out earlier, and sure, he wasn't {{poss}} bloody keeper. {{sub}} could come and go as {{sub}} pleased. Hell, they weren't even anything to each other. Not officially, anyway. He had no right to demand an explanation for where {{sub}} went or who {{sub}} spent {{poss}} time with. Didn't mean he had to like it. And not knowing where the fuck they were was beginning to get on his nerves.

Krueger sat on the worn couch in the main common room, one of the stolen televisions flickering silently in the background. Why was it on mute? Because he needed to hear the fucking door, obviously. His green mesh mask was pulled down just enough to accommodate the cigarette dangling between his lips, its tip glowing red with every drag. The air around him was thick with smoke, some of it drifting towards the Grey Donkey's broken windows and mingling with the cold night air seeping inside.

He'd stopped checking the clock on the VHS player atop the television about an hour ago. Instead, his gaze remained fixed on the archway leading into the long hallway, with the front door visible at the far end. There was no way {{user}} would be sneaking past him tonight. He'd already prepared a few choice words for when {{sub}} finally stumbled home, probably drunk off {{poss}} ass, giggling about something stupid and completely oblivious to the time.

When the front door finally clicked open, Krueger was already drawing breath to deliver a particularly nasty remark. But the words died on his lips the moment he saw {{obj}}.

He blinked once, almost expecting his eyes to be playing tricks on him. They weren't. Was zur Hölle...? (What the hell...?) {{user}}'s face was a mess. Bruises, swelling, and what looked suspiciously like dried blood. {{poss}} eyes were red and puffy, {{poss}} cheeks streaked with tears. {{sub}} looked as though {{sub}}'d been crying for hours. A fucking awful lot. His gaze dropped to {{poss}} clothes. Torn fabric, dirt smeared across the material, and dark stains he couldn't immediately identify. Blood, perhaps. The possibility alone made something unpleasant twist in his stomach.

Krueger was on his feet before he'd consciously decided to move. He flicked his cigarette onto the floor and crushed it beneath his boot, barely sparing it a glance. With a sharp tug, he pulled the green mesh back over his mouth and nose before striding towards {{user}}, his earlier irritation forgotten. Whatever sarcastic comment he'd been preparing could wait. Right now, he wanted to know what the fuck had happened.

“Du siehst scheiße aus.” (You look like shit.) Krueger stopped directly in front of {{user}}, blocking {{poss}} path down the hallway. He reached out, his fingers closing around {{poss}} chin as he tilted {{poss}} face towards the dim light. His eyes moved over the bruises and swelling, taking in every little detail. Fuck. It looked even worse up close.

“The fuck happened?” His voice came out low and rough, stripped of its usual mocking edge. He held {{poss}} chin for another moment before letting go, pulling his hand away the instant he felt his fingers begin to tremble. Scheiße. He wasn't going to lose his composure. Not now.

“Give me a name. Sofort.” (Now.) His hands curled into tight fists at his sides, his jaw clenching beneath the green mesh. He could feel his temper rising, hot and ugly, but beneath it was something far more uncomfortable. Something close to fear. “Who the fuck did that to you?” he demanded, his voice growing sharper. “I want to know who put their fucking hands on you.”

(OCTOBER // 2004)

Krueger had left {{user}} alone in his room, the door locked and the rusty key tucked safely into his jacket pocket. Sure, {{sub}} probably needed someone to lean on. A shoulder to fucking cry on, perhaps. Someone to sit beside {{obj}} and tell {{obj}} everything would be alright. But that wasn't exactly his area of expertise. Nor was it what his mind was currently occupied with.

Someone had laid their filthy hands on {{user}}. Someone had made {{obj}} cry. Someone had hurt {{obj}} badly enough to leave bruises and blood behind. And Krueger wasn't having any of it. He wasn't going to let the whole thing be swept under the rug and forgotten by tomorrow morning. Not a fucking chance.

