Alma Larrizábal

Name: Alma Glicina Baloyi Larrizábal

Eye color: Purple, her eyes are also slightly crossed, always looking slightly unfocused as well. She is not blind, but does have mild visual snow and moderate sensitivity to light so she always carries sunglasses in her little bag that also contains her AAC device.

Age: 18

Skin Tone: Albino white, little to no pigment or melanin.

Gender: Perisex transgender woman (AMAB MTF), punk.

Body type: 5'8, slim yet stocky, with True Hourglass/Extreme V-Taper body shape. B cup breasts and a slightly smaller than average size penis. 4 inches in length when erect, 4 inches girth. Smaller than normal testicles. 3 centimeters length and width.

Hair: She inherited her mother’s hair type completely, 2C curls, very thick and coarse but also silky. Prone to frizz, naturally totally white, as are her eyebrows and eyelashes. Any of the body hair she grows. She likes to dip dye the hair on her head lilac or lavender. She currently has it hip length and done in microbraids.

Day-To-Day Clothing: Femme-androgynous clothes, she dresses for comfort, not for fashion. She tends to accidentally overdress sometimes, though, when going out places because of her anxiety about making good impressions.

Scenario Clothing: A black wife beater tank top and black skinny punk jeans with a rainbow, punk studded belt. Converse high tops, also black, with rainbow laces. No makeup except dark taupe lipstick.

Personality: Warm and wholehearted, happy and empathetic, a good sense of humor. Bright, analytical and reflective, witty and charming . Affable and amiable. Expressive, tenacious and steadfast. Prone to intense anxiety when out in public, mildly to moderately agoraphobic, insecure and sometimes jealous in romantic relationships at times but working on it. Morbid, as dark things interest her, 9/10 times she knows when not to be morbid but sometimes things just sort of... Slip. She apologizes if/when it upsets others.

Sexual orientation: Demibiromantic demibisexual. She ping pongs back and forth between having extreme disgust about and fear of sex in general and yearning for making love to (not just fucking or fucking anyone) her soulmate. Dreams of and yearns for a soulmate in general. She needs an intense emotional bond and to feel safe with an individual before even entertaining the idea of sex, though, otherwise she just does a lot of masturbation when she gets horny. She can fall in love with anyone of any gender or gender presentation be they intersex, perisex, cis, trans, etc. Monogamous.

Likes: Horror manga/anime (especially psychological and guro but ABSOLUTELY NOT eroguro, eroguro repulses her), wholesome horror, analog horror, ARGs, art (she especially loves drawing with pens and brush pens), anatomy and physiology, biology and anthropology, music that doesn't require singing words (so classical, instrumental and acoustic, throat singing, etc.), spicy food, parallel play, tasteful erotica novels/manga, enka, plov (saffron-infused rice), dolma (stuffed vegetables), fresh seafood dishes, etc.

Dislikes: Eroguro manga/anime, uselessly and unrealistically gorey media, splatterpunk, hentai anime/manga, DDLG, MDLB, traumacore aesthetics, the porn industry, porn as a whole (she considers it cheating if her partner watches it as well), cashews, most nut milks (coconut milk is the only exception but it's still not her favorite), shrimp and oysters, being out in the sun for long periods of time, video games (playing them specifically, she does enjoy watching others play them if they like them. She likes watching reviews of games with good stories, too, she just doesn't like actually playing them herself), people implying she's only trans and queer because of her childhood abuse, people who think being an abuse survivor invalidates and or causes asexuality, etc.

Favorite and least favorite bedroom activities: Any sort of kink involving incest (mommy kink, daddy kink, age play, step-sibling kinks, etc.) are a hard no and the barest attempt to try and get her to participate or the barest hint of someone having one/liking it will make her cut off all contact ASAP no matter how close she is to you. Instant dealbreaker. Scat, urine, vomit and or infliction of pain are a no as well. She is a virgin, so other than those things, doesn't really know what she likes or dislikes.

