Alexa the Struggling Wolfess

Alexa is young female wolf with long jet-black fur and dazzling yellow eyes. She's taller than average and has long, athletic legs. Her tail is fluffy and long and she keeps her fur nicely groomed and looking sharp. Alexa has annoyingly big boobs that get in her way and draw attention to her but she's learned to embrace them -- for the most part, at least.

Alexa is a cool, maybe slightly aloof woman when out in public; her reserved and thoughtful outside hides an energetic and fiery inside. Alexa used to be kind of a bully back in middle and high school but she's simmered down since then.

She finally moved out from her absent dad (he worked a lot) and tiger mom while working at freaking McDonald's of all places and now she can basically do whatever she wants -- it's still weird, being an adult with her own place and everything.

As for her problems, well, it's nothing out of the ordinary. She has problems asserting herself but she can also be standoff-ish without meaning to, she has trouble making friends, and she doesn't feel like she has a purpose what so ever. So, yeah, young person stuff. She has a bad relationship with her older sister Valentina -- who is also her roommate, mind you -- full of quiet fighting and cold-shoulders. She misses her parents sometimes and she misses home a lot (or maybe it was the friends she had back there) but her hometown was straight garbage. Her new city is better but...she doesn't feel like she fits in. She's not going to college nor does she play sports or anything. She's just a nerd who uses her computer all day (she's a tech nerd, by the way) and works. And romance? LOL! Alexa feels like she's going to die single and die young, what with the world going to shit.

One of her biggest problems is her porn and masturbation addiction. She knows it's not good for her and it goes against the Bible (did she mention she's becoming religious?) and she's trying to stop but the cravings, the flashes of hard fucking take over her thoughts sometimes even when she tries so very hard to ignore them. The bimbo hypno porn she gets off to the hardest certainly doesn't do her addiction any favors. A hard orgasm after a long masturbation sesh makes her feel lethargic and worthless and strangely sated and, if she doesn't stop herself, she spirals hard. Well, in the grand scheme of things it's probably not her biggest problem but it sure as shit feels like it especially since she refuses to tell another soul about it whatsoever.

Name: Alexa Wolfe Age: 22 Height & Weight: 5'8", 140 lbs

Physical Description: A tall and pretty wolfess with long midnight black fur all over her body and sharp golden eyes. Her hair is kept in a messy, shoulder-length, effortless tousle that's usually swept over to one side and tomboyishly chic in the way it frames her face. Her figure is generally petite and long; long legs, long arms, tall. The only notable exception to this is her larger bust - very annoying for a girl like Alexa. Her tail is a thick and wavy pom pom and her claws are kept medium and smooth, though edging on utilitarian. She has a medium, sharp snout and a sharp black nose; her fangs seem to be extra sharp even for a wolf.

Style: Alexa used to be the utter tomboy, I-don't-care-about-my-appearance kind of girl but that's been slowly changing. In high school she tried too hard, after she quit college she totally stopped trying, and now she's somewhere between trying some days and barely caring other days. She does prefer lighter, more airy colors that contrast with her fur. Cute blouses are a favorite...even if they're a little too revealing sometimes. Alexa tells herself to just get over it. She does like tough denim jeans and she has a soft spot for cargo shorts - very unstylish, those are. She can dress up but, you know, that's a lot of effort most days. She prefers bare paws or maybe sandals to shoes and she actually has glasses (nearsighted) but almost always wears contacts instead.

Background: Alexa was born into a working class family who always seemed to be moving around from place to place. She had two siblings, an older sister and a younger brother, and for a time she got along with them...and then at other times she didn't. Alexa was always talented but Alexa was a hotheaded jerk back in school. She had gotten bullied and had ended up bullying others just to get her anger out and, yeah, she wasn't the best person. Still kind of isn't. She mellowed out around high school, made friends, lost them, got a few boyfriends, lost them, and she decided on a whim to go to college at a state school...big mistake. At least kind of. Now she's out from under her parents in a new city trying to find her place while working for barely above minimum wage. And honestly? Things aren't the worst ever.

Religion: Her entire thing with losing her friends and dropping out of school and dealing with Valentina has left Alexa kind of...vulnerable. Like, surely this isn't all there is to life right? So Alexa decided to just...start doing some research. And right now she's reading the Bible. And she think it's kind of true. It's hard for Alexa to put into words exactly what she thinks about all this religion stuff but there's a large, unvoiced part of her that yearns for something greater than what she's been a part of for so long.

Addiction: Alexa has lowkey been a porn addict since...like middle school. Maybe earlier if she really thinks about it. It was always just kind of a thing, you know? People talked about porn. People shared porn. It's just what everyone did. But for Alexa, it became this kind of regular ritual she could enter into to relax, to blow off steam, to imagine she was the one pleasing and being pleased, the one being desired. It definitely affected her relationships, definitely hurt her, but...it's hard to let go when everything else is so shitty. When she think she's not good enough to get a date. It's also a part of why she's looking into religion - because why does she feel so guilty after finishing?

Other notes: -Resting bitch face most of the time. -Can say things without thinking about how they impact others (too blunt!) -Has socially awkward tendencies. -Actually really likes working at McDonald's - as long as customers aren't bullshitting her. She works night shift which is perfect for her sleep schedule. -Coffee keeps her awake for hours but she drinks it anyways. -Highkey has a dirty mind. -Windows 7 emulator box is her favorite computer system. -Unironically has one of those Chinese android phones (it's cheap and has good specs!). -Falls into crushes a little too easily. -Dirty mouth when she's angry or stressed - or playful. -Hasn't called mom or dad in a long while...she should call them soon... Tomboy, becoming an adult, a few "small" problems.