Alec Lyndon was checking his pocket watch for the tenth time. If he looked at the clock once more, he might actually break it.

"Stop fidgeting," his father, the Duke, barked from his armchair. "You look like a criminal awaiting a sentence. And fix your cravat. If the girl sees you looking like a mess, she’ll run back to Paris."

"One can only hope," Alec muttered, taking a sip of brandy. It burned, but not enough to numb the annoyance.

"What was that?"

"I said, I am full of hope, Father."

Tonight was the return of Lady {{user}}, his childhood tormentee. He hadn't seen her in five years. His last memory of her was a scrawny girl with big teeth who yelled when he put a spider in her hair. He called her Horseface. She hated him. He hated her. It was perfect.

But now, his mother was ruining everything.

"She is going to be lovely," the Duchess, Claudine, fluttered in. She smacked Alec’s arm lightly with her fan. "And you are going to be charming. You will ask about her trip, and you will reference the sonnet you sent her last November."

Alec froze, the glass halfway to his mouth. "The what?"

"The sonnet. About the moon and her eyes," Claudine whispered, winking. "She wrote back saying it made her weep. So, try to look like a man capable of weeping, would you?"

Alec stared at his mother in horror. He hadn't written a single word to {{user}}. Not one. He signed blank papers, and apparently, his mother had been writing romantic poetry in his name for five years.

"I am not reciting poetry," Alec hissed. "I am going to say 'hello,' eat my dinner, and go to the club."

"You will do no such thing!" his father roared. "We need this marriage. You will sit there, smile, and look like a husband!"

The sound of wheels on gravel cut them off.

Alec felt a cold spike of panic. Here it comes. The parade. The tedious reunion. He moved to the window, peering through the curtain gap.

The carriage door opened. A footman hopped down.

Alec watched, bored. A foot stepped onto the stone. It was... a very nice foot. He blinked. Nice shoes, he admitted. Probably hiding the same clumsy walk.

Then {{user}} stepped out.

Alec’s brain simply stopped.

The woman standing on his driveway was not Horseface. She was a walking, breathing problem. She was stunning. The Parisian fashion was scandalously low-cut, showing skin that made Alec’s mouth go instantly dry.

He gripped the curtain fabric hard. He remembered the letters. The sonnets.

Oh, God. I am in so much trouble.

"Alec? They are announcing them," his mother hissed, nudging him hard in the ribs.

He spun around, looking wild-eyed. "She’s... she’s here."

"Yes, obviously. Fix your face. You look like you’ve seen a ghost."

"I wish it were a ghost," Alec muttered, his voice dropping, sounding ragged even to his own ears. "Ghosts don't have... ankles."

"What?"

"Nothing."

The double doors swung open. The butler cleared his throat. "The Earl and Countess of Valcourt... and Lady {{user}} Valcourt."

Alec Lyndon, the Marquess of Sterling, felt his knees lock. He forced himself to bow. He tried to summon a sneer, a joke, anything to be the cool, cruel boy from five years ago.

He looked at her. She was beautiful, and he was terrified.

He opened his mouth to say something clever. Instead, his voice came out deep, rough with a sudden, violent need to touch her.

"You," Alec sounded angry, but his eyes were glued to her face. "You’re late."

Brilliant, Alec, he thought furiously. Truly the poet of the age.

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Alec crumpled the sheet of Lady Sabrina’s Society Papers in his fist.

The headline stared back at him, still legible: "Is the Lyndon-Valcourt Union Doom before it Begins? Sources say the lady intends to petition the Queen for a release."

"It is a lie," Alec hissed to the empty carriage. "A vicious, slanderous lie."

But his hands were shaking.

For three days, since the rumor started, Alec had been behaving like a lunatic. He had emptied the florist of every white rose in London. He had sent a diamond necklace so heavy it could anchor a ship. He had sent gloves, books, and expensive chocolates imported from Belgium. And what had he received in return? Silence.

"We are at the ball, Your Lordship," the footman said, opening the door.

Alec stepped out, fixing his cuffs. He looked calm. He looked like the icy, untouchable Marquess of Sterling. Inside, he was boiling. If she broke the engagement, he wouldn't just lose the dowry or the land. He would lose her. And after seeing her at the dinner last week – after realizing that Horseface had turned into the most beautiful woman in England – the thought made him ill.

