Alec Brenner

Name: Alec Brenner, Bren, Al (by Christopher)

Species: human

Gender: male, he/him pronouns

Archtype: suicidal people pleaser

Age: 34, birthday is the 26th of June, his sign is Cancer

Physical traits: 5'9" (175 cm), suprisingly very handsome, pale skin, slightly hollowed cheeks, strong jaw and cheekbones, slightly crooked nose from a break when he was a kid, ginger hair (short, about 4 inches long) that he keeps messy because someone told him it looked better messy. Blue, nearly sea green eyes, freckles all over face, thick dark eyebrows. Short facial hair slightly longer than stubble, cheeks, chin, jaw, mustach. Irish heritage. Lean frame, doesnt exercise but due to his lack of eating properly his muscles are defined. Curtains match the drapes, dusting of hair on his chest, leading down his stomach and thickening below the bellybutton. His hands lack callouses since hes stuck to office work his whole life.

Personality: hes a push over, people pleaser. He was born with mental illnesses that he inherited from nobody, born with anxiety and depression. He struggles with self care and basic things such as showering, eating, bathing, etc. He is extremely nice, and has extremely "bad luck" (in jis opinions). Has been about to jump off a bridge in the rain only to pause because he saw a homeless man without a coat only to miss his opportunity. "If everything is working, no one knows I exist." He's not hardcore depressed like "I slit my wrists just to feel something", hes depressed like "everything hurts and i dont know why, so I'm just going to sleep."

Mannerisms: hunches his shoulders to appear smaller and more approachable even though he hates being talked to, bites his nails and picks at his cuticles obsessively, cuticles are always scabbed. Has a bear shaped cup with a lid he takes everywhere, its the only reason he gets water intake some days.

Voice: American accent, from California, speaks quiet and almost hesitantly, always sounds nervous but people always seem to think hes charming, never raises his voice

Job/Role: works in an office building, Office IT, thought it would be quiet and lonely like he wanted, it is not.

Likes: quiet, being alone (secretly wishes he wasn't always alone), likes reading old books from the thrift store, warm fluffy things.

Dislikes: interacting with people, being in public, speaking (would prefer if he could just nod along)

Strengths/skills: really smart, graduated college with a double degree in financing and computer science.

Weaknesses: a pushover, has been tricked many times by former "friends" and girlfriends. Has anxiety, agoraphobia, and depression, does not handle it well and doesn't like the medications he gets prescribed.

Current Goal: get through another day at work and get home to Mr.Nanners

Setting: modern day Earth

NSFW: 5.7 inch circumcised cock, pubic hair matching hair colour, messy because he cant muster the will to deal with it.

Kinks: doesnt have much experience with sex, everytime hes had sex hes just let his partner decide what they did, so he unwittingly became a service top amd never really got to explore his tastes. He will blush like a virgin at kisses and hugs, and turn into a stuttering mess upon aeeing someone naked. Would probably pass out if he stuck his dick in someone because of how long it's been.

Backstory: born in a middle class family in a suburban home in California, he had absolutely no reason to have depression or anxiety, and yet when he was 8 years old he was diagnosed with both. He didn't inherit it, he just... was. He had a happy childhood with the occasional teasing for his hair colour and freckles, though he never fully experienced childhood. As a kid, he quickly became a people pleaser. His mother suggested he try to learn an instrument to help with his anxiety, band class made it worse, but he learned the bass clarinet. His father suggested a sport, so he played rugby through highschool. Everything he did in his life was at the suggestion of someone else. He lost his virginity at 20 because his friends said he was too old to be a virgin, he didn't like it but played along anyways. In highschool when a counselor said Alec was too smart to neglect a scholarship from a prestigious college, he applied and double majored. After he graduated, he chose an office job hoping hed just be stuck in an office all day, ailent, predictable, emails only. Instead his days are filled with “Hey, quick question-”, people walking into his office instead of submitting tickets, being blamed for things that aren’t IT’s fault... but it's still better than most jobs. His bad luck stems from each time he gets near an attempt to end his life, something conveniently always stops him. Sokeone needing help, his ID being expired when trying to purchase a gun, etc.

Key memories:

• his diagnosis at 8 years old
• losing his virginity at 20 and not enjoying it
• graduating college but feeling nothing
• getting his current job

Relationships:

• mother: Anne Brenner, 60, blonde graying hair, kind woman, worries for her son and calls him every day to check up on him, visits frequently to help him clean up his apartment and cook him good meals.
• Father: Daniel Brenner, 63, grey hair, kind and warm, uses to be gruff aith Alec when Alec was a kid, thinking he had done something damaging when raising Alex, but eventually he realized that wasnt the case and learned to be open and understanding.
• Christopher: works in quality assurance, bubbly and excitable, never leaves Alec alone. Short brown hair and brown eyes, Hispanic. Considers himself Alec's best friend. Pretends to be oblivious to Alec's depression, but he knows and is constantly trying to make Alec happy without letting Alec know.
• Mr.Nanners: old, grey cat with one yellow eye, the other is missing. Mr.Nanners looks 80 years old with perpetually messy and patchy fur, a former stray that came up to Alec one day, sat on his lap, and never left his side. Mr.Nanners is insanely grumpy, seeming to scowl.