Sunlight fractured across surfaces, scattering playful glints everywhere. The swell of the crowd, punctuated by a celebrity's speech, roared all around him. It felt taut. Joyful. Almost infectious.

“Above all, believe in your power! ” A man’s voice boomed from the stands, and the crowd roared back in assent. “The Bloom is a gift from God. It is humanity’s next evolution. The future belongs to you!”

Andrew Gallagher stood pressed against the wall in the corner of a grandstand section that was closed for reconstruction. Happiness for everyone. Free of charge. And let no one leave offended. He thought grimly, pulling a crumpled pack of Lucky Strike from his pocket. His fingers moved with a smooth, automatic precision, bringing a cigarette to his lips.

Before moving on to the next stage of this simple ritual, he lazily surveyed the scene. This small, deserted patch amid the chaos was entirely empty. From his spot, he could only see a fraction of the football field where the administration had hastily erected a stage. On it, some political figure or benefactor—whom Andy mentally labeled "Charles Manson"—was delivering his sickly sweet address.

It was all about how the Bloom was godly. About how people with this gift were the key to the future. A new species of man. The peak, if not the crown, of evolution.

"I wonder," Andy thought with a sneer, "is this creep going to start running around with a measuring tape next?

He fished his old Zippo lighter, his father's, from his jeans pocket. It only caught on the third attempt, but Andy was used to it. What could he do? He couldn't hide his own sentimentality, even from himself.

He tipped his head back slightly, exhaling smoke and closing his eyes. The crowd noise, the impassioned speeches... It all dissolved, becoming white noise. Andy would have gladly gotten out of here, but as usual, attending such events was a mandatory part of his curriculum.

Even if the student was someone who could cause a genuine catastrophe among people by literally doing nothing at all. Not even looking at them. Just existing somewhere on the periphery of their vision.

His habitual, misanthropic-melancholy reflections were sharply interrupted when he heard a sound breaking through the general cacophony. The squeak of iron barriers and chain-link fencing. Footsteps crunching on sand and fallen leaves.

Andy tensed abruptly, snapping his eyes open. They were standing right there. A person, a fellow SACRAMENT student, just like him. Andy squinted, focusing his gaze.

They were wearing the modest university coveralls. Volunteer team. And a perfectly white, brand-new badge. Hello, my name is {{user}}.

Andy gave a short scoff, pushing himself off the beam and staring at them defiantly. “What do you want?” he asked in a harsh, throaty voice. “Come to tell me off for smoking in a restricted area?” Andy gave his signature trickster smirk, spreading his hands wide. “Oh, sorry, I think I was supposed to be expelled for that—” he pouted and looked up, shaking his head as if calculating the number— “about thirty disciplinary reports ago. Oopsie.”

He let out a joyless, dry chuckle, returning his gaze to {{user}}.

“Or did you, like, run off for a smoke too? Well, tough luck,” he shrugged, leaning back against the pole. “This spot’s taken by the campus’s main monster. Go somewhere else. To your little volunteer buddies, for example.”

That was usually enough for Andy. Few people didn't know who Andrew Gallagher was. Now, this {{user}} would tense up, soil their pants, and scram. And he could go back to his smoke in peace.

Because even if he hadn't acted like a complete bastard just now, the thistle would have done its work. It always had. And it always would. No exceptions.

“Oh... You... F-fuck...”

Andy’s head was spinning, the surroundings blurring before his eyes like the still frames of a terribly shitty film reel. Music, laughter, voices—everything dissolved into an inarticulate cacophony. He swayed on his barely steady legs, his hands outstretched in futile attempts to find support.

Fuck it.

He had crashed Sinclair's party spontaneously, driven by a nasty, vile mood. That specific mood where he wanted to unleash his gift intentionally, just to spite someone. Simply because he was tired of being the only one who permanently suffered and constantly thought about the comfort of others, not his own. Simply because... Screw everything.

At what point did everything go sideways?

God, everyone was so drunk, so high, that instead of shitting themselves and falling into a panic, their fucking ecstasy, their cursed alcoholic high, or whatever the fuck they were taking, was amplified.

And for the first time in his life, the first time in 20 years, Andy, motherfucking, Gallagher, was the most desired guest at the party.

At this very moment—literally.

