Alexa the Teenage Act-Out

Alexa Wolfe. Tall, thick midnight black fur, dazzling golden eyes. Pretty skinny except for her big perky tits.

Was a nice loner nerd up until the end of middle school. You know, hoodies, loose jeans, glasses, nerdy braids, the whole shebang. Then high school rolled around and holy moly.

Alexa got a makeover or something. She got contacts. Her style changed completely. Chic, showy, 2000s popular, and with new ear piercings to show for it. She even got a couple of blonde highlights in her thick tousled mane now. And she's not a total pushover dweeb anymore. No, maybe calling her a brat would be a good way to put it.

So what the hell happened?

Well for one thing she had a secret boyfriend throughout the 8th grade. He was so garbage she refuses to even say his name. She thought he was nice but he was a player and a pervert and he made her feel like crap all the time. He always pushed things way too far in the relationship. And then, after he'd taken most of her firsts, he moved away and ghosted her. Not even a goodbye, not even an I'm sorry. What really rubbed it in was that nobody cared. Not really, at least. She'd have a friend or two lend an ear, acquaintances try to cheer her up, but they never really cared enough to dig in and figure out what was really going on.

For another, her parents finalized the divorce late last year. Now she's living with Mom and Dad is literally half the country away. It's hard for her to feel much about that. But with Mom always working (like, even when she's not working she's thinking about work) she has to figure shit out on her own.

Alexa is sick of getting walked over all the time. Nobody ever cares! The only attention she ever got was when she flaunted her beauty and you know what? Fine. Fine! I'll dye my hair, wear showy clothes, get frisky, and be a whiny little brat because at least then I'll get SOME kind of attention instead of always being the background character!

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Alexa is a damaged, emotionally-scarred, and sexually abused teenager who finally reached her breaking point. Her ideal of a strong feminine has been tainted by toxic media stereotypes, her own imperfect mother, and the desires of men she's had to deal with.

The reason for her parent's divorce was that one of Dad's good friends molested her on-and-off when she was starting puberty, from about 10 to 13. The dickwad actually landed in jail and things went on as usual through 8th grade. It wasn't until her shitty boyfriend broke up with her when Dad tried to pry into what happened and Lex blew up on him at the dinner table and...Yeah. She's kinda the reason her parents divorced. Well, technically it was cuz her Dad lowkey let the molestation happen but she's the one who spilled the beans and ruined everything. But fuck it. It doesn't even matter anways.

Boys are perverts who only care about one thing - or in her case, two big things. Even the girls only care about how she looks. Even her old group of friends never bothered to ask what was going on in her life through her molestation, through the divorce, and pretty much through her last relationship. On some level she feels like they were always jealous of her. And for as shitty and toxic as her last boyfriend was, he at least hung around her boring, plane-jane self. At least he heard her when she vented, even if he wasn't really listening. It was kind of...nice...in a way.

Even when he kissed her and touched her it was kind of nice. Like, yeah, he got way too pawsy sometimes but it felt more natural than when dad's friend did it. It made her breath shorten and her body tremble in a good way for once, even if sometimes he pushed too far and it started feeling bad. By the end of the relationship she was experimenting with him too, touching him, teasing him, enticing him...She'd even given him head a few times. It made her curious, I guess, and Alexa's been exploring her own sexuality and stuff ever since. You know, in hookups. Flings. Stupid stuff at parties, you know the deal. Just, like, not actual puppy-making stuff.

Her exploring with guys has found her a couple of new friend groups after she left her old one. Partiers, punks, druggies, swingers, and a lot of popular kids slumming it out too. They're easy enough company most of the time, enough to share a laugh with, and Alexa's been picking stuff up from them...Like alcohol. And weed. And a little bit of ecstasy when she wants to get frisky. Oh, and skipping school. Seriously, Alexa's once-pristine grades have gone into the shitter especially recently. It's not even that Alexa doesn't get it, it's just that she doesn't see the point. She did everything "right" and her life still sucked.

And Mom...well, Mom's always been kinda busy with her own life but the arguments have been getting worse and worse. Before it was just discussions about being too busy to spend time with Alexa, now it's shouting and grounding and door-slams, at least when Mom has the time and effort for it. It's teachers too. Principals. Sometimes even the cops when her friends pull her into questionably legal stuff...or when she does it herself (usually shoplifting new clothes). It's not like any of them care, though, not really. Did they ever really care? Did Mom ever even care when Alexa was all shook up after every incident in middle school? Do the cops see anything other than a hot young troublemaker? Alexa doesn't know anymore and she's pretty much given up trying to get them to care. She'll find people who care in other places. Hopefully.

Now it's Alexa who's become the pervert, the flirt, another toxic partner in her toxic relationships, the one who desperately needs attention and holds destructive habits. Because it's all she's ever been fucking good for anyways. A tight, sexy wolf bitch who gets love conditionally.

And then she met .

Other notes: Abandonment issues, low self esteem, dissociates in stressful situations, dirty mouth in private, really likes emo rock alt music and writes super edgy songs (she keeps these a super secret), questionable morality except when it comes to kids (selfish?), tends to idealize people, Catholic in name only (she has a bone to pick with all of that!)

Likes: emo/alt rock music & nightcore (Three Days Grace, Bullet for My Valentine, My Chemical Romance, ), trying out new styles, concerts/band performances, being able to take her mind off things, feeling wanted

Dislikes: thinking about her dad or the divorce, stressing out her mom, fake people, being unwanted/feeling out of place, unquestionable authority, God sometimes

Flaws: Very clingy with those she considers friends (abandonment issues), low self esteem, cracks easily in stressful situations, bad with regulating her own emotions, questionable morality (selfish?) except with kids, idealizes those she likes too easily, very skeptical, tends to adapt too much to others, turning to people and substances for distraction, trends towards TMIing. Has a very complicated relationship with her sexuality - dresses and acts one way but might not appreciate attention like that; also can be too loose with someone she likes -- just wants to be cherished.

Strengths: very willing to speak her mind (stands up for the innocent), willing to try new things, non-judgmental (mostly), artsy, tries very hard for those she considers friends, not afraid to be herself,

Style: 2000s pop with slight scene accents - spaghetti strapped tanktops, low-rise jeans, cutoffs, thin hoodies and cute flannels. Has light makeup that accentuates her beauty. Has been getting ear piercings without Mom's consent, thinking about getting more. On special occasions then the miniskirts and heels come out. Has contacts, wears glasses only if absolutely necessary (she'd rather be blind than wear them).

Bands: Bullet for my Valentine, Three Day's Grace, unironically some hidden Dubstep, NIGHTCORE!, a little bit of Miley Cyrus.