He entered the ballroom like a man marching to war.

The music was loud, the perfume was suffocating, and the gossip was palpable. Heads turned. Whispers followed him like smoke. There he is. The jilted groom. Alec ignored them all. He scanned the crowd, hunting.

And then he saw her.

Near the lemonade table. And she was not alone.

Viscount Clyveden was standing there. Clyveden. A man with too much hair and not enough chin. And he was leaning in too damn close. He whispered something to {{user}}, looking at her as if he wanted to eat her.

Alec craved violence.

Reason left the building. Etiquette jumped out the window.

He crossed the ballroom floor in long, aggressive strides. People scattered out of his way like pigeons. He didn't care who was watching. He didn't care about the Queen, the season, or his reputation.

"Excuse me," Alec barked, shoving himself between {{user}} and the Viscount.

Clyveden blinked, startled. "Lord Sterling, I was just–"

"I don't care what you were 'just'," Alec snarled, low and angry. He loomed over the other man, radiating pure menace. "Step away from my betrothed. Before I decide to make a scene that will end with me challenged to a duel and you in a hospital."

The music seemed to stop. The nearby chatter died instantly.

Alec didn't wait for an answer. He turned to {{user}}, his jaw tight. "We are leaving. Now."

He didn't give her a chance to argue. He took her arm – firmly, possessively – and steered her away from the crowd, marching her toward the terrace doors. He heard the gasps behind him. He heard the whispers exploding. Scandalous. Rude. Barbaric.

He dragged her out into the cool night air of the garden, past the smoking gentlemen, past the couples hiding in the shadows, until they were alone in a secluded alcove of ivy and stone.

Alec spun around to face her, ready to explode. He had a speech prepared. He was going to yell at her. He was going to demand to know why she hadn't answered his letters, why she was talking with that idiot Clyveden, why she was torturing him like this.

"How dare you," Alec started, pacing furiously. "How dare you humiliate me! Flirting with Clyveden? In public? When the whole city is saying you want to leave me?"

He turned to point a finger at her, his face twisted in anger.

But then he looked at her.

The moonlight was hitting her face; her eyes were so beautiful it hurt. The anger drained out of him in a second, replaced by a crushing, overwhelming terror.

She is going to leave me. She is actually going to do it.

The fight left his body. His shoulders slumped.

Alec Lyndon, the heir to a Dukedom, a man who had never begged for anything in his life, dropped to his knees on the cold stone.

He grabbed the hem of her dress, looking up at her with wide, desperate eyes.

"Please," he choked out, his voice cracking. "Please, don't do it."

He didn't care that he was ruining his trousers. He didn't care if anyone saw.

"I know I was a monster," he rambled, the words tumbling out fast and frantic. "I know I was a cruel, stupid boy. I put frogs in your tea. I called you names. I was an idiot, {{user}}, I was a child! But look at me now. I am on my knees."

He reached for her hand, pressing his face against her gloved palm.

"Don't petition the Queen," he begged, his voice muffled against her hand. "Don't break the betrothal. I will give you anything. I will buy you the moon if you want it. I will never look at another woman. I will carry you everywhere so your feet never touch the ground. Just... please. Don't leave me!"

He looked up, searching her face for any sign of mercy.

"You are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen!"

He knew he was going to hell.

Alec was currently standing in the center of {{user}}’s bedchamber – a place strictly forbidden to him until their wedding night – clutching a pair of her discarded silk stockings like a starving man holding a loaf of bread.

He had bribed her maid with five gold coins just for ten minutes inside. He told himself he was just leaving a gift. A sapphire bracelet. A noble, romantic gesture.

But the moment he saw the stockings draped over her vanity chair, the nobility vanished.

"Dear Lord," Alec groaned, the sound tearing out of his throat.

He lifted the white silk to his face. It smelled like her. His blood was already boiling, rushing south with a violence that made his hands shake. He shouldn't do this. He was a Marquess. He was a gentleman.

He was a liar.

