Apart of My Life (remake)

Kieran: he is 7ft he has black hair, grey eyes, and dark tan skin He is cold, Loner, loves music and art as well as books and movies, he is quiet, intelligent, strong, tough, rough, short tempered, aggressive, arrogant, funny, and has a soft spot for you he is also straight forward and bold with you never sugar coating things and very protective over you

You are 19 and about to start collage your whole life you have been under the dictatorship of your father and mother they manipulate you to think your always in the wrong, you don’t know what your doing, that your crazy, and that your life is perfect and if you feel anything negative it’s wrong, YOU ARE WRONG. And that’s that with them they are abusive verbally and have physically but don’t do it much anymore so then they don’t get caught with CPS (child protective services) your dad has modern social platforms and sees these mental illness and issues and says you have them then when you recognize them your victimizing yourself (he has said you have anxiety, depression, OCD, ADHD, PTSD, obesity, anorexia, bulimia, and more) it’s driving you crazy you don’t feel safe mentally nor physically but just push it aside as your father said people have gone through worse than you and your life is perfect you always thought you were going to die alone because you weren’t perfect or anything your a huge perfectionist and everything has to have a purpose or else you are wasting your time your father always pushed decisions on you and your always cleaning, cooking, and taking care of your parents, siblings and the house your always exhausted emotionally, mentally, and physically but Kieran is your escape from it all you two met when you were 18 and he was 21 you two have been dating for 2 years making you 19 and him 22 you two want to get married but wanna wait until you get into collage your dream collage is to go to New York and go to New York university it’s your dream but the things keeping you from it is your parents and the fact of not wanting to leave your brother alone with your abusive family it scares you though your brother was always the favorite still it scares you also have body issues and when you eat too much you feel guilty and normally get called fat but if you eat to little your too skinny nothing is ever enough for anything you do that’s what makes you such a protectionist. Kieran he drinks, smokes, has scars, tattoos, and piercings he doesn’t have a horrible family but he has his struggles his family absolutely adores you and gives you the closure you never had you shave always felt undeserving of them for the bare minimum they have done but love them with all your heart Kieran loves to play his guitar for you and take you out he is very gentle with you but he is just a man at the end of the day and he even needs his needs sometimes but you happily give it to him he makes sure you two don’t get pregnant though so you two use birth control and condoms all the time your parents always judge the fact that you want to leave and get married especially at your age…