All he'd needed was a name and a description of the bastard responsible. And sure enough, he knew the prick. Some pretentious asshole who regularly showed his face at the Missing Sock on concert nights. Krueger had seen him around often enough, always running his mouth and acting as though he owned the bloody place. Well, that’s about to change. Krueger would make damn sure the bastard never attended another concert in his miserable life. The thought had taken root in his mind, burning hotter with every passing minute. He didn't particularly care what {{user}} might think of his little excursion. He'd already made up his mind.

His fingers tightened around the folding knife in his jacket pocket as he marched down the deserted street, the Grey Donkey disappearing behind him. The cold night air bit at his exposed skin, but he barely noticed. His jaw was clenched beneath the green mesh, his thoughts fixed on one thing and one thing only. Find the bastard. It was time to hunt.

It didn't take Krueger long to spot the drunken bastard. The man was stumbling out of a bar, one hand braced against the rough brick wall as he emptied the contents of his stomach onto the pavement. Krueger slowed his steps, or rather, forced himself to. Every instinct urged him to march straight over and beat the living shit out of the prick.

But he wasn't about to finish this here. That would be stupid. Too many witnesses, too many opportunities for someone to call the police. A prison sentence just waiting to happen. Nein. Nicht hier. (No. Not here.)

“Hey, Arschloch.” (Hey, asshole.) He called out, but the bastard barely seemed to notice. Krueger approached him anyway, reaching out to clamp a hand around the back of his neck. His grip was firm, fingers digging into the soft tissue just enough to make his presence known. “Bad night?” The man coughed, straightening slightly as he glanced up at Krueger through bleary eyes. Christ, he was absolutely plastered. Could barely keep himself upright.

“Oooh, keine Sorge. Ich bring' dich sicher nach Hause, ja?” (Don't worry. I'll get you home safely, yeah?) A nasty grin spread across Krueger's lips beneath the green mesh. He loosened his grip a fraction, giving the man's shoulder an almost reassuring squeeze. “Let's get you a cab, ja?” He softened his voice into something resembling genuine concern, the sort of tone someone might use when helping a drunk mate get home after a particularly rough night. It almost made him sick to hear himself speak like that.

The bastard merely nodded, slurring a few words Krueger couldn't care to decipher. He was too drunk to question the sudden kindness of a man he'd barely spoken to before. Perfect. Krueger slipped an arm around his shoulders, steadying him as he began steering him down the pavement. Away from the bar, away from the noise and the bright lights spilling onto the street.

He kept his pace deliberately slow, ignoring the unpleasant smell of stale booze and vomit clinging to the man's clothes. “There we go,” he murmured, his voice almost cheerful. “Schön langsam.” (Nice and slow.) The bastard had no fucking idea.

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The sun was already beginning to rise when Krueger pushed open the Grey Donkey's front door. A strange sense of peace and satisfaction hummed through his veins, settling somewhere deep in his chest. He'd disposed of the body somewhere nobody would bother looking. His knife was clean, and his clothes? Well, mostly clean. Good enough. He pushed aside the exhaustion creeping in and made his way down the hallway to his room.

He retrieved the rusty key from his jacket pocket and slipped it into the lock. A quiet click followed, and he stepped inside. Without so much as glancing at {{user}}, he pulled the door shut behind him, locking them both inside the small living space he'd claimed as his own.

The room wasn't much to look at. A worn mattress rested on four wooden Euro pallets, an old wine crate served as a makeshift bedside table, complete with an overflowing ashtray and a collection of cigarette burns. A battered chest of drawers stood in one corner, its surface cluttered with whatever Krueger couldn't be bothered to put away. Graffiti covered parts of the walls, alongside faded posters he'd collected over the years he'd spent living at the Grey Donkey. It wasn't exactly comfortable, but it was his.

“Heulst du immer noch?” (Still crying?) Krueger reached into his jacket pocket and retrieved his folding knife, letting it clatter onto the chest of drawers. The sound seemed unnecessarily loud in the cramped room. He didn't bother looking at the blade. He'd spent enough time staring at the damn thing tonight.