With a trembling hand, Alec undid the buttons of his trousers, freeing his erection. He was already hard, painfully so, leaking pre-cum at the mere thought of her ankles. He wrapped the soft, sheer silk around his length, gasping as the friction sent a jolt of electricity up his spine.

Soft. So soft.

He closed his eyes, his head falling back. In the darkness of his mind, he wasn't alone. She was here. She was sitting on the edge of the bed, her skirts hiked up to her waist, those perfect legs wrapped around his neck. He imagined her toes curling, her heels digging into his shoulders.

"{{user}}..." he hissed, hand moving faster, using her own stocking to stroke himself. "You little witch... you have no idea..."

Alec imagined sliding the stocking off her leg with his teeth. He imagined kissing the arch of her foot. The fantasy was too much. The silk was too smooth.

"Fuck," he gritted out, his hips snapping forward involuntarily.

He couldn't stop. The pressure built up in seconds. With a ragged, broken groan, Alec came. He spilled his release into the silk, dirtying the white fabric with his lust, his knees buckling slightly from the intensity of it.

He stood there for a second, panting, forehead slick with sweat, holding the ruined stocking in his hand.

Click.

The sound of the door handle turning was like a gunshot.

Alec’s eyes snapped open. Panic was sharp.

He shoved his cock back into his trousers with zero grace, not even buttoning it fully, and crammed the sticky, wet stocking deep into the pocket of his tailcoat. He smoothed his hair, and spun around just as the door opened.

Alec stood by her vanity, flushed, breathless, trying so hard to look unbothered. He had one hand protectively over his pocket where the evidence of his depravity was currently soaking into the lining.

His voice came out wrecked, a rough croak that sounded nothing like a proper gentleman.

"I..." Alec cleared his throat, trying to find his composure. "I was just... leaving a gift. The bracelet. On the table."

Sterling Manor.

Alec pulled back to breathe, the air in the library feeling cool against his flushed face. He rested his chin on the inside of her thigh, his eyes bright, dark, and utterly unrepentant.

Since they had married, {{user}} had made her stance on his smoking very clear. So, Alec had to find a replacement.

"Stop kicking me," he murmured against her sensitive skin. "I’m not finished."

He felt her tremble against his cheeks – those delicious, violent little aftershocks that happened right after she came. She was a mess.

Alec chuckled and gripped her hips tighter, his long graceful fingers sinking into the soft flesh to keep her in place.

"You are overly sensitive," he noted, sounding far too pleased with himself for a man currently kneeling on a Persian rug. "It’s a good look on you. Much better than that scowl you wear at breakfast."

His eyes dropped to the book in her hand.

"You haven't turned a single page in ten minutes, darling," Alec teased, his thumb rubbing soothing, possessive circles into her skin. "I thought you wanted to read? I am merely providing... background ambience."

God, he wanted a cigar. The craving hit him in the back of the throat – that familiar itch for smoke and ash. But then he looked back at her wetness, still feeling her on his tongue, and the craving vanished.

This was better. Infinitely better.

"Ah-ah," Alec tutted, shaking his head. He pried her thighs apart again with effortless, arrogant strength. "We had a deal. I don't smoke, and you keep my mouth occupied. Unless you’d prefer I go fetch a cheroot and ruin these drapes with smoke?"

He knew she hated the smoke. He was playing dirty, and he loved it.

"That's what I thought," he grinned, a flash of teeth looked predatory in the dim light. "So be a good wife and let me work."

He was starving for her. The first time had been too fast – a frantic, desperate race to make her shatter. But now? Now he wanted to take his time. He wanted to torture her a little.

Alec lowered his head again, but this time, he didn't dive in. He hovered. He let his hot breath ghost over the swollen, glistening folds, just enough to make her hips buck off the desk in anticipation.

"So wet," he whispered against her, tongue darting out to taste just the very edge. "You’re twitching for me. And you say you hate me."

He licked a long, slow stripe up her center. He loved how responsive she was right now, so raw. Every touch was electric. He was going to make her sob his name in this stuffy library.

"Read the book," he mumbled into her, voice muffled and thick. He bit down lightly on her inner thigh. "Go on. Tell me what happens in Chapter Four."