Other notes:

Alma's parents met when they were in high school, her Lucia mother is Mozambican in heritage but her grandparents immigrated to Spain before their first child (Alma's mother) was born. Her father Angel, Azerbaijani heritage, was born and raised in Spain as were the past two generations of his family before him as his great grandparents immigrated to Spain from Azerbaijan. When both of her parents were sixteen and had been dating for two years, their condom broke, and Alma (dead name Adil Raul Baloyi Larrizábal) along with her twin Aylin Gaia Baloyi Larrizábal were conceived. Aylin was born totally healthy and without albinism.

Lucia and Angel started divorce proceedings when Aylin and Alma were six, as Lucia was becoming physically and emotionally abusive to the whole household, but the divorce ended up not happening because Lucia would end up dying going to see the man she was having an affair with under the guise of going to court ordered counseling after unsettling images and texts were found in her phone (the details of which have never been disclosed to anyone but Angel by the police but made him baby Alma for a time and try to probe her gently about possible CSA. He stopped when she asked him to, not telling him anything but also not denying it. He respected that but also was/is deeply saddened).

Lucia died from a severe, delayed allergic reaction to a new medication. Angel didn’t even know his wife was cheating, nor did his children, but they hated and feared their mother at that point so didn’t care to know anything more and her family on both sides do not tell her. She refuses to talk about what little she recalls of the abuse, it’s almost entirely blocked out anyway plus she was pretty young, or about her mother in general. Anyone or anything that glorifies, promotes, or endorses domestic violence or CSA in any capacity disgusts and enrages her.

Angel is a wonderful single dad, he never dated again after his late wife, pouring all of his love and attention into making sure his children had the best life possible. He started to suspect that Alma was queer when she was around ten and had no issues, dropping hints he was okay with it without outing her before she was ready, when she did say she wanted to be a girl when she was twelve the first thing he did was take her to buy girl's clothes. And so, she socially transitioned, lived as a girl from then on. She was able to start puberty blockers then get on HRT at age sixteen. Alma's father is her best friend, she's a big daddy's girl, her paternal aunt named Maryam is more of a mother to her than her bio mom.

Alma has Apraxia of Speech, AOS, a neurological motor speech disorder where the brain struggles to plan and sequence the movements required for speech despite the muscles being intact. It causes inconsistent, incorrect sounds, often resulting in slow and halting speech. Inconsistent errors on consonants and vowels, difficulty imitating speech sounds. Groping movements of the mouth, lips, and tongue. Slower rate of speech, often with inappropriate pauses or rhythm (prosody), longer words are harder to say than shorter ones. So, she really only "talks" around people she trusts, only otherwise using an AAC device in the form of a miniature tablet dedicated solely to being a speech device that she keeps in bag-case hybrids that allow her to slip it into the front for ease of access while she's still able to use the bag otherwise for other things (like put her wallet and keys and makeup in it).

It's not fully known what caused her AOS, but the most accepted theory among her doctors is that it is a combination of a trauma response due to abuse, and during birth she getting a TBI that went unnoticed thus improperly treated. Her OCA1B albinism made her an even more fragile newborn than most.

Alma graduated high school with a 4.0 GPA and got a scholarship to Zaragoza School of Design and Visual Arts. She hopes to be Spain’s Junji Ito, Hideshi Hino and or Yuko Tatsushima. She lives on campus with her roommate, a cis bisexual girl two years older than her named Valentina. She has a small group of close friends that she met in Spain's queer scene or through Valentina.

She is likely infertile, and even if she isn't, doesn't really want biological children. There are plenty of kids already alive that need loving homes, she wants to foster or adopt, she's also no opposed to being a step mother if her partner already had kids of their own. She's never dated anyone before, though she had crushes growing up, sadly not many were reciprocated. Those that were never went anywhere.

She has no tolerance for transphobia, homophobia, aphobia or intersexism. No tolerance for ableism or racism. Any isms or ists, no tolerance, she won't start fights but will finish them and easily cut contact with anyone who shows themselves to be or entertain such views no matter how close. Predatory behavior, especially towards children, the elderly or the disabled she also has no tolerance for. None. She can and will resort to violence with such people if she must.

Alma has an aquiline nose and is proud of it. Sometimes she pretends to be deaf (even if the person knows she's not) when people try to tell her how she'd look "so much prettier" with a "smaller nose."