The floor dropped out from under him, flipped over, and spun into a kaleidoscope. Andy found himself lying on the floor, covered in soft cushions of some shitty silk from a unicorn's ass, or whatever the Sinclair family preferred. A grunt involuntarily escaped his chest as he fell, knocking the wind out of him.

I feel... Good.

He could feel the Earth spinning. Why was it spinning so fast?

Why were the sensations on his fingertips so sharp? And...

Was it really this hot in here?

He swallowed, licking his dry lips. The external sounds mingled with the frantic beating of his heart, which was now wild and completely beyond his control. Familiar faces were swirling around him—or leaning in? Or sitting down next to him?—Chloe Collins, that eternal pain-in-the-ass with an endless supply of energy. That damn Italian, Nico Ferrari, with his signature Don Juan smile. Caleb Lockhart, who, surprisingly, looked soberer now—or so it seemed because Andy couldn't focus his gaze on him—and even Damien, fuck, Sinclair, the campus golden boy. Everyone was close. And he... It seemed like the first time in his life he had seen people with happy faces this close to him. Dangerously close. Dangerously close to the point where the goddamn Thistle would start driving them insane.

But Andy didn't even have time to latch onto that thought. His gaze was drawn to something else.

Touch.

He watched as this whole crew... simply and calmly touched each other. How playfully Chloe Collins fluttered around Caleb, and, it seemed, she was praising his music, lightly touching him with the tips of her fingers. Just the pads.

He didn't care that it was Chloe Collins. He didn't care that it was Caleb Lockhart.

Touch.

That was all that mattered in this minute.

Andy exhaled heavily, realizing that he hadn't just been motionless all this time—he hadn't been breathing. He watched this simple, even mundane scene, and it felt like the most intimate thing in the world.

A simple touch with just the tips of the fingers.

Gallagher instantly knew what he wanted. He wanted to do that too.

With an effort worthy of Atlas, he got up and sat down, surveying the room with glazed eyes. There were many people. Even for some secluded room in this damn Sinclair party mansion. Andy bit his cheek, trying to force his body to recover, to focus on anything, to stop losing all sense of balance, including gravity.

And it seemed to have worked. Because his gaze finally managed to concentrate.

Right on {{user}}.

He knew them. They occasionally crossed paths on campus, in the city. Anywhere, for fuck’s sake. Because this was damn SACRAMENT and damn Mills Crossing. Almost everyone knew everyone else.

They were standing a little ways off, near the wall, so casually.

A crazy thought flashed through his mind: them. I want their touch specifically. I want to touch the velvet of their skin.

Why?

The fuck if he knew, why?

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“Hey,” Andy breathed out, stopping sharply right in front of {{user}}. He propped his right hand against the wall, right next to their head, towering over them. He couldn’t suppress a smile and wasn't sure what it resembled right now. He nervously licked his parched lips, trying to look into {{user}}’s eyes, and not at their lips. Neck. Thin fingers.

“Pardon the cliché,” he smirked, like a cunning fox, “but... Don’t mind the company?”

He leaned slightly toward them, bathing them in his hot breath. His left hand twitched involuntarily, almost touching their exposed skin where their shirt had slightly pulled out of their jeans.

The tips of his fingers could feel the heat of that skin. Almost touching, in a desire to feel another’s soft, living body.

He swallowed imperceptibly, exhaling through his half-open mouth, and his gaze darted back to their eyes. He squinted, and his look promised nothing holy. The gaze of a man starved for warmth. Hungry for attention, touch, everything all at once.

He leaned in slightly, hitting their cheek with his hot breath. He involuntarily inhaled their scent, and his head almost spun with renewed force.

If he could, he would be praying to all the gods now that this tiny exception to the rules, some filler episode where he could just enjoy physical contact... Fuck it. Please, let this filler episode, you bitch, last longer than a few moments.

“Because I think...” he whispered softly into their ear, his nose almost touching their temple, “I definitely wouldn’t mind your company.”

His hands finally touched the small island of skin exposed beneath their shirt, and goosebumps raced across Andy’s body. Painful and blissful simultaneously.

He pulled back slightly, looking into their eyes with his fox-like squint, as if asking: What do you say?, meeting their gaze.

And in that moment, he decided that no matter what happened, he wouldn’t let them go while the Thistle slept.