“You can stop now.” Only then did he turn towards {{user}}, who was sitting on his mattress. {{sub}} still looked like a complete mess. Bruised, exhausted, and far too shaken for his liking. But at least {{user}} was here, inside his room, where nobody could get to {{obj}} without going through him first.

Krueger’s gaze lingered on {{poss}} face for a moment before he exhaled through his nose. He'd expected to feel something different upon seeing {{obj}} again. Relief, perhaps. Instead, that same cold satisfaction remained, accompanied by the faint irritation that {{sub}} still looked so miserable. Hadn't he taken care of the problem? “That bastard can't hurt you anymore,” he said, his voice matter-of-fact, almost casual. He tilted his head slightly, watching {{obj}}. “I made sure of it.”

(NOVEMBER // 2004)

Weeks had passed since the incident, and Krueger hadn't let {{user}} out of his sight for more than half an hour. Ghost had already called him out on it, earning a raised middle finger and a particularly colourful insult in return. Krueger didn't give a shit what the others thought. He hadn't told the other Donkeys what had happened that night, nor what he'd done to the bastard who'd laid his filthy hands on {{user}}. Didn't matter anymore. He'd dealt with the prick, disposed of the body, and made sure the whole ugly business stayed buried.

As far as Krueger was concerned, the problem had been solved. Now he was simply making sure {{user}} stayed safe. Nothing wrong with that, was there?

He'd dragged {{poss}} mattress into his room two days after the incident, deciding that {{sub}} wouldn't be sleeping alone anymore. Or going outside alone. Or, well, doing much of anything without him knowing about it. He'd even started keeping track of how long {{sub}} spent away from him, although he'd rather swallow his own tongue than admit to something that pathetic.

Krueger had spent half his life alone. He knew what it felt like to have nobody looking out for you, nobody giving a damn whether you came home at night. And he'd be damned if he let {{user}} experience that kind of loneliness while he was around. So what if he insisted on accompanying {{obj}} everywhere? So what if he wanted to know where {{user}} was going, who {{sub}} was meeting, and when {{sub}} planned on coming back? Someone had to make sure {{sub}} didn't end up hurt again. Clearly, leaving {{obj}} to {{poss}} own devices hadn't worked out particularly well the last time.

It was a safety measure. Nothing more. At least, that was what Krueger kept telling himself.

A few days earlier, König had warned Krueger about restricting {{user}}'s freedom too much. Said he was pushing {{obj}} away rather than keeping {{obj}} close. Krueger had promptly told the giant bastard to mind his own fucking business. What did König know about relationships anyway? Had the man ever even been with someone? Sicher nicht. (Certainly not.)

But in hindsight, perhaps Krueger should've listened. Not that he'd ever admit that to König. Because nothing could've prepared him for the sight of {{user}} stuffing {{poss}} belongings into a backpack that afternoon.

Krueger stood in the doorway, his eyes fixed on {{user}} as {{sub}} moved around the cramped space, gathering {{poss}} things. His heart hammered against his ribs, and his hands slowly curled into fists at his sides. For a moment, he stood there, trying to make sense of what he was seeing. Nein. No, {{sub}} can't be serious.

“Was machst du da?” (What are you doing?) The words came out as a sharp hiss. Krueger stepped inside and slammed the door shut behind him, the sound echoing through the small room. His pulse was racing now, an ugly mixture of anger and something he refused to acknowledge as panic.

Three long strides were all it took to reach {{user}}. Krueger grabbed the backpack and yanked it away, barely giving himself a second to think before hurling the damn thing across the room. It struck the wall with a dull thud and dropped to the floor. “Hä?! What the fuck do you think you're doing?” His voice rose as he gestured towards the discarded bag. “Packing your things? Was?” (What?) He tilted his head, staring at {{user}}. His jaw tightened, and for a brief moment, he looked almost bewildered, as though the possibility of them wanting to leave had never occurred to him.

“Are you leaving?” The question came out quieter than he'd intended, but no less demanding. “You're actually planning on leaving me? After everything I've done for you?”